- Видео 48
- Просмотров 46 110
Drumming Through Depression
США
Добавлен 7 июл 2022
I made this channel to document my journey through Music Therapy; seeing how it's my final resort for mental help. After many years, I was ultimately taken advantage of, and lied to regularly by a therapist (#anti_therapy).
I struggle with debilitating spine issues, chronic pain, and several mental disorders. Therefore, don't expect any sort of regular schedule from me. I can only record and play drums when my body permits it.
That said, with this channel, I plan on uploading drum covers to the songs that have helped me (and continue to help me) remain in this hell called "human life".
Fuck the system.
I struggle with debilitating spine issues, chronic pain, and several mental disorders. Therefore, don't expect any sort of regular schedule from me. I can only record and play drums when my body permits it.
That said, with this channel, I plan on uploading drum covers to the songs that have helped me (and continue to help me) remain in this hell called "human life".
Fuck the system.
Apati - Syndafloden [Instrumental Collab.] (Post Rock/Depressive Rock) - Feat. @guilhermeaires3913
Here is a cover I did in collaboration with @guilhermeaires3913. He's an awesome dude, and fantastic guitarist! It was a lot of fun creating this cover with him! Be sure to check out his channel, as he has some great guitar covers uploaded there!
Follow his IG as well : guilherme.aires_
And I'd say keep your eyes open; I have a feeling there may be future collaborations in the works!
I hope you enjoy!
Equipment used :
Roland TD-11KV
Pearl P3002D Demon Drive Double Pedal
DOPE STICKZ SHOCKDROP "BLUE" 5A Hickory Acorn Tip Sticks
iPhone X
Focusrite Scarlett 2i2 (2nd gen model)
Toontrack Superior Drummer 2 (Metal Machinery SDX)
Mixcraft 9 Pro Studio
You can also follow me here :...
Follow his IG as well : guilherme.aires_
And I'd say keep your eyes open; I have a feeling there may be future collaborations in the works!
I hope you enjoy!
Equipment used :
Roland TD-11KV
Pearl P3002D Demon Drive Double Pedal
DOPE STICKZ SHOCKDROP "BLUE" 5A Hickory Acorn Tip Sticks
iPhone X
Focusrite Scarlett 2i2 (2nd gen model)
Toontrack Superior Drummer 2 (Metal Machinery SDX)
Mixcraft 9 Pro Studio
You can also follow me here :...
Просмотров: 308
Видео
Portishead - Roads [Drum Cover] (Trip-Hop/Alternative Rock/Psychedelic Rock)
Просмотров 3575 месяцев назад
Here is my drum cover of the song "Roads" from Portishead's debut 1994 album, Dummy. This song holds a very special place in my heart, and always takes me somewhere when I listen to it. It's easy to get lost while drumming to it. Be sure to support Portishead here : www.portishead.co.uk/ @Portishead_Official portisheadofficial I hope you enjoy! Equipment used : Roland TD-11KV Pear...
Decalius - Lifeless (feat. Saad) [Drum Cover - Old Version] (DSBM)
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.8 месяцев назад
Here is my cover of the song "Lifeless" (feat. Saad @SaaaaaD-0), by Decalius @decaliusproject4973. Unfortunately, it wasn't until I began to upload this video, that I noticed Saad had recently shared the lyrics to this song (10-days ago). If you're familiar with my material, you'll know I prefer to add the lyrics to the songs I cover, since they hold lots of meaning as well. However, due to the...
Dernier Martyr - Follow The River, Towards The Sea... [Drum Cover] (Post-Rock/Depressive-Rock)
Просмотров 2619 месяцев назад
It felt like it was time to revisit my favorite Split-Album that was ever released : "The World Comes to an End in the End of a Journey", by Pest Productions (2009). I decided to cover another song from Dernier Martyr (which is French for "Last Martyr"), called "Follow The River, Towards The Sea...". Dernier Martyr formed in 2008, and was a post-rock/depressive-rock/black metal duo from Tolyatt...
Blade and Bath - Eternal Nothingness [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.10 месяцев назад
Here is my drum cover/interpretation of "Eternal Nothingness" by @bladeandbath. I hope you enjoy! Equipment used : Roland TD-11KV Pearl P3002D Demon Drive Double Pedal DOPE STICKZ SHOCKDROP "BLUE" 5A Hickory Acorn Tip Sticks iPhone X Focusrite Scarlett 2i2 (2nd gen model) Toontrack Superior Drummer 2 (Avatar SDX) Mixcraft 9 Pro Studio You can also follow me here : drummingthroughd...
