1 Hour Sad and Emotional Piano Music Collection Track list: 0:00:00 The Sound of Rain by BigRicePiano 0:04:15 River Flows in Us by CallOfDutyPiano 0:07:30 Affinity by CallOfDutyPiano 0:10:47 Life by DYATHON 0:14:56 The Boy Above the Clouds by Kevin Schweikert 0:18:00 Wings of My Soul by Mustafa Avşaroğlu 0:20:30 Skyblue by BigRicePiano 0:24:33 Perfect Two by CallOfDutyPiano 0:27:43 Moon Rising at Noon by Yang Su Hyeok 0:31:50 Sayoshigure by Ad Lib 0:38:17 Desolation by DYATHON 0:41:58 Limerence by BigRicePiano 0:45:22 Sensations by CallOfDutyPiano 0:48:39 Memory in the Rain by Yang Su Hyeok 0:54:12 Story of the Star by Yang Su Hyeok 0:58:28 River Flows in Us by CallOfDutyPiano
"When she cried, I held her. When she fell, I picked her up. When she thought there was no one, I was there. When she held those pills in her hand, I took them away. She was everything to me. my world, my best friend, the love of my life. She left this world too early... she was so young. I will never forget. I will never break our promise. So rest in peace, dear love. One day, We will meet again.. In the great skies above."
After reading those comments I realized there are such a good people with kind hearts in the world but the problem is in the real world where can we find them 😥
I was lucky enough to find one and she is the most wonderful person I've ever met and she's says I'm enough for her but I know she deserves better than my sorry depressed ass.
vibhavith palipana cuz everyone’s masked. kind hearted people get taken for advantage and get hit on when they stand up. Sorry I didn’t know loving was a crime and plus no one wants to talk about problems but I do... cuz they made you
i actually cried reading this comment this comment reminds me of my dead best friend. i missed my dead best friend right now... i already admired him as part of my life but then he died from cancer few years ago...
Hi to the stranger reading this… I just wanna say that you’re loved and you’re special. Someone out there loves you so much, and Im sure they’d love to meet you again. Sometimes the past can really impact our lives. But I know is that you either run away from it and ignore it, or learn from it. Don’t let what happened in the past get the best of you. Just be happy. And people come and they go. Not everyone will stay. But someone will. Until the very end. And you don’t have to find that person right now, time is time. And the right time will soon come. Always remember to take care of yourself. No matter what you’re going through, prioritize yourself first. Love yourself before you love anyone else. You’re amazing and unique. And don’t change yourself to make other people happy. This is your life, your one and only life. So live it to the fullest, every hour, every minute and every second. Hang in there, my love. Life will not always go the way you want to. But that’s fine. Just be happy, and live it to the fullest. I love you! Sincerely, a stranger from this comment section.
I’m a Japanese. I don’t know the reason why each people are depressed but don’t worry you’re alright. In the future you can definitely smile. Stay strong💫
For me, it's because of loneliness. The fear of being alone, the fear of dying alone, the darkness of being alone. It's always such a chiding feeling. I've got friends, and I've got people I talk to all of the time but it's draining because it never feels personal. Having no one you can rely on, having no one which to hold you during your worst times. I am unable to obtain happiness because I need someone there that's not just fake. Someone there that never has the possibility of disappearing and leaving me for naught. The pain and anguish of seeking a special person but never being able to obtain a level for which they could see a possibility. The heart aches at all times. So, I reside to myself more. I shut off. I hide in my personal battle and allow myself to continue losing. It's always invisible that people suffer. We hide our emotions because society shuns anyone that's not happy. Anyone that doesn't fit in get cast off. I hope that paints a broad picture of why people are depressed. I myself, I live in the United States. The promise of a better life is always an over hanging thing we are taught in schools, but we're never taught for whenever we don't reach that goal. We're left to wallow in waste and wish we could step up out of the gutter. Our country doesn't back us and society shuns all but the "professional". It's a feeling of never truly belonging and wishing to always leave the world because you feel it would be better off without you. No more taking advantage of ones you love, no more stealing away from their happiness, no more burdening them with your constant feelings of depression or just being down in general. There's so much more to it but I will close here. I wish that you are well and have a happy life.
You Why did you leave Without a reason Without telling me Not even letting me say goodbye You didn't even let me Say that I love you For the last time All our memories Gone Instantly Leaving nothing behing They're in the past Like you We still talk But it isn't the same I wish we could be Like we were before Let me forget everything Let's start over Without any regrets This is my last time To say this I'm sorry I'm sorry for everything Don't leave me again Please I miss you I miss me I miss us Just for once Let me cry With you But now I'm saying something I never wanted to say to you I wish I never met you I'm saying this for you For us Goodbye
"Life is like piano The white keys represent happiness And black shows you sadness. But as you go through life's journey, remember that the black keys also makes music"
Hi, today, I lose my grandpa, that's for you...🌼: Tears streamed down my face when I saw you that way. I love you grandpa, I will love you every day. As my tears raced down my face; I knew you'd soon be in a happier place...❤
When my grandmother died.. I dont know how to react.. While everybody's crying.. I sat there.. Not knowing what i feel.. And here i am after all those years before even my grandmother died.. After i saw myself in the mirror.. I wondered who am i really... Is this me or is it somebody else.. I think im no one.. It doesn't make a difference even if i tell you or to my family because my family isnt that close and supportive.. My friends.. Well they arent really my friends.. And here i am.. Why cant i cry.. I dont know.. Whem i cry i just laught it out because i cant cry i wonder why.. I keep dreaming about a darkplace where i look in the mirror and i see myself.. Or sometimes im being chased by myself and get stabbed over and over and over until i wake up.. I wonder why.. Im not convincing you to believe me or something.. Im just telling what im experiencing.. I dont know why other people judge eachother while they are the same as them i dont know how to explain but i do.. And if you reached all the way down here thanks for reading.. My comment is pointless btw.. And i rather be alone than to be with someone.. Because even if im surrounded by everybody it feels like im just alone.. I wanna explain it but i dont because you wont understand it.. If u read all of this.. Well its pointless.. But thanks.
전Mar sorry for your loss I resantly lost my grandma from a rare cancer, and I was crying the hole time I was listening to this music because I lost her last year, when I was nine, I had my first Christmas without her, my first birthday without her, Christmas was extremely hard, because she loved Christmas so do I I’m very young too, it’s hard to loose someone special, she’s in a better place now
"Hey, moving today. Big surprise!" "Wait, will I ever see u again??" "Of course! We're meeting at my new house, remember?" "Oh yeah, right! :)" "U know I wouldn't leave u :)" "Yeah. Ur my best friend :)" "Gotta go, cya there next week! Love ya ❤" "Love u back ❤" Last online: 9 years ago
I know how it feels... I met a in game buddy, he/ she was my first friend in that game... We would talk all the time, he was last online a year ago ;-;
sometimes good thing just wont last long huh ? , but all i got to say is that life we just cant see how the world work is but that doesnt mean you need to lose hope . i m sure u probably gonna meet him/her again cuz we dont know how the world work is
Sitting all on my own at 2am listening to music while reading the comments after having alot of online breakdowns really made me cry. Words can hit hard, rn i feel warmth i never felt before because of words typed by stranger. I want to say thank you for all the advice and encouraging speeches. I will definitely comeback if bad things happen again. Dont give up everyone
I just did that to my friend..now he doesnt talk to me chat to me even play with me he just ignores me....i deserve way i got from him i just regret what i did to him here am i now being sad since im all alone ;(
@@jacke.-3679 I tried deleting a comment I made but this one ended being the wrong video so now that comments gone .-. But I'll try doing that! I feel really bad for what I did so I really hope she forgives me this time :>
"Why didn't he tell us she was depressed?" "She did. She told you when she started hiding in her room. She told you when 'the cat' suddenly started scratching her more than usual. She told you when she said she wasn't hungry and began pinning the clothes you just bought her. She told you when she stopped doing her schoolwork and cried when you called her lazy. She told you when she locked her bedroom door at night. She told you when you noticed alcohol missing and when she started waking up with headaches. She told you when she spent an hour in the shower and came out with puffy eyes." "She told you. The thing about depression is that it's quiet. It isn't loud or something that can be easily said in any conversation. She told you, and the reason why you didn't hear it was because you weren't listening."
@@kiannacat9330 Stay strong, don't give up. I know times might seem hard and that time is passing you by while you feel like you are going nowhere but trust me when I say I believe in you and have faith in your ability to succeed. I'm proud of you for still being here and pushing on despite how tough things may get and you may not believe it yourself but believe in the me that believes in you.
@@AD-ot5ok I try my best to help those I can. Whether my words reach them or not is another matter but if I can at least put myself out there in harm's way to take away other people's burden and shield them from the hurt then I will. It doesn't matter what happens to me just as long as everyone else around me lives a happy life with no worries.
@@darkspinegaming8213 Thank you very much for your hopeful and kind words. Very well appreciated. 🖤🌷 May God Bless your kind soul.. i wish more people would be like you.
@@kiannacat9330Ur stronger than you think brother, everything is gonna be okay soon cus life sometimes gives us hurdles, the thing we should do is never giving up. STAY HARD
I always feel like I'm just a lost fragment in this big, scary world. Like I don't belong anywhere. And the worst thing is I feel like I'm fading from people's minds, like I'm just a ghost in a shell
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter. i love you all
Its maybe because you already achieved everything you wanted in life. Now that you've reached your goals you realize, chasing those dreams and happiness was the only reason you faught for so long
Because its not what you need. You may have everything, but everything of what? The emptyness you feel is not because your being dramatic, or because you dont like the things you have, its because the things you have arent the things that make you whole. You may not understand or listen to what im typing, but try to see where a broken, lost, hurt and voilated 12 year old is coming from🙂
Loneliness is good it gives you time to reflect on your pain and let's you rebuild to never make the same mistakes and soon you will find now that your mistakes are quelled you are no longer lonely but happy instead so stay strong just a bit more it will all be worth it.
Unfortunately have been there myself. But rest assured things can only get better once you hit rock bottom like that. In my case it took years but recovered
*Hey beautiful.* *You're doing great, even though I doubt you see it.* *But that's cool. Just keep scrolling through the comments.* *I know that you'll find yourself eventually. I have faith in you.*
Everyday I wake up I am hit with the sad reality of life. Everyday I meet up with friends, but the second they leave I feel lonely. Everyday I see her, all I want to do is make her smile and laugh. Everyday I want to make people happy and be their friend. Everyday I hate myself because I have people and parents who care about me but for some reason it's just not enough. Everyday I feel worthless and that everyone would be better off without me. Everyday, I can't stop the shaking, my arms won't stop twitching. Everyday I just want to be needed and loved by everyone. Every night I pray for the pain to stop, for the twitching to stop, for everything to be perfect. But there is no such thing as perfect, is there?
nothing is perfect .. i want everyone to be Happy . including you but i clouldnt ! i don"t know why ! i love everyone and i want everyone to be happy ! everytime i pray i say "please lord make everyone in the world happy " ...everyone deserves ! and then i remember ..What does Happiness even mean ?
To anyone reading this note. Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That is called purpose. You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up.
Thank you. I've been feeling horrible for ages. I was starting to want to just end it all. No. Unlike all my friends or family who know nothing, they don't say anything to try and make me feel good about myself. Instead it makes me feel useless. Though a complete stranger like you just left a comment that I need in my life. I say this once again complete stranger, thank you. :'3 You don't no how much you impacted my life.
@habibinawal hey I want to reach out to you because I have a friend who recently lost someone. He is struggling really badly and I would like for you to talk to him since I could never reach an understanding with him. You’re just the right person to empathize with him. Is it okay if you talk to him to make him feel less alone?
