Two nights ago, i was standing on a bridge, ready to go, I called my one friend to say goodbye, he talked me out if it, but i understand this song too much, the pain of existence, and everyone says they dont want you to die, so you try and comply, but bearly holding on, and drugs being the only thing to keep you numb and insane enough to not go of the edge, but they can only keep the pain away for so long, im glad im here to litsen to this, i dont know where im going next, but thank you Palaye Royale, for existing
I still struggling with the same thing myself and I was in a similar situation not to long ago so I know where your head is right now and I know it's tough but we both have to keep fighting and we can beat this both of us together can win this fight
This is a masterpiece... The emotion is there... The pain is there... It is relateable and strong. I love it, but it kills me as well, because the pain is real. It is born from real suffering and real sadness...
@Ekaterina Quin He writes most of his lyrics. I've met him and a fan was asking him how he writes lyrics and he said he's always in a dark place when he writes lyrics and he's never happy when he is. But it's therapeutic for him like it helps him get his emotion out through music ;-;
Lyrics: Can't you see That everyone is dying? The animals are crying Religions are dividing As my family keeps on fighting As my family keeps- Now I'm caught in some thing My eternal suffering Looking for the meaning of it all But I got nothing This internal sadness now I fade the blackness Don't know where I go when I die Must be better than this And I'm here Just waiting for you to come home And I'm screaming all on my own With the revolver and a note Will you please pick up the phone? And I'm waiting for you to come home And I'm screaming all on my own With the revolver and a note Will you please come back home ? Ain't it sad when you got nowhere to go? Got no place to call your home Burden to everyone you know And I try Just not to think about my life So I do another line It keeps me numb just for the night It keeps me numb just for the night Now I'm caught in some thing My eternal suffering Looking for the meaning of it all But I got nothing This internal sadness now I fade the blackness Don't know where I go when I die Must be better than this And I'm here Just waiting for you to come home And I'm screaming all on my own With the revolver and a note Will you please pick up the phone? And I'm waiting for you to come home And I'm screaming all on my own With the revolver and a note Will you please come back home?
Guys is it just me or when you heard the song for the first time and at the chorus when Remington goes "I'm here" and I just whisper back to him "and your gone"? Just me? Figures
All these songs I believe are about his childhood, as "Lonely" basically screamed his abusive parents out, all these songs are like his therapy, its sad to listen to if you think of it that way, but other then that, remi and his brothers makes awesome, moving, crazy good songs who agrees?
@@aleaha.9938 I agree, but in my opinion, arguments, or mental or physical abuse has two sides, now I'm not sure on this I'm just assuming but, Remington nor the others never mentioned that the mom even tried to stop the abuse, she probably didn't even get a scratch out of the situation but Remington got a lot worse, obviously to this very day it bothers him or he wouldn't sing about it, its like his therapy, he has to let it out somehow, I'm not saying his mom is a bad person, I'd never say that! But I'd put my life in front of the devil himself to protect my children or family, I'm sure his dad was a pure @$$ hole and I'm just feeling like the Palaye royale boys got it real bad while being a child and NO BODY should ever experience that 😧
This song is about Lil Peep for those who don't know. After seeing his doc this song is very accurate to how Gus felt. "burden to everyone I know" Many people who knew Gus only used him for fame, drugs, money, a place to live, etc. So he turned to drugs and became depressed. He'd cry almost every night because he had no place to sleep in a house that he was paying for. He felt alone with so many people around him. He had people who really did love him, but he also was around people who only loved him for what he could give and what they could get from him. He was a tortured person, he was someone who didn't deserve what happened. He was looking to get better. He was wanting to get better, but he ran out of time to. If you are wondering how I know this I will provide a link to the interview where Seb says that this song is about Gus. RIP Lil Peep we love you
I feel like this song ending the album was like a cliff hanger, if that makes any sense. I'm left wanting closure, does he (most likely Rem) make it out okay? I'm left wanting more, which I feel was purposeful. More is to come, this is not the end of the story
This song hurts my heart. It’s hard to hold back the tears sometimes because it speaks volumes about the numbness that many of us, unfortunately, are feeling or have felt in the past, including myself. I do worry about the boys, especially Remi, so I hope they and everyone else who may be struggling right now receive the love and support they need to stay strong. ❤️
I never thought I'd be given so many chills. About two months ago, I attempted, but I told my best friend and she said Don't do it, there are so many people who love you, and hearing Rem singing like this just makes me want to hug him and give him a bit love, as I'm also searching for love my whole life. To all those who read this, have a nice day, Love u. ♥ And I do hope to meet them one day and go to their concerts...
