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I TRIED AN EXPERIMENTAL PAIN TREATMENT: My First Experience With Ketamine Infusions
I TRIED AN EXPERIMENTAL PAIN TREATMENT: My First Experience With Ketamine Infusions
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Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Before the pandemic, I was working towards my Master’s degree in Clinical Mental Health Counseling. That was put on hold because I have an autoimmune disease that has caused me to be in quarantine for over 1 year at this point. I am now fully vaccinated and am slowly trying to re-enter the normal world. I also have multiple mental illnesses ...
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HOW MUCH IS BEING PAIN FREE WORTH: Should I Try This Experimental Pain Management Technique??
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HOW MUCH IS BEING PAIN FREE WORTH: Should I Try This Experimental Pain Management Technique?? Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded every Friday. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Before the pandemic, I was work...
GOING TO MULTIPLE DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS: A Chronic Illness Day In The Life VLOG
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GOING TO MULTIPLE DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS: A Chronic Illness Day In The Life VLOG Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded every Friday. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Before the pandemic, I was working towards my ...
WHAT ARE DELSUIONS?: Explaining the Different Types of Delusions with Examples
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WHAT ARE DELSUIONS?: Explaining the Different Types of Delusions with Examples Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded every Friday. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Before the pandemic, I was working towards my ...
OPENING UP ABOUT MY THERAPY JOURNEY: Dealing With Emotions After Therapy
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OPENING UP ABOUT MY THERAPY JOURNEY: Dealing With Emotions After Therapy Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded every Friday @ 11:00 AM eastern time. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Before the pandemic, I was w...
THINGS I NEED AS A DISABLED PERSON: Going Through My Medical Equipment Collection
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THINGS I NEED AS A DISABLED PERSON: Going Through My Medical Equipment Collection Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded every Friday @ 11:00 AM eastern time. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Before the pandemic...
THINGS THAT MAKE MY MENTAL HEALTH WORSE: Explaining 10 Things I Do That Can Harm My Mental Health
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THINGS THAT MAKE MY MENTAL HEALTH WORSE: Explaining 10 Things I Do That Can Harm My Mental Health Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded every Friday @ 11:00 AM eastern time. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Bef...
I GOT MY FIRST COVID SHOT: My Experience With The Moderna Vaccine
Просмотров 3153 года назад
PLEASE CONSULT YOUR DOCTOR OR THE CDC WEBSITE FOR INFORMATION ABOUT THE DIFFERENT COVID VACCINES. I AM NOT A DOCTOR AND AM ONLY SPEAKING FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCE & PERSONAL RESEARCH HERE. Just, take any “facts” I state with a grain of salt because I am NOT an expert. I GOT MY FIRST COVID SHOT: My Experience With The Moderna Vaccine & How I Felt After Getting the Vaccine Please remember to smash...
DO PEOPLE ACTUALLY TRY TO ESCAPE??: Explaining Myths about Mental Patients and Mental Hospitals [CC]
Просмотров 2,7 тыс.3 года назад
DO PEOPLE ACTUALLY TRY TO ESCAPE??: Explaining Myths about Mental Patients and Mental Hospitals Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded every Friday @ 11:00 AM eastern time. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Associates and Bachelor’s degrees in Psychology. Befor...
I'VE BEEN WAITING A YEAR FOR THIS: My Life is About To Change *emotional life update*
Просмотров 3233 года назад
I'VE BEEN WAITING A YEAR FOR THIS: My Life is About To Change *emotional life update* *Spoiler Alert* I'm getting the vaccine!!! (Soon...hopefully...😂) Please remember to smash that like button, click subscribe, and ring the notification bell so that you will not miss any of my future videos! Videos are uploaded Friday @ 11:00 AM eastern time. 👍 Hey everyone, I'm Devin! I currently have my Asso...
I'M BACK TO YOUTUBE: Giving a Life Update While Doing My Skincare Routine for DRY Skin
Просмотров 2333 года назад
I'm back to RUclips, guys! This week, I'm giving you a life update while doing my skincare routine. As I go through my cruelty free, vegan, & AFFORDABLE skincare routine for dry skin, I give a mental and physical health update, including an update on my unexplained chronic pain and why it got worse. It's been a rough few months, but I've made it through and I am so excited to be back with you a...
