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Hi Love, good Afternoon I hope you're doing well. I recently came across your amazing videos and content on RUclips, and I just wanted to say how much I appreciate all the beautiful things you're sharing with the world. Your work is truly inspiring!

@planes3333 One thing you'll also notice it's how many people (mostly woman) write these killers and want to marry them and all that nonsense. It's so messed up how people glorify serial killers. I had a friend who was obsessed with them and it was just stupid to me. There is no "power" in being evil. They seem to think there is power in it. It doesnt .are a man manlier or more alpha to be a murderer. It means that dude is being controlled by an ancient demonic spirit and he was too weak to resist it or was raised up in a home where those things were invited in. It breaks my heart that this stuff happens in our world. And it's only going to get worse. Jesus is our only hope. I pray He comes back soon!

@@love2mycat Yes those people are not someone to glorify or want to be like or anything. I think Richard Remirez and Charles Manson had a bit of a female fan base. Which as you say is awful. I mean its the sickest sin imaginable. In my opinion. I would agree that those people who perpetrate those sins are at demonically influenced. Satan is a murderer and a liar from the start. He is the destroyer and accuser of brethren and the Lord rebukes him. Too bad the world still has to endure the antichrist. Ok peace

@planes3333 that's awesome! You're my kind of people. You are definately not alone. I suck at being a 'good christian". When I finally stopped listening to other people's idea of what a true Christian looked like and started really absorbing God's Word (ive read the bible fully only 2 times, but the new testiment and 90% of the old testiment I've read completely like anywhere from 10 to 30 times depending on what chapters and verses) the pharisees could quote probly the whole Tora (old testiment) but they didn't get it, so I try really hard to really let God open the words up to me and put them in my heart. God tells us let every man be a liar and God be the only truth. I believe that's in proverbs. I suck at remembering the addresses for scriptures, so I can speak in scripture but most the time I can't tell you where to find it. That's another issue with adhd, I struggle deeply with numbers and memory issues. I loved reading about what you've been through. I'm actually from the west coast (Washington and Oregon) I lived in California when I was a Satanist, and loved in Alaska as a kid and livednin Idaho a few years ago. So I'm from the same part of the world, it's hard to live on the west coast. It's dark, rainy, cold, and every miserable person in the continent and from other parts of the world all seem to want to congregate there. And then having I-5 brings every drug imaginable from Mexico all the way up to the bering sea. So I feel your pain. I just lost one of my closest childhood friends to an accidental overdose of Fentynal. My brother spent years in prison. Everyone I ever knew was messed up at one time in their life. I'm not blaming it on the west coast but I think there is a principality that rules over the west coast. It would explain why California's bay area and Hollywood are the butthole of the united states. There are some really good people there and some phenominal ministries and Christian artists and churches there, but it seems like evil owns that part of the world. I don't mind that you wrote about these things. That's another adhd thing. We tend to share a lot and somtimes we feel we annoy people, we "over share" or we think we go on too much. There are thousands of comments from me all over the internet where it took me over an hour to write it all. 🤣 infact I'm sure some people see my 2 million word comme t and be like "nope" and just move on. I like to read them, so you are among friends with me if you feel opened up to sharing. I think if God puts it on your heart, you should share your testimony on here in a video. That would be awesome. I thought for the longest time that it was stupid of me to share because everyone else has heard stories like mine, but the more people have someone to identify with, the more comfortable that person or those people are to boldly step out in faith and trust God. They knkw they won't fall off a cliff into hell when they see others doing it. I always try to encourage everyone I meet on here who shares some of their lives with me to share it with others. I think the more crap we have been through, the greater our ability to be trusted when it comes to sharing Jesus with people. People like us don't just change because we "grew up". We are changed so deeply that it can't be explained by science and even secular doctors think it crazy. My husband is 50 also, he used to sell drugs. He was a junkie for years, he cleaned up in the 90s but he has a really strong testimony. No one could believe he ever touched meth. No one could believe he was ever a needle junkie. But he was, God just transformed him. But even he, like all of us, have times where we get on fire for Jesus amd then cool off. I think this is part of us being put in the wilderness. After every break through, God allows us to go through a lonely dark night of the soul type season or time, i think its to humble us. It's where we feel so bad and so abandoned and empty. But we are not alone. Those are the times we must trust in God's Word to sustain us over "bread" like Jesus did in the desert for 40 days and nights. You notice how satan waited untill the end of the 40 days to screw with Jesus though? Satan wants ypu at your weakest before he even thinks he stands a chance at getting you to sin against God. So ww go through weak times in our life, and if we dont stregthen our spirit by feeding it Gods Word, we can fall into a trap more easily. I'm learning this slowly. Like when I'm in a cool off period I struggle really hard to read the bible and pray. I have to force myself to do it. I'm glad you are seeking Jesus and staying true even when it's difficult. That's more than I can say for some career Christians. Like you said, he who is forgiven much loves much. He is also able to spot so much more than someone who's never been through those sins in their life. You can see the temptation coming on, you know where it will.lead, so many don't. And they fall right into those traps. I pray that you get into the place where God wants you to be. Whether it's the one you mentioned or a different one. Wherever He takes you, I pray you are able to settle in super quick and begin doing all the things that God has put on your heart to do. I'll keep this and you in my prayers. You are my brother in Christ and I'm so thankful that you are in the family!

