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im still so fuckin sad about techno, i really don't know what to do about it. your speech pattern is very calming, and i relate to a lot of the things you've said in this video, thank you for uploading it.

Your feelings of not having your freinds around you and the feeling of you staying back here while they go forward is SO real!! And so sad BUT, I'm kinda like from the future? I'm in first year of uni, and me and all of my friends have been separated, each person went to a diff place... My uni also doesn't have dorms, and i was going all i have in mind is "fresh start" js like you said! But rn, one semester in, I'm still in touch with my friends, yes our convos are shorter and not as frequent as they were, and yes we dont meet as often..( maybe not meet at all due to diff responsibilities that make it hard for our schedules to allign), but we are still in touch! And I'm very grateful for it. Secondly, i thought that I'm gonna be very lonely in uni, cause I'm an infp (introverted) and ... i js didn't think i would find people that understand my sense of humour, and have a nice personality that matches mine overall Yet I did meet those people.. even if the friendships arent that deep, they are very very precious to me They are easy to talk to, they are equally as brain rotted as me and they are NOT making me feel alone! What I'm saying is, Your worries are valid, but they're not gonna last forever ! Any kind of change is scary, but starting fresh doesn't mean you're starting with nth! You still have yourself that you've built for a long time, with experiences, self refection, human interactions, and even tv shows. You still have your friends that you could still txt You still have YOUR CAT. Dont worry, it's all gonna be good, i promise. Side note: i too gonna be 18 soon (feb) ( •᷄ᯅ•᷅ ) *dies* (Aahhh English isn't my first lang so.. uhh excuse me if i had any mistakes that made this hard to understand)

RUclips cooked when it recommended you! I've been wanting to start my own yt channel that I would js talk in, share thoughts, etc, i tried writing but I'M NOT consistent w it, so i was thinking maybe js talking to a camera would be easier Hence I've been thinking srsly abt it mostly for the past 2 days THEN YT RECOMMENDED YOU, A NICE BOY JS SAYING HIS THOUGHTS. I'M SO ENCOURAGED RN PLS KEEP GOING EVEN IF THERE ISN'T THAT BIG OF AN AUDIENCE, IF YOU'RE HAVING FUN, KEEP HAVING FUN!

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your voice is so relaxing but i think you’ll b fine life will always end up working out in the end 🙏

Oh my gosh aww I feel so bad🥺🥺

Happy new years

Happy New Years! If striving for health and happiness is the resolution of a child then I'd gladly be that opposed to miserableness.

Love that teddy!! I have one similar. I wish I could type something of genuine value, but you’ve said it all already. We’ve been children our entire lives, and are expected to understand, or have wisdom of similar experience to the older peers around us. It is a strange transition from being a child and teenager your entire life, fed that we are all individually more important than others, when we’re not. Life shows us all in different ways, usually without grace, that we’re all some form of a statistic; and it’s becoming more clear that we are just as vulnerable as anyone. It’s odd seeing life so disregarded, especially by media, especially by people my age, humour being warped in areas it probably shouldn’t be. It’s a hard pill to swallow, that our time is limited. I recall being confused when people told me, at a young age, that they desire a life which is calm and peaceful, without chaos, fame and fortune. But now I understand. I enjoyed this video, because it’s nice to know people my age understand and have sympathy that transcends the shit we’re fed, tiktok and everything. Hope you have a happy new year!

we love hearing you! keep doing your thing, i hope things work out well for you soon.

I'll be following along from here on. Sorry about the ER again that's sucky! I hope things start looking up in the meanwhile. I actually really resonated when you said "Im always expected to know things." Don't second guess yourself because I understand this totally. It's important to remember we're still teenagers, and aside from small arguments with our parents there are so many things we don't know about life in general. There is this expectation of young adults that tends to burden our conscious with false ideologies. And I'm not just talking book smart or finance smart. Nothing's wrong with you for not knowing. Knowing is learned, not given.

You're a beautiful human being and i truly truly wish the best for you. I struggled with this for so long and I want you to know that being textbook smart does not define your intelligence or measure your worth as a person. Don't force yourself into a box just because you feel uncomfortable outside of it. You're allowed to feel scared and everything in between; having your lungs collapse is fucking terrifying. We're probably the same age and you're handling these circumstances better than I ever would. I want you to know that you are loved, even if you don't think the same about yourself. By me and many others. Edit: I also have a black cat! :)

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Hi Julian

also id be hesitant to call urself stupid. I used to do poorly in school, once I understood how to study and focus I was able to do well. Also studying just takes a lot of time. There's a lot of factors that go into grades other than intelligence.

i hope ur lungs heal man

hey julian im also julian. solid yap gang

Hi Julian. Stay strong, you got this 💪 You are very brave for opening up about this which is really admirable. I hope you can get what you need to become healthy again. Don't forget you are not alone in this! Much Love from Germany

another video! thanks for sharing your thoughts with us! it's great to talk about what you feel and think about. try to do new things and stuff, I like learning new informations about geography for an example! and anything else that makes me feel great.

Take care of yourself brother

hello Julian! I hope you are doing fine! I love this video! I didn't hear someone talking like that in a long time, I felt like you were talking to me. I hope everything will be okay, a bit of patience. and you love to draw! you don't have to be creative tho, just put the first thing that comes in your mind in paper. I like doing this when I feel shitty. and don't be so hard on yourself, a bit of practice while you're sitting, solving some math (or any other thing you like to study) until you make it will be useful! sending you this from Algeria bud! keep your head up!

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0:55 legit man i thought it was from 2010s but it's alr