Curtis Waters - DEATH KEEPS CALLING MY NAME feat. Shrimp [Drum Interpretation]
Просмотров 21210 месяцев назад
Here is my drum interpretation for "Death Keeps Calling Me" by @curtiswaters5220 (feat. @shrimp3962). At the time of this recording (February 23, 2024), I've been dealing with a chronic spine disease for several years (it's a big part of why I don't upload videos more often). So this song really resonates with me (especially the lyrics), and I thought adding drums to it would be therapeutic. I ...
Advent Sorrow - Skin To Suffer In [Drum Cover] (Depressive Black Metal)
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.11 месяцев назад
Here is my drum cover of the song "Skin To Suffer In", by @AdventSorrow. @AA-ou2ye - this one's for you! 🤘🤘 I hope you enjoy! Equipment used : Roland TD-11KV Pearl P3002D Demon Drive Double Pedal DOPE STICKZ NEON GLOW 5A Hickory Acorn Tip Sticks iPhone X Focusrite Scarlett 2i2 (2nd gen model) Toontrack Superior Drummer 2 (the Avatar SDX) Mixcraft 9 Pro Studio You can also follow me here : faceb...
Garden of Sadness - My Empty Life [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 551Год назад
Here is my drum cover of a song from Garden of Sadness, entitled "My Empty Life". This song comes from the 2009 Full-Length album, "Travesty of a Human Being". The whole album is an incredible piece of art! Garden of Sadness is the solo project of Marek, located in Siemianowice Śląskie, Silesia (Southern Poland). This is another one of my favorite songs by GOS. This song in particular also came...
Shrimp - This Body Means Nothing To Me [Drum Addition/Improvisation]
Просмотров 608Год назад
I've been feeling this song a lot lately, and felt like adding drums to it. You can find the original here : @shrimp3962 Huge shoutout to @ForwardObservations for introducing me to this song! I hope you enjoy! Support Shrimp here : soundcloud.com/fuckshrimp okayshrimp okshrimp Equipment used : Roland TD-11KV Pearl P3002D Demon Drive Double Pedal Vic Firth American Clas...
Decalius - Shotgun [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 3,4 тыс.Год назад
Here is my drum cover of the song "Shotgun", from the 2023 album "Dehumanizing Loneliness", by @decaliusproject4973. I hope you enjoy! You can check out the new Decalius album here : ruclips.net/video/f9xOdzGh264/видео.htmlsi=MMhk9IrQFmqFRpX4 Also be sure to follow Decalius here : www.youtube.com/@decaliusproject4973 people/Decalius/100071050966200/ decalius_band ope...
Decalius - Loneliness [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 3,4 тыс.Год назад
Here is my drum cover of the song "Loneliness", from the 2023 album "Dehumanizing Loneliness", by Decalius. I hope you enjoy! You can check out the new Decalius album here : ruclips.net/video/f9xOdzGh264/видео.htmlsi=MMhk9IrQFmqFRpX4 Also be sure to follow Decalius here : www.youtube.com/@decaliusproject4973 people/Decalius/100071050966200/ decalius_band open.spotify...
Forever Lassitude - I Never Wanted This [Drum Cover/Interpretation] (DSBM/Atmospheric/Post BM)
Просмотров 362Год назад
Here is my drum cover/interpretation of "I Never Wanted This" by the project @forever_lassitude. Be sure to subscribe to his channel as well : www.youtube.com/@forever_lassitude I hope you enjoy! Equipment used : Roland TD-11KV Pearl P3002D Demon Drive Double Pedal DOPE STICKZ SHOCKDROP "BLUE" 5A Hickory Acorn Tip Sticks iPhone X Focusrite Scarlett 2i2 (2nd gen model) Toontrack Superior Drummer...
Nirvana - Something in the Way [Drum Cover] (Grunge/Alternative Rock)
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.Год назад
Here is my drum cover of "Something in the Way" by Nirvana. This is one of my favorite songs they released, and since it started raining where I live, it felt like an appropriate time to cover it. "Something in the Way" comes from the Nirvana's 2nd studio album, entitled "Nevermind". According to Michael Azerrad (the author of "Come as You Are : The Story of Nirvana"), Cobain himself suggested ...