I know your strong I fight too tears just come out any second but I know you can control it we love you ✨ Remember you were born in this earth with us human beings living in the same rules of life but I know ur strong and will be strong
Mr. Stark I can be your friend!! Just know your not alone.. somewhere deep down I bet your friends still care for you. Prehaps they feel the same way or have any problems that they have had themselves. I have also had some friends that left me, but you know.. sometimes it’s best to let them go. If they leave you then they aren’t a true friend. A true friend is someone who sticks with you and doesn’t only think of themselves. I know the reason some of my friends left me, and I don’t blame them! I was selfish and ungreatful, they had said. (Oof I’m crying writing this right now) I know it’s hard. For many people including me. You just have to stick with the life you have, no matter if it’s about betrayal, loss of friends, parents passed away, or any other horrible things. But all you and many others need to know, is that there’s someone still out there that cares for you! Someone that believe in you.. even if they aren’t in this world anymore. Look up at the sky, do you see what kind of artwork god made for us? This is home.. and forever a home.
It happened to me.. in first grade at recess, a girl came up to me and helped me put my lunchbox away, we became friend but soon she stopped playing with me and started playing with her old friends..
One day I was sitting at home with my friend, she was smiling normally and laughing with me. We were watching a comedy. She said, I need to use the bathroom. I said, sure! Go ahead. She walked slowly to the bathroom and, I was waiting for 20 minutes until I gave up, I opened the bathroom door but she wasn't there. I looked everywhere for her but she was gone. I stared at the dark gray sky and yelled her name... She never came. I was worried, but the next day I saw what happened. She was dead, gone, in a deep ditch near the road. I saw right through her right after I saw what happened. The next day I was crying as hard as I could because she was the only friend I actually loved and cared more about then any other friend. I knew she was kind of sad but I had no clue it was this hard for her. By now I am gone as well, this is her sister speaking, she ran away and I haven't found her sense. Remember who you're talking to and if they are having a hard time ask them what's wrong before doing anything. You could help them, it could all make sense. But I made that mistake. To this day I restrain from ever talking about what happened. The bright sunshine turned to night. It all fell apart. Whatever you do, don't make this mistake. Bye.
omg thi needs more aprrisheashon here is a poam for you if you are alone i will be your shadow if your need to cry i will be your shulduer if u need a hug i will be your pillow if u need a freaind im always there if u want me to be normal i will just be me
I’m going to put this out there so everyone who is going through something can see. You are not alone. It may feel like it, but you aren’t. There are many people in this world that love you, maybe even some of them would die for you. But know that life gets harder throughout the years, especially with this virus going around. But I know that all of you have the power to fight back and to be strong. Once life hits hard, you have to hit even harder. Life isn’t always what it seems, and we cannot let it bring us down like that. All of you are beautiful inside and out, even if you don’t feel like it. My goal for all of you, is to be happy and successful. You can’t just let your problems bring you down, you got to learn to fight back. Yes, there may be some times you may feel like giving up and surrendering, but you got to get out of those thoughts. Sometimes the pain makes you stronger, but don’t let your body go through pain too much. Like I said, once life hits hard, you have to hit harder. Think of it as Super Smash Bros, or Pokémon. When it comes to life, you have to K.O it, even if it comes to the sudden death. You can even do a critical hit! Anyway, I want you all to know that I’m rooting for you. Even if I don’t know all of you, I’m rooting for you with all my life. Sometimes there are things in life that try to stop you, but you got to learn to not let it get in your way.
“ It hurts I know, people are mean all the time. But sometimes we have to push through the bad people to find the good people, even if it’s gonna hurt. Someday you’ll find someone who will stay with you when I’m not there and my time comes... you’re strong honey, I believe you’ll make it. “ - My Mother.
Edit: Hello! I’m sorry if I don’t respond to all of your replies, I’ve been quite unmotivated lately and have been feeling kind of low, I completely forgot That I wrote this 11 months ago, thank you for all the lovely replies, and again, I’m sorry for not interacting more :(( Edit update 2021: Hello everybody, in my previous edit a couple months to maybe over a year ago I mentioned how I was feeling unmotivated, well, I’m happy to say that I’m personally doing a lot better, it *does* get better, thank you for your replies and stories, I’m proud of each and every one of you and I hope life treats you well.
It’s that one moment when Your laying in your bed at night Wishing how bad you wanted to take your own life... So you listen to this music As your heart and soul ache and your chest gets tight. You get short on breathe as you start to cry. Not knowing your about lose control. As you lose *cRonTol* your thought start to take control. And now you’re starting to fear for what might make you go cold.. Soon enough the thoughts control *You..* As they start to control *yOu* Head, feet, eyes and everything that lives and moves stops. Your now crying silently at night so your mum won’t hear and your in so much pain that you can’t breathe! But you catch your breathe every now and again. You grab your throat choking yourself thinking *I am not even human* *i am disgusting* *i can’t do this anymore..* But you let go as you feel your head about to explode. And then the storm is over. You regain control and stop crying. You wipe your eyes. And roll over. You sit there for an hour thinking.? And then you fall asleep knowing you tried to die. Or that you uncontrollably cut and hurt yourself in any way. And wake up and fake this beautiful persona of a nobody. Carry on breathing, if you would even call it that. And you watch as everyone lives their lives while you feel stuck in the same time.. the same feeling. You act so happy and normal and always say that “Yeah I’m beautiful” When you know you have stretch marks? When you know your fat.. When you know.... *NOBODY CARES* But hey! I’m fine right?? This is just a phase that we all go through?? *rIgHtT?.!?* But no. You always get told that depression is so simple. Then why haven’t I BEEN *FIXED* yet?! It’s all lies. My life to everyone is a lie. They don’t even know me? *THE REAL ME* The real me who tries to die every night. The real me who looks at their body and wants to starve themselves but can’t stop eating TO FILL THIS WHOLE IN ME!!! This... *big dark hole...* ~*•*welcome to my life..*
I myself can't learn to love myself nor can atleast be a perfect daughter,sister,grandchild to my family. I have regrets anxiety wanting to give my life up but I remember what my Mom said she said to me: Don't give your life away. Don't Throw it like its rubbish Even how much you want to giveup don't even try to give up Even if no one cares if you die don't give your life up. God cares. And god gave all of us a chance to live.. Yeah Life may be unfair,painful,and just so horrible to us but show everyone that your strong even how much pain you got how shattered you are you are still here to prove them wrong and can still keep living... Just giving up your life just like that just shows how weak you really are show that you are strong and you can still keep living up to this day I tell my self that everything will be alright and pls promise me something... Don't ever give up on living cause you yourself being in this world is the most precious thing that could happen !!!
You know what? Thats exactly i feel too but i have different reasons but feeling n anxiety n the way of losing control n regaining it ...is the same. So i felt today that we think we r alone going through this pain but reading this i believe that we r not alone actually. Just we dnt get to interact with people like us. Stay strong 🙂🙂
Mom: "Whatever you do don't move I'll be right back." Son: "Okay" Patiently waiting *Mom found dead after committing suicide* Son still waiting.....and waiting for his mom's return
This reminds me when I watched a movie where a dog's master dies at their job, but they made it a routine to walk each other to and out of the train the owner took to work. When the owner died the dog sat at their meeting spot for years until it died( btw it was fed by strangers who felt bad for it not knowing his owner wasn't coming back..)
You dont know pain until you're staring at yourself on the mirror with tears in your eyes,begging yourself to just hold on and be strong. THAT is pain.
inside I'm crying outside I'm smiling no one notices but it's hard for me to control this when you see me walk by it doesn't look like it but I want to die thoughts racing through my head then comes the tears that I shed how can I change all the tears and rage you say you understand and all I need is a helping hand that may be true but first, take a walk in my shoes sadness, anger, and unbearable pain you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame as time moves slower my self-esteem gets lower am I nothing to this world or am I just a worthless teenage girl?
Benjy animations, I hope that was a joke if not, then seriously call the suicide hotline. You are more loved than you think and if this action is out of depression the really take a deep breath and calm yourself. Realize how beautiful this world is. But I'm quite sure that you're joking, if you are then you should know that suicide is no laughing matter!
This poem hit me hard. I want to die but I know I can't just give up. I'm alive but i felt like my soul isn't. I can't see the light anymore. I am full of darkness. The darkness take over my soul. I can't find the light I used to see. I hope you were hurt too like me. You were my strength. You were the once who gave a light to my life. You were my friends. Friends that i will never forget. I know they can't read this but I just want to share.
Its ok... I know how u feel I'm a happy girl but... I have depression The other day my friend changed my mind about depression maybe someone will do the same to you
“I’m gonna sleep, talk to you tomorrow” *last online 7 years ago* Edit: so I’ve noticed people saying that this is a stolen comment and stuff but no it’s actually real. I made a friend while playing black ops back in 2012-2013, we used to play every single day and we had so much fun. It was late at night and my friend told me that she was going to sleep, so she logged off and I did too. The next day she wasn’t online so I thought she was busy, but a week later I found it weird because we used to play every day. I kept waiting and waiting until I think 2016 when I stopped checking if she was online but she wasn’t for 3 years. So I gave up on waiting and forgot about it later. I really hope she’s okay! I cannot speak English very well so excuse me if I made a mistake.
Somewhere someone is having a really bad day, and I hope you find this random message and know I may not know your face or your problems but that doesn’t mean I don’t care. Your days will get better soon I’m more than positive about that.
When I am crying and someone hugs me, it makes me cry even more. I like walking in the rain because no one sees me crying. When my eyes are sparkling and my smile is sweet only my true friends know I am about to cry. Crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth can't explain how things made your heart broken.
“See you later” is what I said to someone who wasn’t very well physically. I thought they were getting better. But because I’m only 15, I couldn’t always go see them. So the last time I said “See you later!” Waving him off, with a smile, it ended up being the last time. He lost his fight to the stroke. I thought he was getting better, but it was my family sugar coating things. He wasn’t. But! He was quite the fighter. He has thought things in the past. I hope he’s doing alright there in heaven.
"Its okay, let your tears and pain out, even if we are already dead, cry to let everything out, but remember, we are always here to have you back and guide your life to the fullest to meet us, you will be with us soon...." This is what my grandparents say to me when i was younger to cry for lost ones 😭😭
I do not even have parents understand my situations .somehow I felt like my mum, dad siblings are so toxic, my surrounding so toxic..i don't even want to blame my parents. I knew my mum help me but somehow the way she treats me..I'm sorry I'm not even good daughter. So heartbreaking. no matter how much I talk to somebody, the overwhelming still here. Diagnosed and still control myself and listening to this instrumental help me to overcome my rusted soul
Isn’t it funny how I try to pass the message “love yourself” and “speak yourself” while I myself can’t even love myself to begin with Life is a game But with no retry
its a game with one rule to everyone playing it... We all have to suffer. Doing something small like saying “love yourself” is encouraging and its making someone suffer a little bit less. You cant love yourself for this because you dont see the value of your actions... depression does that. But Its from that action that you can love yourself along with the other great qualities I am sure you have aswell and you DO have them 🙂. I am absolutely sure you do.
Hey fellow army! Life is a game, but you can’t give up on it or you’ll lose. Tell yourself everyday, “I love myself” and you’ll feel better. God bless you ❤️
This type of music has been the only thing helping me let out my tears lately. I’ve been going through a hard time and locking up my feelings inside. Everyday has become something I’m afraid of and I’m I constant anxiety and don’t know why, but piano helps so much to just relax
Yeah a memory that will haunt u so bad that you just rather wanna die , life is so unfair, and love is so bitter, I have been rejected by my crush and I got dumped by my boyfriend, instead my cold looks their are many pain,I hope my boyfriend will have a bright future 😞😞😞
Is anyone else just sitting here reading all the comments trying not to break down or cry because SAME HECKIN HERE *clears throat* and that's on PERIODT
That's the word "Sometimes" but I guess it's "Always" for me. Happy to meet you'll strangers, I'm an Introvert and never had so many friends, I have but atleast 5 from overall.
