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This is just something I wanna vent don't mind lmao. The feeling when everything in your life is going great but you feel so down, my parents are great and don't expect much they only want me to pass, my aunt (bless her heart) pays for my college tuition. I hate to admit but I don't feel ready or mature enough to be in college, I still feel like a child, its been almost two months that I'm attending college and I missed so much assigned work and it's all my fault because I just stayed in my bed all day not wanting to do them, I felt so demotivated, it feels like I have failed both my parents and my aunt for not doing the bare minimum. I can't confine with no one because all my friends are in different universities and I don't want to bother them about my problems. I feel trapped, stuck in the past, I'm not improving, I don't want to socialize with anyone anymore.

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**vent lol** I got a U (ungradeable) on my college final major project despite all the work and hours i put into it. They praised me for my animation and the work and research i put into it, yet still gave me a U all because I hadn't finished my evaluation (which is basically just an essay) - I wasn't able to finish it because i've been so busy with work, only having managed to complete it a few days ago. I had put blood, sweat and tears into this project, i spent countless days and sleepless nights hunched over my desk with a pen in hand. I was so proud of my work when i finished it, but even after all that. I got a U. A 'U'. My marksheet has three crosses in the 'D' section (distinction, the highest grade), and one cross in the 'U' collum. 3 Distinctions, 1 ungradeable. And yet that one 'u' was the deciding factor for my entire grade. I don't know what to do now. I feel useless, worthless. All those days and nights completely wasted. I just can't handle it anymore, i'm so tired of this. It's a constant cycle of me trying my best, working and working, just to not even get recognition or failing over and over again. It's been like this for years and i feel like i may never get out of it

Last track was a perfect OST for reading Anna’s dramatic finale

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i am, am i not?

Are those legs?

Reading the book with this will be a marvelous experience. Thank you!❤

Şuan okuyorum çok güzel ama çok çok üzücü 😭

Reading Hamlet aloud to this - great!

I failed to get into any university and I feel lost. I didn't have the best grades, I know, but still I feel like I disappointed everyone in my family, even myself. My mom tried to stay positive but I see their faces. I don't know what I want to do in the future anymore, I'm completely lost and I feel like I'm a complete failure.

this is one of the best for me. Did you create this music or where are you finding these kind of musics? its glorious.

Failure is what I see instead of my reflection when I look in the mirror.

I have academic problems even I don't know how long I can go, it's starting to hurt me inside, even though I liked how teachers have their ways of Teaching, I still can't keep up. I hope I'll survive this, everyone sees me as a weird happy dude but I used that as an excuse to hide the fact that I tried but still failed all the time, I see no change.

i mostly use dark is the night or valse sentimentale to read C&P

i just want to fulfill my dreams man. a lot of you will judge me for it , but i will tell you all. becoming a pro player is my dream, this dream is the one dream that i wanna chase and it was working out , i was playing valorant at the time so i was bronze 3 but ranked to sliver 2 finally then, i started cs2 cus it got boring and i got peer pressured (saying stuff like that game is for gay people , making fun of me etc) and i played really good and got to level 2 on faceit. things really looked good. until i was so burnout and hating that losing and failing many times that i deranked and fell into the pit i was 2years ago. until now,i starting playing valorant again and tbh it doesnt look promising, constatly failing , mental is bad , i feel like my dream is just a joke. everybody seems to just hate me for anything i do, its so frustrating and im starting to break down a lot cus of my comparisons and my mental. i feel like i was born a talentless kid whos always gonna be a failure no matter what.(fyi mental i mean is my mental ingame and like a bit out, dont assume like depression or anything) maybe one day , one week ,one month ,one year , one decade , it will go well for me. thanks for reading <3

