Sid Lamar
Sid Lamar
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🧿How to forgive yourself from past mistakes.
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Forgiving yourself is very important in order to build a happy and fulfilled life, free of anxiety and regret. Thanks to Calm.com for the info in this video www.calm.com/blog/how-to-forgive-yourself
🧿Take out the trash/spiritual warfare/protect yourself 🪽
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🧿Take out the trash/spiritual warfare/protect yourself 🪽
🧿How being a Jehovah's Witness kid made me want to un-alive myself, and how I got through it.
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This topic may trigger some, but it's something that needs to be exposed. I feel way too many young people who are trapped against their will in the Jehovah's Witness Cult have these feelings of wanting to un-alive themselves, because they are being forced to participate in a lifestyle that they don't want. ruclips.net/video/Li6vpAMmfw0/видео.htmlsi=0pVTuLH5zUwwSXS9 The National Suicide Prevent...
🧿11 ways to heal your generational curses/trauma.
Просмотров 6921 день назад
1. Acknowledge your feelings 2. Practice yoga 3. Shadow work exercise 4. Practice stillness 5. Meditation 6. Self-love self care 7. Journaling 8. Massage therapy 9. Breathwork 10. Exercise 11. Grounding
🧿Can you sue a church/cult for emotional distress?
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Jehovah's Witnesses are not allowed to take blood transfusions, and many have died from this policy.
🧿The Conventions from hell! ExJW tells all. Storytime w/ pictures. Some funny stuff 2.
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Talking about everything from "Shasta" to how I met Selena Quintanilla's dad & husband at an assembly. Check out my other ExJW videos ruclips.net/video/Tnag-4UcM-c/видео.htmlsi=lKYNnspG6X2D4YVx ruclips.net/video/grLZNO4qmdw/видео.htmlsi=lhxWNuM_a_zLhSrq ruclips.net/video/Y-JIIfswRDA/видео.htmlsi=3qgR1a62kZATaTaF ruclips.net/video/gJsWtZWUWYE/видео.htmlsi=AIRkWnxwlo0gH590
🧿Why a Jehovah's Witness/ExJw is the perfect target for a Narcissist/Traits a narc 👀 for in a mate.
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The traits that a narcissist looks for in a partner, and how being raised in the Jehovah's Witness Cult grooms you to be the perfect target for narcissist. As as exjw these traits are still in us, so we need to be aware of this. ruclips.net/video/tBBDSDSoUOM/видео.htmlsi=RkAMu-RbAsdlhJDR
🧿Be your true genuine self. It's your super power. 💪
Просмотров 55Месяц назад
🧿Be your true genuine self. It's your super power. 💪
🧿Let's make some tacos!! 🌮 🌮 🌮
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🧿Let's make some tacos!! 🌮 🌮 🌮
🧿Beaten abused by my Jehovah's Witness parents as a teen. Ex Jehovahs witness tells all.
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🧿Beaten abused by my Jehovah's Witness parents as a teen. Ex Jehovahs witness tells all.
🧿Accepting what is & being present. The Power of Now.
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🧿Accepting what is & being present. The Power of Now.
🧿The narcissistic family cult part 1: You deserve better!
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🧿The narcissistic family cult part 1: You deserve better!
🧿Arrested & jailed for protecting the innocent from my narcissist X. My spiritual journey part 3
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🧿Arrested & jailed for protecting the innocent from my narcissist X. My spiritual journey part 3
🧿What made me leave the Jehovah's Witness Cult, Crazy assembly experience, 3rd generation born in.
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🧿What made me leave the Jehovah's Witness Cult, Crazy assembly experience, 3rd generation born in.
🧿Solitude, feeling lonely, how to be OK with being alone. Ex jehovahs witness cult
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🧿Solitude, feeling lonely, how to be OK with being alone. Ex jehovahs witness cult
🧿Ex Jehovahs Witness growing up as a JW in the 90s and other stuff
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🧿Ex Jehovahs Witness growing up as a JW in the 90s and other stuff

Комментарии

  • @eeewalk
    @eeewalk День назад

    💯💯💯💯🕺🏾🕺🏾🕺🏾🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

  • @NicolaVillaume
    @NicolaVillaume 2 дня назад

  • @NicolaVillaume
    @NicolaVillaume 2 дня назад

    Very Brave ur and were!!!!