@@love2mycat Wow thanks so much for sharing your story. I can empathise with many parts of it. So you have also been in the the pacific northwest. It is as you say annoying with all the rain and there seems to be more of a rebellion or satanic attitude that does not seem to be as much a part of in Alberta or the other provinces. There is the bible belt though of Abbotsford that has a church on every street corner but then Abbotsford has the highest murder rate per capital..Thats why I love Gods kingdom as the darkness can not comprehend the light meaning that Jesus never sinned the darkness tried all it had in it to make Jesus sin, just once, but being the warrior king of love that he is he did not falter. On another note you may enjoy an animated video called "the bible from satans perspective" it is very good as it shows how satan went from his glory in heaven and then being cast out to where he is on earth and trying to attack Job, then Zechariah and then Jesus and then it goes to the beast the false prophet and then to the antichrist. I love the bible and I am a huge animation fan with almost 70 gigabytes of animation so I just love Evangelion and Berserk and Samurai Champloo and Claymore. Yes I agree Satan is good at what he does, he does patiently wait and he picks his battles, if he cant bring you down in some area he attacks another, he attacks in deception and trickery. I actually have a bit of an interest of our enemy and I respect his power. He is ultra evil but I respect this enemy who wiped out a third of the angels with him by having them join him. Also in the book of Jude (one of my favorites) it says "But Michael the archangel, when he disputed with the devil and argued about the body of Moses, did not dare pronounce against him an abusive judgment, but said, “The Lord rebuke you!” So when I see people mocking satan or insulting him in christian circles I remind them that they are treading on thin ice. For me when I do war against him I quote scripture or I rebuke him in Jesus name. However I dont mock him of my own ability as he is millions of times stronger then me as John Piper says. However we are given authority to trample serpents but I always use Jesus name, the name above all names to do war. Yeah I think you might like that video I mentioned on u tube, or maybe not. I can understand someone who was in that life for a bit being against watching that. I generally stay away from downtown eastside of vancouver videos where it shows the street and junkies because I have been there, it was hell on earth at times, no always but mostly. I also saw the destruction of probably 100 people I knew or knew of if you count, fentanyl, suicide, aids, overdose, murder, covid and the many faces of death. So your married? that must be nice! Congratulations on that, it is also wonderful to hear about the redemption of your husband. Testimonies rock. I wish I have a better one but I think God will still use me and I have been blessed to lead the odd junky or person in jail and detox to the lord. I have been able to help tell the gospel to about 10 people in my life, I feel so good in bringing christs love to people,.........i just wish I had not wasted so many years *sigh* Yes reading the bible cover to cover is awesome, I always suggest to people to do the same. I read it when I was about 20 years old and I read it cover to cover at my grammas and I would read it every night, and it took about a year and I read every word, from Genesis to revelations, leviticus was tough and there were also so many amazing things I learned about that nobody ever talks about in church like God telling ezekiel to cook bread over human poo in leviticus chapter 4 and there were some brutal disgusting things and sides of God and the sin and the deprivation. The bible is no easy library to get through, from demonic attacks making me sleepy to confusing levitical laws, like "if you have a boil and its not white go and see the priest and he will pronounce you unclean and you must go to the city of refuge" there is so much stuff. I can totally relate with knowing words of god but not being able to put a chapter and verse heading to it, however I am ok with that. I actually grew up baptist and I have been reading the bible for 40 years minimum. So I think I have a good strong grasp of Gods word and his message. I have struggled with some passages and I have embraced others. Gods word is trully remarkable and fun fact if you look up the first names in the bible like Adam, enoch, methuselah etc the first names in the bible when put together actually spell out a prophesy of Jesus that say "man is appointed mortal sorrow but he will be saved" or something along those lines, if you get a change check them out and see for yourself. So keep the faith,run the race and god bless you, it has been very nice talking and opening up and discussing the greatest thing on earth. Jesus