This is the most sympathy I have ever felt listening to a song. I can not relate to this song at all because I don’t want to end my life. I had a mom who did unfortunately take her life and I know the desperation of wanting someone back. Remington’s voice makes everything so much more real. The pain is violently present in this song. You can feel the story without living it. I have a hard time listening to music that sounds like they are pitying themselves. This song just sounds like pure hurt and desperation. I honestly love this song so much.
About two months ago, I attempted three times in one week. My life has been shit. I hate myself with every part of my being. I relate to this song because when you have your last resort, that last call of hope, that maybe they will make you change your mind, and you are praying out that they answer. And when they do, and if they save your life, that hope you feel, this song reminded me of that moment. Of pure fear, saddness, anger, and relief. And though it hurts, it gives me hope. I have never cried to a song, but every time I hear this song, I start crying. It's so beautiful, I can't even explain it. I'm sorry it's all over the place, I have a lot of emotions I'm feeling. The last thing I'm going to say, is an apology to everyone who feels this way. Everyone that is so hurt you want to end it all. I want you to know there is still hope. I believe that you will make it out alive. Now with that being said, I hope you all have a wonderful day, xoxo zk
This song hits fuckin hard. My Dad died April 25th. Life is shit without him. "just waiting for you to come home, screaming all on my own",that shit is so real. Remington is a lyrical and emotional genius. This album is a masterpiece.
this song is so incredible. when you guys played it at the Amsterdam VIP, first time in the Melkweg I fought to hold back tears. I remembered pretty much all the lyrics and wow it's amazing to hear it again, it brought back all the same feelings when you played it back then.
I am crying so much right now. This song is so amazing but it's making me realize how bad my mental state is and who far I still need to go and how hard I still need to work in order to get better. Palaye Royale thank you for all of your help.
This is such a brilliant piece of music. The amount of emotion the instrumentation, the raw, raspy vocals (Remmington is so unparalleled in his control) and the timbre is phenomenal. And the use of silence before the last, final pleas for survival makes me melt. Wow.
I didn't even notice that this came out, I was in the middle of trying to move across the country and everything around me started going downhill. I almost didn't make it through. But I'm still here, I'm just kind of coming back now in a way. When I heard tonight is the night I die in an ad I recognized Remington's voice, so I looked up the song and noticed in the video it said "the bastards, out now" I had no idea there was even an album coming. then I thought what if Redeemer is on it? I heard them play it live at a VIP show at the mod club in Toronto years ago, I got chills and I cried. I never cry. I felt so connected to the song and I would have given anything to hear it again, but when Boom Boom Room Side B came out it wasn't there. I don't know why but I was literally shaking typing the title into the search bar, and then I saw it. my mouth opened on its own and I just stared at the screen with wide eyes it was so weird. I thought that only happened on tv or something, I'm not expressive at all, I've never reacted to something that way before. I really hope that I can one day hear it live in its finished form. I almost forgot I had been waiting for this, but now that its here and I can hear it again, I don't know. I just feel really happy right now and its really nice. It takes me back to what I was going through at the time, but in a good way. It's been awhile. It reminds me that I have survived before, and I know I can do it again. If you've read this far, thank you. and sorry its so long.