I'VE BEEN IN QUARANTINE FOR ALMOST A YEAR: I'm Not Doing Okay
Просмотров 3243 года назад
I've been in quarantine for almost a year and I'm not doing okay. I'm dealing with anxiety and depression. I'm having nightmares. I'm still dealing with chronic hip pain. Life is really hard right now, but I know that I'm not alone in feeling that way. In this video, I share how quarantine is affecting my mental health and how the pandemic is affecting my medical care. I wanted to share where I...
HOW TO MAKE SMART GOALS FOR THE NEW YEAR: Explaining SMART Goals and My Personal Goals for 2021
Просмотров 1203 года назад
Every year so many people make New Year's Resolutions that they can't stick with. In today's video, I'm explaining SMART goals, giving some SMART goals examples, and showing how they can be used to make sure you achieve your resolutions this year. Making New Year's resolutions that stick, or making goals and achieving them in general, is made so much easier by knowing how to make SMART goals. I...
THIS YEAR WAS HARD: A Dog Montage to Help You Forget 2020
Просмотров 943 года назад
This year was hard. 2020 was hard. And when things get hard for me, I want to see cute dogs. Obviously, I'm biased and think my dogs are the best, so I decided to make a dog montage to help you forget 2020. Please enjoy this montage of my dogs, I hope it is a little light in the craziness that was this year. Have a great rest of your holidays, and I will see you all next year! Please remember t...
SKILLS FOR DEALING WITH DISTRESS: Explaining ACCEPTS DBT Skills
Просмотров 3533 года назад
Today, I'm talking all about the ACCEPTS DBT Skills. DBT, or Dialectal Behavioral Therapy, was created as a treatment for borderline personality disorder (BPD) but can be used to help anyone cope with strong emotions. ACCEPTS is an acronym within DBT that covers some distress tolerance skills, or how to deal with distress and ways to cope with a crisis. In particular, ACCEPTS gives you ways to ...
UNDERSTANDING POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER: Explaining Symptoms of PTSD
Просмотров 3983 года назад
UNDERSTANDING POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER: Explaining Symptoms of PTSD
HE WAS STILL ON DATING APPS: How I Knew My Partner Was Cheating
Просмотров 7103 года назад
HE WAS STILL ON DATING APPS: How I Knew My Partner Was Cheating
HOW DO I DATE WITH A DISABILITY??: My 5 Dating Tips For People With Disabilities
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HOW DO I DATE WITH A DISABILITY??: My 5 Dating Tips For People With Disabilities
SOMETIMES I DON'T FEEL REAL: What Is Depersonalization Derealization Disorder?
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SOMETIMES I DON'T FEEL REAL: What Is Depersonalization Derealization Disorder?
I HAD TO GET HIP INJECTIONS: Going To A Pain Specialist For Chronic Pain
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I HAD TO GET HIP INJECTIONS: Going To A Pain Specialist For Chronic Pain
WHY ARE LIVING WILLS IMPORTANT??: Why I Wrote A Living Will
Просмотров 1033 года назад
WHY ARE LIVING WILLS IMPORTANT??: Why I Wrote A Living Will
MY FIRST PAIN CLINIC APPOINTMENT: Going To A Pain Clinic For Chronic Joint Pain
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MY FIRST PAIN CLINIC APPOINTMENT: Going To A Pain Clinic For Chronic Joint Pain
I NEED TO TELL MYSELF MORE NICE THINGS: A Creative Way to Build Self Esteem!
Просмотров 1173 года назад
I NEED TO TELL MYSELF MORE NICE THINGS: A Creative Way to Build Self Esteem!
HOW MY PAST RELATIONSHIP AFFECTS MY MARRIAGE: Lasting Effects from Toxic Relationships
Просмотров 3973 года назад
HOW MY PAST RELATIONSHIP AFFECTS MY MARRIAGE: Lasting Effects from Toxic Relationships
DAILY SCHEDULE OF A MENTAL PATIENT: How I Spent My Days At the Mental Hospital
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DAILY SCHEDULE OF A MENTAL PATIENT: How I Spent My Days At the Mental Hospital
HOW I COPE WITH MENTAL ILLNESS SYMPTOMS: 5 Self Care Exercises for Mental Illness
Просмотров 3143 года назад
HOW I COPE WITH MENTAL ILLNESS SYMPTOMS: 5 Self Care Exercises for Mental Illness
USING A WHEELCHAIR WHEN YOU CAN WALK: How Do I Feel About Getting a Wheelchair?
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USING A WHEELCHAIR WHEN YOU CAN WALK: How Do I Feel About Getting a Wheelchair?
MY PHYSICAL THERAPY ROUTINE FOR MY HIPS: How to Help Chronic Hip Pain
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MY PHYSICAL THERAPY ROUTINE FOR MY HIPS: How to Help Chronic Hip Pain
WHAT DO DISABLED PEOPLE LOOK LIKE: I Have an INVISIBLE Disability [CC]
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WHAT DO DISABLED PEOPLE LOOK LIKE: I Have an INVISIBLE Disability [CC]
WHY I HAD TO LEAVE HIM: My Partner Abused Me For YEARS
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WHY I HAD TO LEAVE HIM: My Partner Abused Me For YEARS