I am overwhelmed by an all-consuming sense of worthlessness that shadows every aspect of my life. No matter what I attempt, my failures only seem to magnify my deep-seated feelings of inadequacy, leaving me feeling fundamentally broken and incapable. The weight of my perceived shortcomings is so heavy that even the simplest tasks feel insurmountable. This unrelenting burden constantly makes me question my own worth, and I can't escape the nagging belief that no matter how hard I try, I am doomed to fall short of expectations-whether they are my own or those of others. My relationship with my parents has become increasingly strained by these feelings of inadequacy. I used to express my love for them with ease and sincerity, but now those words feel empty and insincere. Saying "I love you" feels like a mere formality when I am so overwhelmed by my sense of failure. The truth is, I’ve let them down repeatedly, and their decision to take away my video games-my small source of joy and an escape from my internal struggles-has only intensified my feelings of despair. Those games were more than just a pastime; they were a refuge that offered me a rare sense of comfort and happiness amidst the chaos of my emotions. The return of my brother from the military should have been a moment of immense joy and relief, but instead, it has felt strangely muted. His homecoming, a time I had eagerly anticipated, has not brought me the happiness I expected. Rather than feeling uplifted and grateful for his presence, I find myself unable to fully embrace and enjoy this significant moment. The joy I should have experienced is overshadowed by my pervasive sense of failure and brokenness. His return, which I hoped would help bridge the gap between myself and my struggles, has instead highlighted the depth of my internal turmoil. Every effort to connect with my family or find solace in this significant event only serves as a reminder of my inadequacies. The more I try to reach out and mend the rift between myself and my parents, or to find comfort in the return of my brother, the more I am confronted with the magnitude of my disappointments. I feel trapped in a relentless cycle of self-doubt and disillusionment, where each attempt to find happiness or rebuild my sense of self only deepens my feelings of disconnection and failure. The constant struggle to reconcile my inner turmoil with the reality of my relationships leaves me feeling adrift, unable to find genuine comfort or a sense of belonging.

I get criticized every single day from my mom. I really miss the old time when l was a kid. Nobody told me how hard teenage years are. Everyday l try to tell myself not to give up still but inside me l really want to die...

I am a failure...

I'm listen to this while reading The Plague...

Just one dead end after another. If there was a save and quit and I would’ve pressed it by now.

Us boy and mad it’s always been told we can’t show motions and when we hide stuff people ask are you OK and they don’t know what’s going on in the inside

Much ado about nothing~

I felt like I was walking alongside Socrates, asking him, "Why did you drink that cup of hemlock?" 😢 The music was awesome, Thanks❤

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I think I am a failure, because of myself everything that was initially beautiful and warm in my family became broken and cold, because of me my parents fought I felt it would be better if I died I'm sorry for everything especially to father and mother, your child has tried his best but your child is indeed a failure, Sorry for being a burden for you, love you mom pa

I already make a plan that make me want live longer. Like want see my friend married, got decent job, try traveling to several city, try weird food, etc. After that I fallen down again like dont know what to do anymore coz I lack of spirit for life longer. I want end it peacefully. But month ago I got clash with my mother my mom said "Reason I still alive is you son, I dont know what happen to me if u gone". How I gonna end it?! if my mom said that. Its so unfair and hard! My weight several month ago is 80kg, right now only 50kg coz to much thinking and lack on emotion, spirit, etc. Deep in my heart I still have spirit about life. I dont know man I really dont know how to continue.

Thanks. I just searched for it. You've already been there. Thanks mate. 🙌

Why. Why am I lazy and dumb. Why can I not get my discipline I originally had, I take too many breaks in my spare time when doing my studies and I fall short for that very reason maybe I'm not built for this. Nah, I have to get my 2ss up and tell myself, that although I may feel like sh!t it don't matter. God let me wake up today in the morning go for a run in my neighborhood, come back home shower, eat breakfast and LOCK IN. Lock in for that Calculus 3 exam. And for the rest of the week. Life isn't easy but I have to go back to what made me feel strong in times of adversity and tribulations. I WILL PREVAIL.