Anytime I see the word Redeemer, my first thought will always be Marilyn Manson on the Queen of the Damned Soundtrack. But damn is this beautiful too. You guys fucking crushed it :') I'm so proud
I used to always think it was “a revolver and an oat” and I was so confused and I kinda laughed every time, last night I was lying down listening to this and I heard “a revolver and a note” and just the slight thought of Remington doing anything to himself made me burst into tears
Its become a habit of mine to come here every time I think about ending it, it just makes me feel like I really am not alone and have a whole community of people who actually care about me and are always there to talk to
I'm just imagining this playing over a scene where a character died and they're partner is just reminiscing the moments when they were alive and then replaying how the person died in their arms and they never got to tell them they love them. This is reminding me of ASOTM shit-
This is song describes how I feel at the moment. It really hits hard my dad just up and left his whole family and i constantly sit and wait for him to come back even though I hate him so much. he has caused me so much pain...
Okay, this is the deepest song I’ve ever heard. A bloody fucking masterpiece that I can feel every single word in my bastard soul. Damn guys. Perfect lyrics, perfect music, perfect voice for it Remington Leith, you are officially my favourite vocalist in this fucking 21st century. Love you guys thank you for doing what you’re doing!
Dang bro why this song got me thinking of Goner and Northern Downpour...I’m now crying 😭 Hearing “draw another line it keeps me numb for the night” makes me cry Remmy who hurt you!!
Woahh I did not expect this to be another soft one.. totally caught off guard.. I was seriously stunned for a whole last 2 minutes.. Remington is seriously showing off his vocals here even more.. they are seriously criminally underated!! But I hope Remington getting serious help.. this whole album is stacked w mental issues!!
when ur suicidal and heartbroken, this song definatly hurts ur heart. like i feel like ending it all then remington sings this to me and im breaking down
My mom is verbally abusive. Everyday it just feels like I'm a nuisance to the world. I wake up everyday wishing to die. I almost talked myself into it a few weeks ago but Palaye Royale gives me hope that things will get better. Palaye gives me hope that I'll survive. I feel loved when I listen to Palaye Royale and I love them so much. Palaye Royale is the reason why I'm still alive. Words can't express how much I just want to meet Remington and give him a hug. I'm still crying from this song. I relate to it so much. And I'm so proud of where they are now. I'm so thankful to be a part of this fan base. Stay strong
This song is my favorite among your songs. I came across this song on spotify and that's how I got to know Palaye Royale. When I researched, you guys had given the concert in Turkey 2 days ago, so I couldn't go. I was very sad to learn about such a talented group so late.
This album is an emotional rollercoaster
So true
Ikr
Honestly though
And an audible sensation
Yeah I don’t like it it’s too depressing
Two nights ago, i was standing on a bridge, ready to go, I called my one friend to say goodbye, he talked me out if it, but i understand this song too much, the pain of existence, and everyone says they dont want you to die, so you try and comply, but bearly holding on, and drugs being the only thing to keep you numb and insane enough to not go of the edge, but they can only keep the pain away for so long, im glad im here to litsen to this, i dont know where im going next, but thank you Palaye Royale, for existing
I'm glad your still alive
If u have anxiety etc talk about it with your friend I dont want you to die
I'm so sorry. I've been there. It's fucking scary. Keep running and don't let them take you alive.
I still struggling with the same thing myself and I was in a similar situation not to long ago so I know where your head is right now and I know it's tough but we both have to keep fighting and we can beat this both of us together can win this fight
Stay strong
We want you here
im so proud of u for still beingg here. ❤❤❤❤
This is like Palaye’s Goner, G note, Northern Downpour, and What a Catch, Donnie 😭🖤❤️
Omg exactly what I was thinking, lol. Either this or Massacre, the New American Dream for me.
definitely
I think it's like a resume of all of the albums
I agree this and stay, and clockwork
I think I found you. 😆 but Same
Remington’s vocals and these lyrics hit hard, It all hits hard! I’m crying on the floor, this is...I have no words
Ive never had a song to relate to as much as this , one that's spoke such volumes , so anyways I'm sobbing
It is just amazing.
