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Claire Alanis
Добавлен 10 сен 2012
-Musician
-Photographer
-Nature Girl
-Trans rights activist
-Cat Lover
-Wannabe actress
-Writer
-Nerd
-Photographer
-Nature Girl
-Trans rights activist
-Cat Lover
-Wannabe actress
-Writer
-Nerd
Greeting my cats when I wake up.
Two of my cats are extremely vocal, and it's always fun to say hello to them when I wake up.
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Видео
Trans Traveling: (My Trip to Atlantic City)
Просмотров 3858 лет назад
Here's a new vlog about my trip to Atlantic City. I also hope you enjoy my terrible talking skills in this one!
Attempting to play my old drum kit!
Просмотров 2428 лет назад
This kit was in it's prime years ago but can still take a beating. The snare is still pretty fresh though. :)
Dreams of moving
Просмотров 5098 лет назад
Thoughts on my desire to move to a city with more resources and opportunities.
I came out of hiding to make a update video!
Просмотров 3568 лет назад
I came out of hiding to make a update video!
Time to talk about tour!
Просмотров 1979 лет назад
It's been awhile since my last update and I have so much to talk about. I wanted to start off with talking about how tour was and a few other things I wanted to mention that have been going on.
Claire Alanis: My band is releasing a new EP and going on tour!!!
Просмотров 1629 лет назад
Talking about this upcoming month of music madness. Between tour and the release of our new EP I am crazy with happiness!
Transition Update: Name Change!!!
Просмотров 4199 лет назад
After 4 years I finally had my name changed! :D
Transgender Voice Training
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.9 лет назад
Hey everyone! Once again I had a lot of you ladies asking me about my voice and how I got to where I am today. I decided to respond with another video talking about my methods of voice training. Enjoy! :) as always, don't forget to check out Our-Trans-Mission.com for the latest transgender related news and blog posts brought to you by Candace Mountain and myself.
I've hit rock bottom (Trigger Warning "depression & anxiety")
Просмотров 1 тыс.9 лет назад
This is my vlog and this is my outlet to talk about whats going on in my life. I have been hiding some of this for a little while now but now i'm opening up about what is really going on and how scared I am to be where I am. I don't want to hurt anyone so please don't watch if depression and anxiety are terrible triggers for you.
Trans girl and her adorable cats
Просмотров 3509 лет назад
a mash up of videos from over the past few months. These are mostly videos of my cats interrupting me while trying to record videos. :3
Getting Ready With Claire (Transgender Makeup Guide)
Просмотров 2,4 тыс.9 лет назад
I have had a few people ask me about my methods so here is a video that explains it all. toward the end it cuts off the final step. It was just applying lip balm though so no big deal. Enjoy! :)
I Booked My Consultation to have Gender Confirmation Surgery with Dr. McGinn!!
Просмотров 1,3 тыс.9 лет назад
This was some very exciting news and I think you can tell just by watching this how very thrilled I am. :) It's time to start trying to raise all that money. Please Help: www.gofundme.me/helpclaireplease
Transgender: Funny experiences early in my transition
Просмотров 8569 лет назад
Topic video: In this video I talk about the funny experiences I had early in my transition because of over doing things or being too paranoid about passing. enjoy!
Transgender: (how we handle our pasts before transitioning)
Просмотров 3699 лет назад
Transgender: (how we handle our pasts before transitioning)
SOCIAL ANXIETY IS STILL GETTING THE BEST OF ME
Просмотров 2159 лет назад
SOCIAL ANXIETY IS STILL GETTING THE BEST OF ME
Congrats To Caitlyn!! now lets talk about focus
Просмотров 2079 лет назад
Congrats To Caitlyn!! now lets talk about focus
Top Albums Within My Record Collection
Просмотров 3539 лет назад
Top Albums Within My Record Collection
Live Clips Of My Band (Trans Girl Drummer)
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Live Clips Of My Band (Trans Girl Drummer)
Transgender Awareness & How I'm Getting Involved
Просмотров 2829 лет назад
Transgender Awareness & How I'm Getting Involved
I Need New Topics To Talk About. Suggestions?
Просмотров 769 лет назад
I Need New Topics To Talk About. Suggestions?
Being Proactive (More Updates and Conversation)
Просмотров 1409 лет назад
Being Proactive (More Updates and Conversation)
I'm in pain so why not whine about it in a video?
Просмотров 909 лет назад
I'm in pain so why not whine about it in a video?
My Weekend With Folk Music, Rain, And New Friends
Просмотров 1529 лет назад
My Weekend With Folk Music, Rain, And New Friends
What do you take for anxiety?