Hey, this will be the last time you ever hear this, but dont give up sure life can knock you down, and when you're just feeling like you're on top of the world, life knocks you down again. That's the way life works around here. You can't force the good things in your life, but you got make them happen. I know what I say is what everyone says to people, but I really mean it. This video isn't a something to cry on but to reflect on all the past mistakes, blunders, and misfortunes in your life and how you can improve in life as a person, as a friend, as a loved one, and as a human being. We all make mistakes, but the biggest mistake is not changing for the better. Life is confusing your loved and your hated. One for a deserving reason and one for no reason at all. But just know that you aren't a failure. The special thing about us as human beings is how we change and grow in life. No matter the struggles we face in life, we manage to succeed even in the most trying of times. Dont give up. There is always that spark in you to keep going... Sincerely and deeply loved by -your inner self

I failed an entrance exam for a decent college, its my fault I felt very sad knowing that my parents will have to work alot for tuition in a private college

Im know depresed becuase i failed my exams and im only 12 years old

*People knew you're failing horribly. But what they didn't know mistakes are proof that you are harder and harder and harder. Even if you are falling to pits and depths of sorrow and dark ages. Stay strong. YOU HAVE THE BRIGHTEST FUTURE THAN ANYONE.*

I hate constantly feeling like a disgrace.. I hate being sighed at and being ignored when I try to talk to anyone. I hate feeling like no matter what I do, it feels like everyone hates me, no one listens to me, no one cares what I think, no one cares how I feel, no one cares how I might be feeling, no one cares what I do until I do something wrong or something that they can punish me for it… I hate it.. I hate being here.. the only people I can talk to are my friends. And they keep taking my ability to talk to my friends and leaving me with the people that put me in this position… I hate having absolutely no privacy… I hate being constrained to a bunch of set rules. I hate being the only one that I can talk to who understands, I feel like no one understands, no one gets it, no one cares that I feel like this, and I can’t tell anyone or I’ll be told that “that’s normal, that’s what everyone experiences” but it isn’t, it shouldn’t be what everyone experiences… I feel like a failure… and always will be… and I’m only in my teens… what happened to the old me? The old me that didn’t care what others thought of me? The old me that didn’t hate myself, the old me who lived in the moment and was excited for the future? This is the future, this isn’t exciting.. it’s awful, the world is crumbling down and we aren’t doing anything..

It hurts when u realise that you worked hard you wanted to achieve your dreams you did everything that u can do but still ,you're not the best you can't even tell people about your feelings they won't understand the way you feel they will laugh at you they will say the same advise "work harder" but no one knows that you did ! After failing once you'll always feel like a failure and you'll feel unable to do anything bro it hurts i can not handle it anymore

Фу-х, я немного расстроена, если мягко выразиться. Я не могу поделиться с кем-то из семьи своими чувствами, потому что я разочарована в себе и ненавижу себя. Редко пишу комментарии, но здесь хочу оставить, чтобы узнать также, что будет дальше. Хочу поделиться своей жизненной ситуацией, начнем... Я ещё подросток и только переступаю во взрослую жизнь, я боюсь неизвестного и перемен, которые происходят в жизни, мне страшно подумать о том, как что-то пройдет мимо меня и я потеряю драгоценное время. И вот, сегодня я узнала результаты по экзамену, я готовилась к нему так долго и упорно, что у меня даже шла кровь из носа, а также в собственную болезнь, я сидела над учебниками через силу и учила материал. В первый раз, я завалила его полностью, набрав всего один балл, а затем, собравшись с мыслями на пересдаче я уверенно писала экзамен, только легкое волнение. Как итог, сегодня утром я просыпаюсь и узнаю, что я прошла порог и закончила школу, все 11 классов. Однако, моя мама не была счастлива, так сильно как при разговоре с моей сестрой. Мне не хватило одного балла, для поступления в университет. И это меня очень расстроило. Я сижу плачу уже второй час, побила пару стен в спальне, а теперь сижу со стадией принятия. Я не знаю что мне делать, я знаю что могу пойти работать или пойти в колледж, но - страх того, что я буду там не в своей тарелке, сильнее. Я не планировала проваливать этот экзамен и не добрать баллов для поступления в университет мечты, у меня нет других выборов на данный момент, кроме работы или колледжа. Мои мечты, разрушились и наблюдая за своей младшей сестрой, которая сдала все экзамены лучше меня, я хочу плакать. Мне кажется, что жизнь идет против меня, будто я недостойна хорошего счастливого финала. Я пишу данный комментарий, чтобы в будущем вернуться сюда и узнать, как я справилась со всеми испытаниями, добилась ли я тех высот, о которых мечтала так давно, так усердно готовясь.

