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Is Krabi worth it?! (Ao Nang and Railay VLOG)
I ran away from Phi Phi early and went to Ao Nang in Krabi. Come with me and the girls as we explore Ao Nang, go on a treacherous lagoon hike at Railay beach and also celebrate Eliza’s birthday with a chaotic night out! Let’s find out if Krabi is even worth it x
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Видео

Live from Thailand :)
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In this yappisode, I tell you all about my trip to the OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD. I talk long haul flights, bad plane food and rude flight attendants. I also discuss the complicated emotions that have come with travelling, imposter syndrome and my first day in Phuket! Come fly with me x Insta: Titsteatraumaa Tiktok: Titsteatraumapodcast
Partying on Phi Phi - Maya Bay, cockroaches and menty b’s (I left early)
Просмотров 171Месяц назад
In this vlog, I show you the realistic side of Phi Phi (big snory cockroachy 10 bed dorms), the party side and our beautiful, MUST DO boat trip to Maya Bay and Monkey Beach
We’re going to PHUKET baby! FIRST BACKPACKING VLOG (Thailand 2024)
Просмотров 462Месяц назад
Join me on my first long travel day and 4 days in Phuket, Thailand. This is the start of my plan to travel South East Asia. In this vlog, we go to Phuket, Bangla Road, night markets and Phuket Old Town. I’ll be vlogging this whole journey so subscribe to join for the ride!
He BROKE UP with me so now I'm moving to another continent
Просмотров 390Месяц назад
In this ep, I tell you all the deets about my recent break up with BOYFRIEND. I talk emotional maturity, the importance of friendships, my plans to travel South East Asia and the HORROR of the luteal phase. Never ever date a boy x Tiktok: @Titsteatraumapodcast Instagram: @Titsteatraumaa
Reminiscing my One Direction era , parasocial grief and cancel culture
Просмотров 403Месяц назад
In this ep, I stray away from the tabloids and create a space for us to grieve together through happy memories of the video diary days, smutty fanfiction, One Direction quizzes and the time I finessed my way to front row of a 1D concert. I also talk about the intricacies of grieving a public figure, say f*ck you to TMZ and the affects of 'cancel culture'. This is for the girlies that were with ...
Feminism, Kamala Harris and the one boy that told me that I was ‘too much’
Просмотров 746Месяц назад
In this ep, I am the angry feminist archetype they all warn you about. I discuss the antics of Big Brothers' self proclaimed 'womaniser' Marcello, signs of covert misogyny, women's rights and Kamala Harris, and my experiences with assault and sexism. As women, we are all too familiar with being silenced and I'm sick of it. I'M DRAMATIC AND I'M PROUD. Stay unhumble x Trigger warning; discusses s...
I FOUGHT a RUDE customer and now I'm UNEMPLOYED
Просмотров 3972 месяца назад
In this episode, I reflect on my first week after leaving my job, my anxieties about leaving the country, starting bereavement counselling and my current reality TV obsession (MAFS). I go through all your guys' PET PEEVES about working in hospitality and unleash my wrath on the customers who have caused me turmoil over the last year at my job as a waitress. It's a nice little catch up. Tip your...
Wine and a WHINE with Quentin O'Brien (being transgender, toxic relationships, bad sex and therapy)
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Wine and a WHINE with Quentin O'Brien (being transgender, toxic relationships, bad sex and therapy)
My CRAZY 3 weeks in LONDON! Stalkers, stabbings, kissing girls in clubs and I have a BOYFRIEND?!?!
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My CRAZY 3 weeks in LONDON! Stalkers, stabbings, kissing girls in clubs and I have a BOYFRIEND?!?!
QUEER? BI? What am I?
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QUEER? BI? What am I?
Having OCD: Crazy compulsions, wiping my arse and my biggest OPP
Просмотров 873 месяца назад
Having OCD: Crazy compulsions, wiping my arse and my biggest OPP
My DEAD, GAY dad ruined my date! With Abbey Hayes
Просмотров 1003 месяца назад
My DEAD, GAY dad ruined my date! With Abbey Hayes
Did I HATE my dad’s new girlfriend?!?! - family holiday drama and moving on
Просмотров 433 месяца назад
Did I HATE my dad’s new girlfriend?!?! - family holiday drama and moving on
Coping with anniversaries (trauma, grief, parent loss)
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Coping with anniversaries (trauma, grief, parent loss)
My mum took her own life - 4 years' later
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My mum took her own life - 4 years' later
Twenties, so confusing (navigating your 20's, bug infestations and quarter life crisis)
Просмотров 524 месяца назад
Twenties, so confusing (navigating your 20's, bug infestations and quarter life crisis)
Niamh Rourke - Showreel 2024
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Niamh Rourke - Showreel 2024
Niamh Rourke - Showreel
Просмотров 86Год назад
Niamh Rourke - Showreel
Niamh Rourke - Showreel 2023 extended
Просмотров 87Год назад
Niamh Rourke - Showreel 2023 extended
Girl with BPD reacts to Pete Davidson discussing Borderline Personality Disorder
Просмотров 4392 года назад
Girl with BPD reacts to Pete Davidson discussing Borderline Personality Disorder
Losing a parent to suicide - a month later
Просмотров 7 тыс.3 года назад
Losing a parent to suicide - a month later
Getting DRUNK and talking about being BISEXUAL.
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.4 года назад
Getting DRUNK and talking about being BISEXUAL.
If you have OCD, watch this video.
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.4 года назад
If you have OCD, watch this video.
How I helped my BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
Просмотров 5644 года назад
How I helped my BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
Things not to say to someone with Borderline Personality Disorder
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Things not to say to someone with Borderline Personality Disorder
Let’s talk about ANXIETY (Q&A)
Просмотров 3624 года назад
Let’s talk about ANXIETY (Q&A)
It’s my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (short film/a day in the life)
Просмотров 65 тыс.4 года назад
It’s my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (short film/a day in the life)
What taking antidepressants is like
Просмотров 6094 года назад
What taking antidepressants is like
What having Borderline Personality Disorder really feels like
Просмотров 9 тыс.4 года назад
What having Borderline Personality Disorder really feels like

