let's talk // why i haven't posted in over 2 years...
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- Опубликовано: 8 июл 2024
- hey y'all, thank you so much for taking the time to watch this & i hope this video give your some clarity and understanding as to where i've been mentally/emotionally these past 2 years.
i appreciate y’all more than you know. 🦋💡
- Lydia, Lydia, Lydiaaa 
Хобби
Sending so much love and light to anyone watching this. Thank you 🙏🏾 🦋🤎💡💙⛲️💚
Love you, Lydia.
Yay 🤗🤗❤️❤️ so happy to see you
So happy to see and hear from you Lydia. Thank you for shaking me and making the light brighter than ever! 🙏
You’re not alone ❤️ your feelings are so valid. You deserve happiness. Burnout is real and so is life! We understand and empathize, and you are so courageous! Proud of you for putting you first
Thank you so much Bri 🙏🏾❤️
Have faith in JESUS CHRIST as LORD and SAVIOR for HE SAVES from hell❗️
*What is the Gospel?*
The true gospel is the good news that God saves sinners. Man is by nature sinful and separated from God with no hope of remedying that situation. But God, by His power, provided the means of man’s redemption in the death, burial, and resurrection of the Savior, Jesus Christ.
Ephesians 2:8-9
For it is by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of GOD, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.
Romans 10:9
9 because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
JESUS CHRIST can come anytime!
Just Believe ❤️ Love you and GOD BLESS
As a subscriber for years now and someone who’s also been in her own black hole before, you never need to apologize or worry about your followers- we will always be here if/when you feel creative and want to share something with us. Glad you’re on the upward swing, girl. Life can get hard.
Life can definitely get hard, thank you for being so loyal, supportive and encouraging. You are so kind Christine!
I’ve missed you soooo much! “Crying myself to sleep” - that hits home HARD. I struggle with depression too and this is the first time in my life where I’ve suffered from depression and it was HORRIBLE. But you got this! No need to APOLOGIZE - you are HUMAN. You are allowed to be human. Your hair is still popping and you’re beautiful. We love you girl❤️
Thank you so much Kristina! Thank you for sharing about your struggle and I’m so sorry you’ve been there. Love you! 🤎
Have faith in JESUS CHRIST as LORD and SAVIOR for HE SAVES from hell❗️
*What is the Gospel?*
The true gospel is the good news that God saves sinners. Man is by nature sinful and separated from God with no hope of remedying that situation. But God, by His power, provided the means of man’s redemption in the death, burial, and resurrection of the Savior, Jesus Christ.
Ephesians 2:8-9
For it is by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of GOD, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.
Romans 10:9
9 because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
JESUS CHRIST can come anytime!
Just Believe ❤️ Love you and GOD BLESS
I've been struggling with depression all of my life. I know exactly how you feel. I know how debilitating it can be. You are brave for sharing this Lydia. You're not a failure, you are HUMAN. It's okay to not be okay. We love you, we missed you and we are glad you came back. Take all the time you need. I think we're just relived that you're alive and okay. We love you❤❤❤
Thank you Kiki, thank you for not only your words of encouragement but for sharing your struggle as well. We got this and like you said it’s okay not to be okay. 🤎💖💕
Amen Kiki I totally agree with you
We missed you! I understand…all too well. Come back when you’re ready. We’re still here.
Thank you so much Mrs. Charles 🙏🏾🤍
Self care is definitely essential. One day at a time. Happy you’re doing better!
Yes day by day indeed! Thank you 🙏🏾
Omg you’re back? I missed you so much. Sending you nothing but positive and blessed energy ❤️❤️
Thank you for those positive vibes! 💕 missed this and you all so much.
I am so happy to see this! Sending love and prayers your way. You look amazing, and I hope you find your way again. We’d love to see more videos but also take care of yourself because that’s the most important! 💕
Thank you soooo much! Receiving and sending love and light to you as well 💡🙌🏾❤️
That is the start for finding your real self. It’s called awakening. ❤️ the start of something new.
