I've never cried during a DEH animatic But seeing the picture of connor flicker to Connor in a coffin, his hair pulled back, and then the absolute horror on Zoe's face is just- Wow. I was balling like a baby.
I just have to mention how much I love the emotion you put into Larry. Most animatics just make him seem annoyed and disappointed (mostly because that's how Michael Parks played him in the beginning of the Broadway run (and the only mainstream visual bootleg)), but I absolutely adore how you actually show how upset he is over the death of his son. It really does help a ton in making Larry actually feel like a genuine person who we could actually like and relate to, instead of just a straight-up jerk who didn't care for Connor just because he wasn't what he wanted.
Love the light and darkness symbolism. Zoe and Larry fill the house with light wherever they go as they refuse to grieve - or rather they refuse to admit they miss Connor’s presence in their lives, the picture I got being that they mourn the loss of any happy, loving family dynamic they could have had with Connor that his own actions, mental illness or not, helped sabotage; and the loss of the chance to find proper closure for the legitimate pain he caused them; more than the messy, complicated, mysterious individual himself. This because they want to see their pasts and relationships with Connor clearly and factually, according to what actually happened rather than the very different word of a boy they barely know. Meanwhile, Cynthia is literally kept in the dark by Evan’s emails. Darkness is often associated with death, grief and depressing feelings. Zoe and Murphy reject that through seeking and spreading light. Even Cynthia’s vision of Connor is made of the same yellow light since it comforts her and distracts her from her sorrow.
The moment where you see Connor lying in the casket is what made me cry. It makes it real. There's no "right answer" in suicide. When you die, it's finished. Nothing can be reversed, no matter how much we regret. It's such a devastating heartbreaking end. You're animatic is beautiful. You truly have amazing talent. And to anyone who is contemplating taking away your life- DON'T I have been there. I know that it is a dark place to be in. But to take away your life is not the solution. all the pain that you feel just diffuses into the ones who love you. When you are in such a lonely place, everything is seen through a veil. It's seems no one could possibly love you. but they do. If you want to talk, then talk to me. I don't mind. Just don't keep it inside you.
and to make it worse you can see the marks from the rope from connors suicide. assuming the creator of this animatic thinks of it as him having hung himself
It's one thing to do it but thinking about it is the worst I have my family by my side but I lost so many people in my life and I just can't take all the grief of losing everyone my grandpa only has his sister from his early life his friends are gone or far away and his parents brother are gone and my grandma passed away in 2010 I can't imagine my life that way I know I will kill myself one day but I really don't want to see everyone gone
One thing that I have learned from that dark path is that I'm a warrior that survived the deadliest fight. depression is something my family has in their blood, the least I could do is try and fix mine and help others. I have a tip for you guys that are still trying to break the bedrock walls of depression, just keep going straight. It might be dark and scary and hard to get through, but you are strong. The monsters that show up are obstacles you can face. My father almost ended his life, I almost ended my life. But know at the end of the tunnel, is everything you ever dreamed of when being alive.
THANK you for making this! I feel like Zoe really was upset in some way over her brother's death deep down, but it didn't look like it in the musical and the few animatics I've seen of this song don't seem to acknowledge it either. But you! You still made her mad and upset while having a hint of actual sadness at his death. Thank you! And of course I love your art, but that's a given ahaha
Yeah it feels like everyone is too quick to jump to the assumption that Connor really had no redeeming qualities just because all the nice stuff was made up by Evan, but that doesn't mean Connor was a badguy, it just means we didn't get to see him being nice (outside of him signing the cast that one time).
I love the details in the emotions and sound effects as always. I especially love when Zoe was walking upstairs she had stars on the cuffs on her jeans like it is said she does when she's bored, I love that attention to detail and when you added the voice audio of the father talking to the mother about going into the room, it adds even deeper emotion that the musical couldn't provide when it comes to their expressions.
Okay, okay but seriously, I need an au where Zoe actually cared about Connor and same thing with Connor but both of them try to hide it from each other and it ends in disaster but also Connor lives
Ok so I usually don’t cry during animatics especially because I have heard the songs over and over, but when you showed the family portrait it made me think....wait so now Connor is dead and they just have all these pictures of him even thought he isn’t here anymore and it just made it so so real for me that it wasn’t even funny and I started to cry. Also the same thing with the coffin. In the musical he keeps coming back (as Evans conscience) and we don’t get to process the fact that he is really gone, so showing him in the coffin really made this so real for me so thank you for sharing your tremendous talent with us mere mortals
This is genius. I love how you played it out. I also loved that Zoe grabbed the photo of her and Connor when they were little and that you do see a hint of sadness there. I love that. They even hint in the play that there were happy memories from when they were little and I like how you portrayed her anger very well and also showed the slight conflict she feels over his death. The part where Larry drops his cigarette after seeing Connor in the mirror is also really powerful. We know Connor probably smoked weed and to me it seems as though Larry drops his cigarette because the smoking reminds him of what his son was doing wrong and all the things that he couldn’t/didn’t try to help him with. It was really amazing. My favorite requiem animatic. The constant turning off and on of the lights was also really clever.