Комментарии

  • @eagleplug3348
    @eagleplug3348 Месяц назад

    Found your channel out of the blue... You are so pleasant! Keep the videos going!! And Thailand is the best country.. good choice!!

  • @MaciejKaczmarek-y3g
    @MaciejKaczmarek-y3g Месяц назад

    did you get asked for ID when going in illusion I’m 19 and I’ve heard you’ve got to be 20😂

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 Месяц назад

      I can’t fully remember if I’m honest, but I don’t think we did!

  • @charlotterose4290
    @charlotterose4290 Месяц назад

    relate to alot of the break up stuff currently & tbh some of it is stuff i needed to hear (like re. not being able to control what other people do etc) & hope you're having the BEST time travelling!!! <3

  • @naz3651
    @naz3651 Месяц назад

    ketchup on beans is crazy

  • @nicollerodriguezz
    @nicollerodriguezz Месяц назад

    Youre so mature. I’m so happy for your move and i hope you have a great vacation!

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 Месяц назад

      How lovely of you and thank you for watching it

  • @seismotracker01
    @seismotracker01 Месяц назад

    I really find a lot to appreciate in your RUclipss. (I'm an old bastard in the States so I may not be saying things correctly - apologies.) You are an uncommonly self-aware individual and that helps me see things in new ways. You also have *fantastic* turns of phrases. Some of these may just be how things are said in the North ("I'm sat here"?) and some seem to come from you ("your heart drops to your asshole"?) but it's all new to me. ("Oh. You're hot? Wear a sombrero!") Wishing you every success in Thailand (and wherever else you go).

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 Месяц назад

      What a lovely comment, thank you so much, it makes my day to hear things like this!

  • @akoifeesh1805
    @akoifeesh1805 Месяц назад

    “Misogyny give me the ick” = ✨iconic✨ 🫶

  • @gaiagba
    @gaiagba Месяц назад

    About the Ember Herd case, i dont have a opinion on it but you yourself are admiting that you are uninformed on it so why do you already having conclusions on it big enough to have discosions with your bf? Let alone having problems with people disagreing with you? This entire thing of americans needing their partner to agree with them on everything looks really immature to me. Like if you are wrong do you want to be wrong forever? Marring a yes wo/man just looks bad for the child.