Lydia, I’m praying for your healing and it’s always okay to take a break no matter how long. Your mental health comes first! Love you and i pray for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I adore YOU
It’s ok! Talking about is healing sweetie🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
This is exactly how I felt this pandemic. I've been watching and rewatching your videos for so many years. We missed you so much.❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for sharing this. I dealt with the same thing this past year and it was very scary for me. I pray you continue to overcome it all💗
Girl, so good to see you 💕 and I feel like we have ALL been there. And yes-thank God for His good grace! ✨
Here I am a year later watching this video! So sorry love you been feeling this way.. you are a beautiful, young lady and we are here to support you! Focus on you and heal love! May God strengthen you and keep your head up! You are strong! I will definitely keep you in my prayers! ❤️ ❤️❤️. We love you !
We love you! Thank you for being transparent and vulnerable 💕 Feel no need to apologize. You deserve to take time to yourself when / if you need to.
Love you girl! You're so brave to share your struggles. So glad you're doing better. God is good! ❤
Yassss Lydia! I’m so happy for you! We missed you. Glad you are finding your strength back! Sending more love and prayers sis💅🥰🤩
I am so happy to see you! I am also happy to hear that you are starting to feel better. You are a beautiful person with a wonderful soul. I will continue to pray that you find peace and happiness.
I am so happy that you are feeling better. Prayers and love ❤️ to you!
I’m so happy to see you’re okay. I was just looking on your channel a couple days ago because I thought about you. You seem to be healing your mind beautifully, and I will keep you in my prayers. Thanks for sharing your light and love with us!
Was just thinking about you a couple weeks ago and I’m so happy this popped up on my feed. I completely understand where you’re coming from and it’s no joke, negative intrusive thoughts are hard to fight, so the fact that you’re doing better and trying your best to push through this shows your strength. Sending you lots of love and prayers! Take your time, we’ll be here!
I understand how you felt/feeling. I was there two years ago too. I'm happy you are back and I missed your videos but I'm happy you feel better. We all have our moments and need time to re-energise. Doesn't matter how long, do what is best for you.
So good to see you! You were really missed!!! Depression and anxiety are real. Take your time and get better. We understand! Sending you much love ❤️😘🤗💕
Thank you 🙏🏽 for feeling ready to share. I’ve missed you and look forward to seeing your videos (only when you’re ready).
I am so happy to see you. I pray to God that he wrap his arms around you and never let go. Comfort you in every way you need and want. Praise God you are doing better. You are a blessing to all of us who are going through the struggles. - sending lots of hugs and kisses your way!!! I missed you.... know that you have a purpose in life and I am so thankful to have you as my RUclips friend. ❤
Praying for you
Sending you peace,light and love❤️Glad to see you’re in a better space right now!I miss you and happy you’re on a path to healing❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry you went through this. Thank you for talking about this. So many people wouldn't believe this could happen because you were so bubbly and happy and full of light. Anxiety and depression can be really debilitating. Praying that you continue to heal. One day at a time. Hugs
I was literally just searching for you to see if you posted lately. Thank you for posting this- we are all healing and need a familiar face to help us through-
It’s wonderful to see you and to know that your taking care of yourself. Take things at your own pace with your health and well-being in mind. Your spirit and energy are much needed in these RUclips streets. We’ll be here.
Missed youuu! So happy that you’re feeling better. Take it one day at a time, sending lots of love💗
You are my favorite content creator on RUclips. So grateful you are in a better place. Praying for you and just happy to see you smile again 💛
Praying for you and your continued healing! 💕
Thank you for being so brave and vulnerable! Welcome back ❤️
Hi! I actually got my big chop in May 2019, and I looked forward to continuing my hair growth journey. I used your wonderful videos as guides when styling and treating my hair, so I thank you for that!
Although I wanted to continue watching new videos from you in 2019/2020, I realized that maybe you took time off for yourself. And that's so important. I am so glad you posted this video to see how you are doing, and it honestly resonates with me as well. I just graduated college last year and figured out that I didn't want to be a math teacher (which was my dream job in high school/college). So I've been in a rut for almost a year, but I am getting help for it now. Thank you for sharing, and I am glad you had the courage to make and post this video!
Amen! God is the answer
Love u lydia😘I hope u feel better very soon. Sending tons of my love?💋
I need you to know that you are my hero! Thank you for allowing us into your world. You’ve inspired so many of us! ♥️
Happy to see your face!! I was legit just thinking about you. Definitely have been in that place many times in my life and as others have said, no need to apologize. Wishing you the best on healing ♥
Missed you much 💜💜💜 glad you are well 🙏🏽 Thanking God for your progress!
