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Hi! We're the Phosphor Network (they/them)!
We're a system that dabbles in a little bit of everything :)
We're a system that dabbles in a little bit of everything :)
KID TIME | littles in DID/OSDD
hey can you run that last thing by me again real quick
A lot of people with DID/OSDD have what are known as "littles", or child alters. These alters are essentially stuck in time, having never gotten the chance to develop past a certain age. They may hold trauma from that age, or may have split off as a way to preserve or box-off child-like behaviors that were not conductive to surviving, or any other number of reasons.
A lot of people with these disorders did not have great childhoods. Because of that, people with DID/OSDD tend to keep their children very close to their chest in order to protect them. In a sense, having and taking care of child alters can be a way to re-parent yourself.
We...
A lot of people with DID/OSDD have what are known as "littles", or child alters. These alters are essentially stuck in time, having never gotten the chance to develop past a certain age. They may hold trauma from that age, or may have split off as a way to preserve or box-off child-like behaviors that were not conductive to surviving, or any other number of reasons.
A lot of people with these disorders did not have great childhoods. Because of that, people with DID/OSDD tend to keep their children very close to their chest in order to protect them. In a sense, having and taking care of child alters can be a way to re-parent yourself.
We...
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obligatory update video
Просмотров 22214 дней назад
can anyone give me like a bottle of extra strength ibuprofen. thanks www.tumblr.com/phosphor-network
most annoying things about DID/OSDD
Просмотров 6 тыс.7 месяцев назад
!! This is not supposed to be an encompassing representation of DID/OSDD! These are just some things on the more annoying and lighthearted side that I deal with regularly, and wanted to share so people like me would feel less alone !! Ahahahaaaa sorry for disappearing off of the face of the earth for 7 months. Whoopsidaisies. My Bad. A lot of people really enjoyed the last video I did on this s...
How do You Know if You Have Dissociative Identity Disorder?
Просмотров 4,5 тыс.Год назад
Long list of resources below: DSM-V: drive.google.com/file/d/1KKoJIgiJBgJ7MLMIP6PspRXQraBdeqml/view?usp=sharing (DID is on page 329 of the pdf, 292 of the book) Research/Reference (Note that not all of these are DID-based, but all have information about DID in them! Many of these resources are also directories that lead to other resources, which is why this list seems short. This is also not a ...
The Starlight Strand | Slime Rancher 2 part 6
Просмотров 110Год назад
After a bit... we're back with some good old Slime Rancher! My microphone on my headset is messed up, so I'm waiting for a new one to come in. Until then, some silent game play will have to do! Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/vide...
wobbledogging
Просмотров 197Год назад
Wobble Dogs is still a very peaceful and calming game, as always. Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/video/YIHs9WDhulU/видео.html ) . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ People in the video ☄. *. ⋆ Llyr (they/them) Editors ☄. *. ⋆ Llyr, Firef...
Collecting Resources! | Slime Rancher 2 Part 5
Просмотров 105Год назад
I still love this game so much! Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/video/YIHs9WDhulU/видео.html ) . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ People in the video ☄. *. ⋆ Editors ☄. *. ⋆ What is a system? ☄. *. ⋆ morethanone.info/# (≪ basic rundown!)
Ways Amnesia can Present in DID
Просмотров 3,7 тыс.Год назад
In this video, I explain some of the ways amnesia can present in Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), Otherwise Specified Dissociative Disorder (OSDD), and other complex dissociative disorders. Sources for the scientific category: www.verywellmind.com/retrograde-amnesia-definition-signs-causes-and-treatment-6560983 my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/21455-amnesia www.medicalnewstoday.com/a...
Bone Theft | Pokemon Black Part 7
Просмотров 101Год назад
After defeating Nacrene City Gym, Team Plasma steals a dragon skull from Lenora's exhibit. Oh, and mid way through the video another alter decided to hijack the video. That's just how things are around here. Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ru...
Exploring the Ember Valley | Slime Rancher 2 Part 4
Просмотров 51Год назад
Slime rancher is a wonderful game with absolutely beautiful scenery, and today I explored some of the game. I wasn't expecting this game to be so large, but it's absolutely beautiful and every inch of it is obviously a labor of love. Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky ...