    • @SidLamar
      @SidLamar 2 дня назад

      @@NicolaVillaume ty🌻

  • @philliphawkins3062
    @philliphawkins3062 3 дня назад

    I grew up in a cycle of violence too, as did my brother and sister. By their actions they guaranteed I would never be a jw as an adult. I remember the pain of being a jw kid(literally) and my heart goes out to all those who suffered at the hands of these misguided people.

  • @xmanxman1642
    @xmanxman1642 5 дней назад

    You're a beautiful soul 🌹

  • @305Alligator
    @305Alligator 5 дней назад

    Wishing you wellness and happiness. JW's destroy childhood and cause anxiety and depression. It's a cult and I'm my opinion they should be shut down

  • @tyronevanleyen9880
    @tyronevanleyen9880 5 дней назад

    You seem to have a nice mild tone. Hopefully you have had a degree of closure. I find that working on, and dicovering yourself, continues until we die. Some folks never dare to. My situation was very similar to yours except 40 years ago. No support, no internet, no nuthin. I feel as you, a great sense of loss over my childhood and even many years lost in a fog. I think your'e doing great! Your light years ahead of where I was at your age. It's always nice to hear someone elses story. Best wishes!

  • @billjones261
    @billjones261 6 дней назад

    All one has to do is go back and read the " Food at the Proper Time " offered and propagated by the top men of the Watchtower Corporation (JWorg,) and you'll clearly see that the majority of it was their own lying sins and rebelliousness as false prophets. And they lured and coerced people to their organization through those lies and apostasy to make people into their subservient slaves and workers. This is part of the reason why many say this organization is being guided by Satan the father of the lie and deceiver who comes before mankind as bright light, saying things that Jehovah did not give them to say.

  • @JeanneCraft-gd6kr
    @JeanneCraft-gd6kr 7 дней назад

    Gorgeous!

  • @jeffnoble9757
    @jeffnoble9757 7 дней назад

    Proverbs 13:24, which advocates BEATING your children with a ROD

  • @bonnieoffutt7344
    @bonnieoffutt7344 11 дней назад

    Hello sid sorry I haven't talked to you in a while

  • @dllivery7
    @dllivery7 11 дней назад

    Hi there 🙂

  • @utonation1
    @utonation1 12 дней назад

    Your the man Sid!

  • @leetrippii1830
    @leetrippii1830 12 дней назад

    So sorry you had to live that.

  • @markreyes3117
    @markreyes3117 12 дней назад

    Thought it was a roach 😆

  • @markreyes3117
    @markreyes3117 12 дней назад

    You're convention story is one of the best but of all jw celebrities, selenas dad was the worst. Robbed chris of his belongings. Poor dude Viva Selena!!

  • @seannews
    @seannews 12 дней назад

    The JW cult is a perfect place for narcissists… they’ll feel right at home.

  • @MikeStone-p2y
    @MikeStone-p2y 12 дней назад

    Hard to be loose and unruly when your a witness

  • @EL-IZ-At-BETH-sarim
    @EL-IZ-At-BETH-sarim 13 дней назад

    I went from being in a narcissistic relation and getting divorced into being 'recruited' by Watchtower 🤦🏻‍♀️ Thank you for this video ❤

  • @kennyreid6708
    @kennyreid6708 13 дней назад

    You seem to have a lot of resentment towards your parents. I was DFed from the hall, but my parents were only disappointed, but i never felt any lack of love, so i know it was easier for me in that regard. I did have lifelong friends who cut me off completely, though. I always try to remember that they were as brainwashed as i had once used to be, and im sure your parents feel like they are doing what is right towards you. I dont know if narcissism is the right word for people who have been brainwashed by a cult because they feel their choices are limited on how they can treat you. Almost everyone believes they're doing the most moral thing regardless if its unfounded.