Same my past is a bad place for me so this song just spoke to my soul
You're not the only one 😭
Same
This whole album speaks to me honestly..
This is a masterpiece... The emotion is there... The pain is there... It is relateable and strong. I love it, but it kills me as well, because the pain is real. It is born from real suffering and real sadness...
oh Remington you tryna make me cry? You win. I'm too tired to actually shed tears rn but internally I'm crying.
"Just waiting for you to come home
And I'm screaming all on my own"
I swear that part HIT MY ASS
His voice is just so calming. I love these guys
His voice is like velvet. I don't think I've heard it this deep and I'm even more in love😍
I think after listening to this and Lonely, we all just need a moment to cry. It's ok, I know this hit you a certain way, just let it out.
Am I the only one that is concerned about Remington after listening to this song?
@Ekaterina Quin yeah i am worried about the 3 of them
This song is about lil peep
@Ekaterina Quin He writes most of his lyrics. I've met him and a fan was asking him how he writes lyrics and he said he's always in a dark place when he writes lyrics and he's never happy when he is. But it's therapeutic for him like it helps him get his emotion out through music ;-;
I think it's related with Lonely
@@aylenferreyra6010 yeah me too
this is not okay- my heart really hurts
Lyrics:
Can't you see
That everyone is dying?
The animals are crying
Religions are dividing
As my family keeps on fighting
As my family keeps-
Now I'm caught in some thing
My eternal suffering
Looking for the meaning of it all
But I got nothing
This internal sadness now I fade the blackness
Don't know where I go when I die
Must be better than this
And I'm here
Just waiting for you to come home
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please pick up the phone?
And I'm waiting for you to come home
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please come back home ?
Ain't it sad when you got nowhere to go?
Got no place to call your home
Burden to everyone you know
And I try
Just not to think about my life
So I do another line
It keeps me numb just for the night
It keeps me numb just for the night
Now I'm caught in some thing
My eternal suffering
Looking for the meaning of it all
But I got nothing
This internal sadness now I fade the blackness
Don't know where I go when I die
Must be better than this
And I'm here
Just waiting for you to come home
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please pick up the phone?
And I'm waiting for you to come home
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please come back home?
Dang who is cutting onions?😖
Probably Sebastian cuz he cookin' 😖
@@@evillustrat0r725 Cooking with Sebastian, In the kitchen it's happening
Natalia T the soup, the scarf, the fashion
Every song off this album is going straight on my playlist
Guys is it just me or when you heard the song for the first time and at the chorus when Remington goes "I'm here" and I just whisper back to him "and your gone"? Just me? Figures
Shoot, his dad is truly connected to everything. I hope Remington is doing okay 🖤💔
I thought I was the only one that thought this 🙌🏼 a lot of their lyrics sound similar every song feels so connected ❤️🖤
epic
Bruh I do that every time
I've been waiting for this whole album. My expectations were not just met, they went through the roof and scraped Mars.
All these songs I believe are about his childhood, as "Lonely" basically screamed his abusive parents out, all these songs are like his therapy, its sad to listen to if you think of it that way, but other then that, remi and his brothers makes awesome, moving, crazy good songs who agrees?
I think most of the album is about his father
@@aleaha.9938 I agree, but in my opinion, arguments, or mental or physical abuse has two sides, now I'm not sure on this I'm just assuming but, Remington nor the others never mentioned that the mom even tried to stop the abuse, she probably didn't even get a scratch out of the situation but Remington got a lot worse, obviously to this very day it bothers him or he wouldn't sing about it, its like his therapy, he has to let it out somehow, I'm not saying his mom is a bad person, I'd never say that! But I'd put my life in front of the devil himself to protect my children or family, I'm sure his dad was a pure @$$ hole and I'm just feeling like the Palaye royale boys got it real bad while being a child and NO BODY should ever experience that 😧
apparently this song is about peep?