@planes3333 thankyou for sharing this with me. I really struggled with whether I was going to share it or not. I've always thought of my issues like ADHD as non-glorifying to God so it was a "throw away" thing I shouldn't talk about, but God really pressed me to share it. I'm so thankful you are still in Love with Jesus. That is so important! He really is the best addiction to have. The only one that doesn't ruin lives! The addiction that gives back and doesn't take everything good from your life. And there's no "come down" or withdrawls and you never run out of Him! 🥰 There are varying levels of severity with ADHD, unfortunately my oldest son and I are on the extreme side. You don't always have to be hyper to have ADHD, although its a tell tale sign of someone having it. Boys are more likely to be diagnosed because of that hyporactivity while girls are more mentally hypor. Our minds wont shut down and we struggle with perfectionism issues. I studied it for years before I ever even looked into whether I had it or not, and got testing and sought any kind of treatment. It's very difficult to navigate life with it. It's even harder when the world doesn't believe it's real. You can actually grow out of the symptoms in some cases according to a bunch of studies, but it's more than likely somthing you'll have the rest of your life, and the worse you have it the worse the symptoms get over time I guess. I know that alot of the reason we have addiction problems and self idolatry problems are from the carnel flesh sin issues, but having adhd you have a higher chance of commitijg suicide, abusing drugs and alcohol, being sexually active at a young age, you are likely to be more reckless and endanger your life more by doing dumb things. Alot of ADHD people struggle to keep a job, we drop out of school because we just can't get understanding, we are insecure in relationships. And this has happened to me even when I was a Christian before I turned away for a while and then God drew me back to Him shortly before I sought diagnosis and treatment. It would have been so much easier if I would have had therapy at a young age. I'm not huge on kids being medicated, but the therapy is so helpful. The more that we are learning about adhd the more we are discovering tools to help us navigate life with it. I'm just so thankful to Jesus that by stepping out in faith and sharing this, I was able to help you. It's all worth it to me if it's glorifying to God and it helps someone. 🙏 It helps me to know it helped you. This grows my faith, and helps me know I am doing what Jesus wants me to be doing when it comes to sharing aspects of my walk and what Hes teaching me. It says in scripture that what He tells us in secret at night, we are to shout from the rooftops in the daytime to everyone. My channel is my rooftop lol. 💜 God bless you too and thank you 🙏💜

@@love2mycat Thanks for sharing the truth to me about ADHD and your own struggles. too. I guess I have had it for so long I kind of feel like its just the way it is. My sister is pressing me to take drugs but I know they are just amphetamines and I have been down that road. Ughhh besides its unique I like who I am when I am not living in active premeditated sin, ( I still sin like when I hurt myself I sometimes let out an F bomb) however I dont sit in my sins anymore or live recklessly and rest in forgiveness. I actually shudder at all my past sins but God says his mercies are new every day. I will look at thumbs up more of your videos if thats ok, and comment. I also agree its nice to see a familiar person on utube or in the world in general. Ughhh my mom wants me to do a bunch of chores around her house, as I moved in to her huge house in the suburbs after I fell apart in the city. She wants me to prune some plants and root some raspberry plants so she can sell them and she wants me to cut some branches down.. I can do it though and also my sister is coming over, she didnt fall into addiction she is a teacher and she went to trinity western university where they kind of seemed to teach lies about other religions also having a "born of a virgin died from crucifiction lie" that was taught to her and also it was in the movie Zeitgeist. So my sister Tonya now believes in Jesus, she believes in God but she doesn't go to church and she believes in reincarnation and channeling and yoga and new age stuff. My sister cut me off for many years in my addiction but she came back into my life in the last year after shutting me out for about 20 years. Weird.......she says my addictions hurt her to watch thats why, however she is ultra sensitive so I can see maybe why she did it, however some of my christian friends have been so apathetic and weak , they could have made some effort to make a phone call to see if I still breathed, especially in the bad fentanyl years but such is life, I too made many decisions that separated me from life, Jesus and family and friends. SO my sister is coming by to play a game called careers and they we will play the peanuts matching pairs game, eat some lunch and go for a walk around the park or the block. peace and blessings to you from canada thanks for being a friend. I like the verse. ""All the hidden things will be brought into the light and the secret things will be shouted from the rooftops" as I dont hide much I am pretty transparent about my life and sins and faults (well I suck at hiding them anyways) However I think when we stand before Jesus and we are in the new heaven and new earth and new Jerusalem we wont be on the bottom of the teams roster, meaning I think more things will come to light like maybe we had 10 times more demons attacking us since we were young and satan put more effort to destroying us then he did other people. Thats what it sometimes feels like, then again I think about myself as sinning more then others so its nuanced and paradoxical. I am just happy to feel gods love and mercy and presence in my life,I have felt alone and only in my flesh before, meaning I have not felt gods presence in me and that makes me feel so gross, along and abandoned. For a while I felt like God was like me Dad who left the family, like God abandons us when we sin, maybe his presence does not like putting up with sin but GOd chooses us we dont choose him or he loves us first. Its complicated the more I learn about God and the bible the more I see it as an onion that keeps getting deeper, and I love it. Ok peace gotta go Darren over and out