    • @SidLamar
      @SidLamar 13 дней назад

      @@kennyreid6708 There was a lot more that I didn't say. They are definitely narcissistic.

  • @itsjustme6315
    @itsjustme6315 13 дней назад

    Thank you Sid for being here and sharing your very hesrfult raw feelings! I'm a pimo who hasn't left yet. I'm working on it tho.

  • @DDel-sv1jm
    @DDel-sv1jm 13 дней назад

    Thanks for sharing your story. I have a mother who is a JW and I don’t have a relationship with her. I did grow up as a JW. Going through therapy just now in my 50s

  • @tyedup8884
    @tyedup8884 13 дней назад

    I love your energy!! Thank you!! This damn near made me cry for no reason lol

  • @CartRiiiite
    @CartRiiiite 14 дней назад

    Dang they really damaged her! Worst demonic cult ever

  • @androidtv2229
    @androidtv2229 14 дней назад

    Being born to myth addict parents is very tough.

  • @xmanxman1642
    @xmanxman1642 14 дней назад

    Thanks for sharing this perspective. Always love your insight

  • @rogerkirkpatrick5256
    @rogerkirkpatrick5256 14 дней назад

    @Sid Lamar, here is my crazy assembly story: In the 1970s, a tyrannical and despised District Overseer named Gene Brandt severely chastised a beloved Circuit Overseer named Don Farmer in front of several brothers and sisters backstage at the Arlington Circuit Assembly in Texas. Later, during Brandt’s talk, the stage overseer (my brother-in-law) asked Farmer how he dealt with being humiliated by the District Overseer. Farmer said he had ways of getting even, and took from his pocket a dog whistle. While virtually silent to human ears, a dog whistle creates the most awful sonic feedback in a public address system. At strategic moments during Brandt’s talk, Farmer would blow the dog whistle backstage, the sonic feedback completely disrupting the pace of Brandt’s delivery. This story is legendary to this day throughout Texas, and the dog whistle was framed and hung for years on the wall of the office of the Arlington Assembly Hall. This is a true story. The stage overseer who tells this story to this day was my brother-in-law.

    • @rogerkirkpatrick5256
      @rogerkirkpatrick5256 14 дней назад

      @Sid Lamar, thank you for liking my comment. Do you still live in Texas? My daughter and son and I are ex-JWs living in New Braunfels.

  • @clivegrenville9685
    @clivegrenville9685 14 дней назад

    check out a book by walter martin kindom of the cults

  • @billjones261
    @billjones261 15 дней назад

    This organization was started by men seeking both power and money and they got that by being lying and deceiving religious charlatans operating their own unregulated religious publishing house called the Watchtower . One could correctly say 150 years of false prophesying apostasy created a billion plus $$$ in wealth and prosperity . Unfortunately the only way for this organization to continue and sustain itself is by lying and deceiving more in the vein of rebellious apostasy . They sure have achieved a great career for themselves but what does Jehovah have to say about false prophets ? Revelation 20:10 ..... 10 And the devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulphur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night for ever and ever

  • @godsdice911
    @godsdice911 15 дней назад

    Bad Girl

  • @storage1765
    @storage1765 15 дней назад

    Yes.. the 5th dimension...

  • @storage1765
    @storage1765 15 дней назад

    Things are coming to a head. Thanks for the video

  • @storage1765
    @storage1765 15 дней назад

    Thanks

  • @rocketman7471
    @rocketman7471 16 дней назад

    Everything you said is right on. Especially with the Glorified Elders . I left for similar reasons after 25 years in.14 a MS. Take 💜 there is life after WT. Nice job!