Комментарии

  • @streyfish83
    @streyfish83 4 часа назад

    I give you props only because people who can handle working with mental illness deal with it in their daily life. I feel like that is what that community needs.

  • @BethHutch-pg5yi
    @BethHutch-pg5yi 22 часа назад

    it's the same for all of us doctors don't care

  • @lindafrabizio2910
    @lindafrabizio2910 День назад

    What is your Diagnosis. ???

  • @empressiza
    @empressiza День назад

    how expensive is it tho

  • @wildfiregirl1556
    @wildfiregirl1556 2 дня назад

    Dont go!!

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit2 2 дня назад

    Patients should get access to therapists in the first week

  • @Scorcher-ii1ty
    @Scorcher-ii1ty 3 дня назад

    Why people just don’t use kratom I’ll never know. These Drs are political beurocrats. There’s no sense in even going to these quacks. Don’t even waste your time. You could have bone cancer and they wouldn’t care.

  • @rosachavez6394
    @rosachavez6394 3 дня назад

    I have a couselor and a psychiatrist and I’ve been told that with child trauma as we grow older those who have trauma are more likely to have Autoimmune disorders. I have scleroderma and it also come from a traumatic background as a child. I have overlapping conditions as well including internal organ that’s being effected by my autoimmune disease. Great videos!

  • @rosachavez6394
    @rosachavez6394 3 дня назад

    Is there medication for BPD? Also do psychiatrist have specific test that are given to patients to dx the patient for BPD?

  • @rosachavez6394
    @rosachavez6394 3 дня назад

    Did you have issues trying to remembering some of the memories that occurred? I know that I have repressed my memories but from time to time I have those memories that I will say I remember, but I do have a lot of night terrors that are so vivid and it’s always the same. 😢

  • @rosachavez6394
    @rosachavez6394 3 дня назад

    I was told that because of all my trauma that EMDR is not appropriate for me at this point. But Brain Spotting is what I was recommended to start. I grew up with a lot of child trauma and it was my mother who abused me, but other things amongst that. Best of luck

  • @mitchellbailey4906
    @mitchellbailey4906 3 дня назад

    Wow that's some bs. The guidelines are horrible. You are a patient just like me. We should not have to jump through hoops just to get proper pain management. We need real doctors again not these government puppets that are nothing but cowards.