@planes3333 they do have medications that are not stimulants. They also have just life coaching which I hear really helps. I hear you about not wanting to go down the road of getting medicated. I am the same way about a lot of things. It took me 23 years to finally break down to be treated. Spent 1t years having hands laid on me and prophesies spoken over me. I hid that I was still affected by it. God healed me of so many things in my life that I rely struggled with why He wouldn't heal me of this. Maybe this was why, so I could share my story and help e courage other people to know that God hasn't abandoned them whether they break treatment or not. I still believe God can heal me. I still pray for it, but I pray for it differently now. I just choose to believe that God will work this out in me one way or another. I get judged a lot for finally getting treatment and although it hurts my feelings, I have peace about the decision I made prayerfully. It wasn't just one of those "I want drugs" type things. I was never attracted to stimulants in my drug days. I was a an opioid and alcohol addict. I was already treated like a meth head all my life because I have hyporactive ADHD and my parents were meth addicts and I grew up hating it so bad because the way it made my parents act. I look at it this way also, to make antivenom for snake bites, you need to use venom. So as long as it's being used properly and people are not abusing it, I think it can really help people. But there are too many people who abuse the medications. But I totally understand not wanting to even try it if you've struggled with infedimenes. That's like how I feel about ever being put on pain medicine again. Even when I get teeth removed I refuse to let them give me opioid pain meds. I don't ever want to go back down that road again. I won't even by alcohol mouth wash. I just don't want to be tempted to go back down those roads. My husband probly has ADHD too but he refuses to be medicated for the same reason you said. It's a smart decision. You knkw yourself and it's good that you are vigilant and protective of your salvation and sobriety. Never listen to what other people say you should do. Always ALWAYS take it to God and He will make it very clear what He wants ypu to do. I had to learn this the hard way over many years of struggling trying to do what others told me I should do. I think you will do just fine, it sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders and you are seeking God's truth amd that's the most important thing we can do. Everything else is temporary and has no meaning, only the things we do to serve God have true meaning. I read the Whole book of Ecclesiastes recently and it opened my eyes to how meaningless everything in this life is unless it's done to serve God. And then, we won't recieve reward for any of it on earth. We will only recieve rewards when we stand before the throne of God Almighty. The fear of the Lord is the begining of all wisdom. I'm learning this doesn't always literally mean to be trembling with fear, but a fear of separation from Him. If anything we do in this life separates us from Him, it's nlt worth doing. There's a lot of things we all do that we do without a second thought and when we begin to go to God with everything and start to see everything we do through a biblical lense, we learn that it's only our relationship with Him and seeking His approval that matters. It's hard though when you have friends and family and even christian friends who blow you off or expect things of you. Go through Exodus 20, the 10 commandments are in there and I try to start with those. I'm sure you already knkw them. But I try to understand what God ment by each one. I know that if we think that by following the law we will be saved we forfeit the salvation from Jesus in our lives, but it's important to k ow what God expects from us and try to practice those things. I got to get ready to go to church, we just started going to one recently. Hoping it turns out to be good and biblical. So far it seems to be a good place. Trying to find the perfect church is not possible. If it is, it's very few are far between. Lol. God bless you brother! Keep your head up, God will make a way for you, just stay close to Him amd He will make everything worth it as you said!

@@love2mycat Thanks for that thoughtful and detailed message and for helping reaffirm a truth and thats to listen to God and ourselves first and also how its all meaningless. Peace and hope you have a great church service.

@noellealdi881 I hear you on this. I struggled with this for so long. God has healed me of so many other things and I've been searching His Word and praying a LOT about this. I'm learning that God's ways are not the ways we always want. I hate the idea of medication. I was raised to believe it was satanic to go to the doctor for things if you didn't first pray and ask God to heal you and wait for literally months or days before you finally go. People die because of thinking that way. I've found that God does allow us to struggle with things in this life that He won't heal us of. I thought that was really messed up at first untill recently when God revealed to me that this is how we are able to grow amd remain close to Him. If He just heals us of everything we struggle with, then how would we grow? Adam and Eve had no sickness in the garden. Sin brought sickness and death into this world amd while God heals a lot of people and somtimes, even us, He won't remove all sickness and death until Jesus runs the world. And then it will never come back again after the 1000 year millenial reign of Christ. So while we are here on earth we have to be able to testify to the greatness and loving kindness of Jesus while we still struggle with the affects of our human bodies being flesh. God heals the things that He needs to in order to prove to us He is real and we can rely on Him. He heals other people as a testimony, but when He doesn't he us, He is giving us the tools we need to be a testimony of His goodness while we struggle. He is the only One we need to worry about, Pleasing Him and doing His will is the only thing that's i.portant in this world. If you struggle to do that because of physical or mental issues, then seek the therapy or medical attention that you need. God isn't going to take your salvation or His love from you because your body or mind has sickness that you need help with. There is so much more I can say on this. It's really important that people know that God can use all our ailments and issues to make us such a great testimony, but there are religous sects out their that twist things in the scripture and attack people with legalistic in order to make them think they are going to hell or going out if God's will if they seek medical attention for anything. But then those same sects go seek medical attention andnare on medications they preach as "demonic" and they hide it. Pray that God puts it on your heart what you should do. I will pray also for you, because I knkw how hard this is and how much it sucks. If God puts it on your heart to seek help, then do it. But also remember that even if you don't k kw what God wants, you can always ask for God's blessing when you go seek help and then if you know that God (not other people) is not okay with it, then you can always just get off the medication. It doeant cause withdrawls like other medications do. So youbcan literally quit the moment you are no longer feeling that is where God wants you to go. There is also alot of life coaches that help with therapy and that works really good for many people. I pray ypu are able to get this all worked out. Dont let other people judge you or tell you what they think you should do. Not even me. Step out in faith and let God tell you what He wants ypu to do. That's what I had to do. But He has put it on my heart to make sure I don't confuse people by telling them that God wants everyone to take meds. So whenever someone isn't sure what they should do I always tell them to go to God and really pray hard about what God wants and to step forward in faith and do what they feel God wants them to do. God will make it clear if we listen and pay attention. I didn't for years. I listened to legalistic and other religius people instead of God. That's the worst mistake we can make in our walk with Christ. He says let God be truth and everyman be a liar. 💜🙏