Just found out I failed at getting the CPE English exam with C2 level. I put so much time and effort into this. I stopped gaming for months. My friends were telling me to play games with them. I said no. I practiced as much as I have ever practiced in my life. And I missed on getting the pass on C2 level by just 11 points. Now that grade 11 is starting for me I will barely have any time to continue doing practice for that degree. The odds of me doing as good as I did, 11 points off of C2, are so low that I honestly feel like giving up. This whole thing has driven me crazy and insane. I legit started breaking stuff. I raged way more than I rage when playing videogames. I don't see any light at this point.

4 days, two plays of Shakeyboy, one exam to pass. Let the show begin

I just feel everyone would be happier without the things I do that I feel are out of my control

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I failed my younger self, turns out not all dream are ment to be yours. Sometimes you just don't have what it requires to reach the goal even when u had the chance, I guess that's what growing up mean. But now I'm stronger because of what I've been through everything doesn't hit as hard anymore because I had been through worse.

It doesn't matter how hard you try at your job if they don't like your face, they throw you out. My manager only sees my mistakes all of them do. I had too many jobs to think I'm gonna keep one

This is amazing, thank you

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I can't talk to anybody no more. I tried and tried to run from the fact that I am and will be so shy that I won't be able to socialize anymore with people. I think that for this, people see in me a loser that doesn't talk and stays on it's own. I love someone, deeply, and I will never be able to tell her. Someone else will be brave enough to tell her, kiss her, hug her, marry her, and by the time that happens, where will I be in life? Everyone says to me that life is only one and that I should be more chill and less stressed about things, but I can't do it, I literally can't do it, I'm too nervous and shy, and this in dragging me down into an infinite hole, it only gets worse. I feel like shit, I can't do anything about it.

Really needed this kinda video thanks bud ! keep it up :) i am also a pluviophile :)

I was a relatively gifted kid. Graduated with double diploma from hs, moved abroad to study sciences (and to escape the pressure from my family too lol). I thought - new place, new chapter, new me, it will get better. And then I started failing. Every year, every semester, every exam, every subject. I barely passed. But this year I got myself together. Found what I want to do in life. Managed to get an interview in the engineering masters program I really want to get into. Started studying once again as hard as I could - like let’s try again, ofc it’s hard, it’s uni and it’s science of all things! I really want to get it this time! And… I failed. I failed pretty much all of my exams. I started revising month in advance. I did everything. It wasn’t enough. I’m preparing right now to re-pass them. I get sick even thinking about exams. I am crying constantly, even in public. And no news from the program’s admissions office, while others already received proposals from them. That point in my life, where I finally got out of the dark place, where I thought that finally, I found something I really wanted to do, and put in all of my efforts, was nothing but delusion. I am so tired. I poured my heart into studying, but still miserably failed. I haven’t even done art in years. I have no confidence in being able to re-pass my exams and I don’t want to repeat this year, it will destroy me. People around me are succeeding, getting offers, getting good grades. And I am once again behind everyone. Unable to keep up. I am literally hanging on the last strings of my child-self’s dreams. Let me get at least something that *I* want, please…

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