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 Месяц назад

      Thank you for watching/your comment. I suppose you mean Amber Heard? I mean, when you're close with someone bf/gf/friend it's kind of normal to just have unfiltered discussions with them, no? We're both in the acting industry and were discussing the issues in Hollywood, which is why we discussed it. I was informed enough at the time of the case to have an opinion on it, but when it got brought up in convo as of late, I felt my facts in the discussion weren't remembered clear enough to back up an argument. However, it wasn't really that deep as again, I was having the discussion with a close friend so we just had the back and forth of our opinions anyway. I don't need a partner to be a 'yes' person so I agree with your sentiment on that. However, for me personally, there are certain things that I have boundaries on when it comes to who I'd like to share my life with (for example, if they were homophobic, I would never consider being with them). I'm also super open to being wrong, learning and listening to opposing opinions etc, I KNOW I'm not always right (even if I joke otherwise), hence why I appreciate your comment and why I start conversations like this online. Also, I'm not American, for the record!

    • @gaiagba
      @gaiagba Месяц назад

      ​@niamhrourke997 OK, thanks for the reply, I guess we are just looking for very different things that's all.❤

  • @andyhook8952
    @andyhook8952 2 месяца назад

    No amount of gaslighting will redefine what modern day feminism is. Modern day feminism is about perpetuating the social power dynamic that the average man is an oppressor and the average woman is oppressed. This exaggerated imbalance is used to leverage favourable adjustments societally and culturally for a small vocal minority of women often to the detriment of everyone else. Men and women are different but equal under the eyes of God and the laws/rights established in his name. And as most western civilisations live up to that commitment in 2024 it begs the question, what is the purpose of modern day feminism other than to reinforce what is already been achieved and what predominant malevolent movement is seeking to oppose the (for the large part) established parity between the sexes.

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 2 месяца назад

      I appreciate your comment. Whilst there have been obvious societal improvements in at least countries like the UK where I am when it comes to gender equality, a lot of what I discuss in the full episode this clip comes from is the covert misogyny that still happens. We still live and probably always will live in a patriarchal society, a social system that also negatively impacts men as well as women. I don’t believe in your sentiment that modern day feminism is about perpetuating that imbalance rather than tackling it and I could go on with my opinion on that (but I won’t waste either of our time because we both probably can’t be bothered to continue the discourse), however I want to comment back as I appreciate that you responded with a polite and intellectual response rather than the rude responses that these videos usually can get

  • @arcura1259
    @arcura1259 2 месяца назад

    Whatever you do,dont work in factory those places consuming people

  • @Ghost-tn4bz
    @Ghost-tn4bz 2 месяца назад

    felt on the fuckin part when people that come in a fast food restaurant and ask me, a cashier who is busy taking and passing out orders, if I'll bring their food to them. Like no?? Unless you have a disability I'd 100% wouldn't mind doing that real quick, but other than that get your ass up and get the damn food yourself ugh

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 2 месяца назад

      No, they actually think everything revolves around them, you’re in a maccies not at the ritz

  • @jordan_genna
    @jordan_genna 2 месяца назад

    you are so cute! i love your hair

  • @jessicakucelin2770
    @jessicakucelin2770 2 месяца назад

    loved this <3

  • @SanaaClyne-q7h
    @SanaaClyne-q7h 2 месяца назад

    I don't think you are not alone I have OCD And I wash my hands all the time to make sure there's no Germs bacteria spreading

  • @charlotterose4290
    @charlotterose4290 2 месяца назад

    the memories 🥹🥹 can’t wait to hear all about ur travelling!!!!!

  • @ohmyplutos
    @ohmyplutos 2 месяца назад

    i’m a hospitality babe too and i’m loving the podcast so far

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 2 месяца назад

      rip, prayers for you, I leave my hospo job this thursday! Thank you for watching it though

  • @georgialello1029
    @georgialello1029 2 месяца назад

    “I’m going to speak my gay. little. truth.” - that hit!😂 you are looking radiant and glowingg! 💗

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 2 месяца назад

      slayyyy, thank you for watching girl!

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit2 3 месяца назад

    How are you doing now Niamh?

  • @ParticleLarry
    @ParticleLarry 4 месяца назад

    I know this is way off topic but are you a Chicago Bears fan?