  • @Auroraluis-cd9cn
    @Auroraluis-cd9cn 4 дня назад

    I have a great pain med doctor he puts me to sleep when I get shots..I get them from my neck to foot yes my body so messed up thank God my pain med doctor understands all my body pain..

  • @bobbyzzz69
    @bobbyzzz69 5 дней назад

    These Dr are disgusting and should looose there lic.

  • @jackattack9799
    @jackattack9799 6 дней назад

    Any updates ? How have you been doing

  • @rainygreene9161
    @rainygreene9161 7 дней назад

    One time I was at the hospital and couldn't calm down. I willing went into a room and it had pads on the walls. I just didn't know what to do with myself and it was the only place I felt I could try to gather myself. They did use that room for people although it's not like people often understand it to be. I also experienced someone trying to get out of the hospital. She actually ended up injuring her hand and wrist in the process. She was not paranoid or psychotic in any way. This was 20 years ago. Once the doctor didn't trust that I was no longer in an active eating disorder and they locked me out of my room. I have also been in the hospital more than once where they had to battle patients and give them a shot and or hold them down. Sometimes the person falls asleep because the goal is to calm them down ao they don't harm themselves or anyone else. And other times they strap them to a bed. One of the first times I was in the mental hospital a patient not in the right state of mind thought I was someone they knew and had an issue with so the staff had to quietly move me to another location because they caught her trying to go after me in bed. A family member of mine was not ready to ready to leave the hospital and we tried to tell the hospital but they let them go anyway. So of you are on a 72 hour hold you can sometimes talk to the Dr about going voluntary and some doctors are glad to do that

  • @angelina20161
    @angelina20161 9 дней назад

    I was just recently in CPEP in my local hospital 😢. Everything up you said is so true.

  • @Kapplerartbloomingdale
    @Kapplerartbloomingdale 10 дней назад

    Support and blessings. Thanks for advocating for us. ❤

  • @adamswanson8216
    @adamswanson8216 11 дней назад

    I am totally blind and due to a back surgery I have to use a wheelchair if I go for any very long walks anymore widowed now five years and I am 50 years old but I tell you I have really not figured out how to meet anyone the chatline seem only full of people looking to talk disgusting and I was listening to this for tips and hoping to find more ideas but there is not a lot of ideas out there. Sorry I am dictating my messages as I mentioned I am blind but truly I am a guitar instructor was married 24 years successfully widow now for five game employed healthy And I have to think a reasonably decent looking man. I’m not overweight. I’m fairly muscular. I mean I just don’t understand why I can’t meet anyone of substance or that has anything to them more than treating me like a target because that’s all I ever feel like with the dates I’ve had, it made that’s why I’m looking at your video. Thanks again. 1:36

  • @GayPeep01
    @GayPeep01 13 дней назад

    I have been threatened with being forcefully admitted for ideation and actions but told my threapist that i would tell my parents, that was last year One year later, i am still struggling with the same thing and know i need to go to a psychological facility but am scared to death and my parents still dont know I am 15 abt to be 16 and the only person who knows abt my mental heald status is my gf.

  • @user-nc2ld3xh4m
    @user-nc2ld3xh4m 13 дней назад

    I've been. I needed it . I'll go again if I need it.

  • @user-ww5uc4tg4u
    @user-ww5uc4tg4u 14 дней назад

    u are so cuteable <3 can u marrie me <3 <3

  • @GETBENT1331
    @GETBENT1331 16 дней назад

    ive considered taking my life at a random strangers house

  • @Its_Serup
    @Its_Serup 16 дней назад

    I'm 13 I've had thoughts since I was 6 I'm scared and don't know what to do

  • @Praisethesunson
    @Praisethesunson 18 дней назад

    Pain clinics were invented by Purdue to push pills onto people. That's still true. Which sucks for folks like you just trying to navigate your own life and health.

  • @CoinCG
    @CoinCG 18 дней назад

    Doctors suck after 2016-2017. They're scared of being investigated and will do nothing that could cause them problems later. They are not obligated to prescribe anything even though you're in chronic pain. it's sad really our government and justice system has failed us common citizens. Yet people still pay their taxes...