This song is about lil peep, but yeah... for me it means more than that
Giorgio Kroonen same here same here
i think Remington needs help, he seems to be very lonely and sad
Yea he’s getting the help he needs and his brothers are helping him
This song is about Peep💔
@@nickyjuhlin8763 who's peep?
thamy S2 lil peep
nicky juhlin how did you know?
This song has so many feelings, I love the violin!!!!
I woke up at 6am on purpose to listen to this as soon as it is out. I'm not disappointed
Someone please give these boys a hug
I have never had such a visceral, powerful, emotional reaction to a song before. Tears were streaming down my face and I didn't even realize.
This song is about Lil Peep for those who don't know. After seeing his doc this song is very accurate to how Gus felt. "burden to everyone I know" Many people who knew Gus only used him for fame, drugs, money, a place to live, etc. So he turned to drugs and became depressed. He'd cry almost every night because he had no place to sleep in a house that he was paying for. He felt alone with so many people around him. He had people who really did love him, but he also was around people who only loved him for what he could give and what they could get from him. He was a tortured person, he was someone who didn't deserve what happened. He was looking to get better. He was wanting to get better, but he ran out of time to.
If you are wondering how I know this I will provide a link to the interview where Seb says that this song is about Gus.
RIP Lil Peep we love you
They mention it in the Instagram listening party
@@vozera723 that too
thanks I didn’t know that it makes it even more sad
Is that the right interview ?
@@shannonlee1581 um yea
I feel like this song ending the album was like a cliff hanger, if that makes any sense. I'm left wanting closure, does he (most likely Rem) make it out okay? I'm left wanting more, which I feel was purposeful. More is to come, this is not the end of the story
Holy sh¡t, imagine this playing over the ghost of you video and I'm rushing to theaters cuz that would be movie trailer of the century
i'd love for this to happen, however i don't think my heart could take it?????
Lily Love I made it!
Never mind, WMG claimed it and it’s blocked now ;-;
oh my god
This song is so beautiful and relatable, im tearing up rn, you can hear the suffering in rem's voice
I’m feeling intense heartache and I’ve got a huge lump I’m my throat from just listening to this, this album is truly amazing.
This song hurts my heart. It’s hard to hold back the tears sometimes because it speaks volumes about the numbness that many of us, unfortunately, are feeling or have felt in the past, including myself. I do worry about the boys, especially Remi, so I hope they and everyone else who may be struggling right now receive the love and support they need to stay strong. ❤️
I never thought I'd be given so many chills. About two months ago, I attempted, but I told my best friend and she said Don't do it, there are so many people who love you, and hearing Rem singing like this just makes me want to hug him and give him a bit love, as I'm also searching for love my whole life.
To all those who read this, have a nice day, Love u. ♥
And I do hope to meet them one day and go to their concerts...
ohhh the energy in this one is sending me
This is the most sympathy I have ever felt listening to a song. I can not relate to this song at all because I don’t want to end my life. I had a mom who did unfortunately take her life and I know the desperation of wanting someone back. Remington’s voice makes everything so much more real. The pain is violently present in this song. You can feel the story without living it. I have a hard time listening to music that sounds like they are pitying themselves. This song just sounds like pure hurt and desperation. I honestly love this song so much.
Is this about his dad leaving him?
Tear jerker but my goodness Remington's voice gives me shivers. The emotion is so raw, words can't describe enough the power within this song
About two months ago, I attempted three times in one week. My life has been shit. I hate myself with every part of my being. I relate to this song because when you have your last resort, that last call of hope, that maybe they will make you change your mind, and you are praying out that they answer. And when they do, and if they save your life, that hope you feel, this song reminded me of that moment. Of pure fear, saddness, anger, and relief. And though it hurts, it gives me hope. I have never cried to a song, but every time I hear this song, I start crying. It's so beautiful, I can't even explain it. I'm sorry it's all over the place, I have a lot of emotions I'm feeling. The last thing I'm going to say, is an apology to everyone who feels this way. Everyone that is so hurt you want to end it all. I want you to know there is still hope. I believe that you will make it out alive. Now with that being said, I hope you all have a wonderful day, xoxo zk
Dont hate yourself. At least, you're thinking about other people.
omg I´m crying this is such a masterpiece
This song hits fuckin hard. My Dad died April 25th. Life is shit without him.