Why no one is talking about how creator of this animatic used two complementary colors: yellow and purple? It such a nice detail when you think about it. Purple represents darkness and yellow represents light, I mean those are opposites, so it's a good way to show how diffrent they feel about Connor death. Really good job author, keep going ;)
this is the saddest griefing of a family I have ever seen... in my experience family comes together when bad things happen and not drifts further apart. It tells you so much about the struggles beneath.
This is amazing! Love it! I was really happy that she didn't smash the picture of her and Connor because that was probably the only good memory she had of him. How they were best friends when they were younger
This is SO BEAUTIFUL and so TOUCHING. This perfectly represents the song and it's meaning!!! Thank you so much for working so hard to make this come to life!! Truly a work of art ❤️❤️
Oh my God, you gathered here all complicated emotions from the song. It's grief filled with anger and anxiety. And I love little details - like a stars on Zoe's jeans, switching lights or the fact that she and Connor very look alike. Throwing a photo made me cry. And, of course, I love the flicker of Connor in coffin.
Wow this was so amazing!! Everything Ist just perfectly done, I love how in every frame their faces hold so many emotions and the element with turning the lights on and off was just magnificent ! I sub now, after watching one video, how do you not have 500000 views yet?! Just breath taking work I'm completely in awe (and in tears ;D )
First of all, the art was great! Second of all, the sound effects made it so beautiful. And third of all, this hit home for me. Recently, three people in my life passed away. This video shows grief perfectly. Or at least how I dealt with it. Thank you and keep doing great.
Oh my goodness, I found this animatic through a reaction video but I couldn't focus on the reaction because this is just so beautiful. You had me in tears. Incredible!!
I haven't seen this musical and I don't know where to either but man, the animatics you made with the songs are just... so goshdamn good!! And this one, without knowing what the story is or anything, had me bawling. The expressions helped convey the emotions in the song and just ugh my heart strings
I LOVE the mirror effect you did between father and son it was completely beautiful but gosh your whole video is breath taking and so brilliantly done. I am in such an awe that I don't think I can't express how in love I've become with all of you DEH videos keep up the amazing work and I hope you make another DEH video soon.
ALSO IM SO GLAD I GET TO WATCH THIS I DONT CARE THAT ITS ALMOST 12 MIDNIGHT AND THAT I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 4 BECAUSE I HAVE CLASS TOMORROW NOPE IM DROPPING EVERYTHING JUST TO WATCH THIS
damn, this actually brought me to tears. I'm not too fond of DEH but this song has always stuck with me mainly because of how relatable it is for me. The emotion you put into it is just....wow
That was amazing. You really touched my heart and you found the right scenes to let me melt away 💖 so thanks for that beautiful animation. Sincerely me.
I so amazing look at your old animations and see how much have grown. Also very unique! I see you use a lot imagination to create your scenes instead of recreating ones that other made :)
Honestly, I hate Dear Evan Hansen for the way they depicted Connor Murphy. He deserved better character depth. Instead he got like 10 lines WHILST BEING ALIVE and most of them being "fuck you" :( I love the play still and I love Connor but yeah
the last time i was this early connor was still alive
Sabie Aldover
Did you just-
tOO SOON
*too soon*
Oof
Sabie Aldover whO GaVE yOu tHE rIgHT
I love how Zoe looks pissed rather than sad for this animatic. Zoe was caused pain from Conner, and it really conveys good emotion
I love that moment where is Zoey's about to throw that picture of her and Connor out the window but then stops it's just a beautiful beautiful moment
can we all just take a minute to appreciate the extra sound effects however quiet they were? please?
Yeah! Like the little sound of Larry's shoe when he stands on the cigarette! And the light switches. And when Cynthia used the lamp!
I've never cried during a DEH animatic
But seeing the picture of connor flicker to Connor in a coffin, his hair pulled back, and then the absolute horror on Zoe's face is just-
Wow.
