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Celine
Добавлен 2 сен 2021
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Ranting about misogyny and extremism online…
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Ranting about misogyny and extremism online…
Thoughts I’ve been having (as an early-diagnosed autistic)
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Thoughts I’ve been having (as an early-diagnosed autistic)
I am miserable. I am broken. I don’t want to exist.
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I am miserable. I am broken. I don’t want to exist.
June 2023 update (studies, therapy, what's going on...)
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A summary of some of the things that are/have been going on in my life lately...
More concerta-talk (after ~13 months of use) and my mental state in general…
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More concerta-talk (after ~13 months of use) and my mental state in general…
Some updates on concerta after ~13 months +awkward interruption
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Some updates on concerta after ~13 months awkward interruption
Back to (online)school after almost a decade (part 2)
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More details about what school has been like and what I’m doing right now
I’m back to school after almost a decade! (Part 1)
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This ended up being long as usual so I’ve decided to divide it into two parts. Here I try to give some background on the school situation and why I decided to start studying at a distance. This video contains, in short: how I got the idea (to the extent that I remember), my reasoning, my history with school and a short summary of when the timeline I guess?
Pointless caffeine-withdrawal ramble
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I don’t even know if I should be uploading this… I don’t want to waste peoples time and patience, but I guess any output is better than none. My motto this year has been ”try it!” for whenever I want to do something but am unsure of it, so here we go. I tried.
Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 4 (the following days)
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Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 4 (the following days)
Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 3 (first day experience)
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Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 3 (first day experience)
Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 2 (comparison and metaphors)
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Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 2 (comparison and metaphors)
Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 1 (introduction)
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Concerta 18 vs 36 mg, part 1 (introduction)
Birthday vlog (ft. Alcohol 🍷, Drunk dance, Selfie Parade)
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Birthday vlog (ft. Alcohol 🍷, Drunk dance, Selfie Parade)
(Vlog) Birthday anxiety, final words of 22-year old Celine
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(Vlog) Birthday anxiety, final words of 22-year old Celine
(TW) Crashing on concerta? And my disordered eating.
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(TW) Crashing on concerta? And my disordered eating.
November 1-21 update (trip to finland, tooth surgery, medication)
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November 1-21 update (trip to finland, tooth surgery, medication)
(vlog) I’m getting high on concerta (double dose)
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(vlog) I’m getting high on concerta (double dose)
My insecurity ramble (autism, masking, will I ever be good enough?)
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My insecurity ramble (autism, masking, will I ever be good enough?)
I went to a party, expectations got crushed, I lost my mind (concerta part 3)
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I went to a party, expectations got crushed, I lost my mind (concerta part 3)
Update on concerta after 1+ week (part 2)
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Update on concerta after 1 week (part 2)
I got a profile picture (and now I'm gonna break everyones heart)
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I got a profile picture (and now I'm gonna break everyones heart)
You are actually hilarious. I love your personal account of this haha
Lo has hecho muy bien! ❤
I also want to say youre really not hated by everyone 🙂
I dont think its good for you to take seriously people that are really angry all the time, seems to add to ones misery, i guess i used to, but i don't anymore and i feel better
We have similar issues, I was also diagnosed with an autism-like disorder
Have you ever experienced derealization from thinking too much about existence?
My cousin has early onset autism. You're helpful.
ADIÓS 🫂
Hi, I am from Spain, Galicia in concrete. Good try friend. Sigue intentándolo amiga. El español es difícil.
dOnDe esTa la biBliOtEcA
@@howdypartner3403 eN eL cEnTrO cOmErCiAl 🏬
Muy bien @@celine9322
I think you are far smarter than you realize. You havent been living up to your potential due to depression and limiting beliefs about your autism. I had many many problems, dropped out young. On spectrum with adhd. I ended up getting undergrad degree. I went to grad school but then got offered work. Move to a warmer place. I had seasonal affective depression until i moved to california. It changed my life.
Its gets easier. You need to break out of this. Hopefully you have by now. Im 51. Ive had so many cycles of ups and downs and radical breakthroughs. You can get better. And go into an office etc. have gone through similar phases as you.
How are you doing now?
Not great but I’m surviving
You seem to have good social skills and can appear in front of camera despite your autism. What is the biggest hurdle for you in terms of making friends?
Don't lose hope, there are many things in this life that are valuable and sweet, your life is one of those things. If you need someone to talk, i'm here. sometimes just putting it all out help so much!
oh no need to feel that way. If only I knew you, you'd feel like 1 million bux.
we care for you!!! Lots and lots of love dear Celine.
