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I was the favorite person to someone with quiet BPD. She faked a pregnancy to keep me from leaving and she faked being raped in her past to make me feel sorry for her. among countless other lies and manipulation to keep me.

i hope your doing well i just found ur channel and i love ur content sm thank u for making videos sharing amazing advice im going thru the loss of a fp and ur videos have really helped me alot i feel so safe here <333

Thank you for this. My “ best friend” and favorite person ghosted me after going on vacation together- there was no conflict, no drama but after we came back, she stopped talking to me… I had to grieve but I allowed it and let it go

I wish she wanted me in her life more ajjsjdbdjjsjdjd

BPD don’t want to find themselves especially if they don’t know they have BPD or don’t accept/deny it. They want you to be their emotional tampon for their unhealed self. Go heal. Do the codependency inner work. I don’t want drama.

One of my go to songs when I lose hope in humanity and love. You did great dear ❤. Thank you.

aww you mentioned Nin but so much has changed in their system since then it brought back memories DisociaDID was my comfort channel back then

I wish you well, I’ve just lost my favourite person today 😔😔😔😔😔 I feel completely hopeless and depressed but I know I will be ok and there’s hope at the end of the tunnel

I know this is an older video, but I just wanted to say how much I appreciate directly seeing how your dissociation affects you. I've recorded myself for video diaries quite a few times, and it's so comforting to see someone talk like me. I feel very seen. Thank you so much.

Thank u for making this I hope im not commenting too late to this, so I'm unsure if I have BPD or not but I do have a tendency to obsess and attach over ppl I get attached to to the point where it's quite similar to what an fp in BPD would be with the way i would emotionally depend on them , and recently a few days ago my bf broke up with me saying his reasoning was that he isn't in the right mindset anymore and that when he feels "cracks" he runs away from ppl he loves most..and he blocked me EVERYWHERE with no chance of contacting him.. And ive been really struggling to let go, I was rlly obsessed with him and he was also rlly sweet to me during this whole time, I've been rlly paranoid, panicked scared, upset and also more suicidal bc of this situation... I know I need to give it time.. I know my bf reassured me that when he returns we will start over as friends and that he doesn't hate me.. Shortly before blocking me But I'm still scared and paranoid having thoughts like "what if he changed his mind and hates me now?? " I rlly hope I can get over soon... But it's probably gonna be rlly hard..and im also impatient..i have no idea when he will return.. Or if he ever will return... Or if he will ever unblock me.. I'm scared he will forget me.. During our relationship I felt rlly comfortable with him telling him stuff that I never told anyone else.. I was rlly happy with him.. I wish he didn't let go so suddenly... When I asked him if he will return to me he only said "I might do" which only confuses me more bc it isn't a definite yes or no...

I appreciate your content so much

I don't remind myself of what it feels like to feel bad when I feel happy, but I was raised by my bipolar uncle who would beat me & psychologically abuse me when he was manic, so I feel guilty feeling happy, like I don't deserve it.

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,,You grieve to let go..”😢

I'm not diagnosed with anything, but the way I'm about to turn 21 and a majority of the time I still feel like I'm 16/17.

You have never lied! I’m 26 about to turn 27 next month… I don’t feel like I’m in my mid 20’s mentally. I have gained skills to take care of myself but I still feel like a 19/20 year old because of the self image issues with BPD

Yayness on the new job. 😊❤

Yes, so much. Where I feel in my head has changed over time but it's never where my chronological age is. Rn I'm 40 and feel mid-20s most of the time though it varies.

Hello friend

Thank you ❤

I know how you feel. Sometimes people come in and out of our lives for a reason. As an autistic boardeeline myself, I can empathise with how brutal it is to loose someone you love strongly amd I've felt hate, anxiety, grief and this person was abussing me and I had to accept that they never cared about me and I was better off without them. I also learned I found it hard to leave this person who was abusing me because of abandonment fear.

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I need help my 27 years girl friend tries to end her life every month atleast once a month or more. Help me help me. I don't want her life to end

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What if writing makes it worst?

You have a beautiful soul

I broke up with my girlfriend in October after a series of manic episodes. I still hurt every day. She hasn’t left my dreams. I appreciate you sharing your story. It makes me feel less alone on this tough journey.

Self diagnosis is valid though specially when dealing with autism.

We are autistic and OSSD your experience ead validating. Our host whe they were little used to dream of a lot of worlds some places theyd never been in. Theyd always get night terrors. With age that did die down but vivid dreams wont. Also validating on another point as to how blue showed up, because one of ohr alters st. Jimmy and billie joe Armstrong would show up the same way. We remember out host not really caring about greenday growing up, but billie was just still there in our system and we knew it. Wewoulr see him whenever our host would play as a child he would sit beside us just wacth and listen billie would. Billie now probably has the closest relationship with our host out of most of the alters. St. Jimmy being 2nd he originally showed up differently from his source but he was still connected to source. He was just more of a tender soul to him. How wed describe his presence he wore a light color palette. Later once our host got closer to him he started to become more source connected. He would also do the same thing billie would do, just sit and listen and watch. Specially showed up when our host was angry or mad or even depressed and Sometimes providing our host with hugs or comfort if needed be. This role would be important later, because he had grown such a close relationship with our host that he said let me hold that rage. We have a very large headcount some are more ingolved than others. -mike dirnt

You are just so brave to me.

I was misdiagnosed for a long time with borderline personality disorder. When I finally started talking to my trauma informed therapists and really advocated to them for myself about my deepest feelings and thoughts about what I experience, I was told I have cptsd and osdd. This video was recommended and I want to see what happens on your journey! Sometimes it takes a very long time to figure out if a person has a dissociative disorder. ❤ Dont ever feel discouraged.

I already am doesn’t matter how many times these stupid things try to trigger

😂 relatable definitely trying to remember that they did it cause they care

My mental health is bad right now I love your video s 6:50

I am here for you my friend 2:58

I appreciate you so much

My favorite person is Jesus Christ 💜💜💜💜

I just lost my husband/favorite person of six years. I've been going through tragic heartache, and as a person with BPD, I wanted to express that I understand the pain you're feeling - you are certainly not alone. Stay strong, sunflower.

Wow good video Mam

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Adults don’t abandon other adults

I'm so glad I found this. I always feel so confused about what's going on in my brain. All the time 😅 I'm improperly 🍀 medicated

Encouraging