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clareybob_ AuDHD
Добавлен 19 дек 2014
Hey, well where to begin?! I'm a mid 30s colourful & creative girl. Been through a pretty rough time recently & discovering things in a unique way. Oh & I'm pretty sure I'm Autistic. So I'm gonna try to share my thoughts & maybe help people understand. Life can be overwhelming but here's hoping we can all get along :)
I tried for an Autism Diagnosis! Here's what happened 🤔 😶
So this is an explanation for why I have been so quiet on RUclips for the past year.
I realised after recording, that when I spoke to the doctor before she referred me.... I got a bit cross with her coz it sounded like she wasn't going to do it (again) So I think I said something like "I'm sick of being fobbed off all the time!!" So she has to go away & find out if they were actually able to refer people after Covid & everything.
I was soo pleased & excited that I had finally got the referral, only to be let down once again!! 😳🥺🙄
So yeah! Am still not sure what to do from here but am going to let the universe figure it out 🤔 😶 Hope you enjoy my video
I realised after recording, that when I spoke to the doctor before she referred me.... I got a bit cross with her coz it sounded like she wasn't going to do it (again) So I think I said something like "I'm sick of being fobbed off all the time!!" So she has to go away & find out if they were actually able to refer people after Covid & everything.
I was soo pleased & excited that I had finally got the referral, only to be let down once again!! 😳🥺🙄
So yeah! Am still not sure what to do from here but am going to let the universe figure it out 🤔 😶 Hope you enjoy my video
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Видео
Tink n Stink Unboxing
Просмотров 1263 года назад
Got my delivery today from Tink n Stink (which came really quick) So thought I would do an unboxing video! Products are listed below from www.tinknstink.co.uk Pretty happy with them so far & interested to try the sleep doh tonight - it has essential oils: juniper, lavender, palmarosa & geranium. All meant to be good for sleep & it smells like a balm I got from Boots a few years ago to help with...
Random update March 2021
Просмотров 1523 года назад
Not been able to do any videos for the last few months! Needed to focus on myself & getting to grips with day to day tasks. Apologies for yawning on & off throughout the video! Having sleep issues, which leave me feeling tired/drained at times. Hope you are all doing OK & enjoy my video
Grief & Loss Part 3 - Counselling & Bereavement group.
Просмотров 304 года назад
3rd & final video about my experiences after loosing my Dad. Counselling especially, has been an amazing help for me. What I couldn't quite find the words to discribe in the video; was that topics in the Bereavement group (including Memories & issues with sleep) help people to move forward, hopefully navigating their grief, making it easier to bear/accept the loss eventually. One day I will get...
Grief & Loss part 2 - 1st few weeks after my Dad's passing & Autistic Shutdown!
Просмотров 214 года назад
In this video I talk about how I coped in the initial chunk of time, after my Dad passed away! Trying to stay focused/organised with all I had to do. Also I recall an Autistic Shutdown on the day he passed away & what I remember of it. Thank you so much for watching 😊 Please give it a thumbs up/subscribe if you like what you see & find me on Instagram @autistic_clareybob
Geese & Ducks at Thornes Park, Wakefield
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I find watching ducks/geese & water in general, to be very calming! Love the patterns & reflections in the water, as well as watching/hearing the antics of the birds! Like therapy for me 😏😄 #Warning there is pretty loud geese honking about halfway through 🤔🔊 This video was taken 16th March 2020! #ducks #water #geese #duckgeesetherapy
Grief & loss - the lead up to loosing my Dad. & advice for others.
Просмотров 394 года назад
I lost my Dad after a battle with Cancer at end of September 2019. I feel the grieving process is personal to each individual but just wanted to share my own experience in the lead up to his passing! Also a brief part at the end for anyone who has lost someone recently.