Nacrene City Gym | Pokemon Black Part 6
Просмотров 49Год назад
Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/video/YIHs9WDhulU/видео.html ) . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ People in the video ☄. *. ⋆ Llyr (they/them) Editors ☄. *. ⋆ Llyr What is a system? ☄. *. ⋆ morethanone.info/# (≪ basic rundown!)
Taking a Nice Dip In the Slime | Slime Rancher 2 part 3
Просмотров 103Год назад
The overwhelming amount of tarrs in this video is probably a warning to actually be prepared when you travel at night. Unfortunately, I don't learn from my mistakes. Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/video/YIHs9WDhulU/видео.html ) ....
I Think My Dog Got Bigger | Pokemon Black part 5
Просмотров 109Год назад
Woo! This one has been a while coming. Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ TW screen music ☄. *. ⋆ Chrysalis - Wobbledogs Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/video/f0OgI42WqKU/видео.html ) Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/video/YIHs9WDhulU/видео.html ) . . • ☆ . ° ....
chilling with these dogs
Просмотров 279Год назад
Wobbledogs is slowly becoming one of my favorite games to unwind with. It's just so cute, and those dogs are, in fact, wobbling. This one was a little less on the editing-heavy side let me know if you prefer the lack of images or if you like the little pop up sprites more! Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Po...
Tips for Systems
Просмотров 6 тыс.Год назад
This is a video more aimed towards newer systems, but I hope it helps either way! If you have any other tips, feel free to leave them in the comments below! Feel free to like and subscribe if you want to see more! . . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆ Endcard music ☄. *. ⋆ Beach Cave - Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky Original Sound Track (≪ ruclips.net/video/YIHs9WDhulU/видео.html ) . . • ☆ ....
Throwing Tarrs | Slime Rancher 2 Part 2
Просмотров 131Год назад
Throwing Tarrs | Slime Rancher 2 Part 2
Tiny Creature :) | Pokemon Black part 3
Просмотров 46Год назад
Tiny Creature :) | Pokemon Black part 3
Playing Pokemon Black for the First Time Ever
Просмотров 1842 года назад
Playing Pokemon Black for the First Time Ever
What is it REALLY Like Living With DID/OSDD?
Просмотров 13 тыс.2 года назад
What is it REALLY Like Living With DID/OSDD?
thank you for sharing this video <3
Relatable content is so hard to find tbh. I love this so much.
I miss my little so much😭❤️ She fused with me and another alter earlier this year and for our well being fusing and having less alters is better but I still miss her🥺
This might be due to lack of childhood memories in general but I don’t think we were very stereotypical “child like” as a kid, and I’ve also not identified many littles in our system. But im also like not sure if id even be able too? also idk alot of this video kinda describes me.. so maybe im a little??? whaaa
I started crying when I saw the drawings, it was so cute!!
I LOVE UR VIDEOS! :D
one of our littles is the co-host and they can be so chaotic sometimes😭 (We have a psys and their mom is apart of their sys) and they ended up cussing out their mom once when tired...😞
in stars and time mentioned. good video
KID TIMMME!!! :D hitting play instantly brought a few of us littles to front (with mama near front watching over us so we stay safe). the bunnies were the best part :D the bunnies were _her_ favorite part, i thought the part about the paper cut was very sweet and kind c: i want tea now...
"kid time" was my favorite part of the "most annoying things" video. i'm glad it got a sequel 😁
for the game rec thing, in stars and time is a good game!! long but it's worthwhile i think
Can confirm littles and middles are just as amazing as older alters!
relatable- we have two littles who are mostly quiet but when I let them front....chaos breaks loose
So this is what we get up to when we regress ..