NO, people may pass on, but they still live in sweet memories and good times. Life is not infinite and that's what makes it precious and meaningful. Those people who pass on have had impacts on you and would want you to be happy and live your life.
Better short and happy than long and sad. So enjoy yourself learn to love and be happy. It doesn't hurt the memory of any person close to you passing away. You can still at times grieve, but don't let it be what life is about.
"You okay man?" "Y-yeah, I'm just tired.." *Tired of living* *Tired of being disrespected* *Tired of life* *Tired of hurting myself everyday* *Tired of preventing myself from suicide*
Honestly it's not a common opinion but I think sadness is the greatest part of life without sadness happiness would be all but normal without pain you won't know how to live how to thrive and how to help others so look at your sadness as a blessing and give yourself sometime to think reflect on why then mold your sadness and pain into nothing but pure joy you got this dude and I have no doubt you will be happy and thrive
It is, but thats what makes things important to us. The fact that we can’t have it forever. It’s also what makes life worth living, and beautiful. Just keep moving, take your mistakes for the next chance you have to make em and hopefully the lessons learned keeps you safe
Some of the simplest causes of depression is being lonely. If you lock yourself away at day and dont really have any friends. That could make you depressed. I know because that's what I did. Put yourself out there in the world and your mood will change. You will be excited to hang around those you love. People who have friends dont know how much they are to them until they are all gone. Summer of 2016 I watched my little sister and brother die to Bear attack. My only friend moved away. It was my job to protect them and I failed. I am a little bit old fashion where the men protect especially the older brothers. I had no siblings no friends. I had my parents but they were really not there just like me. I put myself in a cage for 2 years. It took time to figure myself out. I had Jesus to help me get through everything. I kinda got lost and told my story but. I made a friend eventually and he changed my life drastically. My point is that if you come from the bottom. A friend can give you more than you think.
When you're already tired but you have to be strong for others. When you wanted to validate what you feel but other's feelings should always come first. It's so tiring to show the world that I am okay when I'm not.
Ah so I found my comments section part then. I had extremely powerful emotions, especially positive ones and kind ones. but I was told it wasn't manly, you have to be strong like an ox, you have to enjoy pain because scars make a man. Well here I am, at the age of 23 I'm no longer able to portray most emotions, even when/if I do feel them anymore. My best friend committed suicide around 5 years ago, I sat in the funeral emotionless, not a single tear ran down my face...
@@Dadarotas303 my grandma died and I knew i loved her but same as you i didn't cry except for some forced tears. I wonder sometimes if I even have emotions. One, thing I know is that I love the people that love me it's just hard to express myself.
Mom: I'm just gonna buy food for us okay? Me: Okay mom, take care! **1 Year Later I saw a note after her death** "I Love You, son, sorry that I couldn't tell you about my sick"
Write: Dear diary......my mom so cruel to me......so does my brothers....my father? Hah...he never notice...........friends?.......they don't care....i hope one day...they notice how hurt I am....I mean...I do everything for them I work hard for them...but what I got?....why do people keep treating me like this?😖nvm...I'm okay I'm used to it... Thank you diary because hearing me!
I just want too listen to piano...but dreary there ain’t nothin sadder than having family me ever being mean but..if they hate u so much there only one thing to do.......and I think u knows what it is....watch some anime..
i told myself 2020 was gonna be my year, now im crying myself to sleep everyday, and im mentally exhausted. i wanna get help but im scared that im just being emotional, im scared. im scared of the way my moms gonna react because then im gonna have to open up and be vulnerable when i’ve always just bottled everything up..
Its always okay to seek help ik is easier said than done but there is always people who can support you dont be afraid to seek help we can all use a lil help tbh
I know what that feels but since I opened up, Ive been getting better!! Let things go, if your mom doesnt listen please contact with a specialist. You are not alone!!!
I faced him wiping his tears from his cheeks "my love.... You've done great... We succeed... We saved them, Finally.. We can rest now" Said as i gave him our final kiss, final hugs, and embrace. As our body fades, i close my eyes remembering all our memories while hugging the most comfortable place in my life, being in his arms
I’m gonna share this story about me with you in the last few minutes of my life...hope someone bothers to read it. when I was five...my mom and dad divorced. My mom decide to go overseas with me, as my mom cannot find a job in our home country, and that she wants me to have a good future.I left my grandparents...they were very kind to me and I like them very much. My mom told me it was a vacation...but we never came back. My mom finally found a job overseas,we lived in a cramped and old house, she seems to have a problem controlling her emotion. She shouted at me, hit me for no reason... me at that young didn’t know what was going on and can do nothing about it. When I was 7, she came home to someone else’s car, a man’s car. She told me to address him as ‘uncle’ but when time passed, she told me to call him ‘dad’. I didn’t want to, but I ended up getting beaten up by both of them. Life was harsher with my ‘dad’. He acted nice and friendly when my mom was at home, but when she left for work, he treated me like a rat, ordered me around like a servant, called me bad things. Me can do nothing but obey his orders. When I was 8, I hated home. I looked forward for school and will spend as much time as I can after school with my friends. But after that incident, I dreaded school too. I had a bad habit of biting my nails and mom my scolded me a lot of times for it. When I return home that day form school, she checked my nails and found them all bitten. She broke. She ordered me to stay as she took out needles from the closet and grabbed me. She stabbed the needle into my lips. I was begging her to stop. The pain of unbearable. But she didn’t. After my lips was a bleeding mess, she finally stopped. ‘This will teach you a lesson’ she said and walked away, leaving me with the bleeding lips. I didn’t know what to do and I know was to wash it with water, which created more pain. The blood finally stopped after I wasted a whole box of tissue. I looked at myself in the mirror and because of this, I developed trypophobia. I went to school. All my friends was surprised at first but started laughing at me about it. My teachers were concerned. They asked me about it and called my mom, who obviously won’t tell the truth, but after that call, they asked nothing about it. The laughters and name calling from my classmates continued. One day, there was a beehive on our school trees and I screamed as I saw the holes on it. My friend beside me immediately though of me having trypophobia since I had cases like this before. She spread it around the class, and soon I came back from lunch finding papers with dots and holes all over it on my desk. This is basically my life in middles school, abuses by parents, make fun of by classmates, teachers not doing anything. Here I am, a freshman at the balcony of my 18 stories apartment, typing this story, making a decision. Whether to continue living in this cruel world, or jump down to start a new, happy, joyful one, away from depression, away from sadness, away from everything that breaks my heart. I guess I had make up my mind.
Are you still there? Look I may never be able to go through everything that youve gone through, but just know that someone cares about you. You’re not alone and people who say otherwise are just scoundrels that don’t deserve to live in this world. I don’t know if you’re still alive or if you took your own life, but don’t give up and find someone to help you. I pray that your life will change for the better
Hey, are you there? I'd like to make you feel better. I want you to fight on, don't give up. Alot of people cares, we do too. Strangers or not, we do, alot.
Hey i hope you still there... Please be there things are not always the way you want to be but i want you to keep moving on because this is never gonna be the solution.. You are precious and you don't even know it.. I know it hurts but i want to hang on because you are here for a reason and I just want you to move on it's a big world I am here for you just tell me you are okay.. I'll help you but please for God sake dont give up please
The rain stops pouring. Gray clouds still looming. All the color are drained. All the flowers are withered. Life's a gathering of pain and dispair. Hope y'all still smiling through hardship and sadness. Just remember there is always good people by your side.
Life asked death : Why do people love me and hate you? Death: Because your the beautiful lie and I'm the painful truth. -The person who knew that the hard way
Oof but death is right about that and I still want to lie to myself and I will believe it because I am so good at lieing that I can even trick myself that it is true even though it is a lie...
a smile to cover, to the pain I suffer, cause deep inside I feel pain happiness I could never gain smiles and joys I once see now insight I see a beast, My life I,ve been hiding The depression Im fighting now dont worry no one cares the hands and worry for me is rare, bad memories I want to erase but these I couldnt even face..........
I am smiling, the forced smile, and my tears are just falling down and I am still smiling. Life is too harsh for me and it taught me to smile even when I cry. Everything is so harsh, it dumps trash on me, lay me down but I still smile...
You guys also know the saddest stuff in life is? When the people who hurt the most, the people who are depressed and sad give so much to other and care about them... But never care for themselves. They might give the best advice... But NEVER use that advice for themselves, because they don't believe in themselves. But by helping others... They break even more 💔
It's kind of you to think of others...and those words on their own arrange the kindness so much more into a hug..but...there are things that only the pain can speak at some point and put it so much more deeply than to be kept for yourself... There are things that strike someone's life equally and just as painful as anyone else.. Those who suffer...chose to accept the suffering so that others can remain with the love and the smile knowing there was someone there who cared and shared in their agony or feelings...or loneliness and despair. Depression can be a small scar in name but a large wound that sheds tears of loss and heavy burdens...for the things that they neve felt
They won't admit their worth the effort when I try to cheer people up I'm cheering myself up too so I see giving advise as a road to a better future for those who need it and myself
If someone says "hey! You are so ugly! Get plastic surgery!" "Eww look at her/him!" If they quickly look away.. Remind yourself in your head "Stay strong.." Don't hide back your feelings! Let the tears be free! The tears will cry too! Get out of where you are sitting and be you! Just stay strong! Don't fight back! There is still a future! There is no future without you.. YES YOU! WE NEED YOU! Just.... Be you.
💔😟 I wish I could be myself..but they won't accept me the way I am ..they will leave me alone it's better to hide myself in me..even I can't accept myself at times .. it's better to live in this way fighting with oneself everyday
The sound of rain Sends me to you I wrote a letter once It came from the sky To the dewdrops of roses Till it fell apart in your hands The music they bring The droplets of rain Makes me smile A bittersweet smile Wanting to see you One last time Where are you? What are you doing now? Will you come back? I hope you will I miss you I love you Till the rain stops one more time Yet the eyes of mine can't refrain The tears falling down my cheeks As I weep and sigh And imagine that our goodbye Would have never been Yet for now I'll listen To the fall of rain As once again I cry If only it were so That I could tell you again How much I love you Riding a boat atop the leaves on the lake The lilies blooming as we sweep past the petals The flowers I've once come to hate You make me love them like I've never love something before You smile and you laugh As the blooming currents you do adore Ripple across your heart And make our love soar I never would've thought That I'd see someone love had brought When it failed me for first long ago And sudden was the figure of you That hair the same golden shade Makes the angels bland in contrast to you I wish to deny a thousand days If it would mean one day with thee Streetlights passing by On the horizon the girl walks by She dazzles, she dances Amongst the fireflies and grass And little did she know I love her so The radiant dying sun Sparks a glow to her in that light Girl in pale dress, if only you know That the blue sash of yours reflect my eyes That looks upon you with longing and love But still content in watching you dance But if someday when you still in your twirls If someday when I'm finally beside Will take my hand And dance with me, milady?
Why can't I be confident? I know, "everyone" is "also" self-conscious about themselves. I have no right to hate myself. It's just age. I'm fine. I won't cry. I'll just bottle it up. Up..up..up the emotions go. Don't let it spray out, hold it in. I can be perfect. Perfect for you. Perfect for me. I can try. *But I'll never be enough.* My grades could always be "better", my looks could always be improved. My feelings aren't valid, I'm just a child. I could always be slimmer, I could always be happier. *But what if I can't?* I try, and try to be better. I want to make everyone proud. I want to be that person everyone looks up to. I want to be that person that lightens up the whole room when I walk in. I want to be that person that everyone can go to and trust. I want to be _that_ person. *But I'm* *_Not_* Why don't I have confidence? They ask: Because I'm never good enough for you people, I reply.