Lifelover - Expandera [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock/Black Metal)
Просмотров 680Год назад
Here is my drum cover of a Lifelover song entitled "Expandera", which comes from the band's 2011, debut full-length album "Sjukdom". RIP Nattdal "B" (September 5, 1986 - September 9, 2011). You can purchase the "Sjukdom" album (and the "Konkurs" album) from the Lifelover Bandcamp here : lifelover.bandcamp.com/music You can also purchase the albums "Dekadens", "Pulver", and "Erotik" through Osmo...
Lifelover - Mental Central Dialog [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock/Black Metal)
Просмотров 1,9 тыс.Год назад
Here is my drum cover of a Lifelover song entitled "Mental Central Dialog", which comes from the band's 2008, third full-length album "Konkurs". This song has always resonated with me deeply (especially due to the repetition in questioning), and was a pleasure to play-along with. What else needs be said about this band? Lifelover was absolutely fucking legendary, and the impact they had on the ...
Decalius - Frustrated V2 [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 1 тыс.Год назад
Decalius - Frustrated V2 [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
I'm In A Coffin - Solipsistic Dry Heaves [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 723Год назад
I'm In A Coffin - Solipsistic Dry Heaves [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Garden Of Sadness - Only Dreams Are Beautiful [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 433Год назад
Garden Of Sadness - Only Dreams Are Beautiful [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
I'm In A Coffin - Suicide Eyes [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 598Год назад
I'm In A Coffin - Suicide Eyes [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Decalius - Frustrated [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.Год назад
Decalius - Frustrated [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Decalius - Excluded From Humanity [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 10 тыс.Год назад
Decalius - Excluded From Humanity [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Apati - Syndafloden [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
Просмотров 2,3 тыс.Год назад
Apati - Syndafloden [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
Managarm - Failed Dream In Lost Time [Drum Cover] (Depressive Black Metal)
Просмотров 380Год назад
Managarm - Failed Dream In Lost Time [Drum Cover] (Depressive Black Metal)
Totalselfhatred - Enlightment [Drum Cover] (Depressive Black Metal)
Просмотров 705Год назад
Totalselfhatred - Enlightment [Drum Cover] (Depressive Black Metal)
Apati - Allt jag aldrig haft [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
Просмотров 856Год назад
Apati - Allt jag aldrig haft [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
I'm In A Coffin - A Taste of the Abyss [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Просмотров 330Год назад
I'm In A Coffin - A Taste of the Abyss [Drum Cover] (DSBM)
Abstract Void - Wind of Reminiscence - Drum Cover (Atmospheric Metal/Synthwave/Post-Black Metal)
Просмотров 4412 года назад
Abstract Void - Wind of Reminiscence - Drum Cover (Atmospheric Metal/Synthwave/Post-Black Metal)
Architects - burn down my house [Drum Cover]
Просмотров 6472 года назад
Architects - burn down my house [Drum Cover]
Apati - Sömnlösa Nätter [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
Просмотров 6572 года назад
Apati - Sömnlösa Nätter [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
Apati - Höst [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
Просмотров 5302 года назад
Apati - Höst [Drum Cover] (Depressive Rock) - English subtitles
hey man, hope you're doing alright.
Thank you. Haven't been well due to chronic pain (spine disease), however, I'm still here. I hope you're doing alright yourself 🖤
@@Depressed_drummer i'm sorry about that, hopefully you get better. i'm doing okay, thanks for asking. praying for your disease man <3
@@HopelessVoiceDSBM no need to feel sorry about it. Many people have it worse than I do. However, I appreciate your concern. I hope to improve one day, but I'm almost 40, and EVERYTHING is just getting worse. Especially since I used to tour, record with bands, play festivals, etc. (obviously this was back in the day, when I was still able-bodied). And with the failed medical system here, sometimes I don't know how long I can keep fighting on my own. There is no help, but hopefully things will improve one day. Thanks again, and glad to hear you're doing okay!
When are we getting more garden of sadness covers? It's a new year a new year filled with hopelessness and misery let's celebrate this with some more covers
I appreciate the support. However, My spine disease is severely worsening, and it's getting more and more difficult to play. I do have a collab to work on next, but so far it's been months, and I haven't been able to do it. But once that's done - I'll be back to just playing drums over hopeless music. 100% - there will be more GOS drums covers! Thank you again 🖤
@Depressed_drummer sorry to hear. I hope you get better brother. We all wish you a speedy recovery
@@demo_321 Thank you so much! Hopefully there will be a recovery in the future..