@@love2mycat thank you for reaching out to me and talking to me about this. I’m not gonna lie me figuring this out about God led me away from him and I now don’t talk to him unless I feel absolutely lost in life kind of how I do now regarding what I want to do with my life and along with my own health issues. I used to have this chronic daily headache that was everyday ALL day for 4 years even though the MRIs came out fine…. I told god I’d k*ll myself if he didn’t heal me because it prohibited me from working or even living normal life. I still don’t know what caused those headaches but it could have been stress related from my traumatic upbringing. I don’t have them everyday now but I still get them. I’ve dealt with pain that I couldn’t even put into words and would cry out to Jesus to help me and he never did. I don’t think it was until I started changing my mindset that the pain would subside, my doctors believe I have endometriosis, Interstitial cystitis, hypertonic pelvis, fibromyalgia, long haul Covid, and now probably arthritis 😂 typing all that out gives me a headache. But as you could imagine lots of physical pain on top of CPTSD and possible adhd. I used to believe Hodge healed us of cancer, or all these extremely painful ailments especially if it made you suicidal because I couldn’t imagine knowing someone was in pain like that and letting them suffer. Even when you explain it, it doesn’t make moral sense to me to let it keep happening to people especially those who can’t afford treatment, like most of the world. It’s just not fair because life is already hard as is…. Then to add physical ailments or mental is just literally hell on earth and I know because I’ve experienced hell on earth not only in my mind but also in my body. When it comes to extremely painful ailments, I do believe god owes it to us to heal us from them because we didn’t even ask to be alive and already deal with WAY too much just trying to exist in the flesh…. Deal with human emotions and bills that something that literally makes someone suicidal or prohibits them from taking proper care of their kids is owed to them to be healed. I don’t get jittery at all or have trouble sitting still, or even struggle with boredom. It’s just the constant need for pornography to make me happy and the fact that I can’t focus like literally at all and it’s made me break down and cry more than I can count. Did you have real bad adverse effects on meds? That’s what I’m really afraid of, I wouldn’t wanna get more sleeping troubles than I already have or added on headaches than I already have as well.

@@love2mycat I replied but RUclips deleted my chat, I appreciate you talking to me about this very much. Lately I just cry and feel like crap because I can’t focus on anything and I’m still severely addicted to porn which I just learned is even a symptom of adhd. I hold a lot of resentment towards god after learning things like this, what about schizophrenia? I feel like god surely fixes that…. Idk but I deal with a lot of pains, I used to have such bad abdominal pain I’d think about offing myself because it lasted for 5 hours out of the day and I couldn’t do anything. I don’t really suffer for that now as I believe my CPTSD from an abusive childhood made it tremendously worse. I don’t talk to god anymore unless I’m really deep in the crap and that makes me feel like I use him. It’s just I feel betrayed by god

@andoncroft it's really sad and frustrating. I'm actually collaborating with some people I know and talked to me vet about helping untill we can bring somthing together, I figure if I can't start my own animal shelter, the next best thing to do is offer myself to foster pets. Their are a few good people here, they are just overwhelmed and I'm in no position to take on the kind of load this area has, I'm not totally settled here even. My plan (God willing) is for me to be able to put some sort of thing together over the next 10 years to help get as much help as possible and pick up as much slack as possible. But it takes a LOT to get people involved. I'm not good at that sort of thing. If you end up being able to start somthing like that around here let me know and I'd be happy to help share the word. Right now I think it's best to just try to help the already overwhelmed services thaf couldn't help me because they had too much on their plate. I hope I don't come to find that it's be cause they just don't care. I need to talk to the city council about picking up the dead animals off the sides of the roads though. That's traumatizing to drive by and see. And it's on side streets in neighborhoods, not just busy roads. It's just got to be worked over from the bottom up here. It's going to be more work than any non- profit could ever do. It will take alot of money and a lot of influence. And a lot of reprogramming people, because they are so used to it now they just nolonger care it seems. I'm not sure if it will ever change, but I pray it will if people get motivated to do somthing about it and educate as many people as possible. I'm not bug on activism, but I do care about the way people treat animals. I'll advocate for that.