I was balling like a baby.
Dude Conner in the coffin gave me chills
I just have to mention how much I love the emotion you put into Larry. Most animatics just make him seem annoyed and disappointed (mostly because that's how Michael Parks played him in the beginning of the Broadway run (and the only mainstream visual bootleg)), but I absolutely adore how you actually show how upset he is over the death of his son. It really does help a ton in making Larry actually feel like a genuine person who we could actually like and relate to, instead of just a straight-up jerk who didn't care for Connor just because he wasn't what he wanted.
Okay so hey guys the saddest part is when Connor's picture flashes to him lying in his casket.
At least for me, I cried a little. Okay a lot.
When?
Love the light and darkness symbolism. Zoe and Larry fill the house with light wherever they go as they refuse to grieve - or rather they refuse to admit they miss Connor’s presence in their lives, the picture I got being that they mourn the loss of any happy, loving family dynamic they could have had with Connor that his own actions, mental illness or not, helped sabotage; and the loss of the chance to find proper closure for the legitimate pain he caused them; more than the messy, complicated, mysterious individual himself. This because they want to see their pasts and relationships with Connor clearly and factually, according to what actually happened rather than the very different word of a boy they barely know. Meanwhile, Cynthia is literally kept in the dark by Evan’s emails. Darkness is often associated with death, grief and depressing feelings. Zoe and Murphy reject that through seeking and spreading light. Even Cynthia’s vision of Connor is made of the same yellow light since it comforts her and distracts her from her sorrow.
Lol isn't it wonderful just crying suddenly in the middle of the night?
When it flickered to Connor dead in the coffin I legit almost cried...OMG this is sad and amazing and the art is just phenomenal and uggh I'm dead
The moment where you see Connor lying in the casket is what made me cry. It makes it real. There's no "right answer" in suicide. When you die, it's finished. Nothing can be reversed, no matter how much we regret. It's such a devastating heartbreaking end.
You're animatic is beautiful. You truly have amazing talent.
And to anyone who is contemplating taking away your life- DON'T
I have been there. I know that it is a dark place to be in. But to take away your life is not the solution. all the pain that you feel just diffuses into the ones who love you. When you are in such a lonely place, everything is seen through a veil. It's seems no one could possibly love you. but they do.
If you want to talk, then talk to me. I don't mind. Just don't keep it inside you.
and to make it worse you can see the marks from the rope from connors suicide. assuming the creator of this animatic thinks of it as him having hung himself
It's nice from you to say that, but I doubt that anyone out of my called "family" would really care
Jesus Garcia didn't he die from overdose of pills?
It's one thing to do it but thinking about it is the worst I have my family by my side but I lost so many people in my life and I just can't take all the grief of losing everyone my grandpa only has his sister from his early life his friends are gone or far away and his parents brother are gone and my grandma passed away in 2010 I can't imagine my life that way I know I will kill myself one day but I really don't want to see everyone gone
One thing that I have learned from that dark path is that I'm a warrior that survived the deadliest fight. depression is something my family has in their blood, the least I could do is try and fix mine and help others. I have a tip for you guys that are still trying to break the bedrock walls of depression, just keep going straight. It might be dark and scary and hard to get through, but you are strong. The monsters that show up are obstacles you can face. My father almost ended his life, I almost ended my life. But know at the end of the tunnel, is everything you ever dreamed of when being alive.
THANK you for making this! I feel like Zoe really was upset in some way over her brother's death deep down, but it didn't look like it in the musical and the few animatics I've seen of this song don't seem to acknowledge it either.
But you! You still made her mad and upset while having a hint of actual sadness at his death. Thank you!
And of course I love your art, but that's a given ahaha
Yeah it feels like everyone is too quick to jump to the assumption that Connor really had no redeeming qualities just because all the nice stuff was made up by Evan, but that doesn't mean Connor was a badguy, it just means we didn't get to see him being nice (outside of him signing the cast that one time).
I love the details in the emotions and sound effects as always. I especially love when Zoe was walking upstairs she had stars on the cuffs on her jeans like it is said she does when she's bored, I love that attention to detail and when you added the voice audio of the father talking to the mother about going into the room, it adds even deeper emotion that the musical couldn't provide when it comes to their expressions.
Hi my name is "This animatic litterally fucking made me sob" pleasure to meet ya.
-who gave you the fucking right-
When I was this early, Connor wasn't a depressed stoner.
The fact that you also put little blips of sound effects really shows that you're pretty serious on your animatics. Good job😊.