I get it. You think the act of 'being you' is scary. Of course it is. Obviously its a stupid idea to be you. That you could possibly think of such a thing is DESPICABLE. Hey, I know something. Instead of following through with such an insincere thought, follow a different one. Keep your chin up, your head to the sky, hold your pride, and do not let anyone touch it. Not anyone get close to your beliefs and truly believe that you are a good person. You still want to worry? Well thats fine... Afterall its a journey that you must take yourself. Could you find the confidence to be good enough for those people? Who would think you were the only one that solely suffered in this world in such a way? Obviously you were the only one. Not as if there is those people down there that could possibly care for such confidence. Happiness is not unnatural. Suffering is natural. So that makes Happiness natural. Isn't that what truly makes the world a great place to be in?
hello im from 4 months after this comment! and im feeling the same way as you i question if i should change myself for them, if my existence is worth it, if i deserve to have this life when someone out there needed it the most. but then i fought i know im still an 18 years old person but im trying my best to battle my own self because someday, someday things will get better we can be the best version of ourself without knowing it. im very aware that words are hard to apply in real life but hang in there okay. remember that i am here cheering you up. although i am still battling myself, im willing to reach you out and let you know that theres so many days ahead of us
Don’t you worry for God you are enough he made you like that he took his time to make you people will always expect the impossible from you but God wants the possible and all impossible he can make possible(Amen)
iyi hissediyorum biraz duygusal ve rahatlamış bir şekil aldım. Bu harika birşey, odamda karanlıkta oturuyorum. Hemen yanımdaki pencereden ruzgardan hareketlenen agaçların sesını duyuyorum güzel bir gece ve son olarak aynı yıldızın altında filmini izliyorum... life is good
Whoever reading this.... Your great,no one is perfect,but your great,you are loved,you are cared,and your heart is from heaven Dont be sad..the people bully you will get hurt one day.your awesome,hope you are well❤️🧡💛💚💙🖤
I'm listening during the first minutes of 2020.. Alone , No dreams , No goals , no tommorow , nth around , just air, breath , all what i can do is breathing , I'm afraid to lose this ability too, but I'm keeping breath... I'm lost, wanna cry? Definitely not, my tears dried years ago turned my eyes to dead rocks , i lost my way, trynna find it with this melody, but it makes me more confused like a smoke from a killer cigarette going every where then nth , just this melody again, what will happen at the end! I don't know I'm still lost..Oh Allah i just need Sign , is any body there..! No answer..as usual..back to melody with high volume while my voice in my head is gone...💔
![Most Emotional Music Collection - "Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso" - [四月は君の嘘 OST]](/img/1.gif)
1 Hour Sad and Emotional Piano Music Collection
Track list:
0:00:00 The Sound of Rain by BigRicePiano
0:04:15 River Flows in Us by CallOfDutyPiano
0:07:30 Affinity by CallOfDutyPiano
0:10:47 Life by DYATHON
0:14:56 The Boy Above the Clouds by Kevin Schweikert
0:18:00 Wings of My Soul by Mustafa Avşaroğlu
0:20:30 Skyblue by BigRicePiano
0:24:33 Perfect Two by CallOfDutyPiano
0:27:43 Moon Rising at Noon by Yang Su Hyeok
0:31:50 Sayoshigure by Ad Lib
0:38:17 Desolation by DYATHON
0:41:58 Limerence by BigRicePiano
0:45:22 Sensations by CallOfDutyPiano
0:48:39 Memory in the Rain by Yang Su Hyeok
0:54:12 Story of the Star by Yang Su Hyeok
0:58:28 River Flows in Us by CallOfDutyPiano
The Soul of Wind so relax...
i know it's difficult find other sound but can you change by other sound ?
and thx it's beautiful.
sup Wind ^^
how are you&sis? hope a great day/night
Link to background pic? 54:40
The Soul of Wind best music heard so far
"When she cried, I held her.
When she fell, I picked her up.
When she thought there was no one, I was there.
When she held those pills in her hand, I took them away.
She was everything to me.
my world, my best friend, the love of my life.
She left this world too early... she was so young.
I will never forget. I will never break our promise.
So rest in peace, dear love.
One day, We will meet again..
In the great skies above."
i feel u man i feel u
Omg that's so cute
Am sorry for your lost i hope she is happy
ちがねちさ hey yo m8 with those comments you’re going to have to do the same for me lest i go and off myself with this sad as hell stuff
I was about to say "simp". Good thing I pressed read more. Have a good one brother.
After reading those comments I realized there are such a good people with kind hearts in the world but the problem is in the real world where can we find them 😥
I was lucky enough to find one and she is the most wonderful person I've ever met and she's says I'm enough for her but I know she deserves better than my sorry depressed ass.
All the good person are always the one that gets hurt badly or they are the one in much worse pain than what we think
far from light into the darkness
@@bradleyeichmeier7251 don't say that 😭😰😨
vibhavith palipana cuz everyone’s masked. kind hearted people get taken for advantage and get hit on when they stand up. Sorry I didn’t know loving was a crime and plus no one wants to talk about problems but I do... cuz they made you
.....
*You drew memories in my mind*
*I could never erase*
*You painted colors in my heart*
*I could never replace*
bitterxboba• that last one was a little off.
bitterxboba• that shit ass
This is beautiful
i actually cried reading this comment
this comment reminds me of my dead best friend. i missed my dead best friend right now... i already admired him as part of my life but then he died from cancer few years ago...
This reminded me of my only best friend that died a couple days ago. I miss him so much
Hi to the stranger reading this…
I just wanna say that you’re loved and you’re special. Someone out there loves you so much, and Im sure they’d love to meet you again.
Sometimes the past can really impact our lives. But I know is that you either run away from it and ignore it, or learn from it. Don’t let what happened in the past get the best of you. Just be happy.
And people come and they go. Not everyone will stay. But someone will. Until the very end. And you don’t have to find that person right now, time is time. And the right time will soon come.
Always remember to take care of yourself. No matter what you’re going through, prioritize yourself first.
Love yourself before you love anyone else. You’re amazing and unique. And don’t change yourself to make other people happy. This is your life, your one and only life. So live it to the fullest, every hour, every minute and every second. Hang in there, my love.
Life will not always go the way you want to. But that’s fine. Just be happy, and live it to the fullest. I love you!
Sincerely, a stranger from this comment section.
Thank you very much, I needed that
thank you
Thank you ^^
I can’t love myself, so I love others… I don’t care, that’s my life, and I accept it
Tysm i really needed to hear that
I’m a Japanese. I don’t know the reason why each people are depressed but don’t worry you’re alright. In the future you can definitely smile. Stay strong💫
How is it? ruclips.net/video/I7dGKjKb5B4/видео.html
Because of loneliness. But if able to fight this you will become very strong.
For me, it's because of loneliness. The fear of being alone, the fear of dying alone, the darkness of being alone. It's always such a chiding feeling. I've got friends, and I've got people I talk to all of the time but it's draining because it never feels personal. Having no one you can rely on, having no one which to hold you during your worst times. I am unable to obtain happiness because I need someone there that's not just fake. Someone there that never has the possibility of disappearing and leaving me for naught. The pain and anguish of seeking a special person but never being able to obtain a level for which they could see a possibility. The heart aches at all times. So, I reside to myself more. I shut off. I hide in my personal battle and allow myself to continue losing. It's always invisible that people suffer. We hide our emotions because society shuns anyone that's not happy. Anyone that doesn't fit in get cast off. I hope that paints a broad picture of why people are depressed. I myself, I live in the United States. The promise of a better life is always an over hanging thing we are taught in schools, but we're never taught for whenever we don't reach that goal. We're left to wallow in waste and wish we could step up out of the gutter. Our country doesn't back us and society shuns all but the "professional". It's a feeling of never truly belonging and wishing to always leave the world because you feel it would be better off without you. No more taking advantage of ones you love, no more stealing away from their happiness, no more burdening them with your constant feelings of depression or just being down in general. There's so much more to it but I will close here. I wish that you are well and have a happy life.
@@jacobgunkel8888 same here, I can feel what you've said although my English is not good.
@@savitagupta8009 I wish you success, health, love and happiness!
You
Why did you leave
Without a reason
Without telling me
Not even letting me say goodbye
You didn't even let me
Say that I love you
For the last time
All our memories
Gone
Instantly
Leaving nothing behing
They're in the past
Like you
We still talk
But it isn't the same
I wish we could be
Like we were before
Let me forget everything
Let's start over
Without any regrets
This is my last time
To say this
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything
Don't leave me again
Please
I miss you
I miss me
I miss us
Just for once
Let me cry
With you
But now
I'm saying something I never wanted to say to you
I wish I never met you
I'm saying this for you
For us
Goodbye
ouch...🙍🏻♂️
How my relationship is right now
Dankai same, same
This made me cry, because my mom left me without a reason and without i could say goodbye
It's ok he/she (not assuming gender) is in a better place
why do strangers on the internet comfort me better than my own friends,
Even there are no strangers to comfort me 😐
@@loyamerlin8940 im here for you , dw about it , everything is gonna be fine , keep smiling :)
@@itspeter9149 omg thank u so much dear 💜
same dude, same
Coz we are understand each othet
"Life is like piano
The white keys
represent happiness
And black shows you
sadness. But as you
go through life's
journey, remember
that the black keys
also makes music"
I love this quote. Is it an original from you? Or who said this?
@@-KAIYULEE- i cant remember who said it sorry
Its Beautiful man
In tears now 😭
Racist Fokken dom kop poes jy is baie slaag 😹
Being in a relationship, is like giving someone a gun. Trusting that person you love or loved enough, not to pull the trigger.
Well I've been shot..right in the face and heart :/
It hurts
Welp he pulled the trigger alot and I keep going back
Oh man that sounds deep...
That's real 😢😢
Hi, today, I lose my grandpa, that's for you...🌼:
Tears streamed down my face when I saw you that way.
I love you grandpa, I will love you every day.
As my tears raced down my face;
I knew you'd soon be in a happier place...❤
Aw sorry for the tragic.
Sending my condolences. He will be in spirit watching over you and protecting you with his everlasting love.
I know how it feels, I lost my grandpa almost 3 years ago and it still hurts but it will get better. I hope that you are coping well.🥰
When my grandmother died.. I dont know how to react.. While everybody's crying.. I sat there.. Not knowing what i feel.. And here i am after all those years before even my grandmother died.. After i saw myself in the mirror.. I wondered who am i really... Is this me or is it somebody else.. I think im no one.. It doesn't make a difference even if i tell you or to my family because my family isnt that close and supportive.. My friends.. Well they arent really my friends.. And here i am.. Why cant i cry.. I dont know.. Whem i cry i just laught it out because i cant cry i wonder why.. I keep dreaming about a darkplace where i look in the mirror and i see myself.. Or sometimes im being chased by myself and get stabbed over and over and over until i wake up.. I wonder why.. Im not convincing you to believe me or something.. Im just telling what im experiencing.. I dont know why other people judge eachother while they are the same as them i dont know how to explain but i do.. And if you reached all the way down here thanks for reading.. My comment is pointless btw..
And i rather be alone than to be with someone.. Because even if im surrounded by everybody it feels like im just alone.. I wanna explain it but i dont because you wont understand it.. If u read all of this.. Well its pointless.. But thanks.
전Mar sorry for your loss I resantly lost my grandma from a rare cancer, and I was crying the hole time I was listening to this music because I lost her last year, when I was nine, I had my first Christmas without her, my first birthday without her, Christmas was extremely hard, because she loved Christmas so do I I’m very young too, it’s hard to loose someone special, she’s in a better place now
"Hey, moving today. Big surprise!"
"Wait, will I ever see u again??"
"Of course! We're meeting at my new house, remember?"