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 3 месяца назад

      No! Is that the top I was wearing?

  • @uwantmikehawk1
    @uwantmikehawk1 4 месяца назад

    I recently found your 4 year old video about the loss of your mother . I am glad to see you sitting here 4 years later and looking as though your doing well . Your honesty and perspective on your loss really helped me at the time. I am 43 , a father of 2 daughters, and I needed to hear what it was like for a daughter to loose a parent , while you do not know me , and i do not know you , I would like you to know that you not only helped me , you helped my daughters as well . We as people are in the end naught but the sum total of our actions , for once the great sleep comes upon us our dreams and wants fade too, evaporating as morning dew in the dawn leaving naught but those we have touched through our time here. No matter what path you take in life know that even in your pain and loss you saved a man and his family alot of pain and sadness . So I thank you. May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields, and may the gods look upon you and give you that which you want the most . Cheers , from Canada friend .

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 3 месяца назад

      I can’t even put into words how this comment touched me and I’m so grateful that you found my video and were helped by this perspective. I appreciate your honesty and comment so much. Your daughters are so lucky to have you and deserve every second possible they can get with you. I’m glad my pain has helped stop others also going through it

  • @knoten3759
    @knoten3759 4 месяца назад

    Drinking fruit juice while being fruity! Lol you guys are funny without realizing ❤

  • @knoten3759
    @knoten3759 4 месяца назад

    You seem very strong to share your story into the world like this. I see so many comments all being affected positively by you. Thank you.

  • @knoten3759
    @knoten3759 4 месяца назад

    Thank you for this video. You can articulate your feelings well.

  • @BabyKaz1967
    @BabyKaz1967 4 месяца назад

    I’ve just found your video after searching for others going through the same. Thank you for this video and your vulnerability in sharing your experience. I’ve just lost my mum to suicide and hearing others express how they’ve felt and how they’re coping has been a comfort 🫂

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 4 месяца назад

      Thank you for your comment. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm starting a podcast where I talk more about this and the first episode is tomorrow where I will update my grief journey. It may be too early for you to think ahead yet, but I wonder if you may find comfort in seeing an update as I know how intense it all is

    • @BabyKaz1967
      @BabyKaz1967 4 месяца назад

      @@niamhrourke997 thank you 🫂 yes I will give it a listen definitely. It really does help hearing from others who understand

  • @sarahellenrose
    @sarahellenrose 5 месяцев назад

    I have a hard time crying too… it sucks because I know how good it feels when you’re able to release.

  • @uwantmikehawk1
    @uwantmikehawk1 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing your experience . I am a 43 year old father , husband etc. you have been extremely helpful . I truly hope that here 3 years later you are feeling as well as you possibly can . I hope you have long days and pleasant nights .

  • @zxxDarkLightxxz
    @zxxDarkLightxxz 5 месяцев назад

    I am so sorry for your loss. Wishing you all the best

  • @MichelleGill-js2jb
    @MichelleGill-js2jb 5 месяцев назад

    Big deal wake up and smell the coffee.😢😂😅

  • @LisaPrincess93
    @LisaPrincess93 5 месяцев назад

    Die braucht ja soooo lang für alles ich hätte da weder Zeit noch Geduld für 😮

  • @adarynk
    @adarynk 6 месяцев назад

    I lost my dad to suicide 21 days ago. So grateful this video was recommended to me. I can relate to so much of what you shared. My dad loved me SO much, and devoted so much love and energy into being a good dad to me over almost 22 years. It’s hard for me to accept that he chose to leave us physically. I wish I could tell him how much he still had to live for, and how much we all love and miss him. I’ve had times where I’ve really struggled with my mental health too; I wish the people who were in closer proximity to him would’ve told me more about what he was going through so I could’ve been there for him the way he’d been there for me time and time again. I’m not ashamed of what he did, I just wish I could’ve helped him more through his pain and perceived hopelessness. It can definitely feel strange and painful speaking to a lot of others in their youth who don’t understand the pain of losing one or both parents so young. Lots of love, thank you for making this❤️

  • @johnrichjr.415
    @johnrichjr.415 7 месяцев назад

    I'm so sorry for you. You did a great job with this video. I hope you feel peace one day. God bless you.