Okay, okay but seriously, I need an au where Zoe actually cared about Connor and same thing with Connor but both of them try to hide it from each other and it ends in disaster but also Connor lives
Please
This is the most realistic portrayal of Requiem I have ever seen. It is truly incredible
Nope, didn't need my heart today
3:16
Dang it! I told myself NOT to cry this time!!
Ok so I usually don’t cry during animatics especially because I have heard the songs over and over, but when you showed the family portrait it made me think....wait so now Connor is dead and they just have all these pictures of him even thought he isn’t here anymore and it just made it so so real for me that it wasn’t even funny and I started to cry. Also the same thing with the coffin. In the musical he keeps coming back (as Evans conscience) and we don’t get to process the fact that he is really gone, so showing him in the coffin really made this so real for me so thank you for sharing your tremendous talent with us mere mortals
This is genius. I love how you played it out. I also loved that Zoe grabbed the photo of her and Connor when they were little and that you do see a hint of sadness there. I love that. They even hint in the play that there were happy memories from when they were little and I like how you portrayed her anger very well and also showed the slight conflict she feels over his death. The part where Larry drops his cigarette after seeing Connor in the mirror is also really powerful. We know Connor probably smoked weed and to me it seems as though Larry drops his cigarette because the smoking reminds him of what his son was doing wrong and all the things that he couldn’t/didn’t try to help him with. It was really amazing. My favorite requiem animatic. The constant turning off and on of the lights was also really clever.
Why no one is talking about how creator of this animatic used two complementary colors: yellow and purple? It such a nice detail when you think about it. Purple represents darkness and yellow represents light, I mean those are opposites, so it's a good way to show how diffrent they feel about Connor death. Really good job author, keep going ;)
My friends are so talented and creative!! This is easily my favorite requiem animatic, it feels so cohesive and put together!! You’re so good!
this is the saddest griefing of a family I have ever seen... in my experience family comes together when bad things happen and not drifts further apart. It tells you so much about the struggles beneath.
I got chills with the connor in the coffin picture, this has to be my favorite animatic of the song and of the entire musical actually
2:01 and that's how everyone died
I love how you added the stars to the cuffs of Zoey's jeans. Like how Evan sang it her in " If I Could Tell Her." Amazing Animatic
I love the sound effects and how you edited in the dialogue!
This is amazing! Love it!
I was really happy that she didn't smash the picture of her and Connor because that was probably the only good memory she had of him. How they were best friends when they were younger
I love the "Gayy" poster
hey it doesn't matter it took you so long! animation just takes a long time! and the result looks awesome!! love it Teddy!! great work!!
Like always you make it beautiful even when it hurts keep drawing
This is SO BEAUTIFUL and so TOUCHING. This perfectly represents the song and it's meaning!!! Thank you so much for working so hard to make this come to life!! Truly a work of art ❤️❤️
This has gotta be my favorite animatic due to the sounds and all details put into it and emotion expressed!
YAASSSSSSS THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG FROM DEAR EVAN HANSEN!!!!!!
Oh my God, you gathered here all complicated emotions from the song. It's grief filled with anger and anxiety.
And I love little details - like a stars on Zoe's jeans, switching lights or the fact that she and Connor very look alike.
Throwing a photo made me cry.
And, of course, I love the flicker of Connor in coffin.
at ending you.. You put my favorite part
HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CRY
Connor’s mom is so sweet. I just love her so much.
THIS IS FRIKING BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOSH I LOVE IT SO MUCH THANK YOU
Wow this was so amazing!! Everything Ist just perfectly done, I love how in every frame their faces hold so many emotions and the element with turning the lights on and off was just magnificent ! I sub now, after watching one video, how do you not have 500000 views yet?! Just breath taking work I'm completely in awe (and in tears ;D )
Could you please do A Little Bit Of Light? It's really the only song where you get to know the _real_ Connor.
Nope, "In the Bedroom Down the Hall" (another cut song from the musical) also shows us more of who Connor really was...
NOBODY IS TALKING ABOUT 2:46 WHEN THE PICTURE STARTS GLOWING BRO I WAS IN AWE UGH I LUV IT
when zoe was ab to throw the photo i cried, holy SHIT
First of all, the art was great! Second of all, the sound effects made it so beautiful. And third of all, this hit home for me. Recently, three people in my life passed away. This video shows grief perfectly. Or at least how I dealt with it. Thank you and keep doing great.