"Oh yeah, right! :)"
"U know I wouldn't leave u :)"
"Yeah. Ur my best friend :)"
"Gotta go, cya there next week! Love ya ❤"
"Love u back ❤"
Last online: 9 years ago
;-;
😭😭😭
I know how it feels... I met a in game buddy, he/ she was my first friend in that game... We would talk all the time, he was last online a year ago ;-;
😭😭😭
sometimes good thing just wont last long huh ? , but all i got to say is that life we just cant see how the world work is but that doesnt mean you need to lose hope . i m sure u probably gonna meet him/her again cuz we dont know how the world work is
Sitting all on my own at 2am listening to music while reading the comments after having alot of online breakdowns really made me cry. Words can hit hard, rn i feel warmth i never felt before because of words typed by stranger. I want to say thank you for all the advice and encouraging speeches. I will definitely comeback if bad things happen again. Dont give up everyone
Why is this exactly what im thinking
Peace thy father will leave with u always.
"The worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling..."
- Charlie Chaplin
I love Chaplin, but on this I must disagree. The worst kind of pain is when you still hurt but have run out of tears.
"the mirror is my best friend because when i cry, itnever laughs"
~Charlie Chaplin
Tum itna jo muskura rahe ho
Kya gam hai jisko chhupa rahe ho
सबसे खराब हिस्सा यह है कि आप केवल आँसू को गिरने से रोकने के लिए मुस्कुरा रहे हैं
@xXShadowFlamesXx sorry
Sometimes some people enter in your life and make you feel better with them and one day they hurt you and leave you alone why
Who are they to hurt you
I just did that to my friend..now he doesnt talk to me chat to me even play with me he just ignores me....i deserve way i got from him i just regret what i did to him here am i now being sad since im all alone ;(
@@Unknown-mi8wd tell him youre sorry and you regret it, then give him space. or thats what i wanted atleast.
i feel so hurt now:( i cnt stan with ths
@@jacke.-3679 I tried deleting a comment I made but this one ended being the wrong video so now that comments gone .-.
But I'll try doing that! I feel really bad for what I did so I really hope she forgives me this time :>
😭😭😭😭😭😭
the worst thing said to me: "nobody even notices you, so nobody gonna notice if you're gone" its now stuck in my head.
Your noticed I promise. Please don’t do anything extreme. Ik im a stranger but I want you to be alive
Who Heck said that to you?
You’re an amazing person who deserves to live. God bless you ❤️
@@imactuallytrash3989 Ironically, only 3 people noticed you
4 Month's ago.... Hope you are allright ♥️
“Time doesn’t heal pain, it just teaches us to deal with it”
Right now I hope I can AT LEAST deal with it. But I don’t know if my heart can take it.
No matter how much we might bend, we will not break.
Pain is, in fact, the only friend that goes on with us until the very end.
@@WRILLI4M yes😔
"Why didn't he tell us she was depressed?"
"She did. She told you when she started hiding in her room. She told you when 'the cat' suddenly started scratching her more than usual. She told you when she said she wasn't hungry and began pinning the clothes you just bought her. She told you when she stopped doing her schoolwork and cried when you called her lazy. She told you when she locked her bedroom door at night. She told you when you noticed alcohol missing and when she started waking up with headaches. She told you when she spent an hour in the shower and came out with puffy eyes."
"She told you. The thing about depression is that it's quiet. It isn't loud or something that can be easily said in any conversation. She told you, and the reason why you didn't hear it was because you weren't listening."
My family give me money and everything other kid's want, but they never give me their love...
Thank you
@@QmirM it's okay Taehyung loves you 💜💜💜
@@arshiachidambaram7764 Thanks, i know we should love ourselves then other people. I hope you have a good day
@@QmirM u 2
Dear stranger,
Remember this:
You are worthy. You are not a failure. You are amazing just the way you are.
:)
:> 👌🙏❤️
Thank you for reminding that I'm also worthy😊😭
Please say that to my future student debt ;-;
“People aren’t crying because they are weak they are crying because they stay strong for too long..”
I never thought about that... The pain has finally broken down onto them at last, just like it did on me...
Thanks dude
How is it? ruclips.net/video/I7dGKjKb5B4/видео.html
Thank you 🤍
Yes very true
My father always said..
“Life isn’t fun without a struggle in it, but some struggles lead to tragic endings.”
It makes me sad to think that my struggle is leading to a tragic ending, not just for me, but for those around me…
@@kiannacat9330 Stay strong, don't give up. I know times might seem hard and that time is passing you by while you feel like you are going nowhere but trust me when I say I believe in you and have faith in your ability to succeed. I'm proud of you for still being here and pushing on despite how tough things may get and you may not believe it yourself but believe in the me that believes in you.
@@AD-ot5ok I try my best to help those I can. Whether my words reach them or not is another matter but if I can at least put myself out there in harm's way to take away other people's burden and shield them from the hurt then I will. It doesn't matter what happens to me just as long as everyone else around me lives a happy life with no worries.
@@darkspinegaming8213 Thank you very much for your hopeful and kind words. Very well appreciated. 🖤🌷
May God Bless your kind soul..
i wish more people would be like you.
@@kiannacat9330Ur stronger than you think brother, everything is gonna be okay soon cus life sometimes gives us hurdles, the thing we should do is never giving up. STAY HARD
“The saddest part is when the person who give you the best memory, becomes a memory”
@Phurious Storm why
True man. It sucks.
I wished i never knew how that part feels 🥲🥲
True 😢
I always feel like I'm just a lost fragment in this big, scary world. Like I don't belong anywhere. And the worst thing is I feel like I'm fading from people's minds, like I'm just a ghost in a shell
When sleeping is not sleep anymore, it become your escape from reality
Well that hit me-
yep and the worst is when u are so tired that even sleep can do nothing to u. So its just an escape as u said by urself
ruclips.net/video/gKz4NZCLpWM/видео.html
thats actually true for me, i want to master the lucid dreaming
What a cruel world
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
i love you all
thanks.
Thank you
thanks for the beautiful message but @Juan Hernandez can we talk i just need to talk
thank you so much
haha, that actually made me smile, thanks
"People who cry, aren't crying because they're weak, they're crying because they've been too strong for too long."
Some of us are crying because these onions have so many layers that we don't know what to do with them T.T
@@lolnubbz YOU JUST MADE MY DAY BETTER LMAO
But I know I'm weak
Ooo, deep…
Your word made me feel better ✨💖
I have everything, I should be happy, but I don't know why I feel empty.
I’m not sure how accurate this is but it’s just a feeling, it should get better after a while
Its maybe because you already achieved everything you wanted in life. Now that you've reached your goals you realize, chasing those dreams and happiness was the only reason you faught for so long
Because its not what you need. You may have everything, but everything of what? The emptyness you feel is not because your being dramatic, or because you dont like the things you have, its because the things you have arent the things that make you whole.
You may not understand or listen to what im typing, but try to see where a broken, lost, hurt and voilated 12 year old is coming from🙂
Same I have everything but I just don’t feel good without my cousin
I have nothing. I don't even know what I'm fighting for anymore. But you'll still see my fake smile.☺ Dam these fake tears
"The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly"
thats me😐.
Or when your watching a loved one's world fall apart and you can't do anything, but watch...
Loneliness is good it gives you time to reflect on your pain and let's you rebuild to never make the same mistakes and soon you will find now that your mistakes are quelled you are no longer lonely but happy instead so stay strong just a bit more it will all be worth it.
Unfortunately have been there myself. But rest assured things can only get better once you hit rock bottom like that. In my case it took years but recovered
@@rebeg3408 seen that it hurts badly
I feel like I don’t exist in this world but I can feel the pain.
I'm here too :)
I am like you ^^
Same
Me too...
Which is a good thing. Because the pain we feel helps us know that we are alive😊🥺😔 and that’s alright... right?☺️
At school: you trying to make everyone happy
At home: you are the one need happy
At night: you feel you wasn't better enough you start to cry
so true
That hits me so hard and bad
At night i just stare outside and regret life choices
Thats True... =C
True. Anyone can’t change this so be persistent! We are all with you!💞
*Hey beautiful.*
*You're doing great, even though I doubt you see it.*
*But that's cool. Just keep scrolling through the comments.*
*I know that you'll find yourself eventually. I have faith in you.*
Thanks man. You’re the reason that despite everything many people still smile.
I needed a little motivation... thank you
We need so many ppl like u wow
Thank you 💜 and I hope you are doing well
Everyday I wake up I am hit with the sad reality of life.
Everyday I meet up with friends, but the second they leave I feel lonely.
Everyday I see her, all I want to do is make her smile and laugh.
Everyday I want to make people happy and be their friend.
Everyday I hate myself because I have people and parents who care about me but for some reason it's just not enough.
Everyday I feel worthless and that everyone would be better off without me.
Everyday, I can't stop the shaking, my arms won't stop twitching.
Everyday I just want to be needed and loved by everyone.
Every night I pray for the pain to stop, for the twitching to stop, for everything to be perfect.
But there is no such thing as perfect, is there?
Gabriel Banuelos i know that feeling
nothing is perfect .. i want everyone to be Happy . including you
but i clouldnt ! i don"t know why ! i love everyone and i want everyone to be happy ! everytime i pray i say "please lord make everyone in the world happy " ...everyone deserves ! and then i remember ..What does Happiness even mean ?
What’s twitching I wonder🌚
Everything you just said is exactly me right now. Those twitching are seizures
There is no form of actual “happiness” in this world.
This world doesn’t have very many good people in it
whoever you are, out there, im crying with you. I love you so damn much. Let's beat this sadness together.
Thank you
thank you i needed that
Thanks you, have a nice day
Thank you so much
Thank you,that means a lot to me
To anyone reading this note. Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That is called purpose. You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up.
Or in other words, a heartbeat
Don’t ever give up
@@meowymeowz1604 lol
Thank you. I've been feeling horrible for ages. I was starting to want to just end it all. No. Unlike all my friends or family who know nothing, they don't say anything to try and make me feel good about myself. Instead it makes me feel useless. Though a complete stranger like you just left a comment that I need in my life. I say this once again complete stranger, thank you. :'3 You don't no how much you impacted my life.
Idk if i give up along time ago its a different me the one that is depressed all the time i always keep it in to myself.....
Everyone wants happiness
No one wants Pain
But you can't have a rainbow...
Without a little Rain
Wow…
I find Rain very beautiful actually, why is everyone so depressed in the comments?
@@YukoMadotsukiMusic same I love the rain more than anything maybe except snowstorm
I also love rain but, I get what @Ady Ira means by that. We all can't have any happiness without some pain in our lives,
Great
Roses are dead
Violets are dying
Outside im smiling
Inside im crying
:((
@@supercorn5607 Tumblr
Oof
Roses are red
Violets are crying
Tears of blood
As I am dying
I'm crying on the outside but smiling in the inside.
I have a story I'm writing, and chose this music to get a feeling when I was writing a chapter.
I literally cried. I cried to myself.
Me too, I had to change almost the whole story plot for it.
Its impossible to not cry, this songs are just.. powerful.
So did I. It’s beautiful and peaceful as well as inspirational and healing.
oke yall ill read your books. im menatly and emotionaly ready. bring it on
Same!
whats your story about? Im writing a book about a man…. and I dont want to give it away. I write with music like this on alot.
Last 2 years have been rough. I lost 4 siblings. 1 brother and 3 sisters. My heart hurts every second. Anyways, lovely music. Thank you.
Take heart.. You're strong and amazing❤
@habibinawal hey I want to reach out to you because I have a friend who recently lost someone. He is struggling really badly and I would like for you to talk to him since I could never reach an understanding with him. You’re just the right person to empathize with him. Is it okay if you talk to him to make him feel less alone?
Stay strong, God loves and cared for you. So does Jesus, and so do i ❤
I know your strong I fight too tears just come out any second but I know you can control it we love you ✨ Remember you were born in this earth with us human beings living in the same rules of life but I know ur strong and will be strong
Bestfriend: I hope we're classmates again!