  • @user-wy5uu8gm4z
    @user-wy5uu8gm4z 19 дней назад

    That drive in the back of the ambulance facing backwards.....the worst🤮 and god forbid you have to use the bathroom

  • @trafficjon400
    @trafficjon400 25 дней назад

    Oh I see now and sorry! 6 years and not fully my self and believing if I ever will be. Doctor all way's said he doesn't know and about as useless he is. puts me on addicting ADDERAL and go crazy getting off it and waking deppression shaking stil. not the grave dark places i was 3 years ago worse than one could emagen.

  • @trafficjon400
    @trafficjon400 25 дней назад

    MADE YOU CRAZY OR A JOKE. I know people and 1 Man who shot in self in the head after taking dexamethasone because of the damaging brain side effects. he shot him self in his back yard wile wife was in living room. He just couldn't take the grave feeling and crazy madness it caused him.

  • @rvaborn
    @rvaborn 26 дней назад

    I just got out of my first psych hold…. No windows, no privacy nothing to do, unappetizing food, 20 hours before social could speak with me, definitely dehumanizing, felt like it was making my thoughts worse, just awful. On the upside, I’ve been given a plan of action and therapy to treat and better cope with my thoughts

  • @chocolatethundercherry143
    @chocolatethundercherry143 Месяц назад

    I went to the ER in November I was having a mental breakdown & self h a r Ming thoughts due to stress & depression! I was literally overwhelmed I didn’t feel heard by my family so I committed myself , I was agreeing to everything just to get mental relief . They gave me meds to make me sleep which I haven’t been able to get since I was under a schizophrenic episode . I talked to a psychologist thinking being honest would help me go home faster ! …. Even on the stretcher I felt like a Hannibal lector character….. I was placed under a 51/50 not knowing what it really was ! When I woke up I was calm & ready to go home , they wouldn’t let me go anywhere ! Since I tried to run out I was shipped off to a mental institution all I wanted to do was sleep the pain away ! During the ride. They took everything from me & wouldn’t let me keep my Bible , waist beads or anything….. I was scared of everything & everyone around me I was there for 4 or 5 days , I was missing my kids & freedom !!!! The different medicines they gave me had me emotional, scared , & feeling so worse & eager to get out . The other patients had to tell me what to say to get out of there ! I pray to GOD to never go back 😢😢😢😢😢 I didn’t feel human at all …..