Wow, what a good cover!! Could you do the drums for one of my songs?
Thank you!! I'll listen to your music and see. I have lots of requests and collabs planned, so it may be a while.. Thanks again for checking out the video 🤘
@Depressed_drummer Thank you very much bro :) If you can I will be really grateful!!
мед для моих ушей... 💔
🖤
Maaan! Do you have this logo in vector file (or png but without background?) Let me know please! Thanks in advance! AMAZING DRUM COVER! <3
Thank you so much for watching/listening! I unfortunately do not have his logo as a Vector File. I just have the .jpg from Metal Archives...
@@Depressed_drummer No problem Mate! It is awesome cover! Oh I see... Im asking because I saw Decalius logo without background on your video thumnbail :C Thanks anyway! Keep going! <3
@@czarnykotdit I did isolate the logo in Photoshop, which is why it has no background to it. Thanks for the support! 🖤
Excellent collab. I'll leave a request: Lyrinx - Deconstruction Of The Will To Live
Thank you for watching! Great request too btw! We'll see what we can pull off next!
awesome cover man, beautiful song
Thank you so much 🖤
Wow!!! Greetings from the Philippines your highness!!! Hail A.V.!
Greetings from the Pacific North-West (USA)! Thank you for watching! A.V. is sooo good!! Cheers 🖤
@@Depressed_drummer I really love this band!!! I played even if I'm at work.. can you send me the band member photos, if you have.. I couldn't find in Google..
@@JasonCuenca-y4u it's interesting, as A.V. is a solo project, and the composer somewhat wants to be anonymous. Abstract Void's Bandcamp states : "One-man project from the planet Earth. An experimental blend of blackgaze and synthwave." However, after an interview was conducted, it became obvious that the creator behind A.V. was none other than "Богдан Макаров" (Bogdan Makarov). If you're not familiar with him and his work, definitely check out his other projects (Skyforest, A Light In The Dark, etc.). You'll also find at least one photo of him by searching this up yourself.
@@Depressed_drummer so he is Bogdan Makarov!? Am I right?
@@JasonCuenca-y4u Yes, that's the man behind A.V.!!!!!!
Is there anyway you can do a cover to happy days the painful truth
I might, just since you requested it. But otherwise, tbh - I don't really care for that project. Haven't posted anything in a while due to my spine disease worsening, however, when I do get back on the kit, I have a few older requests to cover first. I will add yours to the list though! 🤘
Great cover dude!!! I love drumming along to this record
Thanks man! Yeah, I grew up with this music! Love playing along to it as well 🤜🤛
i love you
🖤
perfect omg
Thank you 🖤
this is my fav song by decalius and i really enjoeyed this cover its amazing
Thank you very much for your comment! And thank you sincerely for your time! 🖤
Очень хорошие ударные. Уважение!
🤜🤛
Hey man, can you cover hated by life itself from Decalius? It gets pretty intense at the end kkkk
Absolutely! I had a few ideas for what to cover next, but wasn't sure. I think I'll choose your request for the next one!
Suena maravilloso, gracias
Necessitamos mas videos porfavor, perazo de cover te has forjado
¡Gracias! Lo intentaré... Sufro de una enfermedad de la columna vertebral y algunos días es muy difícil sentarme y tocar la batería.
@@Depressed_drummer no te preocupes estamos aquí
I love this song❤😮😢
🖤
I love this song
It's a great one for sure.
❤
This is so good. You inspire me to learn to play drums someday. Thank you! ❤
Thank you! And please do pursue your dreams!
C'est toujours un plaisir a regarder et a écouter
Merci. J'apprécie votre temps!
great job 🖤
Thank you!
🖤 hail apati!!
🖤
Súper!! 🫀👌🏻.
Thank you!!🤘
AMAZING work guys 🤘
Thank you brother 🤘
Beautiful
Appreciate the compliment. Cheers!
Sounds good! I have always loved this song.
Thanks! Yeah - it's a great song!
I'm proud of it
I'm both proud and extremely pleased with how it turned out! Let's keep this train rolling...
clicked on the video as fast as i could.
Love the support - thank you bro!
It’s beautifully done
Thank you friend!
i love it bro! Let's do a feat of this song?