Next year
Her: *greets her bestfriend*
Her Bestfriend: *ignores her*
happened to me :(
@@Unknown-vx6qm same many times
Mr. Stark I can be your friend!! Just know your not alone.. somewhere deep down I bet your friends still care for you. Prehaps they feel the same way or have any problems that they have had themselves. I have also had some friends that left me, but you know.. sometimes it’s best to let them go. If they leave you then they aren’t a true friend. A true friend is someone who sticks with you and doesn’t only think of themselves. I know the reason some of my friends left me, and I don’t blame them! I was selfish and ungreatful, they had said. (Oof I’m crying writing this right now) I know it’s hard. For many people including me. You just have to stick with the life you have, no matter if it’s about betrayal, loss of friends, parents passed away, or any other horrible things. But all you and many others need to know, is that there’s someone still out there that cares for you! Someone that believe in you.. even if they aren’t in this world anymore. Look up at the sky, do you see what kind of artwork god made for us? This is home.. and forever a home.
It happened to me.. in first grade at recess, a girl came up to me and helped me put my lunchbox away, we became friend but soon she stopped playing with me and started playing with her old friends..
Lian Matic exactly what happened to me
One day I was sitting at home with my friend, she was smiling normally and laughing with me. We were watching a comedy. She said, I need to use the bathroom. I said, sure! Go ahead. She walked slowly to the bathroom and, I was waiting for 20 minutes until I gave up, I opened the bathroom door but she wasn't there. I looked everywhere for her but she was gone. I stared at the dark gray sky and yelled her name... She never came. I was worried, but the next day I saw what happened. She was dead, gone, in a deep ditch near the road. I saw right through her right after I saw what happened. The next day I was crying as hard as I could because she was the only friend I actually loved and cared more about then any other friend. I knew she was kind of sad but I had no clue it was this hard for her. By now I am gone as well, this is her sister speaking, she ran away and I haven't found her sense. Remember who you're talking to and if they are having a hard time ask them what's wrong before doing anything. You could help them, it could all make sense. But I made that mistake. To this day I restrain from ever talking about what happened. The bright sunshine turned to night. It all fell apart. Whatever you do, don't make this mistake. Bye.
No plz don't leave
omg thi needs more aprrisheashon here is a poam for you
if you are alone i will be your shadow if your need to cry i will be your shulduer if u need a hug i will be your pillow if u need a freaind im always there if u want me to be normal i will just be me
Oh noooo😭😭😭
😭
cool story babe now make me a sandwich
I’m going to put this out there so everyone who is going through something can see.
You are not alone. It may feel like it, but you aren’t. There are many people in this world that love you, maybe even some of them would die for you. But know that life gets harder throughout the years, especially with this virus going around. But I know that all of you have the power to fight back and to be strong. Once life hits hard, you have to hit even harder. Life isn’t always what it seems, and we cannot let it bring us down like that. All of you are beautiful inside and out, even if you don’t feel like it. My goal for all of you, is to be happy and successful. You can’t just let your problems bring you down, you got to learn to fight back. Yes, there may be some times you may feel like giving up and surrendering, but you got to get out of those thoughts. Sometimes the pain makes you stronger, but don’t let your body go through pain too much. Like I said, once life hits hard, you have to hit harder. Think of it as Super Smash Bros, or Pokémon. When it comes to life, you have to K.O it, even if it comes to the sudden death. You can even do a critical hit! Anyway, I want you all to know that I’m rooting for you. Even if I don’t know all of you, I’m rooting for you with all my life. Sometimes there are things in life that try to stop you, but you got to learn to not let it get in your way.
Grieved _Day thank you so much! I’m wishing you all the best too
Lujain Zraiqiii You are very welcome ^^
“ It hurts I know, people are mean all the time. But sometimes we have to push through the bad people to find the good people, even if it’s gonna hurt. Someday you’ll find someone who will stay with you when I’m not there and my time comes... you’re strong honey, I believe you’ll make it. “ - My Mother.
Edit: Hello! I’m sorry if I don’t respond to all of your replies, I’ve been quite unmotivated lately and have been feeling kind of low, I completely forgot
That I wrote this 11 months ago, thank you for all the lovely replies, and again, I’m sorry for not interacting more :((
Edit update 2021: Hello everybody, in my previous edit a couple months to maybe over a year ago I mentioned how I was feeling unmotivated, well, I’m happy to say that I’m personally doing a lot better, it *does* get better, thank you for your replies and stories, I’m proud of each and every one of you and I hope life treats you well.
I love you
This is honestly amazing
i love u 😣😔😊
thank you, this really helped me you dont know how much 💔
Thank you, I really needed it. The reason is I have 4 ex now.. Thanks stranger.
It’s that one moment when
Your laying in your bed at night
Wishing how bad you wanted to take your own life...
So you listen to this music
As your heart and soul ache and your chest gets tight.
You get short on breathe as you start to cry.
Not knowing your about lose control.
As you lose *cRonTol* your thought start to take control.
And now you’re starting to fear for what might make you go cold..
Soon enough the thoughts control *You..*
As they start to control *yOu*
Head, feet, eyes and everything that lives and moves stops.
Your now crying silently at night so your mum won’t hear and your in so much pain that you can’t breathe!
But you catch your breathe every now and again.
You grab your throat choking yourself thinking
*I am not even human*
*i am disgusting*
*i can’t do this anymore..*
But you let go as you feel your head about to explode.
And then the storm is over.
You regain control and stop crying.
You wipe your eyes.
And roll over.
You sit there for an hour thinking.?
And then you fall asleep knowing you tried to die. Or that you uncontrollably cut and hurt yourself in any way.
And wake up and fake this beautiful persona of a nobody.
Carry on breathing, if you would even call it that.
And you watch as everyone lives their lives while you feel stuck in the same time.. the same feeling.
You act so happy and normal and always say that
“Yeah I’m beautiful”
When you know you have stretch marks?
When you know your fat..
When you know....
*NOBODY CARES*
But hey! I’m fine right?? This is just a phase that we all go through??
*rIgHtT?.!?*
But no.
You always get told that depression is so simple.
Then why haven’t I BEEN *FIXED* yet?!
It’s all lies.
My life to everyone is a lie.
They don’t even know me?
*THE REAL ME*
The real me who tries to die every night.
The real me who looks at their body and wants to starve themselves but can’t stop eating TO FILL THIS WHOLE IN ME!!!
This... *big dark hole...*
~*•*welcome to my life..*
Same
I hope your okay.
I myself can't learn to love myself nor can atleast be a perfect daughter,sister,grandchild to my family.
I have regrets anxiety wanting to give my life up but I remember what my Mom said she said to me: Don't give your life away.
Don't Throw it like its rubbish
Even how much you want to giveup don't even try to give up
Even if no one cares if you die don't give your life up. God cares.
And god gave all of us a chance to live..
Yeah Life may be unfair,painful,and just so horrible to us but show everyone that your strong even how much pain you got how shattered you are you are still here to prove them wrong and can still keep living...
Just giving up your life just like that just shows how weak you really are show that you are strong and you can still keep living up to this day I tell my self that everything will be alright and pls promise me something... Don't ever give up on living cause you yourself being in this world is the most precious thing that could happen !!!
You know what? Thats exactly i feel too but i have different reasons but feeling n anxiety n the way of losing control n regaining it ...is the same. So i felt today that we think we r alone going through this pain but reading this i believe that we r not alone actually. Just we dnt get to interact with people like us. Stay strong 🙂🙂
if you can't find love yourself then don't be afraid to reach out to others that could help teach you self love
Mom: "Whatever you do don't move I'll be right back."
Son: "Okay"
Patiently waiting
*Mom found dead after committing suicide*
Son still waiting.....and waiting for his mom's return
This reminds me when I watched a movie where a dog's master dies at their job, but they made it a routine to walk each other to and out of the train the owner took to work. When the owner died the dog sat at their meeting spot for years until it died( btw it was fed by strangers who felt bad for it not knowing his owner wasn't coming back..)
@@imelda7459 hachiko ? I cried so much during this movie
@@imelda7459 I think that's called Hachi's tale or something like that
Wtf what _kid_ waits for that long
AleksandraARMY Slytherin did I see you from someone else’s comment?
I imagined my self in an empty world, and it's raining, and I'm just looking at the clouds, and hearing this music from a far place.
Well the rain is a fabulous weather afterall. When you cry during it, you know you aren't alone anymore.
96% of the comment section: *deep, emotional, they whole life stories being told*
the other 3%: who be cutting onions in here tf
I'm the 10% lel
g a l a c t e a 😂😂😂
lol, after reading like the second comment, I was like, wait.. why everyone so emotional??
Someone lol emo music + anime= everyone’s deep dark sides coming out.
Almost everyone
You dont know pain until you're staring at yourself on the mirror with tears in your eyes,begging yourself to just hold on and be strong.
THAT is pain.
Yesssss
Well in this case it's time for you to let go and rest so you will be ready no WANTING to try again
Or if you get punched super hard in the balls shit hurt hard
It 's so true.
Tbh,what hurts me is that even if i really wanna cry i just can't and it hurts deeply
inside I'm crying
outside I'm smiling
no one notices
but it's hard for me to control this
when you see me walk by
it doesn't look like it but I want to die
thoughts racing through my head
then comes the tears that I shed
how can I change
all the tears and rage
you say you understand
and all I need is a helping hand
that may be true
but first, take a walk in my shoes
sadness, anger, and unbearable pain
you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame
as time moves slower
my self-esteem gets lower
am I nothing to this world
or am I just a worthless teenage girl?
Benjy Animations please dont commit suicide, please, you can get some help. There is always bright side so please walk towards it.
Benjy animations,
I hope that was a joke if not, then seriously call the suicide hotline. You are more loved than you think and if this action is out of depression the really take a deep breath and calm yourself. Realize how beautiful this world is.
But I'm quite sure that you're joking, if you are then you should know that suicide is no laughing matter!
Luzero it's been two days... Please tell me she/he is still alive
This poem hit me hard.
I want to die but I know I can't just give up.
I'm alive but i felt like my soul isn't.
I can't see the light anymore.
I am full of darkness.
The darkness take over my soul.
I can't find the light I used to see.
I hope you were hurt too like me.
You were my strength.
You were the once who gave a light to my life.
You were my friends.
Friends that i will never forget.
I know they can't read this but I just want to share.
Its ok... I know how u feel I'm a happy girl but...
I have depression
The other day my friend changed my mind about depression maybe someone will do the same to you
I have been listening to this song for a week straight, every day. This is my favorite song and will never fade
“I’m gonna sleep, talk to you tomorrow”
*last online 7 years ago*
Edit: so I’ve noticed people saying that this is a stolen comment and stuff but no it’s actually real. I made a friend while playing black ops back in 2012-2013, we used to play every single day and we had so much fun. It was late at night and my friend told me that she was going to sleep, so she logged off and I did too. The next day she wasn’t online so I thought she was busy, but a week later I found it weird because we used to play every day. I kept waiting and waiting until I think 2016 when I stopped checking if she was online but she wasn’t for 3 years. So I gave up on waiting and forgot about it later. I really hope she’s okay! I cannot speak English very well so excuse me if I made a mistake.
Who was?
Damn..
I am with u
This is ur friend on console
And u don't know what happened to him. Maybe he is dead or he just broke up his device or aliens kidnapped him...
Somewhere someone is having a really bad day, and I hope you find this random message and know I may not know your face or your problems but that doesn’t mean I don’t care.
Your days will get better soon I’m more than positive about that.
Thankyou
aw thanks. i needed that
:)
Thank you so much
Thank you so much :)
When I am crying and someone hugs me, it makes me cry even more. I like walking in the rain because no one sees me crying. When my eyes are sparkling and my smile is sweet only my true friends know I am about to cry. Crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth can't explain how things made your heart broken.
Facts
yeah that's true 😢😢😢😢🙁🙁
My heart is broken. My mind too. But I can be sure about one thing… if I want it, I can stay upright
i wise i am a lucky to in this world know one understand my feeling,pain i cry when no one there i wish i had someone to understand my feeling
“Just because i am strong enough to handle Pain, doesn’t mean i deserve it.”
