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This channel contains videos from Circle of the Dark Mother (circulos-matrem.com) and content from author, Mark H. Williams (Embracing Lilith and Embodying Lilith: A Gnostic Kabbalah of Lilith).
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August CTMA meeting - NoyNoy Chounramany - Theosophy
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Presentation and discussion about Theosophy and the Theosophical Society with guest Noy Chounramany
Az Jeh - a Lilith like being
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Information on Az Jeh Previously a member only video
Ashtaroth
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Originally a member only video Information on the demon Ashtaroth who is actually the goddess Astarte!
Lilith and Madelyne Pryor (X-Men)
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The story of Madelyen Pryor from X-Men and her relationship to Lilith. (Originally a Members Only Video)
Book Review 9 - The Lilith Bible Tarot
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Book Review 9 - The Lilith Bible Tarot by Lorelei Douglas - Book and Tarot Deck (Member Preview)
Book Review 8 - The Magick of Lilith by Baal Kadmon
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Book Review 8 - The Magick of Lilith - Calling upon the Great Goddess of the Left Hand Path by Baal Kadmon (Member Preview)
Embracing Lilith Myth 25
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Embracing Lilith Myth Part 25 This is an ongoing series reading of the myth from the Book Embracing Lilith by Mark H. Williams. Remember this is a myth and not meant to be literal.
Update and Store
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Wanted to get an update out and info on my store for books and training. Planning to be back posting in a few weeks. Thank you all!
Starting to Work with Lilith - May 2024 CTMA Meeting
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May 2024 Circle of the Dark Mother Meeting - Starting to Work with Lilith
Sabbatical
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Wanted everyone to know that I need to take a sabbatical from social media and RUclips. I have some health issues I'm working through and need time to regroup. I plan to be back. If you are a channel member, I totally understand if you want to unsubscribe. Thank you all for all your support!
Book Review 7 - Spells and Rituals of the Goddess Lilith
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Book Review 7 - Spells and Rituals of the Goddess Lilith
Circle of the Dark Mother Meeting (March 2024) - Luna Eversong
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Circle of the Dark Mother Meeting (March 2024) - Luna Eversong
March Meeting of Circle of the Dark Mother - Guest Author
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March Meeting of Circle of the Dark Mother - Guest Author
Book Review 5 - The Genesis of Lilith
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Book Review 5 - The Genesis of Lilith
but how do you know she´s hearing?
You will generally see changes around you.. hints, synchronicities, etc. If you don't at first, you will.
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can you share where the art is from?
It's AI generated. I use a lot of art, so I don't have the money to get an artist for every video. But... I do not sell it or make money off of it - i see it as a graphic, not art.
This meditation is very powerful. It has me in tears literally. The moment I got in front of her, she began wiping away the tears from my eyes😭😭😭😭😭😭 still crying and the meditation has ended…thank you❤
thank you!
This is great information articulated so well! Thank you. I’d love to learn more about Omoroca, having a hard time finding much in my searches. Open to any information you can share or directions to lead me in. Thank you again! ✨❤️🔥
she is calling ne, Thank you for this video
You're very welcome!
This was very Helpful.. thanks, Mark!!
Wonderful ritual to the mother.
I have also met mother Lilith in a meditation in her serpent avatar !
thanks for sharing these info.... is (Renich viasa avage Lilith lirach) legit chant too? can i use it for meditation ?
Yes.. that is a left hand path Em that is absolutely useful for some people.
@@markh.williamsauthor7286 thank you very much🤍
Amen and ASÉ!!! 🧝🏽♀️👸🏽🧖🏽♀️💯💝🙏🏽
Thank you for all you do to share the truth about Lilith. She is so misunderstood ❤
I have a toddler and a small apartment and love the altar box idea!
Interesting you stated she is the mother to Ashmoday. I just listened to Legion Lilith and he said after experiencing to understand the relationship of Nammah and Ashmody, its Nammah who is his mother to Ashmoday not her consort and his father is one of the watchers which he called upon to see if he existed and he does I can't recall the name but his power is extreme.