"just waiting for you to come home, screaming all on my own",that shit is so real.
Remington is a lyrical and emotional genius.
This album is a masterpiece.
My condolences 🖤❤
It's extremely rare that a song makes me cry, but I can relate to this way too much
this song is so incredible.
when you guys played it at the Amsterdam VIP, first time in the Melkweg I fought to hold back tears. I remembered pretty much all the lyrics and wow it's amazing to hear it again, it brought back all the same feelings when you played it back then.
Just a few days ago I was going to end it all, the only thing that kept me here is that I would regret never meeting you. This is too relatable.
I am crying so much right now. This song is so amazing but it's making me realize how bad my mental state is and who far I still need to go and how hard I still need to work in order to get better. Palaye Royale thank you for all of your help.
Мой внутренний ребенок просто захлебывается слезами... Голос потрясающий.. Да как так можно вообще??! Потрясающе...
Oh tht note at 0:44 just hits so hard 😢
The cello/violin is just perfect addition to make your heart just bleed
This is such a brilliant piece of music. The amount of emotion the instrumentation, the raw, raspy vocals (Remmington is so unparalleled in his control) and the timbre is phenomenal. And the use of silence before the last, final pleas for survival makes me melt. Wow.
And I'm crying again :'(
This song is on repeat for me. One of my fav songs of 2020, it has so many layers and the way it builds towards the end is just everything to me.
YESSSSSSS, I love this so much. I’m emotional
Thank you Palaye Royale for speaking words some of us can't say
This song is absolutely beautiful. It takes the thoughts and feelings into this song. Just easy to relate to and my favorite.
this song sounds like it was made as a previous chapter of Lonely, when he is sad and angry and still yet deciding what to do
His voice makes me cry, it seems to sound from the most secret and deep places of his beautiful soul
this harmonys violins piano voice such a masterpiece
Damn.... this hits hard. I can't listen to it without crying
You literally hear the tears, feel the pain in his voice. I feel emotions from this song.
This whole album is SO NEXT LEVEL!!
Oh yeah, new favorite album
Wow this song 😍 love the way this album came out
Its finally here!!
I don't think I could love a band more than I love these right now. Please come to England, Hull would be amazing or close.
What a song, that voice! Masterpiece of emotion and pain 🖤🎶
This means so much. 💕🥺 chills, every time.
This hurts so much
This is such an accurate depiction of what I’ve gone through and the steps I’ve taken.
"Will you please come back home" somehow got me thinking about Remi's father😭
This song describes my life right now
I use this song to let my emotions out.
Best song in this album!!
I wanna give Remington a hug.
Remington is such an angel. All three of these guys are fucking gold. What would we do without them?
The raw emotion in this song is just terrifying. I am so glad I've heard it.
This song hits different when you can relate to the chorus...
PS can't wait to see you in Prague
saying this in the best way possible- this song broke my heart. i love u guys.
I-
I honestly don't know what to say about this song, it's just to real and to beautiful (sorry if I used the wrong "to", I'm exhausted 🙂)
Ahhhhhh it’s here!!!! So happy
Chills. This song is the most amazing song on the album. I relate to everything.
I didn't even notice that this came out, I was in the middle of trying to move across the country and everything around me started going downhill. I almost didn't make it through. But I'm still here, I'm just kind of coming back now in a way. When I heard tonight is the night I die in an ad I recognized Remington's voice, so I looked up the song and noticed in the video it said "the bastards, out now" I had no idea there was even an album coming. then I thought what if Redeemer is on it? I heard them play it live at a VIP show at the mod club in Toronto years ago, I got chills and I cried. I never cry. I felt so connected to the song and I would have given anything to hear it again, but when Boom Boom Room Side B came out it wasn't there. I don't know why but I was literally shaking typing the title into the search bar, and then I saw it. my mouth opened on its own and I just stared at the screen with wide eyes it was so weird. I thought that only happened on tv or something, I'm not expressive at all, I've never reacted to something that way before. I really hope that I can one day hear it live in its finished form. I almost forgot I had been waiting for this, but now that its here and I can hear it again, I don't know. I just feel really happy right now and its really nice. It takes me back to what I was going through at the time, but in a good way. It's been awhile. It reminds me that I have survived before, and I know I can do it again. If you've read this far, thank you. and sorry its so long.
