We're sitting the last ship out of this hellhole. For what? I don't know, no one does. But in 15 minutes all life on this planet will be eradicated in the blink of an eye. What we humans have become...
7 months ago I started going to a therapist with the help of my mom due to some issues, I had tough and hard times but I managed to change and become a better person, still, 4 months ago my mom came late from work and still had to take me to the therapist, when she found me I was cooking some food for both me and her, she got so irrationally mad that she started yelling curses and insults to me, the reason? I wasn’t dressed and ready to go to the therapist as I was still in my pyjamas. I tried to defend myself and asked her if she wanted to eat what I was cooking for her, I don’t remember much of what happened next but she started yelling that I was a disappointment and that I should just k myself, I started crying as she repeatedly ordered me to grab a knife, I don’t remember what else happened, my next memory is just me sitting in silence in front of the therapist, as she’s trying to get me to talk. Still, even through her yelling all those things, even if she told me I was useless and dumb i thought she loved me, i thought that despite everything, maybe she could love me again like she used to. today, when i was trying to talk to her about coding and how im learning about AI on the side, despite my career not being related to tech, my bigger brother just yelled at me and told me to shut up with that boring stuff, my mom agreed with him and started to lecture me that i should be fast and concrete when talking about stuff like that, despite the fact that i was indeed doing that. i wanted to resume talking but my brother just started talking over me about some celebrity they both know about and my mom ignored me, so i just went back to my room. it finally clicked, she doesn't love me, or at least not the same way she loves my brother and sister, i've done everything right, im getting 10's at my uni, i finally got a girlfriend, im coding on the side, im learning russian, i help cleaning the house, i cook, i do so much stuff by myself and i've never received support the same way my siblings do. im tired, at this point im just doing my best to save money and get out of this broken family, i know i have friends and people who love me, o dont have the time or energy to waste with a family who'll never love me.
ета песня дала много емоций но самая главная из них ето отчаяние я надеюсь что когда-то когда всё что я хочу сделать наконец будет сделано я полечу так далеко чтобы никто меня не нашел на какой-то безлюдный остров где никто меня никогда не найдет и днями напролет по вечерам я буду садится и смотреть кудато вдаль океана чтобы у меня был хотябы кто-то кто мог бы понять меня и ето она ето тьма потому что я всматриваюсь в неё она всматривается в меня
Siempre escucho esta canción mietras voy conduciendo por carretera imagino que voy conduciendo un Dodge charger Supercargado por la Autopista a 120 MPH🔥
The blackest eyes. The devil’s eyes.
İ feel mentally tired
Ive been looking for this ..😭
Fuck holy spirit.i am not christian anymore
We're sitting the last ship out of this hellhole. For what? I don't know, no one does. But in 15 minutes all life on this planet will be eradicated in the blink of an eye. What we humans have become...
Listening to this in the snow hits different
El final 💀💀
Remember you have never been alone since birth Christ has been with you
Get up. Fight on. You always do.
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🔥👍
Revenge on god
To me this song used to represent the sad things I went through, but now it more feels like an acceptance of those things.
I BEEEN LISTENING TO THIS FOR 2 YEARS AND IT ALWAAAYSS HIT THE SAMEEEE
У меня у которого нету лучшего друга😢
7 months ago I started going to a therapist with the help of my mom due to some issues, I had tough and hard times but I managed to change and become a better person, still, 4 months ago my mom came late from work and still had to take me to the therapist, when she found me I was cooking some food for both me and her, she got so irrationally mad that she started yelling curses and insults to me, the reason? I wasn’t dressed and ready to go to the therapist as I was still in my pyjamas. I tried to defend myself and asked her if she wanted to eat what I was cooking for her, I don’t remember much of what happened next but she started yelling that I was a disappointment and that I should just k myself, I started crying as she repeatedly ordered me to grab a knife, I don’t remember what else happened, my next memory is just me sitting in silence in front of the therapist, as she’s trying to get me to talk. Still, even through her yelling all those things, even if she told me I was useless and dumb i thought she loved me, i thought that despite everything, maybe she could love me again like she used to. today, when i was trying to talk to her about coding and how im learning about AI on the side, despite my career not being related to tech, my bigger brother just yelled at me and told me to shut up with that boring stuff, my mom agreed with him and started to lecture me that i should be fast and concrete when talking about stuff like that, despite the fact that i was indeed doing that. i wanted to resume talking but my brother just started talking over me about some celebrity they both know about and my mom ignored me, so i just went back to my room. it finally clicked, she doesn't love me, or at least not the same way she loves my brother and sister, i've done everything right, im getting 10's at my uni, i finally got a girlfriend, im coding on the side, im learning russian, i help cleaning the house, i cook, i do so much stuff by myself and i've never received support the same way my siblings do. im tired, at this point im just doing my best to save money and get out of this broken family, i know i have friends and people who love me, o dont have the time or energy to waste with a family who'll never love me.
Nice
The Chernobyl Nuclear accident comes to my mind
1:33
Так эпично я ещё некогда не ходил с калашом в школу
The horse is prepared for the day of battle, But deliverance is of the Lord. Amen
1:29 *if the world has hated you just remember that it has hated me first*
one of my fav song
khabib!👆
Buena rola bro ❤🎉😢😊
Kes7 lhob ❤️🔥
Как же хочется туда и забыть о всех проблемах...
why did she have to leave man
ım thinking im thinking and then tears..
That’s my crush music ❤
And it also my fav too
@@Nikisan5i agree with you, it’s almost the best music that i’ve heard
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Anyone from 2030? I love dark beach so much
Yeah man
I am a woman jsjs, but yes Bro
When the beat drops i feel like im in the outer World
ета песня дала много емоций но самая главная из них ето отчаяние я надеюсь что когда-то когда всё что я хочу сделать наконец будет сделано я полечу так далеко чтобы никто меня не нашел на какой-то безлюдный остров где никто меня никогда не найдет и днями напролет по вечерам я буду садится и смотреть кудато вдаль океана чтобы у меня был хотябы кто-то кто мог бы понять меня и ето она ето тьма потому что я всматриваюсь в неё она всматривается в меня
✝️☪️❤️❤️
Only god is Allah ❤
Jesus is king the Quran says it!!!
I'm not there yet.. this sound calms me down
Siempre escucho esta canción mietras voy conduciendo por carretera imagino que voy conduciendo un Dodge charger Supercargado por la Autopista a 120 MPH🔥
Alone kills people….
i feel emotion
1:30
Perfect
It's like Shadows (I already know the songs owners are same person)
Да, вот собираюсь купить вторую плойку
This feels like the final days of ww2 but you are in Germany
no way i searched for swinging lynn in world war z and i haven’t been able to find it
The only song that reminds you of the beautiful past and my beloved, who is very far away but close to my heart❤
والله خيال تذكرني ب2020
Your choice of picture is very nice, keep going❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
i love this song with all my heart, ive loved it for years.
Imagine you’re in the beach alone well listening to this song on headset while recalling your past times….quite the memorable thing to do isn’t it?
Помни меня, я люблю тебя, Карла ♥️ ❤ /\_/\ ( • • ) (>И люблю тебя, Карла