  • @brookebickley6873
    @brookebickley6873 Месяц назад

    This is terrifying and not how its done in my country. We are not stripped down to a hospital gown and can always wear our own clothes, unless you have like overdosed and are on cardiac monitoring in the ED or something like that. They dont just take your clothes off you as standard practice. They dont make us strip down, and document all the marks on our bodies or anything. This is so so horrific. As far as transferring between hospitals they do often transport via ambulance, but you wouldnt be strapped down in the back of the ambulance in a gown on your own, or to the stretcher with your arms and legs restrained. That is so barbaric. Here in my experience many times you normally would be given the choice between laying on the stretcher, or sitting in the chair in the back of the ambulance. There would also always be someone in the back with you. I have also been able to go with my own support workers to transfer between hospitals - this saves the hospital system resources, so they will usually agree to this if you are not really unstable. Depending on what hospitals I've gone to and how busy things are, and what the bed situation is, sometimes when I've been suicidal I've been taken through straight away, or pretty quickly, other times I've been left waiting alone, or waiting with a support person in the waiting room sometimes for up to 8 hours. When your waiting alone for long stetches in the waiting room by yourself its so hard, and you really question whether getting help was the right decision. Here we dont have mental health assessments centres, we just get put in a normal ED bed with a security guard watching you, or if they are really worried about you, they put you in basically a padded room with a guard watching you until there is a bed free in the mental health ward. It's a terrible experience having guards everywhere in ED watching people and trying to fall asleep with guards watching your every move. It is not uncommon for mental health patients to wait for up to 72 hours in ED for a bed in the Mental Health ward. The environmentis reallynot suitablein so many ways. It also causes so many issues, and theres always so much discussionin the media, and on the internet, and in the health sector about mental health patientsbeing the cause of bed blockages in ED because they are taking up so many ED beds waiting for a bed to come up in a MH ward. Its not great always hearing how MH patients are the cause of the problem, but them not doing much to add more supportor resources to reduce the need for MH patients to end up in ED in crisis. We also do not have all of our property taken off us to get admitted to the mental health wards, and we are not metal detected. The security in ED have metal detectors, but they use them in response to specific concerns or worries, not with every single person as a standard practice. When we get admitted to the ward our bags are checked by staff. Things like phone cords, sharps (like in your toiletry bag manicure set or shaver), aerosole deodorants, perfume, hand sanitiser etc are locked away in your drawer or in a tub with staff depending on the ward. I always have my teddy, my own blanket, some of my sensory modulation stuff, my phone and noise cancelling headphones 🎧 etc with me when I go into hospital. We have a few differences types of units, and they can vary slightly in name depending on which state your in, but have pretty similar functions. We have Acute inpatient wards, and PICU - Psychiatric Intensive Care Unit, basically an Inpatient ward for people who need higher acuity care. We have Rehabilitation services. We have MH Short stay wards where the admissions are likely to typically be around 72hours or less and people are linked into community supports. We have SRF - Secure Rehabilitation Facility and CRC Community Rehabilitation Centres which are located in different regions so people can continue their rehabilitation in their community. We also have the Step up Step down facilities called ICC where people may step down from hospital into to ICC Intermediate Care Centre, or step up into the ICC, when they don't quite need to be in an acute ward anymore, or are struggling at home and need additional support so their care is stepped up into the ICC. We also have the Childrens/Youth Inpatient ward, the Older Persons MH wards, Eating Disorders ward, theres also the forensic services. Then there is obviously all the Teams that fall under Community Services. There are so many different things under this umbrella and I definitely can't name them all off the top of my head but would include things like Police and Ambulance Co-respondener Models where a MH Clincian responds to MH related calls with a Police officer and Ambulance officer to be able to provide a MH assessment and assistance to people experiencing MH related distress and try to avoid them being transported to ED for assessment where possible. It would also include Triage team, the Centre for Treatment of Anxiety and Depression, Hospital in the Home service where consumers are visited and assessed each day, sometimes more than once a day instead of being in hospital. It would also include the team in the community that are supporting people who are not in hospital/some places call this outpatient treatment but here we mostly refer to it as community teams or similar except in the private system. I have met some of my closest lifelong friends through the mental health system - others who understand pain and struggling and the fight every day to keep going. I hope you have found your tribe since filming this video. Thanks for sharing. I will watch more of your videos.

  • @thomasreeves15
    @thomasreeves15 Месяц назад

    Honey I had 58 pages plus 19 online plus 7 to bring the day of the appt then I pay have to pay them $325 each visit so I feel your pain no pun intended. My back is crushed at the bottom so I'm in pain 24/7 and it's even worse now than you described. They won't let anyone in the waiting room they won't even let ppl wait in the parking lot nobody can go in with you I go to my first appt Monday and I'm nervous as crap

  • @madf3437
    @madf3437 Месяц назад

    I'm going back. My last times there was 2 and a half years ago. I'm still really scared. I'll be there tomorrow.

  • @renem2257
    @renem2257 Месяц назад

  • @veslistudio4224
    @veslistudio4224 Месяц назад

    I have many disabilities but I am high functioning so people can handle me well. In general, I find dating life easy but commitment becomes hard because I am a dependent disabled person. This means I need to ask my parents for approval before I am allowed to make big decisions.