Anytime I see the word Redeemer, my first thought will always be Marilyn Manson on the Queen of the Damned Soundtrack. But damn is this beautiful too. You guys fucking crushed it :') I'm so proud
This song and Nightmares might be my favorite on the album
I used to always think it was “a revolver and an oat” and I was so confused and I kinda laughed every time, last night I was lying down listening to this and I heard “a revolver and a note” and just the slight thought of Remington doing anything to himself made me burst into tears
When listening remember don't cry craft. I'm crafting.
This may be my new G-note.
I love this album. It’s so beautiful. 🖤❤️🖤
I'm crying cause this song describes my life and my feeling now
Its become a habit of mine to come here every time I think about ending it, it just makes me feel like I really am not alone and have a whole community of people who actually care about me and are always there to talk to
I'm just imagining this playing over a scene where a character died and they're partner is just reminiscing the moments when they were alive and then replaying how the person died in their arms and they never got to tell them they love them. This is reminding me of ASOTM shit-
This song is so beautiful and painful at the same time. ❤️
The lyrics is so damn relatable...
This is song describes how I feel at the moment. It really hits hard my dad just up and left his whole family and i constantly sit and wait for him to come back even though I hate him so much. he has caused me so much pain...
Is this song about his dad leaving him?
@@kyrak.4143 it might be but I'm not sure
I heavily relate to this song, and everytime I listen to it, my heart gets ripped straight out of my chest 😔👌
i always cry even harder when remi starts to scream ¨and im here¨ :,)
Okay, this is the deepest song I’ve ever heard. A bloody fucking masterpiece that I can feel every single word in my bastard soul. Damn guys. Perfect lyrics, perfect music, perfect voice for it Remington Leith, you are officially my favourite vocalist in this fucking 21st century. Love you guys thank you for doing what you’re doing!
This is the "Im not like the other songs" song of the album
Dang bro why this song got me thinking of Goner and Northern Downpour...I’m now crying 😭
Hearing “draw another line it keeps me numb for the night” makes me cry Remmy who hurt you!!
The only good thing about quarantine is bands finally dropping their albums 🔥🔥🔥
Woahh I did not expect this to be another soft one.. totally caught off guard.. I was seriously stunned for a whole last 2 minutes.. Remington is seriously showing off his vocals here even more.. they are seriously criminally underated!! But I hope Remington getting serious help.. this whole album is stacked w mental issues!!
when ur suicidal and heartbroken, this song definatly hurts ur heart. like i feel like ending it all then remington sings this to me and im breaking down
My mom is verbally abusive. Everyday it just feels like I'm a nuisance to the world. I wake up everyday wishing to die. I almost talked myself into it a few weeks ago but Palaye Royale gives me hope that things will get better. Palaye gives me hope that I'll survive. I feel loved when I listen to Palaye Royale and I love them so much. Palaye Royale is the reason why I'm still alive. Words can't express how much I just want to meet Remington and give him a hug. I'm still crying from this song. I relate to it so much. And I'm so proud of where they are now. I'm so thankful to be a part of this fan base. Stay strong
Everything about this album is art
This song is my favorite among your songs. I came across this song on spotify and that's how I got to know Palaye Royale. When I researched, you guys had given the concert in Turkey 2 days ago, so I couldn't go. I was very sad to learn about such a talented group so late.
This is beautiful. Thank you
HOLY COW😭 this hurts🥺😭
If they did a unplugged/acoustic version of this I'd literally explode