I remember coming back to this song all the time during 2020/2021. She was the one who showed it to me, so when she dissapeared, all I could do was wait, and this song helped me allot. Its been 4 years, I hope she is happy.
Hey clique. Thanks for being here for me, for all of us. I’m having I really really hard time right now. I had a girlfriend, and she just said that she “lost interest” and I’m in pain. Not a goodbye, but just a message saying she was thinking about her ex. I feel like this is all my fault and I just hate myself so much for it. I was in pain before she got with me but now I’m in so much more pain. It was bad enough before, slightly thinking of *that* specific thought and now I’m thinking of it so much more. I’m in a pain I’ve never experienced before and you guys feel like the only ones that I can talk to about it. Thank you so much clique.
'Won't you torture someone else's sleep' hits hard for me. It has been eight years since I got taken away from my mother, and I spent 7 and a half of those years why my mother sent me away. I didn't know that my mother had tried to take her own life. I didn't know anything about that until my dad told me. I didn't think about the last ever memory I shared with her. Crying. I asked her why she hates me. It has been four years since she took her own life. I regret saying that. I have so many regrets, and yet everyone else seems to put their weight on my shoulders and I have to carry it and stay optimistic at the same time. I am 14 years old right now, and I hope that future me will come back to this comment one day, and laugh. I hope future me is still alive. I don't know how much longer I can go on with this. I live with my abusive dad, (Physical and mental) I live knowing that my mother carried so much weight on her shoulders. I live. That's the important thing here, people. We live, knowing all these things, carrying all these things. We are all here, people. Clikkies, non-clikkies, new clikkies, old clikkies, we are still here. the point is, we are all fighting different storms, but we are in the same boat. We can help eachother carry our weights, we can help eachother and live, knowing that we did. Stay safe, and stay alive, frens |-\
I discovered this song a while back, I was 12 and completely alone. It's crazy for me to say I'm almost 19 today, when at about 12 I was sure I wasn't making it past 16.
First midnight after the worst 2 months of my life. Songs like this give what's needed to rebound, and I'm thankful for those who are better at expressing the same feelings I have.
My husband was killed in an accident in front of me while I was pregnant with my daughter who is now 20😊 this song connects to my soul on a different level.❤ Nights tortured.
I feel like everything in my life is perfect for the most part, but I just am not very happy, Im not sad either, but I can be happy, but only in the moment, like im happy wth my girlfriend and friends and family, but when that short joy is gone all I can look back on is the bad memories rather than the good times, and even when I am happy there isnt much behind the smile, I can’t understand when im happy
Guys, remember that we'll all get through this and things will get better sooner or later. The darkest night is always before the sunrise. Stay alive my dudes
hey i hope u see this and are still with us if you can read this am so prpud of you for staying alive i know things can see endless but your still here and thats such a big thing i hope thing get better for you soon. Stay alive |-/ for tyler for josh for me❤
People may not believe me but I’m the one who made the og video of this!!! It got shot down after a few years because of copyright!!! I made this fireworks show of an anathema video when I was 16 and miserable and I wanna come here to say I’m still here!!! My 26th birthday is on Sunday. My old account where I made this vid I think is called foxgrlsongs it’s very dead. But hey I jsut wanna say I love u all
omg wait when i was in college i wrote a poem in response to an anathema video with fireworks and carnival ride clips. are you the author of this same video? I was so sad when the video got taken down.
I hope you know you’re a freaking legend in the Clique. I loved watching the OG video of it in college when I was new to twenty one pilots, and now I’m 30! It’s actually really beautiful we all share those memories together through the internet (even though it was heavy challenges that brought us together.) I felt like the only one who knew RAB songs when in reality there were/still are thousands of us. Stay alive, frens |-/
I also want to say I even came up with an interpretation for your video that it’s about a person who on the outside having fun with friends but internally battling their thoughts…don’t know if that’s what you were going for but either way I feel like I and many other people basically saw it as the official video for the song because sadly there will never be an actual official video for the song. 😢
no way!! i remember in 2019? when warner took down almost all videos relating to rab i was so mad. i had this screen recorded so i could listen to it whenever i wanted to so i figured might as well post it so others can listen too. i’m so happy you’re going good.
I remember finding this song a decade ago, it still brings tears to my eyes to this day. Back then I never thought I'd make it, but here I am still standing, 21 and alive as ever. If you're seeing this and still going through it, stay strong. Stay alive. It gets better |-/
Having a though night right now. Hope everyone is doing right, I promise I'll do.
Young Larry Williams John Young Jose
2024, and still here!
I remember coming back to this song all the time during 2020/2021. She was the one who showed it to me, so when she dissapeared, all I could do was wait, and this song helped me allot. Its been 4 years, I hope she is happy.
Anybody here In 2024?
Why is my left eye crying
i wish that this was actually released, it had such potential
Hey clique. Thanks for being here for me, for all of us. I’m having I really really hard time right now. I had a girlfriend, and she just said that she “lost interest” and I’m in pain. Not a goodbye, but just a message saying she was thinking about her ex. I feel like this is all my fault and I just hate myself so much for it. I was in pain before she got with me but now I’m in so much more pain. It was bad enough before, slightly thinking of *that* specific thought and now I’m thinking of it so much more. I’m in a pain I’ve never experienced before and you guys feel like the only ones that I can talk to about it. Thank you so much clique.