Autism - Self Diagnosed & Why
Просмотров 684 года назад
This video is just explaining how I've come to the conclusion that I am Autistic. I had my sound machine waves on in the background to help relax me. Still feel a bit nervous doing videos but seemed to get into this one a bit more. Hope you enjoy & find it useful
Autism 1st video (looking back)
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Well I've been wanting to start doing videos for a while now but wasn't sure where to begin. Then I found something I wrote in the back of a notebook 7 or 8 years ago (I will find out exactly & post in the comments) when I 1st thought I had Asperger's. I went through a rough time back then & went back to my normal way of being. But now after the passing of my Dad 4 months ago (just over) I have...
Also, if you need a hand preparing the information to approach your dr with I am always happy to help. I always present everything to my Drs in email so you have evidence of the information you gave them,no disputing it that way, I can help you structure it if you need… ANYTHING, you name it, i will help if you want me to
Thank you so much ☺️ really appreciate it. Am going to leave it for now & revisit it in a few weeks when am less overwhelmed with everything. 🤔 😶 There never seems to be a good time to sit down & really figure it all out. One day I will be able, I hope.
@@clareybob_AuDHD898 yeah it's incredibly stressful Hun 😘
Clare they proper took the pass with that, ffs I’m sorry but they are showing their outdated views and complete ignorance, infuriating! You are autistic my friend… fight, you’ve got this! And I am always here for you… it’s Carrie by the way (incognito). You deserve the validation and support you need
Thanks so much 😌 😄 I should have guessed with Love Pigeons 😅
i love your shirt, lovely and colourful. I love all these squishy toys, that mohdoh looks amazing and I love the beady ball with the orbeez in. hope you're doing ok xxx
Thank you 🙂 I do love colourful things! & yes am doing OK at the moment (after a tough day Tuesday) hoping things are improving x thanks for the comment & hope you're doing OK too
Very brave my lovely friend ❣️
I think you are very brave to share your experience Clare
A brave and honest video my lovely friend! You make the world a better, brighter place and you’ll be such an amazing Support Worker one day! Hopefully your sleep will get sorted soon!💕 🌈 💕 I’m so happy for you about the start of your autism journey with the autism team very soon 👏🏻☺️👏🏻
Thank you so much ☺️❤️🌈🤗 🥺🤓
Love seeing a new video, Clare! I'm sorry you're struggling with your sleep. I can't function when I don't sleep, so I understand the struggle. Have you tried trazodone? It's an anti-depressant but can also be used as a sleep aid. That's what I take before bed and it works really well for me. And congratulations on making progress with your autism diagnosis!! That's so exciting. I wish you the best of luck! :)
Awe Thank you for the comment 😏😊 am going to see how things go over the next 2 weeks medication wise. Could really tell the difference last night after missing a dose & really just want to scrap them straight away coz in a better mental place than b4. Thanks for the tip & I'll mention that med to the doctor if no improvement after 2 weeks. Really hope ur doing well x
Great video 💖💖
Thanks 😊
Loved hearing your story you are incredible! I'm autistic too and it's not a bad thing I like to treat it as just a difference 💖💖
Thanks so much 😌 really means a lot. 🙂😁💜
Loved hearing about your point of view on Autism. I live in my own world too and a stuffed animal bunny (named Bunny, so creative, I know) who has traveled with me every single place I've ever traveled to since I got him when I was five.
Thank you 🙂 I just want to be real/honest about myself & my Autism in the hope it can help others 😌
Well, watching that back, maybe stuff has changed a bit since then (FOUND OUT FROM LOOKING AT PHOTOS IT WAS 2013) Even very recently since b4 my Dad past away (Sept 2019) I have been getting better at interecting with new people. So When I said "I'm Very introverted, hard to express how I feel & intimidated in large group" That's a little dated & makes it sound worse than it is. Sure I have small uncomfortable feelings still when I'm around people I don't know or in a big group. It's more a case of I would like to say more than I do sometimes, like I find it difficult to know when to speak & therefore don't share as much as I want to. Sorry If I made my traits sound worse than they are, I was just reading the things that I wrote 7 years ago. A whole lot have happened since then & I'm still finding my feet on being Autistic so if you could bare with me, that would be amazing! Thanks :)