Whew! That vessel of nothingness was a word. I had to close my eyes and take a deep breath. Also, I have that same problem with work as it relates to control. I’m so glad you are healing and getting better! You matter, were missed, and are loved!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
So glad to here from you Lydia thank you for sharing this with us I too battled depression especially in the pandemic and it feels good to know some of us aren’t alone ❤️
Lydia I am just so thankful that you are well ! We thank God and I genuinely hope you can use this space and us as your subscribers as occasional mental supports. Don’t ever pressure yourself and live your life as beautifully as you deserve❤️
Glad you are in a better space and thank you for sharing 💕
I can relate. You have my prayers. May God bless you. Wish you a speedy recovery.
Yay! I’m glad you’re coming back. Post as much or little as you like. Your supporters will be here. 😊🙏🏾
Omg! I'm so glad you are ok and doing better. We are your subscribers love you and missed you. 🙏🏾❤️
God bless you little sis. Really happy to see you doing better. Thank you for sharing your story.
You are such a beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for your courage and strength to come out and share your story. It is a blessing to hear! So, thank you for shining your light yet again. Sometimes we have to go low so we can go higher! Your test became your testimony! It is so good to see your lovely face! May God continue to guide you and bless you dear Lydia!!!!! I understand what you went through and so do many others. Thank you for your courage!
Stay strong. I have been there and it does get better:) It takes time and help from others. By sharing, you are helping others. You got this 🤗
So glad to hear that you’re in a better headspace and are working on healing, Lydia!! It’s a difficult process and you are so strong. I appreciate you for being so transparent. Take your time, you know we’ll be here patiently waiting! Sending you a lotta love!💚💚💚
One day at a time, we will be here when you're ready! Sending you love, light, and well wishes 💟 Im glad you're on your way boo!
So glad to see you back. Understand your journey! So wonderful how God takes those dark times to show us the light. No time was wasted only lessons learned!🌺
Authenticity is Flyyy!!! Continued prayers🙏🏾💞🙏🏾
Sending positive vibrations your way! Can’t wait to see you back, you were one of my inspirations for starting my channel! ♥️✨
Sunny! Man that means so much to me wow you don’t even know! Thank you so much ✨💖
I discovered your channel during your break. Glad to see that you are doing better. I hope you can continue healing. Take your time and we will be here when you come back 🌸💕
Awww take your time hon.. So glad you are on the mend ❤
I appreciate that and I appreciate you ❤️
Wow! You are back! 💜
Thanks for sharing. Definitely missed seeing your content. Glad you're feeling better. Can't wait to see you do your thang again. 😘
Praying for you 💙🙏🏾
you are my hero!!! i love you so much ❤️❤️❤️
Lydia! I’m so glad you took time to yourself, you are so strong! You got this girly, we’re super proud of you! Welcome back 🧡 sending you lots of love and positive energy
So glad to see you back, I really do miss your videos. May God continue to strengthen and see you through.
Bless you, praying for your, i am glad your back.
I'm so happy to hear your voice again God is good 🙏🙏🙏❤
You are a light and I’m glad you’re okay. I look forward to seeing you again God willing.
You are a light too! Thank you! ✨💡 you definitely will be seeing more of me 💗
Glad to see you. I was a little worried. I definitely have been in this state, it’s the hardest thing anyone should have to experience. And the hardest thing to explain to friends and love ones. Glad you are feeling better and taking it day by day. I pray you continue to have better days.
So hard! Thank you so much for listening and thank you fir your prayer 🙏🏾🙌🏾
Omg believe me when I say I was jusssst thinking about you and your channel yesterday! (It was wash day, lol!) So crazy to be seeing you post. Glad you are in a better place mentally and I miss your videos - but take your time to take care of yourself and be well!
Omg! I hope you had a successful wash day 😉 and thank you Madeleine!
Sending hugs and prayers!