Thank you bro! I see some great playing on your channel as well! What do you have in mind?
@@Depressed_drummer thanks bro! do you have instagram?
Great job!🍺 do more advent sorrow covers!! 🤘🤘
Thank you 🤘🤘
beautiful
hey man, just a heads up since this may trigger a lot of people. Many people many not know the diffrence between rock or metal but this band is DSBM or depressive suicidal black METAL
"Apati was a depressive rock band formed in Västerås, Sweden in the fall of 2007 by C9H13N and Obehag." "Genre: Black Metal, Post-Rock"... 🤔 Perhaps you should direct your superiority complex elsewhere. Thanks for the laugh of the day though! 🤣 I'd strongly recommend reading this interview with Pessimisten (formerly known as "C9H13N"). As listed above, he even considered Apati to be "black metal" : www.bardomethodology.com/articles/2024/03/06/ofdrykkja-pessimisten-interview/
Didn’t expect that rythm after the intro, listening to the song a whole lot differently right now. Awesome work, thank you.
Glad to hear it! Thank you for watching and for the kind feedback!
no worries man, please don't ever stop.
Are u able to play suizid or fadheit?
I don't personally care for Suizid. Fadheit I'd consider though. I just haven't been drumming much lately, due to issues with my spine.
@@Depressed_drummer okay thank you get better soon 🙏
You should be the official drummer of decalius♥️
🖤
Essa música é linda. Simplesmente perfeita. O vocal traz um sofrimento profundo e muita dor em suas palavras.
Can u please do a cover of the new song from the split garden of sadness - constant pre-suicidal syndrome
I'll absolutely consider it. I have many songs I would like to cover, however, I am currently unable to drum, due to my spine disease.
@@Depressed_drummer alright that sucks! This song is however very slow it might help.Anyway I hope this pain will go over.
@@AA-ou2ye Thank you. I have a few slow tempo songs I've been considering. I'll keep your recommendation in mind.
@@Depressed_drummer maybe u can play some funeral doom? Very slow tempo in those
@@AA-ou2ye honestly, tempo isn't the main issue. The nerve damage can affect me to the point I can't even press down on the kick pedal. And healthcare is useless in America, so I haven't received ANY help in 4+ years of living with this condition. Just "learn to live with it" is what I get told. Hopefully I'll be able to get back to drumming soon. Thank you for your concern!
This is wicked. Check out Agalloch - Fire Above, Ice Below. Very emotional, very powerful, amazing to sing along to with your eyes closed while drumming (it's slower).
Thank you! I'm very familiar with Agalloch. I actually live in the same state as them. That is a great song of theirs, however, when it comes to that album, I prefer "Limbs" and "Our Fortress Is Burning... II - Bloodbirds".
Oye muchas gracias tremendo crack de la batería me sirve mucho ahora que tengo una banda de dsbm
I'm addicted to your channel bro, your rhythm is so addictive
Thank you kindly! I really appreciate your words!
If someone wants the lyrics here it is Lifeless I'm drowning, I am here, looking into the darkest night, alone just me. I'm drowning I'm drowning here, wondering why this life I'm living is so useless and fuck up. This life I'm living kills mee Why? Why? I'm suffocating to death in this rough life I'm drowning, I am here, looking into the darkest night, alone just me. I'm drowning I'm drowning here, wondering why this life I'm living is so useless and fuck up. This life I'm living kills mee Why? Why? I'm suffocating to death in this rough life
❤️
🖤
Hell yeah dude!
🖤
Your playing is incredible to hear as well as watch. Thanks for the growls
Holy shit I didn't knew this band and I already love it. That's some Decalius level shit. Thanks for the cover, and also for adding lyrics. Those are welcome as well!
Funny you say that - this project and Decalius recently did collab together on a song; I bet you'll love it! Check it out on Blade and Bath's channel. It's called "Jealous". Thanks again for taking the time to watch! I also appreciate you commenting on my addition of the lyrics. Even though this is drum channel - the lyrical content in this genre holds a significant role, so I feel inclined to add them (when I can, of course). Thanks again!!!
So good!
Such a good song! Thank you for watching!
Is that guitar to your right an ESP Black Metal? Also fucking amazing video, I highly respect your work 🤘
Why yes it is! Good eye! Thank you for the compliment btw - I'm grateful to hear you enjoy the covers!!!