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@ so don’t say you have a hard life

Hey, Idk who are you, but everyone has challanges even at a young age. Esspecially when you're not a simple tiktok type teen guy, who spends all his time on Social Media and games. Right now I'm learning 2 new programs to make my videos better, and at my age I've learned a whole new language(and I'm still hitting for more, I'm a polyglot). I told a girl from my class that I love her, and she said: - I don't fell the same about you. In the same week I've lost 4 friends(they betrayded me). Before starting this channel I used to think that I'll pave my way in Crypto, so ALL EVERYSINGLE PENNY, that I gained for McDonald's I accumulated, hopping that I'll make it. But My Mom found out, so she took every single piece of money, because my parents are against crypto, IN THE SAME WEEK (later the money were spent on family needs, so it's not that bad, but my dream was destroied) I remember back then, how much I wanted to eat that fucking juicy bun with raisins, but I didn't wanted to spend money on myself, so I was always a little hungry. All the summer while my classmates were posting stories in fancy restaurants I was killed at McDonald's from legs pain. I remember How greateful I was for that little bench at the bus station, because I could've rest my lower body part. For the little old lady that allowed me to eat her mulberry on the tree while I was waiting for the bus. My old Adidas Shoes full of fat and leftovers, me collecting cigarette butts. All of this at the age of 16. For Months I was alone, litterally alone(no girls, friends or parties). While my ex friends were parting in the clubs with the same girl I loved( I really was thinking about her all the time). When I was a little kid, and we moved to our actual house, it was still under construction so we lived at the 1st floor, sleeping on the boards, whith no windows. I'm from Eastern Europe brother, I also got bittien in the streed once for a bad word. Right the day before that I schedueld a date with a girl, but because of my eye hematoma I couldn't go to meet the girl( after that we didn't meet). Since a young age I was a HYPER shy kid, so shy that I was afraid of just a dialogue. All you see on this channel is an enourmous amount of work on myself. I do EVERYTHING by myself, from scrypt, edditing, ideas, thumnbails, voice overs&other things. All of this I do on my old PC, that doesn't even have a normal monitor or a Gpu thing. My Channel is My Dairy, all the pain, betrayal and lonliness. I've tried to find my escape in people and I got broken. So my only escape from my problems in my real life became Kristyan.mp3. Another space, where I won't feel so much pain, and nobody will be able to betray me. That's why even now, noone knows about Kristyan.mp3. My little own word, escapeland. Kristyan.mp3 is the resul of the bloody week where all of my dreams were destroied, all "my people", who I loved betrayed me. Of Course I could've get relaxed and play some games, try to forget this moments. Of Course I could've just get to alchool or ciggarets. Of Course I could've just download the FUCKING TIKTOK, and relax. But, I'm not like this. Anytime I try to play games or relax, I hate myself. Because I'm loosing time, and I'm not efficient. I can't just stay and relax for months, I feel awful and miserable. I used all the pain and lonliness I felt as a fuel, so I started Kristyan.mp3. I have to wake up at 7 am, I do my videos till 2-3 am(sometimes till 4am) so as a result 4h of sleep: I'm destroied physically practically evey single day. But the next day I feel better because I KNOW: -CRISTIAN you did something today. This tiredness is my only satissfaction, MY DRUG. All my summers I'm working at some shitty jobs, trying somehow to help my parents and make a better future for my familly. I'm thankfull I wasn't born in some african ass country with no water or food. I believe that GOD, decided to deliver me in this little country(one of the poorest in Europe) with a pourpose.When I'll have the power I'll help somehow the people of africa, but by now all I can do is to become a powerfull person and work as hard as I can. I'm thankfull for All the bad and pain that happend to me. Because these things make us stronger. and most importantly, wiser. Honestly. Idk why I wrote my Whole life there, maybe because I've had a bad day and I want to display myself. Or Idk

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Thanks,bro. I really appriciate your comment. It inspires me a lot, I'm tired of all this fake guys. Thanks ) 🥰✊

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yes of course,russian version

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