Omg I’ve missed your videos so much 😭😭 wishing you the best Lydia ❤️❤️🙏🏽
Miss you girl. Glad you’ve found your strength🌸
I am so glad you are ok! :) ❤️
Welcome back 🤩, I’m glad to hear your doing better 😌, you’ll forever be one of my favorite youtubers so take all the time you need💕💕💕
Thank youuuu! 🥺🥲💕🙏🏾 I’m really glad to be back
missed you love but glad you’re okay!
🤗😘♥️ Love you and thank you for sharing and opening up with the world sis!!! You are a strong soul with a powerful light inside of you!!! 😘😘😘
Praying for you beautiful!
Sending prayers and well-wishes that you are doing fine. Our thoughts are with you!
Heal as long as you need to and I’m glad you’re in a better mental space. The internet can wait.
I was depress in 2015 and truly i completely relate with all you went through, you really want to get out but don't know how, crying becomes the new comfort but God be praised for healing. I am so happy you are healing, talking about it..some of this books helped me, the secret, subtle art of not giving a f**k, battle field of the mind by Joyce Meyer. welcome to life, I love you.
Just randomly thought of you and was like I haven’t seen her. Sorry you had to go through that. You’re a beautiful person and a beautiful soul. Glad you’re okay & hope these days have gotten better 💕
I’m so glad to hear that you’re okay. You’re not alone 🙏🏽 we are here for you! Always here when you decide to come back. Take your time..your mental comes before anything. Make sure you’re happy above anything! Wishing you well 💖💖💖💖
God got u! Praying for you... Be Blessed! Good to see you
Good to see you Miss Lydia! I pray everything works out in your favor.
💚💛🧡💚💛🧡💙 glad you're ok😘 thank you for sharing!!!! 🙏🏾 you got this!!!!!!
I've been through same path and just started recovering and feeling like myself. I just felt like I had to say something. It's totally ok to feel how you feel just remember not to force yourself but do what you love. You will be ok. Just do 1 step at a time. What worked for me was self love and self awareness. You already passed the admitting part. So now spend more time doing what's best for your body and soul. Remember there's higher power and lots of things you can't control but that's ok too. Work with what you can control. Much love yene konjit stay strong
I am sooo happy to see that you posted a video. You are one of God’s most beautiful creations. I am paying for your Peace. Peace that surpasses all understanding. I’m praying that God quiets your mind, & give you perfect peace. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🥰🥰🥰
So happy to hear from you.
Sweetheart I've been there too. It's good to talk about what's in your soul. Stay strong, be blessed and look to your higher power and family.
Hi Lydia I am very happy to hear that you are fighting through the struggle. I missed your content but the most important thing is your mental state of mind. Stay strong and take care of yourself. It is wonderful to see you. Stay strong and find your light.
Missed your video's. You made me smile!! Sending you lots of love and positive thoughts.
You just made ME smile. Thank you so much 💚
I am so happy to see you again Lydia! This year has definitely been a struggle for many of us and I can relate to many of the things you mentioned. As someone who.has struggled with mild depression, the pandemic definitely brought up lots of emotional moments and lots of moments where I was so sad and unable to get myself out of the funk I was in. I am so happy you shared this story with us. Things are definitely looking up in the world and I am starting to feel more happy and positive again. You are such a beautiful presence on RUclips and I missed you a lot. I am so happy to hear you're doing better and I wish you all the best as you navigate through your journey. Sending you so much love and positive thoughts. Take all the time you need, I will be waiting patiently for your return
Thank you did you sweet words and for opening up about your struggle Natalie. I’m so sorry to hear it. You are right about things looking up and so happy you are feeling better too! 💕💕
So glad your back ! I missed you. So glad you the time off though
Im so late im happy u are back ❤ ive missed u hon i understand how u feel completely with the mental health issues i deal with that as well. I am glad you are doing better hon.
Glad you are doing better! Welcome back :)
We missed you so much!!! 💜💜💜 Sending you love
I missed youuuuu. Sending your blessing and prayers ❤️🙏🏽
Thank you 💕🙏🏾🤎
Hugs and thank you for your vulnerability
Welcome back, we missed you. I was pleasantly surprised to see the video message appear. Thank you for your transparency, I’m sure many can relate. I’m glad you’re feeling better. Stay focused! Blessings to you always. 🙏🏽❤️
Thank you for taking the time to watch and listen 🤍💛