  • @storage1765
    @storage1765 16 дней назад

    Thanks. Left years ago

  • @dianelowe972
    @dianelowe972 16 дней назад

    Did you know that there is a new group that helps those who are freshly out of the org. They not only help financially, but also with accommodations & finding work. But, especially with helping mentally. They are on RUclips under DIFFICULT Childhood." ❤😊

    • @SidLamar
      @SidLamar 16 дней назад

      @@dianelowe972 That's awesome!

  • @ChidoriWielder
    @ChidoriWielder 16 дней назад

    That 15 minute prayer at the end, as the guy droned on, rehashing everything we just endured for days, was the icing on the shit-cake of the Ass-emblies.

    • @SidLamar
      @SidLamar 16 дней назад

      @@ChidoriWielder 😆😆😆

  • @ChidoriWielder
    @ChidoriWielder 16 дней назад

    Congratulations on freeing your mind from the Borg! I was raised as a Dub, too. So happy to be free of it.

  • @Islandlife1
    @Islandlife1 16 дней назад

    Stay strong.....Christ Is King!!!!

    • @Islandlife1
      @Islandlife1 16 дней назад

      I'm from South Africa and was born a catholic then my mom converted to jehovah's witnesses when I was about 6 I left when I was 18 I am 44 nw but still have problems develop from that cult...but Jesus saved my life and I'm doing much much better..my story is so similar to yours...I hope and pray that you find peace..much love my sister.

  • @EL-IZ-At-BETH-sarim
    @EL-IZ-At-BETH-sarim 17 дней назад

    😊❤🇳🇱

  • @wholewheat7498
    @wholewheat7498 17 дней назад

    Too bad a class action lawsuit couldn't be filed against THE WTS for destroying lives. I survived(?) its tentacles affecting every aspect of my life for 60 years. Had enough of the emotional turmoil and opted for Jesus and baptism instead. A world of difference!

  • @NicolaVillaume
    @NicolaVillaume 17 дней назад

  • @ulaexecutivedirector
    @ulaexecutivedirector 17 дней назад

    I have a lot of assembly stories. Here’s one: I was a young, naive, good looking Puerto Rican brother and these 2 girls I talked to at work agreed to come to an assembly with me. They lived far away so we allowed them to sleep over our house because they’d be going to the assembly with us. Well, they were wearing booty cutter shorts when they showed up to the house and asked if we had the playboy channel. My mom was livid and made them sleep in the basement on a couple of beds instead of in the rest of the house. The next day me and a friend showed up at the assembly with these two girls. They drove. I though everyone would be happy because I brought 2 worldly people. Nope. Got a ton of bad looks. What made it worse when at some point, they went to the bathroom and apparently were smokers and tried to smoke there. They were told they couldn’t so they left the assembly and were gone the whole time. We didn’t know any of this happened so my friend and I wandered the halls looking for these girls that weren’t there. Finally we returned to our seats. At the end, we walked out of the large doors and they pulled up right in front where nobody is supposed to drive or park saying “Let’s go boys!” Since we rode with them, we jumped in the back of the open pink jeep and the one girl took her hat off and put it on my head and kissed me on the cheek leaving a lipstick mark I didn’t see until an hour later. as they sped away, most of my friends from the hall stared at us with with jaws gaping open in shock. I too was in shock actually…I’ll stop there.

  • @eeewalk
    @eeewalk 17 дней назад

    💜🖤✨️

  • @Godislovewillrule.wordpress.
    @Godislovewillrule.wordpress. 17 дней назад

    I think there are a lot of sexual minded and even perverts in there. Once they find out you are not Hypoctrite and you won’t join in, you will be shunned and alone. And that is how they threaten you too. If you ain’t a hypocrite they don’t want to be your friend cuz they’re all hypocrites

  • @Godislovewillrule.wordpress.
    @Godislovewillrule.wordpress. 17 дней назад

    I think the JWs are actually worldly people A bit more spoiled probably.