  • @Navdeepsingh-vh9ek
    @Navdeepsingh-vh9ek 8 месяцев назад

    And my parents says that you know you have ocd so stop doing it

    • @nvna1111
      @nvna1111 7 месяцев назад

      I’m sorry :( if only it were that simple!

    • @Chiller-pc1dv
      @Chiller-pc1dv 7 месяцев назад

      Yes, we know we have it, but that changes nothing. It doesn't work like that at all, but man I wish it did.

  • @Vivi-ge1jm
    @Vivi-ge1jm 8 месяцев назад

    Hows it affecting you now??

  • @BMfixit
    @BMfixit 8 месяцев назад

    52 years later im feeling it. My childhood trauma finding my mom after suicide is back. My dad shot himself when i was 11 and now my brother hung himself. I cant supress my emotions anymore. Its normal to push emotions aside. They say theirs a better way. MHMR is on it now

  • @ryenne2169
    @ryenne2169 8 месяцев назад

    i recently was diagnosed with ocd, it’s so exhausting and isolating.

  • @Cleoo925
    @Cleoo925 8 месяцев назад

    I lost my father to suicide last year. Ever since that day, my life hasn't been the same he did that in our house while i was in college doing my exams . Am still hoping for better days and for the pain to go away

    • @BMfixit
      @BMfixit 8 месяцев назад

      Sorry for your loss. Finding a craft to be good at helps. Finding a craft that pays the bills, even better. That pain will never go away, the joy you can find helps

    • @Cleoo925
      @Cleoo925 8 месяцев назад

      @BMfixit i will try to find something to distract myself with. Hopefully, thank you 🩷

  • @daksh4543
    @daksh4543 9 месяцев назад

    Got an exact video thanks dude

  • @writerwannabe8778
    @writerwannabe8778 10 месяцев назад

    The Mac Miller background! I was like, wow what are the odds? It's not even that shocking of a thing, but when I see Mac and have my adoration for Mac in common with another person, I'm always excited. I also have a tip. When talking about the struggle of OCD, don't say things are impossible or you can't do it, but that it is really hard. This reminds you that you can do it/resist it. I hope that helps! Good video. Very vulnerable, so thanks for your courage and telling your story.

  • @lupitagonzales8231
    @lupitagonzales8231 10 месяцев назад

    I am so sorry for your loss . 😢 I will pray for you. By listening to your story, I feel your mom was a wonderful person and loved you very much. You don't have to stop believing in God , just continue 🙏 praying. Just talk to the Lord . Talk to him like you talk to us in your video. I know you will eventually get to know the Lord. God loves ❤️ you . I think you are a very strong , beautiful girl. You have so much to give of yourself to others. I will continue to pray for you .

  • @Saratheartist
    @Saratheartist 10 месяцев назад

    I don't have OCD, I was never diagnosed with it, but I relate to this so much. I thought this was normal.

    • @nvna1111
      @nvna1111 7 месяцев назад

      You should get tested if you relate to this honestly cos these are kind of undeniable ocd symptoms

    • @Saratheartist
      @Saratheartist 7 месяцев назад

      @@nvna1111 thanks!

  • @zeeschelp
    @zeeschelp Год назад

    thanks for sharing. especially this hit me 0:49. it's so exhausting that everything you interact with has to go in a certain way. i had severe ocd for a few months during my recovery from anorexia nervosa and i cried so much because it took so long to do simple tasks and sometimes it physically hurts like you said. this is a very good representation. my room wasn't tidy either, with me it also was tapping, touching, even numbers, movements, etc. i still have ocd with my status on social media and when i walk, but it's mostly gone. i really hope you can get better somehow someday. ❤

  • @fw2010uta
    @fw2010uta Год назад

    so proud of you, how are you doing now? my nephew is going thought this will no support for this grief , I am sending him this video 🤗

  • @YeowonLim
    @YeowonLim Год назад

    I really appreciate your courage to have made this video. I cried with you feeling the pain you have felt. I lost my mom the same way 20 years ago. And it still affects me. I thought that it would become ok someday with the passage of time but one day, I realized the pain will always be there. You just learn how to live with your pain. My heart goes out to you and wish you know that you’re not alone.