  • @Agentekd
    @Agentekd Месяц назад

    I think I need to go but it sounds frankly traumatizing

  • @isaiahbarnes6328
    @isaiahbarnes6328 Месяц назад

    When I go to psychiatrist hospital man I was like sitting in my chair I wish to um yhers buch of people keeping watch you and eating

  • @mimirrae
    @mimirrae Месяц назад

    i’ve been contemplating checking myself in soon. my last 2 visits weren’t the best, with the first visit having the sheriff come and handcuff and ankle cuff me with a chain connecting the two and rolling me out on a wheelchair in front of all the other er patients like i was some kinda criminal even tho i had been 100% compliant the whole time and only told the psychiatrist that i wanted to go home which apparently warranted my status to change from voluntary to involuntary just like that. my second trip i was able to finesse my way out of it and was only there for about 4 hours i think. honestly im really hoping that this time if i do get transferred to a psychiatric hospital again they’ll put me in an ambulance, because i don’t think i can handle the treatment the sheriff gives again. that was completely ridiculous and he was totally unsympathetic about it. i genuinely felt like i was a dangerous criminal in his eyes, not worth being nice to.

  • @robkeyo8029
    @robkeyo8029 Месяц назад

    😂lol,, fruit cake and nuts

  • @user-zg9xc4ip4b
    @user-zg9xc4ip4b Месяц назад

    I don't have a physical disability but a mental one and I never wanted to disclose my mental illness with the guy that I've dated but I should have. I wouldn't have wasted my time with him. It could've saved me from a negative experience. I do feel that dating is harder for us because once you tell them about your illness they might not want to date you so your options are much slimmer but it will also prevent you from wasting your time.

  • @jasminalvi8714
    @jasminalvi8714 Месяц назад

    Hey, how are you doing today?

  • @godsownlunatics9650
    @godsownlunatics9650 Месяц назад

    whats it like? to be cared for by others not including but limited to hospital staff who are PAID to care if they were not PAID to care, they like all of you would not be there. I have had the same brain injury since 1974 oh, since I am talking to myself cuz that is what I do, talkj to myself cuz no one is there and do not care cuz humans are really not real but seeing that you are sitting there probably shaking your heads a lot of you are telling yourselves if he kills himself we will not matter cuz he is our host and he does matter we just have no comprehension of how traumatic brain injury treats the victim...is it a mental health disorder to think I think I am fuct or truth and dare cuz I am 1 different mothercucker (intentional cucker) cuz fucker the algorithm whines. What would you seriously do happen my life happen to be our lives and that brain injury affects all and everything I see what if what I just watched is just a program inside my head as I cannot tell the difference between reality and my visual cortex relay and or heads-up display. (What I see around me) what if you are a trigger yourself? what will I do when all of man wake up this nasty dream. what are we going to do to each other when the fed are forced to come clean about the lean and mean fossil fuels that no longer exist! oh, and how do I fill out my taxes being I am still awakening the devastating brain injury I may never fully awaken, always be strung out of lies of others who cries when it happens to them

  • @littledollymixture72
    @littledollymixture72 Месяц назад

    Thank u for sharing ur story's ur helping someone I know xxx,

  • @redpillscience1288
    @redpillscience1288 Месяц назад

    Is your husband disabled? Or the other men?

  • @shancoops4915
    @shancoops4915 Месяц назад

    Ibe just wached this as ive been needing to do it myself but im 24 and im really worried about doing it as i dont know what to expect but this helped a lot to see what actuallt happens in these places your so strong that you got through this xx

  • @MBJK_baby
    @MBJK_baby 2 месяца назад

    should i go to the ER to get checked out? I've been having lots of panic attacks this weekend because of work

  • @chyannefogle7328
    @chyannefogle7328 2 месяца назад

    Can I check myself into a mental hospital due to grief?

  • @chyannefogle7328
    @chyannefogle7328 2 месяца назад

    I was thinking of checking myself in at some point when I get my insurance fixed and needed to know in advanced I was in one once before but I hardly remember the whole experience of it. So I needed to refresh my memory thank you for your video.

  • @duduoson370
    @duduoson370 2 месяца назад

    bad person disorder