'Won't you torture someone else's sleep' hits hard for me. It has been eight years since I got taken away from my mother, and I spent 7 and a half of those years why my mother sent me away. I didn't know that my mother had tried to take her own life. I didn't know anything about that until my dad told me. I didn't think about the last ever memory I shared with her. Crying. I asked her why she hates me. It has been four years since she took her own life. I regret saying that. I have so many regrets, and yet everyone else seems to put their weight on my shoulders and I have to carry it and stay optimistic at the same time. I am 14 years old right now, and I hope that future me will come back to this comment one day, and laugh. I hope future me is still alive. I don't know how much longer I can go on with this. I live with my abusive dad, (Physical and mental) I live knowing that my mother carried so much weight on her shoulders. I live. That's the important thing here, people. We live, knowing all these things, carrying all these things. We are all here, people. Clikkies, non-clikkies, new clikkies, old clikkies, we are still here. the point is, we are all fighting different storms, but we are in the same boat. We can help eachother carry our weights, we can help eachother and live, knowing that we did. Stay safe, and stay alive, frens |-\
i love this song
i’m so tired of fighting for my life. it’s been far too long to heal
I discovered this song a while back, I was 12 and completely alone. It's crazy for me to say I'm almost 19 today, when at about 12 I was sure I wasn't making it past 16.
Me too
Forced to say what the f that Born to know every word
I'm no Clancy I'll never scape dema
Push on through friend
Still depressed 08/10/24
First midnight after the worst 2 months of my life. Songs like this give what's needed to rebound, and I'm thankful for those who are better at expressing the same feelings I have.
im trying to love myself, if i see this message again in a few months, maybe a year. maybe less. let yourself know how good it feels to feel love.
😔
If twenty one pilots were a candy they would definitely be a lifesaver
Jesus, this is my first time listening to RAB I am in tears
This hits harder after a suicide attempt
Jesus loves you
I'm giving up, I can't move on... My life is gone...
Don't u worry a new beginning is on the way just stay a little more❤️🩹
i hope your still alive and doing okay i know things can get insanely hard but keep going u got this, Stay alive |-/❤
Jumping on the bandwagon, anyone 13th July 2024 still here!? Dia duit ó Éireann ❤❤
My husband was killed in an accident in front of me while I was pregnant with my daughter who is now 20😊 this song connects to my soul on a different level.❤ Nights tortured.
I feel like everything in my life is perfect for the most part, but I just am not very happy, Im not sad either, but I can be happy, but only in the moment, like im happy wth my girlfriend and friends and family, but when that short joy is gone all I can look back on is the bad memories rather than the good times, and even when I am happy there isnt much behind the smile, I can’t understand when im happy
I love how he reused lyrics from Blasphemy at the end
This is my all time favorite song. There is no other like it.❤❤
I still come back to it, all these years later. One of the greatest songs written
Blasphemy is just for me
Guys, remember that we'll all get through this and things will get better sooner or later. The darkest night is always before the sunrise. Stay alive my dudes
"So won't you say goodnight so I can say goodbye"
I will never take enough from you while I don't own your soul
it literally sounds like narrator is singing to his ocd
I’m so tired of this fight.
hey i hope u see this and are still with us if you can read this am so prpud of you for staying alive i know things can see endless but your still here and thats such a big thing i hope thing get better for you soon. Stay alive |-/ for tyler for josh for me❤
awe i luv this song so bad
I made it to my senior year of highschool when i didnt expect to get past the 7th grade i love this band more than just about anything
i dont know who i am anymore.
i miss this
may this never leave youtube. glad it’s here tonight
2024 June anyone?
July 😂
Don’t worry, im still here bro. And I probably will be for years to come
Having the feeling this will be remasteres by the band soon
I still love this song so much after all these years. Thank you for saving me |-/
People may not believe me but I’m the one who made the og video of this!!! It got shot down after a few years because of copyright!!! I made this fireworks show of an anathema video when I was 16 and miserable and I wanna come here to say I’m still here!!! My 26th birthday is on Sunday. My old account where I made this vid I think is called foxgrlsongs it’s very dead. But hey I jsut wanna say I love u all
omg wait when i was in college i wrote a poem in response to an anathema video with fireworks and carnival ride clips. are you the author of this same video? I was so sad when the video got taken down.
I hope you know you’re a freaking legend in the Clique. I loved watching the OG video of it in college when I was new to twenty one pilots, and now I’m 30! It’s actually really beautiful we all share those memories together through the internet (even though it was heavy challenges that brought us together.) I felt like the only one who knew RAB songs when in reality there were/still are thousands of us. Stay alive, frens |-/
I also want to say I even came up with an interpretation for your video that it’s about a person who on the outside having fun with friends but internally battling their thoughts…don’t know if that’s what you were going for but either way I feel like I and many other people basically saw it as the official video for the song because sadly there will never be an actual official video for the song. 😢
YOURE AN ICON
no way!! i remember in 2019? when warner took down almost all videos relating to rab i was so mad. i had this screen recorded so i could listen to it whenever i wanted to so i figured might as well post it so others can listen too. i’m so happy you’re going good.
I remember finding this song a decade ago, it still brings tears to my eyes to this day. Back then I never thought I'd make it, but here I am still standing, 21 and alive as ever. If you're seeing this and still going through it, stay strong. Stay alive. It gets better |-/
we need this on Spotify and we need this on Clancy tour!
I START TO PART 2 HALVES OF MY HEART AN I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO.
i’m just here always vibing lol 😂
who’s here right after Clancy dropped
Coming back to this when im actually in a good place almost ten years later and oh my god im acc crying
I think that RAB sounds different with out vessel if anyone thinks the same please comment
Im kinda glad they don't make songs like this anymore, they were so heavy and depressing, im so happy tyler is in a better place rn
Well Next Semester is….uh….dark