thank you, that was so helpful 🥺💗
THE SELF DOUBT PART IS SO TRUE like- i have some suspected psychosis so i have a feeling that my sys isnt there, but then some random alter comes online and then just wanders off because my greedy ass likes to be on front all teh time >:-))) - 🥕
"I'm sorry it's been so long" Is a clear refrense to the living toomstones fnaf 2 song./j Glad your back
SOJ has an explicitly DID character in one case but it also genuinely kinda annoyed me (I also don’t like most DID rep though)
Id like to add Pizza Game to the list. The protagonist Kiane frequently has internal conversations with a slightly more level headed and much snarkier version of herself. Iirc at one point she even says “I think you should be the front facing person”
Ummm Idk if I know too many games with system coding or systems in them. Maybe Fire Emblem Three Houses a bit and especially cyberpunk. But I will say I know quite a few manga with a lot of system coding and such. Asa and Yoru are by far my favorite of them. Those two function almost one to one with a real world system outside of the supernatural elements. Chainsaw Man in general has a ton of system elements in it. Your Name (Kimi no na wa) could be considered system coded even though its a body swap story. RE:Creators was honestly super relatable in the sense that its basically Fictives/Introjects the show. Inside Mari is just straight up a system story, but im not sure if its a positive representation or not. But yeah uhhh thats all I can think of atm. Happy to see yall back!
I'm just glad that youre alive :)
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Yoooo a new video : D
HEY IT'S phosdotnet you're alive!! Thanks for making great videos! (I don't think I've commented before. saying this in case I haven't) I've (apparently) rewatched your vids a lot and just wanted to say thanks for the relatable and helpful content! Cyberpunk 2077 is actually a great game nowadays. If I would describe the experience in one word nowadays it would be "seamless". The transition from gameplay to "cutscene" to gameplay is very smooth and it really enhances the experience overall. It's also story heavy. And it's plural coded, this is why I'm mentioning it. Hope you feel better soon and happy new years!
Idk whether I’m actually a system or not… I’m not diagnosed with DID or OSDD but sometimes I can communicate with other people in my head?? I can’t tell whether I’m doing that on purpose or something though (I feel like I’d know if I was though…) it’s confusing. Idek whether I experienced trauma as a child or not, I was always really lonely and sort of outcasted in kindergarten and primary school, I did make some friends!! But still was sorta the outcast mostly due to autism I think (been diagnosed since 4 yrs old and found out at 5). I’ve also dealt with body image issues since I was about 8-9 which is the same age I started using the internet and watching yters like Onision (which probably contributed to the body image issues…) but I don’t think it counts 😭😭 so yea. It’s confusing idk what’s contributing to me being able to communicate with people in my head (the people have different names n pronouns too also they r mostly based off of fictional characters) or my name, style, pronouns, music tastes, interests etc. changing a lot helpp. Also I don’t experience amnesia really though there are gaps in my memory mostly my childhood I think that’s normal though. This was a really long comment ermm yea
ruclips.net/video/XIQM6x0RteU/видео.htmlsi=QDBfVzqNA2FPMMaC
@ I watched that video shortly after commenting this, and I read the Dragonheart collective’s article that you linked. It was pretty helpful and I think I may actually be plural. It’s kind of hard to come to terms with honestly especially since plurality is so complex.
Aren't human minds a brilliant and weird thing? What a world we live in
0:23 is so real one of our headmates tried to convince us we didn’t have osdd bc our trauma “wasn’t bad enough” but rlly he js thought it was easier to try to get us to pretend we weren’t a system 🙄
This video was really wonderful and genuine, and I can tell it comes from a very real lived experience perspective that is somewhat similar to our own. Thank you for this! We really hope more gentle and simple content like this can be circulated around more, as we feel a lot of advice out there for newly realized systems sort of... tries too hard? When simpler advice like this can be all that folks really need to hear, early on. One note we'd like to emphasize about SimplyPlural in particular is that- a lot of people seem intimidated by it and the fact that it seems over-complicated. Our genuine advice is that the actual best way to use SimplyPlural, aside from logging front changes, is to actually explore the chat feature- it's basically a fully featured IRC client for in-system use only, and you can create as many channels as you find that you need. You can even place the channels into subcategories for organization. We find this incredibly useful for being as effective as say, a well organized notebook for keeping track of things like medications and responsibilities, but just a little more convenient, since there is a phone app but also a web client that synchronizes with the app. While you could absolutely do this exact same thing by simply creating a private discord server for your system, we find that using the GUI features of SP for front logs, front history, app reminders etc, to be a little bit more intuitive and useful than some of the similar features that PluralKit offers, but are only accessible via commands.