Brooke Mattingly im so sorry for your loss. thank you for enjoying my video, and i hope it gets easier ❤️
teddy soda Don’t worry, it’s been a few months. But enough about me! I hope you continue with your art and are very successful!❤️
Oh my goodness, I found this animatic through a reaction video but I couldn't focus on the reaction because this is just so beautiful. You had me in tears. Incredible!!
I haven't seen this musical and I don't know where to either but man, the animatics you made with the songs are just... so goshdamn good!! And this one, without knowing what the story is or anything, had me bawling. The expressions helped convey the emotions in the song and just ugh my heart strings
Amazing. Never Have I Watched Something That Makes Me Bawl Like Baby So Many Times. You’ve Given Me A New Emotional Experience Thank You ❤️
I love how it’s like a gritty comic style. It’s actually really cool
I LOVE the mirror effect you did between father and son it was completely beautiful but gosh your whole video is breath taking and so brilliantly done. I am in such an awe that I don't think I can't express how in love I've become with all of you DEH videos keep up the amazing work and I hope you make another DEH video soon.
I like your videos before watching them because I already know I'm going to love them. They're so unique and original. Pure art! Keep it up!
ALSO IM SO GLAD I GET TO WATCH THIS I DONT CARE THAT ITS ALMOST 12 MIDNIGHT AND THAT I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 4 BECAUSE I HAVE CLASS TOMORROW NOPE IM DROPPING EVERYTHING JUST TO WATCH THIS
This touched my heart. Wonderful
I love your pfp!
I really love this- you're so skilled and clearly put so much detail and emotion into this!
damn, this actually brought me to tears. I'm not too fond of DEH but this song has always stuck with me mainly because of how relatable it is for me. The emotion you put into it is just....wow
3:35 💔💔
That was amazing. You really touched my heart and you found the right scenes to let me melt away 💖 so thanks for that beautiful animation.
Sincerely me.
What these aren't teARS RUNNING DOWN MY FRICKING FACE
God I love this. You’ve done so well
One of the best animatics I’ve ever seen
FUCKING GREAT COLORS AND SET UP AND COMPOSITION
THE SOUND EFFECTS AND MINI FLASHBACKS UGH
MY HEART, YOUVE EARNED A SUB
[ depressing guitar ]
You are amazing!! I really hope that you'll do more of those! Great job!
I so amazing look at your old animations and see how much have grown. Also very unique! I see you use a lot imagination to create your scenes instead of recreating ones that other made :)
this made me cry it's so good uM
This so awesome and amazingly done!
TEDDY POSTED DROP EVERYTHING
Loving the content! Keep up the great work teddy!
I’m not crying yOU’RE CRYING
Brooke Garza yes I am but that's not the point. We're all a little sobby so just admit your tears and join the pain train
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULL
Cynthia's part is making me sob
God damn it, I'm crying so so *much*
heck this is amazing!
i literally went searching for this video bc i remembered you made it and im on a quest to tell u i love u on all social media platforms available
3:31 REALLY FUCKING GOT ME FUCK I'M CRYING SO MUCH THAT PHOTO AKSJEKDNEKKDKE
this animatic is so good bless you bless you bless you
I screamed when I saw this... I wish I was kidding.
Bro I lost it at the added dialogue in connor's room you added-
Boy howdy this is GREAT! 😁👏👏👏
Beautiful guitar
OMG YASS it's hereeeee
This is beautifull
Why was the light switch sound so satisfying-
This song reminds me of "No one mourns the wicked"
Amazing.
Well RUclips showed me a Mountain Dew ad
Wrong musical YT
I'm crying in class bravo 😭
I actually love this, but I swear those are minecraft sound effects XD
Zoe: I will sing no requiem tonight
Me: how tomorrow night?
IM LATE TO THE PARTY BUT TEDDY THIS IS SO GOOD
I LOVE THIS< I LOVE YOU
bruh
3:31 is when it rlly hit me that he was dead
Holy shit
AWWWW ZOE ;;-;;
The fact that this has 1 dislike kills me inside
Those extra noises added we’re very unnecessary but the animatic was fucking amazing well done 👍🏽👏🏽
3:16 is that a mark on his neck from when he took his own life? 🥺💔
I didn't notice that until now. Jeez really giving me the chills man
1:34
...IS THAT AN MCR POSTER??
Honestly, I hate Dear Evan Hansen for the way they depicted Connor Murphy. He deserved better character depth. Instead he got like 10 lines WHILST BEING ALIVE and most of them being "fuck you" :( I love the play still and I love Connor but yeah
i would like make an subtitle translation for spanish