❤so sweet u happy
I stumbled across this movie quite by accident several years ago and absolutely loved it. I love so many things about this movie. For example, I loved that Ricky's father was so supportive of her. I love that despite this being a small southern town that Ricky still had friends. And I loved that they were able to include some humor into this story. What happened with Ricky and her mom was heartbreaking but I loved that in the end that this ended up being a rather charming love story of how best friends finally recognized that they were so much more than friends.
Do more drum solos!
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Me: Watching AlternateHistoryHub My recommendations: This nonsense.
Love from michigans u.p.
I can't see any makeup on you.
I know I'm late but did you every get your SRS ? Loved your video and Happy New Year's .
hey ¡ you should do videos showing the rest of your collection, I have many of the records you showed, you describe very well why you like them, that's interesting as well as the fact that you have a punk background
this is so sweet. yall are having such a great time
More vlogs beautiful!
I ran out of good topics but I've been trying to come up with some. Any suggestions are welcome though! :)
That was legit! You were killing it!
for some reason i thought of looking on RUclips for a solution, and i stumbled upon this video! its weird that for the first time im able to relate myself to something is online :P anyways, all i wanna say, is ive been going through stuff kind of similar to what you talked about. ive been doing the same things, smoke, etc just to calm myself down. This video is months old, so im really hoping you are feeling better, because i could really use some advice. any advice!
I'm sorry to hear you are going through this too. It's certainly not fun for anyone. Things aren't quite as bad now as they were at this point but its still a struggle. I've been trying my best to remain active. I have found that exercising and meditating often does help me. I'd probably need to have a conversation with you to be able offer more advice. You are welcome to message me. :)
+Claire Alanis im glad you feel better! how do i get in touch with you? via FB?
+Aryan Arora yep, I'm on fb. Same name as here.
+Claire Alanis okay. thanks again for replying! i sent you a message on fb! hope to hear from you soon.
I dream of moving all the time! I'm ready to move back to Vegas! I just stumbled on your channel and became your latest subscriber! I'm TG too with a new youtube channel, so I know how important it is to build subscribers and support! Anyway, you look awesome! I'm sure your path will treat you very well! But yes, I agree, moving to a city with more opportunities shouldn't just be a dream.
Hi there. Thanks for chiming in and offering your kind words. Also, welcome to RUclips then! I wish you the best. :)
It's good to have dreams hun, they may not come true stright away but that does not mean we need to give up on them. if you can do it ans do it safely then you should. but weigh up what you love with what you will gain and what support you will have there.
its been a long time since I've seen your beautiful face. You're dreaming of moving, you should , move beyond your horizon , you're too beautiful to living in a small town, biggest part of change , is changing your surroundings and becoming more open with new things. stay beautiful and stay you. chin up , you're unique
+Devon Daniels Well said! Thank you for the encouragement. I really need it considering i'm terrified of the whole thing. haha. I am starting to think it's an important part of my healing though so I think it will happen. It just may not be as soon as I'd like it to be. Thanks. :)
I'm in a similar place right now (mood wise) and I totally get it! You don't have to give excuses, just do things as you're able, it's all you can really do. Just continue being your awesome self!
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Claire! :) I can totally relate to the isolating thing & totes understand it. I'm in a bit of a rush today but you know, I miss messaging you so I shall do that soon! I really have a lot to update you on! Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays and good luck in the old/new house!
I look forward to hearing from you then. Hoping it's not as bad for you as it has been for me.
Look. I dont care what people think, I think your beautiful. I support you and your decisions. You actually helped me a lot and I wish I can return the favor. Just understand, Im a fan, and if you have an album direct me on where to buy it.
Thank you for the comment. It means a lot to me knowing I have helped even just a little. <3
Hey I just saw the video and you seemed in a lot of pain. Seeing as I also suffer from depression I cant just let somebody feel like crap and not say anything. Good luck with everything and with the band.
Is Star Wars playing in the background haha
Haha yes. David was playing a game or something.
I'm straight obsessed w your bone structure
Really??? I don't see why. :x
I'm straight obsessed w your bone structure
Hang in there. :)
Come baaaaaackkk
+Bobby IsMyName I should be coming back here with a new update soon! :3
You have no flaws. I wish people who have anxiety like us, could see we really are normal, beautiful beings.
+Karuna Satori ASMR I couldn't agree more. <3
omg Claire , I miss you so much . always be strong and always be beautiful. You're a unique woman. You're not alone. I suffer from bipolar depression and anxiety. so I understand the heartache. I miss beautiful. You're awesome and an inspiration to me. stay strong please , cause you're too beautiful to be weak. I believe in you beautiful
congrats on your tour, you're a beautiful woman and a courageous gal. stay strong and be positive to make all your goals pos
+Devon Daniels Thank you, Devon! I appreciate the positive words! <3
Just watched this movie today for the first Time! I cried so much!!! Such a beautiful movie!