- idk who said this but it’s stuck in my head
“See you later” is what I said to someone who wasn’t very well physically. I thought they were getting better. But because I’m only 15, I couldn’t always go see them. So the last time I said “See you later!” Waving him off, with a smile, it ended up being the last time. He lost his fight to the stroke. I thought he was getting better, but it was my family sugar coating things. He wasn’t. But! He was quite the fighter. He has thought things in the past. I hope he’s doing alright there in heaven.
"Its okay, let your tears and pain out, even if we are already dead, cry to let everything out, but remember, we are always here to have you back and guide your life to the fullest to meet us, you will be with us soon...."
This is what my grandparents say to me when i was younger to cry for lost ones 😭😭
I do not even have parents understand my situations .somehow I felt like my mum, dad siblings are so toxic, my surrounding so toxic..i don't even want to blame my parents. I knew my mum help me but somehow the way she treats me..I'm sorry I'm not even good daughter. So heartbreaking. no matter how much I talk to somebody, the overwhelming still here. Diagnosed and still control myself and listening to this instrumental help me to overcome my rusted soul
@@nurulal-jauhari7141 Take care on your journey then.
@@sebastianlee6695 I'll do my best. You too!!
It’s not the music that makes you cry but the memories it brings
Atleast she is here for me I wish she was here
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Most of my friends moved out, And i dont have anyone to talk to now in my neighborhood besides my classmates and my cousin
@@falco5429 You have me!
I wish he didn't go.
When I was ready to end it all it was the most joy and peace I had felt in a long time. Glad I'm still here.
This comment section is full of kind hearted People.
Including you uwu
go screw yourself to oblivion. (im joking, ur right)
So far!
@@hilfegibthoffnung5046 Go fuck yourself furry!
@@ScienceMan314 You're being cute
"Everything passes"
When you're sad, just look at this phrase.
When you're happy just try not to look at it.
I'm looking at it right now
@༺The Knight༻ my mum dont care about me
Isn’t it funny how I try to pass the message “love yourself” and “speak yourself” while I myself can’t even love myself to begin with
Life is a game
But with no retry
its a game with one rule to everyone playing it... We all have to suffer. Doing something small like saying “love yourself” is encouraging and its making someone suffer a little bit less. You cant love yourself for this because you dont see the value of your actions... depression does that. But Its from that action that you can love yourself along with the other great qualities I am sure you have aswell and you DO have them 🙂. I am absolutely sure you do.
BTS niggas unite 💪
Hey fellow army! Life is a game, but you can’t give up on it or you’ll lose. Tell yourself everyday, “I love myself” and you’ll feel better. God bless you ❤️
Sometimes I think life mean nothing to me 🥲
I'm Actually Trash nigga really said JAMAIS VU 😂
This type of music has been the only thing helping me let out my tears lately. I’ve been going through a hard time and locking up my feelings inside. Everyday has become something I’m afraid of and I’m I constant anxiety and don’t know why, but piano helps so much to just relax
The comment section make more sad than the music...
True
I know right:( i wanna die
Try the comments for Lucas King's 'Dark Piano'...
It's interesting, but a lot of really nice poetry.
*criesalothelp*
Dadan Ramdhani I have a dog
It's sad when a person who gave you memories becomes a memory
Naruto Uzumaki -
Yeah a memory that will haunt u so bad that you just rather wanna die , life is so unfair, and love is so bitter, I have been rejected by my crush and I got dumped by my boyfriend, instead my cold looks their are many pain,I hope my boyfriend will have a bright future 😞😞😞
This hit hard
This hit so hard
@LOH SHU QING Moe because you a virgin bro ? :o
i just came here to focus while studying....nd i find these amazing ppl.... just wanted to let yall know tht i care nd im here
- hiba :)
O.O we have the same name, my name's hiba too!!!
I sleep to this every night. Thank you so much for creating such a therapeutic playlist without ads
Is anyone else just sitting here reading all the comments trying not to break down or cry because SAME HECKIN HERE
*clears throat* and that's on PERIODT
@@jordanmooneyfan I-.. o-okay-
@@annalise4193 What did Courtney Love say?
@@mifo424 They go ''Grammar*'' and idk why lol
@@annalise4193 Oh lmao I don't see anything wrong in your comment though. XD
@@mifo424 Same haha
Sometimes all you need is not your family, not your friends but total strangers to make you happy 😊
Exactly. Thank you. This comment made my day
That's the word "Sometimes" but I guess it's "Always" for me. Happy to meet you'll strangers, I'm an Introvert and never had so many friends, I have but atleast 5 from overall.
Exactly...absolutely true...
I feel it too
imagine how many people we walk past each day, who could have been our closest friend
_"We all learn that life isn't about opening gates, but it's about closing one when you're not ready to say goodbye..."_
Yes😔
NO, people may pass on, but they still live in sweet memories and good times. Life is not infinite and that's what makes it precious and meaningful. Those people who pass on have had impacts on you and would want you to be happy and live your life.
Better short and happy than long and sad. So enjoy yourself learn to love and be happy. It doesn't hurt the memory of any person close to you passing away. You can still at times grieve, but don't let it be what life is about.
"You okay man?"
"Y-yeah, I'm just tired.."
*Tired of living*
*Tired of being disrespected*
*Tired of life*
*Tired of hurting myself everyday*
*Tired of preventing myself from suicide*
@Natailyee yeah same..
@Natailyee Yeh :/
Same
It hurts make it stop...
💯
People keep telling me life goes on, but to me thats just the saddest part.
Honestly it's not a common opinion but I think sadness is the greatest part of life without sadness happiness would be all but normal without pain you won't know how to live how to thrive and how to help others so look at your sadness as a blessing and give yourself sometime to think reflect on why then mold your sadness and pain into nothing but pure joy you got this dude and I have no doubt you will be happy and thrive
It is, but thats what makes things important to us. The fact that we can’t have it forever. It’s also what makes life worth living, and beautiful. Just keep moving, take your mistakes for the next chance you have to make em and hopefully the lessons learned keeps you safe
@@itsnotkidnappingifyouownit that’s straight up fax yo
@@itsnotkidnappingifyouownit I hope. But why is it so painful. I am barely holding on, wish I could fall asleep forever.
@@kabosui sometimes I do too but I always think of the people in my lives if I hate them or not they need me if I go my dog would suffer
*I have anxiety and depression*
_It hurts so much.._
That's all.. 🙂
No one in my family knows that i have anxiety and depression.
Tell them not strangers it will make you feel better
Keep on fighting ur amazing
Well, at least you know your first step
Some of the simplest causes of depression is being lonely. If you lock yourself away at day and dont really have any friends. That could make you depressed. I know because that's what I did. Put yourself out there in the world and your mood will change. You will be excited to hang around those you love. People who have friends dont know how much they are to them until they are all gone. Summer of 2016 I watched my little sister and brother die to Bear attack. My only friend moved away. It was my job to protect them and I failed. I am a little bit old fashion where the men protect especially the older brothers. I had no siblings no friends. I had my parents but they were really not there just like me. I put myself in a cage for 2 years. It took time to figure myself out. I had Jesus to help me get through everything. I kinda got lost and told my story but. I made a friend eventually and he changed my life drastically. My point is that if you come from the bottom. A friend can give you more than you think.
Idc... Get over it
When you're already tired but you have to be strong for others. When you wanted to validate what you feel but other's feelings should always come first. It's so tiring to show the world that I am okay when I'm not.
The comment section is full of people trying to make others emotional
Then there's me, someone who's used to bottling it in: •_•
Ah so I found my comments section part then. I had extremely powerful emotions, especially positive ones and kind ones. but I was told it wasn't manly, you have to be strong like an ox, you have to enjoy pain because scars make a man. Well here I am, at the age of 23 I'm no longer able to portray most emotions, even when/if I do feel them anymore. My best friend committed suicide around 5 years ago, I sat in the funeral emotionless, not a single tear ran down my face...
I confessed to my friend on how my life is doing, how my parent's treat me from time to time
@@Dadarotas303 my grandma died and I knew i loved her but same as you i didn't cry except for some forced tears. I wonder sometimes if I even have emotions. One, thing I know is that I love the people that love me it's just hard to express myself.
@@cmcphotography1 thats awesome
@@cmcphotography1 thats you have someone to tell that is
And I thought 2021 will be a better year, but....
I couldn't stop myself from crying again and again....
I'm sorry
Your crying sure but your also healing the scares mankind left on you so you will be ready to try again
Still crying 8 months later...
Worse is 2022
So true somebody just passed away I trust even more then a person I loved that passed away last year.
Pain comes and goes, so does happiness. But joy, real joy, is a treasure that can never be stolen. One day, each of us will find that true joy.
Who else thinks it is so beautiful how us humans come together in time of sorrow 🙁
Mom: I'm just gonna buy food for us okay?
Me: Okay mom, take care!
**1 Year Later I saw a note after her death**
"I Love You, son, sorry that I couldn't tell you about my sick"
*thats so sad...*
Is that supposed to be funny because if it is its not..
Write:
Dear diary......my mom so cruel to me......so does my brothers....my father? Hah...he never notice...........friends?.......they don't care....i hope one day...they notice how hurt I am....I mean...I do everything for them I work hard for them...but what I got?....why do people keep treating me like this?😖nvm...I'm okay I'm used to it...
Thank you diary because hearing me!
I feel u dear :)
r u ok
Your not alone.....
R u okay ?? Please don't feel down😊 there's so many people love you cuz I love you too 😊😊I love you♥️😘
I just want too listen to piano...but dreary there ain’t nothin sadder than having family me ever being mean but..if they hate u so much there only one thing to do.......and I think u knows what it is....watch some anime..
This helps me let my tears and emotions fly out slowly, not agressively.
I get your feeling
**sending virtual hug for yall** :D
Thanks in needed that :)
Thank you heres a vitual hug to🤗
Thanks ^^"
Thanks, bro.
i told myself 2020 was gonna be my year, now im crying myself to sleep everyday, and im mentally exhausted.
i wanna get help but im scared that im just being emotional, im scared.
im scared of the way my moms gonna react because then im gonna have to open up and be vulnerable when i’ve always just bottled everything up..
Its always okay to seek help ik is easier said than done but there is always people who can support you dont be afraid to seek help we can all use a lil help tbh
u have a voice for a reason...pls use it ad get help as soon as possible...
I know what that feels but since I opened up, Ive been getting better!! Let things go, if your mom doesnt listen please contact with a specialist. You are not alone!!!
Same
Trust me it is worth it to be done you will do just fine getting help from family is really important if u want to get Better just go for it
I faced him wiping his tears from his cheeks
"my love.... You've done great... We succeed... We saved them, Finally.. We can rest now" Said as i gave him our final kiss, final hugs, and embrace. As our body fades, i close my eyes remembering all our memories while hugging the most comfortable place in my life, being in his arms
"Your wrist is not paper, so don't draw it." "Your neck is not a ring, so don't hang it." "Your life is not a film, so don't quit"
😔😣☹️🙁😕😐🙂😊. It’s back to front, over the span of 12 years
I’m gonna share this story about me with you in the last few minutes of my life...hope someone bothers to read it.
when I was five...my mom and dad divorced.
My mom decide to go overseas with me, as my mom cannot find a job in our home country, and that she wants me to have a good future.I left my grandparents...they were very kind to me and I like them very much. My mom told me it was a vacation...but we never came back.
My mom finally found a job overseas,we lived in a cramped and old house, she seems to have a problem controlling her emotion. She shouted at me, hit me for no reason... me at that young didn’t know what was going on and can do nothing about it.
When I was 7, she came home to someone else’s car, a man’s car. She told me to address him as ‘uncle’ but when time passed, she told me to call him ‘dad’. I didn’t want to, but I ended up getting beaten up by both of them.