Please don’t lose hope! I know that life can be tough at times… but please know that you are valued and your life has meaning! I’ve seen some of your videos and you seem like such a sweet woman!
Have snap?
Wish you strength💪💪
I know the Idea of losing hope and ending everything is very seductive... But things can get better, trust me.
i understand the feeling too well. it may sound repetitive, but I always try and make it to tomorrow. And celebrating my efforts because making it through the pain is a worthy accomplishment
Sadly many people are in this situation Nothing to do other than to cry the pain out..
Wow, your accent is soo nice
💙💙💙 VIRGIN 💙💙💙
💙 VIRGIN LISTENING AND WATCHING 💙
Keep uploading videos
I hope you are on Russian side with us, I subscribe to your channel coz you are very talented! You explainations are better than any doctor on you youtube so I become a big fan of you
Thank you, but I’m not on the Russian side in the Ukraine-war.
my doctor didn't want to give me more than 72mg because I was abusing methyphenidate, sometimes I wouldn't sleep for 3 days in a row (sometimes + 332mg of methylphenidate within 24 hours) and I would eat therapy for 15 days within 4 days. that's why I went crazy and was accelerated too I combined the concerta with pregabalin and tramadol, which would cause me a greater euphoria, twice as much as amphetamines. After I went crazy, they tied me to the bed for 4 days, I was tied for 4 days in a row, they didn't even let me go to the toilet, so I had to pee in my pants , after that I spent 2 months in the anti-addiction department... after that they banned me from tramadol and pregabalin, they let me drink 72 mg of concerte a day and said that they hope I won't disappoint them. along with concerte I also take 6 other drugs and I am now stable and aware that I must not drink more methylphenidate than prescribed
Thank you Celine for being honest about yourself and in general being nice human being in the Channel Greetings from Monika
Thank you so much! 😀
ADHDers Unite!
I tried concerta 36 mg then double douse 72mg feeling no improvement in focus and no motivation
I am using Concerta 36 mg for 5 days now. And I see no improvement in focus or motivation. I cant think clear. I feel like nothing is bothering me any more. Before I think that I have to thing but I cannot. Now after using Concerta and I don't think anymore to do anything. It is like made me like zombie
How much did you take now ?
Split the dose to reduce side effect. I have been on 10+10 mg whenever want.
That would only make it last for shorter though?
@@celine9322 yes, indeed.
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I'm 37, recently diagnosed with ADHD. With the ADHD meds, it really does help getting more clarity. I underestimated how much brain fog messes up a person's ability to do tasks. I initially thought it was an increase in depression and anxiety, but nope ADHD.
Sounds swedish. Köp l tyrosine, fixar avgiftningen. Naturligt koffein, en aminosyra. 150kr burken
Vilken svengelska asså haha. Är du svensk eller sötnos?
MY dose is 140mg daily
I think the medication-induced anxiety is the reason why you can’t focus. From my own experience, I’ve found that negative emotions, including depression and anxiety, tend to really shit on the therapeutic effects of my adderall. And even when I increase the dose, it doesn’t help much at all. On days when my mood is stable, the drugs will feel like it’s working again. My routine now is after I take my pills, I go straight into doing a daily ritual practice (which includes cold showers, wim hof breathing, and meditation). If I notice that I haven’t experienced any feelings of happiness lately, I’ll prioritize doing gratitude-based meditation practice until I hit an emotional catharsis (usually from realizing that I haven’t been allowing myself to feel happy). May not happen right away, but the awareness does come eventually. Hope these tips help!
I take 81 mg of concerta every day
Prescribed ofc never been high off of it never plan to either
All at once?
Everyone is different dude….
Hi random people on internet with adhd, i hope you stay well
Aye why did you stop uploading?
I got sort of stuck while editing some videos about concerta and since I don’t get a lot of engagement I haven’t felt the need to get back as soon as possible. I guess I also feel like whenever I make something, it does not live up to my expectations. Maybe I should publish an update video soon though, especially if there are people who do want me to post.
Very relatable, but I hope the efforts you put in these vids come to life. Also, hope you are doing all good on the other side of the globe. An update would be highly welcomed and will be looking forward to it :)
Thank you 😀 Hope you are well too 😀
@@celine9322 Thanks. Also, just noticed your birthday falls 5 days before my bday......22nd dec lmao, capricorn gang😎👊🏻
We need mooaar
I’m on the autism spectrum + ADHD = Awkward, I know what ur going through
Did / or do you get vision problems?
It gets a bit blurry, but I think it’s worth it. I already had vision problems, and I can’t see that it’s increased them really,
I have been on concerta 2 years,,,,no looking back.
Anxiety sucks
love ur videos.
Your contents are engaging