@andoncroft the dog died. My video about him explains it. The vets said his organs were in total failure and I tried sharing this in the comments and was attacked. I didn't have 400$ to pay for testing of his remains to find out what fhe cause was. No one around here was willing to help and no one online was even willing to ask if they could help when i posted him all over the place. I'm just not going to be attacked and abused verbally by people over somthing I had no control over. I did everything humanly possible to help that poor puppy and was quite attached and planned to keep him if we couldn't get any help from anyone in our area. We had no history on him and had no idea if he had parvo or so other issue. He could have been bitten by somthing or poisoned by someone. We were unable to obtain any answers. The vets wouldn't even help with that unless we coughed up hundreds of dollars we didn't have to spend at that time. They don't care around here. This is the worst place in the US for stray and abandoned animals. That's the whole reason I posted the video, so people everywhere would be made aware and maybe someone would be able to start a other non profit animal rescue in this area. I'm even looking into it. That's the best I can do for answers. Sorry I had to shut off Comments. Too many people being abusive and it was hard enough without people being hateful and not understanding the circumstances. I just want to help to end abandonment of animals, in may are its far too common. We see dead dogs on the side of the road every month. The city won't even clean them up. They just let them rot. I plan to take video next time I go into town. It's just awful. My family and i aren't from here, so we are shocked by it and heart broken. This kind of stuff didn't happen in the northwest.

@@love2mycat Sad to know, I'm shocked that many ppl attacked you without having the facts, I know the feeling. Wish I had of found your rescue video when she/he was alive, I would have sent as much money as I could. I understand your difficult situation yes I'm in the same boat and also not rich, I still would have helped especially knowing everyone else wasn't, and given the dogs serious condition. Least she/he knew they were loved before they passed, that would have meant the world to her/him. It's good you are looking into trying to get an animal shelter ect happening, you said you're in the most difficult part of the country for abandoned animals, I will do all I can to help with that. Maybe we can collaborate to start a GoFundMe to create an animal shelter or rescue in your area, one that relies on donations to keep it going. Wtf dead dogs laying around 😳 Glad you told me about your part of the country being the worst place for abandoned animals, something MUST BE done about that. So what ppl in your town or area see a hungry stray and do nothing to help them??? Let me know about the GoFundMe, Maybe we could both set one up a GoFundMe, doubling the chances to raise funds for a shelter? I'm serious let's do it. Let me know how much you think it cost to start an animal shelter

@@love2mycat I replied with a long message before but I cannot find it I guess it was deleted 😳 Was shocked what you told me about dogs dying and rotting on the roads. And you said your part of the country is the worst place for abandoned pets, I want to do something to help fix it. If we both start a G0FundMë to raise mönêy for a shelter, double the chances, let me know coz I wanna help

@@love2mycat I figured out why my other message was deleted, RUclips don't like certain words in posts, go.phund mi 😐 when I say that word in post RUclips deletes it everytime 😐

@@love2mycat Wtf my posts keep getting deleted 😐

I know right?! I was saying the same thing to my son. Its so awesome. 💜💜💜 love you too and God bless you!

I'm sorry. It was really hard to spot anyways, it was stormy so most the time it wasn't visible. But I wish they would have let you guys see it even for a minute! A lot of people recorded it in other states too. On Disney + there was a hole event about it. You should check it out. I just uploaded another video with all my small videos of the eclipse compiled so you can see more of it. 💜

Thank you, it encourages me to know that in your eyes and others eyes I am growing. I hate staying in one place for too long in my walk. I feel stagnant when I don't move forward. But it's my own fault, I know what Jesus says we must do to continue to grow and that is to seek Him and learn about Him and partake of His flesh (the word). Every time I do those things I'm overflowing with encouragement and wisdom to carry me and those who God has blessed me with knowing, through to the next trial we all will face after a moment of peace to catch our breath. I just like the moments of overflowing peace more than the panic of feeling stuck. Lol 💜🙏💜

Thankyou so much! You've been on my heart lately, I pray everything is going well. I think the world has gotten everyone struggling trials, but I know that if we keep our eyes on Jesus, He will see us through, even when it's not easy and it feels like we are getting beat up and cut up along the way. 💜 love you too sis! God bless you and keep you always🙏🦋

@@love2mycat I’m doing a million times better. If you only knew what God pulled me out of… something so dark and evil. He’s amazing. I’m finally able to see the Beauty of God again. 🙏🏼❤️🫶🏻

🙏💜🙏 thankyou for encouraging me. This blesses me so much!