  • @jennebeattie3168
    @jennebeattie3168 Год назад

    I'm sorry for your profound loss. I lost my 14 year old son recently and this video is very helpful ❤. You are PRAGMATIC my Love. Thrive. Cry. Win. Lose. Live your life as best you can. Our emotions are all, all, all over the place. It feels AWFUL, but it's okay. I will be watching L your videos to follow your journey. Grief is so freaking complicated. Honey, you are wise. Use your talents. May you be blessed. Just blessed. Life is hard. That's just the way it is.

  • @ryan200978
    @ryan200978 Год назад

    ' How are you now ? Take care!

  • @cybercharleen
    @cybercharleen Год назад

    One month and one day ago my father committed suicide in my childhood home. It's not only the most painful thing I've ever experienced, but also the loneliest because almost none of my friends have lost a parent and if they did, it wasn't by suicide. They try to relate to my experience, it's their way to try comfort me, but suicide grief is not like the natural grief. It's really refreshing to listen to someone who's been through the same grief. I hope one day, I can sit in our garden again, have a cold drink and toast to my greatest supporter and my best friend. I love you dad.

    • @BMfixit
      @BMfixit 8 месяцев назад

      I'm so sorry. I hope you rise above the loss. I thought I did but my mom, dad, and now my brother has done it. Pushing emotions aside isn't good. Apparently theirs a better way

    • @oldonetwoable
      @oldonetwoable 3 месяца назад

      My Father shot himself when I was 12. I understand the turmoil you're in atm. I'm so sorry. You will be on a roller-coaster of emotions for the next year or so, every day you will have a thousand thoughts and feelings. Big hugs to you xxx

  • @jesusnavarro5113
    @jesusnavarro5113 Год назад

    As a dad of a 3 years old daughter and soon to be 2 year old daughter in November there love giggles and smiles are the only things that I feel that are delaying the inevitable. I keep telling and convincing myself if I do it now they won’t be hurting as much compared to as if they were older I don’t want to leave them but I’m completely torn inside and in my head.

    • @niamhrourke997
      @niamhrourke997 Год назад

      My mum also felt like we would be better off if she left us and it hurts me more than anything knowing she could have spoken to me and I would have tried to help her hold on for longer as I know it is possible to get better as I have struggled with suicidal thoughts and ideation since I was a teenager. I have a friend who lost her father this way when she was around the age of your children and it is so apparent the massive hole in everyone’s lives. I see it still hurts her and she loves him more than anything and I’m sure it will just leave your daughters with more unanswered questions. They deserve to know what it’s like to cuddle you and hold your hand and to ask you for advice. You think that when you go, you will just be forgotten, but you affect so many more people than you think and the impact you have on your children is great her than you can even fathom. It’s something we take for granted and that we don’t realise until that person is gone forever. I understand you are in pain and I’m so sorry because it is not your fault that you’re struggling. I just really don’t want your daughters to ever feel what it’s like to lose you and to not know what you will look like when you grow old. It hurts to read this because I know you must be going through hell if you are even considering leaving them when you clearly love them so much, but please. You deserve to see them grow up and watch them go to school and get married and have their own children. It is possible to get better. The only way you can’t is if you don’t hold on. It is not inevitable. That is the mental illness talking and you can get better and feel whole and happy again and your kids will be better off for it. They would be broken without you and they would never forget you or stop longing for you to be by their side

    • @jesusnavarro5113
      @jesusnavarro5113 Год назад

      @@niamhrourke997I get everything your saying I’m so torn and don’t want to do this deep down but I know if I keep fighting it will be for nothing my girls are sunshine thru all the darkness I have in life the two days ago when it was super bad I was sobbing into my oldest stomach and she was hugging me and telling me it’s ok daddy don’t cry I wuv you giving me kisses broke me down even more.

  • @missnurse2011
    @missnurse2011 Год назад

    i just lost my father to suicide. it’s been a hell of a journey. thanks for posting. i feel less alone. thank you for being brave. i can relate to a lot of it.

  • @ITSG2370
    @ITSG2370 Год назад

    Oh misery!!!

  • @D_DP2
    @D_DP2 Год назад

    Thank you for posting this. I’ve listened to it many times.