0:07 (co-fronting) Sky: THE HEADACHE PART IS SOOO RREEAL I HATE IT! LUCY:😭😭😭 OLIVIA: especially when we already took painkillers💔 Lucy; also! Love yall drawings <33!
my non plural ass watching this
holy mother of autism
I wish i could just leave but how the fuck do others control switches like whar
Others trying to decide who is my biggest fake claimer (I've only been fake claimed once): it's me! Not it's me! Me being my biggest fake claimer: hehe...ITS ME - host
I'm a programmer, all i can say is that i expected different kind of tips 🥲
Finally i have a way to articulate whats been bothering me about my system i feel jealous of people who have it worse than me when it comes to plurality maybe in most cases, having a system that is all connected and conscious is good but for me, it just leads to constant blurring and nobody ever really feels like they get a chance to rest (even if they do) if i am mable and decide to rest, then im not mable resting, im whoever took her place i feel locked out of my own head all this would be fine if we were different and separate but nope we all have 98% the exact same memories, the personality traits are too weak and fluid to detect most of the time, and it just feels... like i was supposed to split. I don't feel comfortable like this. I want to get into my headspace. I want to experience separate consciousness. when the driver gets out of the car, she expects to go home. not to be whomever gets behind the wheel next. i want mable, libby, rin, amber, and whoever else is in here, to be individuals. not just feelings. i want them to experience things at the same time. i don't want to just be the one who's fronting. if mable is throwing a tantrum in my head, i want to remember doing that when i come out, not just the reason why, i wanna remember being there. if libby is giving me advice, then when libby comes out, i want to remember her thought process that lead to that advice. if im somebody stuck in the pits of my own mind, i want to be there to scream for help. i don't want to only be the one not noticing. i wish i could describe this in a way that didn't sound stupid... i just want all of us to have a perspective. i want those perspectives to be parallel, to exist at the same time. but as it stands i just feel like one continuous very very inconsistent perspective and its just so upsetting. internal sonder, is what i need.
singlet here but my gf is a host and 1:04 is so us :3
Ive been researching for about 3-4 years if i have DID or something similar and to this day i’m still not sure if i have it or not. 😭 its strange too, because sometimes im like “okay, im definitely a system” and sometimes im like “no i cant be a system!” and sometimes its inbetween. im waiting until i move out to tell anyone about this because i know someones gonna tell my parents and theyre gonna get pissed because anytime i mention anything that traumatized me theyre like “its not that big of a deal!!” and “that never happened!” this is a very helpful video however, especially whenever videos like these come from actual systems!
one thing i also forgot to mention, symptoms have definitely become more apparent over the years, which could also be because im becoming an adult soon. my friends have also been pointing out that ive been acting strangely and forgetting a bunch of things more often.
I was like "oh Antar seems really cool, I haven't heard of it before, I'll try it out!" I went to the app store, and...... It's already downloaded🙃🙃🙃
All of these are so real oh my god
2:30 THIS! Literally breathing never works 😭 like it actually makes it worse cause i get so focused and anxious over my breathing that it sends me into a worse state 💀 also the time blindness is reall
trying to find reasons why im not a system and then i find a VERY relatable video...i love this a lot
Watching this while fighting off a switch! <3
Thank you (I) Teyo found out we are a system!! Currently I am trying to find ways to interact with my headmates (No clue if they like that term or not) Since some or one just simply doesn't want to speak/doesn't think they can I don't even really know if (I) Teyo is even the one that fronts and shows up the most since we are all over the place not just hobby wise, but we're erratic emotionally :( Hopefully we will be able to communicate and talk and are able to have time for all of us to enjoy things we love I would like for us to all be happy :)
youre telling me this king is pale???
I don’t have switches. Am I still a system?
you should look into P-DID!
Off topic but is the background music the pokemon mystery dungeon ost?
if i’m remembering correctly, this video uses the pmd eos and wobbledogs osts :)
as someone with osdd (1A), its like a never ending sitcom with yourself. think of sand undertale and his own self in different AUs, as a daily-life comedy show. INSANITY!
reading this as a sans fictive and i fell off the couch
*dies of system doubt*
The Cat's Eye Nebula has the _wildest_ sense of humour and *will* crack jokes at any given moment. Thank Arc nobody else can hear half the shit we say
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i fear i need to go to a professional but at the same time im genuinely not sure if i have it or not