Amen! I love how Paul describes this aspect of the flesh and sin in our life long walk. We can't allow ourselves to give in, we have always got to keep resisting it and pushing against it, but when our spirit is willing and our flesh is weak, I love how we have these teachings from the Holy Spirit through Paul to keep us from totally disparing. ❤️

I have like 5 different bible studies I do, somtimes I'll take a few weeks off and I need to stop doing that, bible studies are really important. I just need to stick with them. I appreciate you reaching out and offering that to me though. God bless you. 🙏

Unless you are asking me to post videos once a week of a bible study? I could try, ive done it before but the idea scares me a little because I am still so far from totally understanding the whole Bible and how everything fits together and with my walk constantly shifting as I grow I want to make sure I am not teaching anyone anything that would hinder their own walk. I will definately make sure I add scriptures as I refer to them from now on so that it's easy for everyone to pin point what I am saying scripturally. We have to test everything that is said to us by scripture and if it does not line up with the Word of God then we must reject it. 🙏💜🙏

That is absolutely beautiful and amazing. The part where you wrote "the pain can be defanged by obediance" caught my heart hard because it's true. Thats one of the reasons I struggle is because I desire to be obediant and thats why the pain is bearable, or as you stated "defanged". Thats a phenominal way of putting it. I had a beat in my head as I read it so it came out like a really awesome rap song in my head lol. Your way of putting thi gs I to words is an amazing gift. Thank you for sharing that with me. It gave me the chills all throughout reading it. Thats extremely powerful stuff right there. 🔥🙏🔥

@@love2mycat AWESOME and thank you so much! That blesses me to have blessed! ☺ As you know, writing is like sculpture, and by the time it's done, I know it's God and not me. 🤣He gives to us in so many ways. Anyway, the way your mind fathoms and fashions is beautiful, so I know God is flowing in your life! I always tell myself "BABY STEPS!" It's arduous at times, but I look back and am in awe of His goodness and love 🤩🤗🤓

@ultra8magnus Amen! And thankyou too that encourages me more than I can express.

@@love2mycat 🤗

Thankyou so much! It was a work of heart so it blesses me that it's being recieved well. I've been trying to think of a sequel possibly. But that won't be for a while. My son absolutely adores it. 💜

I miss you! I hope you are doing well. I'm going through a little battle lately so I apologize for being so quiet lately. I'll share more about it once I get all the way through it. 💜

@@love2mycat Lord, strengthen my sister in this battle 🙏🏼❤️

Thats is so amazing to have such history! My friends mom (who I sort of adopted) was a children's book author under a company who used a sudo name for her books to protect her identity. She unfortunately passed away from commiting suicide before I was able to ask her to share which books she wrote. She always talked about it. Somtimes I wonder if she may have embellished. Lol, but she's the one who told me I should try writtjng a book. So I reied. Like 15 times. I still havnt completed one.... until this one. Because this one was written out of love for my son. My others were just mind vomit on paper lol. So having our family ties helps bring out talent in us that we never knew we had.

@@love2mycat HA! 🤣Sooo cool and duly true!!! Writing is an art and expression, an extension of our genuine breath - THE IDENTITY INSIDE OF THEE, indwelling and compelling! 😇Mind-vomit is valuable too, especially philosophical jargon... if I ponder, I grow fonder. As to your reason of writing it fo' yo' son, a lot of it may be what drives you, inclines you. Musically, artistically and otherwise, if I don't have a desire, my talents lay stagnant, uninspired. Maybe akin to "Writer's block." I have to reaffirm BABY-STEPS. While one person's feat is to repair a city, my epiphany's treat is seemingly bitty: To remain without guilt and self pity. 😂🤗😇

Yes that's who I was refering too lol! I forgot to add that after I read it again in Nehemiah. I'm making sure I add all the scriptures im refering to as of my last video. It's hard to watch my own videos when I'm refering to people and scriptures that my mind can't seem to hold the details for. I'm still kinda new to doing this video Journaling thing and youtube sharing, lol, but with God's help I'll stop fumbling scriptures and names and just have them available for everyone to go reference. When I do my videos I just turn on my camera and record when things come to my mind I need to talk about and it has ended up pretty sloppy but not at all rehearsed, so I apologize if that's made it hard to understand what I was talking about. Thankuou for sharing that it was Nehemiah I was refering to. It was awesome what he was able to do as the kings cup bearer. I love how God teaches us through other people's lives throughout scripture and even still today. We are all able to relate to everyone's struggles better when we know what God's Word tells us about how those people endured their struggles and relied on God to give them the strength to make it all the way to the end. God bless you and I apologize for not responding sooner, I hadn't checked my messages on this video in a really long time and I only get on here once or twice a month somtimes so I don't get notifications unless I scroll through hundreds of channel notifications to look for comment notifications lol. But I really do appreciate you adding Nehemiah where I was stumbling to remember his name. It helps me when people reach out and add those pieces of missing information. Im glad someone knew who I was talking about, I hope I didn't mess anyone else up lol. I get names mixed up all the time. Even in my daily life, like when im yelling at my dog but accidentally yell my sons name instead of the dogs name....... to my son's shock and horror...then relief when he realizes mom goofed and hes not grounded for life over somthing...my dog responds to like 3 names now because of it........ Lol 😆 💜

Nice! I had a friend who lived in Florida. I've never been there but I bet the lightning storms there are fantastic. I'm used to thunder and lighting up north which is really different. Its hard to explain, its just different. It definately doesn't happen as much up there as it does here in the deep south. ❤

Lol! The bicycle part? I was trying to just relate it the best way I could and that sounded about right lol. I've actually learned alot through scripture since I did this video so my views have changed some, I try to avoid watching crime shows now. But every now and again I'll watch a few. I wanted to be a cop or a forensic specialist for many years in my teens and 20's. So I still like watching those people catch murderers. It's awesome to see justice served.