Also, it is awesome that you play the bells!
Bobby IsMyName I play the bells? Am I missing something? lol
+Claire Alanis lol I thought that's what the thing next to the guitars was but perhaps I am wrong haha
+Bobby IsMe! I wish I had some bells! lol.It's just a pan flute.
I hear you on being super busy right now! Anyway, just wanted to say that I'm so happy for you! Now Imma find that Facebook post and like the crap out of it!
Bobby IsMyName Thank you, love! You are wonderful! :)
You are wonderful too! :D
Marry me! lol The cat. She owns you! (as it should be) ;)
6:04 I've noticed that singing along to male vocalist with higher registers like Daryl Palumbo, Chino Moreno, Rob Halford, and similar people helps a little. Matching their singing voices seems to work.
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It's ok to ask for help hun we all need it sometimes that way you can be well to help others better. We are our own worst critic sometimes totally know that feeling hugs
Kerri Green Thank you. You are so right about being our own worst critics. I'm pretty hard on myself sometimes. haha.
Coming from someone that went to through hell with depression, and came out the other side where things are great. Trust me it does get better, but it is definitely not easy to get there.
everyone says you'll get there. the other side, where things are great. but no one ever said how. i have been looking for that other side for more than a year, and right now i dont see any other option than to give up.
+Aryan Arora There is counseling and medication which helped me. CBT and DBT and practicing those has helped immensely. It is not easy.
Hugs
I empathize with how you feel. I struggle with the same anxieties. Staying isolated except when working or with family seems like it makes it easier to cope, but it doesn't hon. It feeds the beast and things go downhill. Make a social commitment - just one extra a week, and stick to it. Getting out more does help. Hang in there, and remember that talking about and thinking about anxieties is OK, but ACTION is the remedy that really helps
Mishelle Rauth I completely agree. It's pretty taxing on me but outside of work and family I also have band practice and play shows weekly. That's what keeps me on my toes. I manage some social activities outside of that but not as much as I should.
I feel bad that you have to go through such hardship right now. There is no magic bullet to fix everything and I know it can be hard holding out until some way to a better life presents itself. The scary part of where you are is that you may not be able to recognize the way out even if it thumps you on the noggin. I hope I am wrong about that last part.
This video made me sad 😢 It's hard when people don't understand how difficult depression and anxiety makes things. I hope things get better Claire <3
Bobby IsMyName Thank you so very much. You are always there for me and I will never forget it. It is so frustrating dealing with people who don't understand it.
Awww sweetie! *hugs* you need healing....don't give up....we need you...wishing faery wishes for your happiness and the means to keep your home and everything it takes for your surgery...love you honey *hugs*
fae de danann You are such an amazing person Fae. Thank you. <3
Don't feel bad... HE died sounds valid to me... YOU didn't... if anything (if this makes sense) you can remember him and thank him, because if he hadn't died you wouldn't be here now... he gave part of him so you could carry on... like organ donation I reckon - he enabled you. Hope that doesn't sound stupid. Great vid. Now get those heels back on and fix me a drink hon... lol, I can't help it sorry, that makes me think of 'I Love Lucy" and stuff like that! :D
lovely makeup, subbed! i make vidds too :D so simple and cute, the colors look great on you btw
MariaEmpire Thank you. Glad you enjoyed it! :) I'll have to check out your videos as well. <3
all i can say is wow, good job :) goo.gl/1BkUrB
Jessica Ramirez Thanks! Glad you liked it. :)
I think you do a wonderful job. I am so glad someone else uses elf. I have all the product you mention and use. Thank you great video. Keep up the great work.
Maya Shaffer Thank you! I couldn't pass up trying elf products, they are so cheap, and amazingly work great! I'm glad you discovered them too. :)
Wow, your routine makes me feel like I should be ashamed at my simple 10 minute get ready drill.
Candace Mountain you should more likely be proud. :)
So happy for you hun. You will get there I'm sure of it. You are doing a lot to help other people and I'm sure they will help you in return. You also don't need extra work done hun you look amazing as you are.
Kerri Green Thank you! I hope you are right. I do everything I can for people so hopefully it will pay off like you say. Also thank you for thinking that I look alright. I really don't want much done. There are just a few things that still eat at me from a personal viewpoint. not much really but it's enough that it bothers me daily.
so happy for you!
bryan bowman Thanks Bowman, you are swell! :)
That is some very awesomely purple hair and I like your matching nails! I wish I could do more to help but I am also poor! If I was Bill Gates I'd be like, have a million dollars! XD Happy exact middle of the year day!
Bobby IsMyName awe, thank you! It's nice to have your support even if you can't offer much. you are a good friend! :) <3
Claire Alanis Thanks Claire :)