Life was harsher with my ‘dad’. He acted nice and friendly when my mom was at home, but when she left for work, he treated me like a rat, ordered me around like a servant, called me bad things. Me can do nothing but obey his orders.
When I was 8, I hated home. I looked forward for school and will spend as much time as I can after school with my friends. But after that incident, I dreaded school too.
I had a bad habit of biting my nails and mom my scolded me a lot of times for it. When I return home that day form school, she checked my nails and found them all bitten. She broke. She ordered me to stay as she took out needles from the closet and grabbed me. She stabbed the needle into my lips. I was begging her to stop. The pain of unbearable. But she didn’t. After my lips was a bleeding mess, she finally stopped. ‘This will teach you a lesson’ she said and walked away, leaving me with the bleeding lips. I didn’t know what to do and I know was to wash it with water, which created more pain. The blood finally stopped after I wasted a whole box of tissue. I looked at myself in the mirror and because of this, I developed trypophobia.
I went to school. All my friends was surprised at first but started laughing at me about it. My teachers were concerned. They asked me about it and called my mom, who obviously won’t tell the truth, but after that call, they asked nothing about it.
The laughters and name calling from my classmates continued. One day, there was a beehive on our school trees and I screamed as I saw the holes on it. My friend beside me immediately though of me having trypophobia since I had cases like this before. She spread it around the class, and soon I came back from lunch finding papers with dots and holes all over it on my desk. This is basically my life in middles school, abuses by parents, make fun of by classmates, teachers not doing anything.
Here I am, a freshman at the balcony of my 18 stories apartment, typing this story, making a decision. Whether to continue living in this cruel world, or jump down to start a new, happy, joyful one, away from depression, away from sadness, away from everything that breaks my heart. I guess I had make up my mind.
I hope your still alive and kicking if you see this.its ok just take your cards and change your hand make it something great
Are you still there? Look I may never be able to go through everything that youve gone through, but just know that someone cares about you. You’re not alone and people who say otherwise are just scoundrels that don’t deserve to live in this world. I don’t know if you’re still alive or if you took your own life, but don’t give up and find someone to help you. I pray that your life will change for the better
Hey, are you there?
I'd like to make you feel better.
I want you to fight on, don't give up.
Alot of people cares, we do too.
Strangers or not, we do, alot.
Bootiful story
Hey i hope you still there... Please be there things are not always the way you want to be but i want you to keep moving on because this is never gonna be the solution.. You are precious and you don't even know it.. I know it hurts but i want to hang on because you are here for a reason and I just want you to move on it's a big world I am here for you just tell me you are okay.. I'll help you but please for God sake dont give up please
The rain stops pouring.
Gray clouds still looming.
All the color are drained.
All the flowers are withered.
Life's a gathering of pain and dispair.
Hope y'all still smiling through hardship and sadness. Just remember there is always good people by your side.
there may be good people, but what do they have to do with depression?
Life asked death : Why do people love me and hate you?
Death: Because your the beautiful lie and I'm the painful truth.
-The person who knew that the hard way
Omg wow this is to true 😔
Jesus of course
Life is blissful ignorance, death is harsh reality.
@@lugabo5756 he did it for our sins
Oof but death is right about that and I still want to lie to myself and I will believe it because I am so good at lieing that I can even trick myself that it is true even though it is a lie...
It’s 2:30 am here. Can’t stop my tears from falling. I’m a mess. I always visit this video because it somehow gives me comfort and company.
How are you now? Is your life OK?
a smile to cover,
to the pain I suffer,
cause deep inside I feel pain
happiness I could never gain
smiles and joys I once see
now insight I see a beast,
My life I,ve been hiding
The depression Im fighting
now dont worry no one cares
the hands and worry for me is rare,
bad memories I want to erase
but these I couldnt even face..........
I hope you're ok
They always said who is Joe..
But when they will ever ask how is Joe?
😭😭 omg but who is joe
I think I’m going to cry
@@ben50champ68 it is joe mama its a meme joe mama means your mama
@@ben50champ68 joe mama
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
Did you know?
*Same thing make us happy, make us sad*
*Same thing make us laugh, make us cry*
*Same thing make us live, make us die*
Whaaaaa?
It starts with Lo and ends wit ve
Its the book from big smoke?
What thing do you mean? Emotions?! Yeah maybe they let us die, but hopefully not everyone of us.
i mean my cat always made me smile, but he died 2 days ago...
I am smiling, the forced smile, and my tears are just falling down and I am still smiling. Life is too harsh for me and it taught me to smile even when I cry. Everything is so harsh, it dumps trash on me, lay me down but I still smile...
You guys also know the saddest stuff in life is?
When the people who hurt the most, the people who are depressed and sad give so much to other and care about them... But never care for themselves. They might give the best advice... But NEVER use that advice for themselves, because they don't believe in themselves. But by helping others... They break even more 💔
It's kind of you to think of others...and those words on their own arrange the kindness so much more into a hug..but...there are things that only the pain can speak at some point and put it so much more deeply than to be kept for yourself...
There are things that strike someone's life equally and just as painful as anyone else.. Those who suffer...chose to accept the suffering so that others can remain with the love and the smile knowing there was someone there who cared and shared in their agony or feelings...or loneliness and despair.
Depression can be a small scar in name but a large wound that sheds tears of loss and heavy burdens...for the things that they neve felt
That's totally me... :(
They won't admit their worth the effort when I try to cheer people up I'm cheering myself up too so I see giving advise as a road to a better future for those who need it and myself
so relatable i cried reading this
So true💙
If someone says "hey! You are so ugly! Get plastic surgery!"
"Eww look at her/him!"
If they quickly look away..
Remind yourself in your head
"Stay strong.."
Don't hide back your feelings!
Let the tears be free!
The tears will cry too!
Get out of where you are sitting and be you!
Just stay strong! Don't fight back!
There is still a future!
There is no future without you..
YES YOU!
WE NEED YOU!
Just....
Be you.
Too late
I'm failure
*Lucifer Chan* “Failure is an event, not a person in fact”
Thank you. Just...thank you.
💔😟 I wish I could be myself..but they won't accept me the way I am ..they will leave me alone it's better to hide myself in me..even I can't accept myself at times .. it's better to live in this way fighting with oneself everyday
The sound of rain
Sends me to you
I wrote a letter once
It came from the sky
To the dewdrops of roses
Till it fell apart in your hands
The music they bring
The droplets of rain
Makes me smile
A bittersweet smile
Wanting to see you
One last time
Where are you?
What are you doing now?
Will you come back?
I hope you will
I miss you
I love you
Till the rain stops one more time
Yet the eyes of mine can't refrain
The tears falling down my cheeks
As I weep and sigh
And imagine that our goodbye
Would have never been
Yet for now I'll listen
To the fall of rain
As once again I cry
If only it were so
That I could tell you again
How much I love you
Riding a boat atop the leaves on the lake
The lilies blooming as we sweep past the petals
The flowers I've once come to hate
You make me love them like I've never love something before
You smile and you laugh
As the blooming currents you do adore
Ripple across your heart
And make our love soar
I never would've thought
That I'd see someone love had brought
When it failed me for first long ago
And sudden was the figure of you
That hair the same golden shade
Makes the angels bland in contrast to you
I wish to deny a thousand days
If it would mean one day with thee
Streetlights passing by
On the horizon the girl walks by
She dazzles, she dances
Amongst the fireflies and grass
And little did she know
I love her so
The radiant dying sun
Sparks a glow to her in that light
Girl in pale dress, if only you know
That the blue sash of yours reflect my eyes
That looks upon you with longing and love
But still content in watching you dance
But if someday when you still in your twirls
If someday when I'm finally beside
Will take my hand
And dance with me, milady?
How beautiful poem !!! ^_^
The Soul of Wind thank you so much! 😊
Love it too! ^w^
Oh beautiful this is so romantik
un beuleu sauvage thank you for the lovely comment!
I lost a best friend at school. I needed to listen this to confort me. Thank you so much! 😢🥺❤
Why can't I be confident?
I know, "everyone" is "also" self-conscious about themselves. I have no right to hate myself. It's just age. I'm fine. I won't cry.
I'll just bottle it up. Up..up..up the emotions go. Don't let it spray out, hold it in. I can be perfect. Perfect for you. Perfect for me. I can try.
*But I'll never be enough.*
My grades could always be "better", my looks could always be improved. My feelings aren't valid, I'm just a child. I could always be slimmer, I could always be happier.
*But what if I can't?*
I try, and try to be better. I want to make everyone proud. I want to be that person everyone looks up to. I want to be that person that lightens up the whole room when I walk in. I want to be that person that everyone can go to and trust. I want to be _that_ person.
*But I'm* *_Not_*
Why don't I have confidence? They ask:
Because I'm never good enough for you people, I reply.
I get it. You think the act of 'being you' is scary. Of course it is. Obviously its a stupid idea to be you. That you could possibly think of such a thing is DESPICABLE.
Hey, I know something. Instead of following through with such an insincere thought, follow a different one. Keep your chin up, your head to the sky, hold your pride, and do not let anyone touch it. Not anyone get close to your beliefs and truly believe that you are a good person.
You still want to worry?
Well thats fine...
Afterall its a journey that you must take yourself.
Could you find the confidence to be good enough for those people?
Who would think you were the only one that solely suffered in this world in such a way?
Obviously you were the only one.
Not as if there is those people down there that could possibly care for such confidence.
Happiness is not unnatural.
Suffering is natural. So that makes Happiness natural.
Isn't that what truly makes the world a great place to be in?
that's so true and it hits me so hard
Just read the first sentence has made me crying
hello im from 4 months after this comment! and im feeling the same way as you i question if i should change myself for them, if my existence is worth it, if i deserve to have this life when someone out there needed it the most. but then i fought i know im still an 18 years old person but im trying my best to battle my own self because someday, someday things will get better we can be the best version of ourself without knowing it. im very aware that words are hard to apply in real life but hang in there okay. remember that i am here cheering you up. although i am still battling myself, im willing to reach you out and let you know that theres so many days ahead of us
Don’t you worry for God you are enough he made you like that he took his time to make you people will always expect the impossible from you but God wants the possible and all impossible he can make possible(Amen)
Those who smile a lot are the ones who are hurt the most
True
Yep its me
Yeah I felt that comment
I smile but i only get hungry for food after that (i smile too much)
That is true
iyi hissediyorum biraz duygusal ve rahatlamış bir şekil aldım. Bu harika birşey, odamda karanlıkta oturuyorum. Hemen yanımdaki pencereden ruzgardan hareketlenen agaçların sesını duyuyorum güzel bir gece ve son olarak aynı yıldızın altında filmini izliyorum... life is good
Whoever reading this....
Your great,no one is perfect,but your great,you are loved,you are cared,and your heart is from heaven
Dont be sad..the people bully you will get hurt one day.your awesome,hope you are well❤️🧡💛💚💙🖤
No
WEIRDOOOO
I latirly cryed
IDI POJUY SOPLEY HOMIE )
DA
I'm listening during the first minutes of 2020.. Alone , No dreams , No goals , no tommorow , nth around , just air, breath , all what i can do is breathing , I'm afraid to lose this ability too, but I'm keeping breath... I'm lost, wanna cry? Definitely not, my tears dried years ago turned my eyes to dead rocks , i lost my way, trynna find it with this melody, but it makes me more confused like a smoke from a killer cigarette going every where then nth , just this melody again, what will happen at the end! I don't know I'm still lost..Oh Allah i just need Sign , is any body there..! No answer..as usual..back to melody with high volume while my voice in my head is gone...💔
Good for ya meh all friend betrayed me
@Farisyah Ghani ye im fine
@Farisyah Ghani Worse
@Farisyah Ghani I'm a guy, Thnx Sis💜
1 year passed to this comment and I'm worse