I have asked the Holy Spirit and I got the feeling it was a instructional dream. That even if I think the world is falling apart to still continue the work God has for me to do. I did have dreams later about these fire balls falling from the sky and hitting the ground and rolling. Some almost took me out. I had to dodge one or two that were rolling down a street in my dream but they weren't trying to hit me, I just wanted a wide girth around them. Lol

Jesus is the only One who can save. ❤❤❤

@@love2mycat - Yes, Jesus Christ is the Savior and the Son of God who is God Almighty! I just hope you don't believe in vain because that could land you in everlasting torment too. If you're a bible believing Christian then believe the virgin birth, His death on the cross for our sins, being buried in a tomb and on the third day bodily resurrecting, and believe He is Lord and Savior the Son of God who is God Almighty. If you confess with your mouth your sins and ask Jesus Christ to save you and believe the truth of the Holy Bible (KJV) then you will be saved.

@G Body I apologize if I made you worry. But you should be sharing the gospel with people who do not know it. Whether I am truely saved or not is only known by God. In scripture (read the entire book of Romans) theought the whole Bible it makes it clear that only God knows our hearts. So even if I were able to convince you of my true salvation through some kind of action ( which salvation is a gift given freely, no works can earn it, this is so no man can boast on how they earned their own salvation) or words, you would not truely know and nether would anyone else. Only God knows, so it's pointless to minister true salvation to those who are saved. I used to be extremely judgmental over whether people were truely saved or not untill God shared with me that it's between them and Him and I am to share His work in my own life for those who have no hope. I mean thus with no snotty or rude tone. I mean this all with total love. I know you care about true salvation, I do too. But don't let it cause you to frustrate other believers. I'm sure that Saul (later Paul) had every one really nervous on whether he was saved or tricking them all. But we know he was truely saved

@@love2mycat - I didn't even bother to read your whole reply. I already noticed something wrong just from you saying only God knows if we're saved by some action or something along those terms and I'll just say it's told to us in the bible how to receive eternal salvation. Actually, I think you're rude and obnoxious and probably aren't saved because you seem like the type to say that repent of your sins unbiblical crap and love everyone even those disgusting reprobates like that alphabet agenda so I don't know you but you have what's required for salvation from what I typed because that's what the bible says and even if you are then to make a reply as long as you did to more or less be confrontational shows your true heart. If you're saved - good - if you're not...well then you know what's going to happen. 👇 🔥🔥 🔥 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

I'm sorry it took me so long to reply! I have a hard time finding my message notifications in the hundreds of channel notifications. I totally understand what you mean. I have had to fight that too and it's really difficult. God works in our lives in ways I've never heard about or even expected. It never seems like it at the time but God does have a plan for our sufferings and He will complete His work in us even when we feel like we can never leave our safe place. He will provoke us to leave that safe place when He knows we are ready. We don't feel ready and we find ourselves maybe in a really uncomfortable position but God reveals why He puts us there and it always makes sense and we are thankful for it later even if it was painful at the moment. I'll keep you in my prayers as well, thankyou for your prayers and for the encouragement. God has used you to bless me today. Its so important that we as the body of Christ remind one another that they are not alone and we are all together in this good fight. We will be conquers because Jesus has already overcome everything we need to battle. He is worthy to be called King of Kings and Lord or Lords. 💜🙏

It kinda does! I havnt a clue what it is. But I've bounced back and forth from hyena, coyote, banshee thing lol.

It could be, ive never heard a fox but it would make sense. I noticed someone else say racoon, which I didn't consider but it could be either one. It just totally freaked me out. I can't say I've ever heard a bigfoot but it did sound simular to a video another subscriber posted who thought it might be a bigfoot. So thats why I figured I'd share it. I've never heard a fox either so if it is then my mistake lol. Weird wood noises right? 😅 Ps ( I did actually hear a sound bite of a fox online and that's why I didn't think it was a fox, but it could have been a fox that was hurt. I didn't consider that aspect. Sorry I didn't clarify that in this comment. It's been a long time since I actually watched this video and thought about what it could be. )

@@love2mycat Thanks for responding. I live close by some foxes, they play and sound like Monkey Pig's at night... I do hear reports of Bigfoot mimicking animals so ya never know... I'd probably want a bigger gun tho 😄

@Prisoner_Of_Mother_England right?"lol. Especially if I can keep it from jamming on me in the middle of a crisis! Lol! 😵