There are several texts and at times they conflict either in Midrash or in more modern occultism...
Genuinely thank you for all your information you share, It’s very straightforward
Thank you!
Are they the ancestors of the Kardashian sisters?
You never know... especially if you saw that last season of American Horror Story.
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Lamashtu is great and a wonder to work with. I enjoy her presence. She has not been difficult. I provide offerings a couple of times throughout the year. Lilith feels slightly different. I honestly can't tell if they are the same being.
“The trappings are for us” is such a brilliant perspective. I feel like we fret and worry too much about the right alter items, the right way to do a ritual, the right way to draw the sigil etc. but the action and intent are the most important part.
Thank you so much!
I can feel her, but she doesnt send me massege. I cant hear her. Can anyone please explain me ?? Or some tips? Im sick.. and I would really like to know if she hears me :/
i believe she does hear you... keep trying different meditation. Sometimes she doesn't reply in words.
And with what sighns she can answer?? Thanke u so much for your answer. I belive, that she can help me..
I was r4p3d bullied and ostracized by men. And I learned that Lilith is the first woman and the first feminist. I want to work with her, but I don't know what to do. I can't find any books about Lilith in the country I live in. How can I learn all the necessary information about Lilith in written form? My English is really not good. Where can I find things like pdf and text?
Internet archive is a free resource for books Reddit maybe can also help finding which books to read
@@whatisthis8650 thank you
i’m really attached to lilith the younger for some reason
Hi Mr Williams. I have been away from youtube for about a month due to my own health issues. I'm glad to see you've returned and hope that means you're feeling better. I noticed my membership was cancelled. Have you discontinued memberships? I didn't want to cancel because I was hoping it was sending a message that you were being supprted through your hard time. In the meantime, thankyou for everything you do.
Hope you're feeling better! Yes... I cancelled the membership options... I just can't keep up with my day job and as many videos - so I decided that I would focus on putting everything out for everyone! Welcome back1
Loved it! Thank you
I have had an alter for years to the Mother Goddess, not necessarily only Lilith, but find myself drawn to her and Hecate. I have been undergoing a serious transformation for 6 months now and learning more truth about the Ancient Ones. I have called upon her recently in my tarot readings and found the messages very enlightening. We must traverse the darkness to find the light from within.
I am finding that im often asked to renounce something in order to embrace something else. It's then i am being limited by others. Lilith to me has never asked me to renounce any aspect of myself. A truly unlimited or open spiritual path allows for the coexistence of various beliefs and practices without the need for renunciation of anything within the self. Renouncing or rejecting aspects of oneself in favor of other aspects is a limitation rather than an expansion of freedom. Symbols are often cross cultural. How we choose to apply that symbology to our lives can be transformative. Your path is valid and meaningful to you, and it’s important to stay true to it. I have always had an eclectic approach to spirituality, and where my psyche wishes to lead me. Then again all our paths are deeply personal. I have sat with Buddhists, Mormons, satanists, Jehovah witness's, Muslims, and many more. In many ways we interpret symbols and archetypes within our own framework. But symbols such as angels no more belong to Christianity and symbols such as Lilith or Baphomet no belong to Satanism.
This dont take u into qlipoth does it? Sorry im still learning my bad if thats dumb question
No dumb questions.. it aims to heal the qlipoth.
really love your book.. embracing lilith. Its been a lovely Sunday read. Got it on kindle. how you describe her matched the visions and channellings i have had of her.
Thank you so much!
@@markh.williamsauthor7286 i have also wrote my own prayer to lilith...Ave Domina Lilith.. My blood is of your blood, your sexuality, my sexuality. I drink from your dark well where my fears are quenched and my vision sanctified with your blessing. Dark mother, temptress, power is yours. The desires of the Flesh, no longer shamed. Show me to be unafraid of the night and my shadows. Let them all be my lullaby, that becomes part of my whole. i am laid bare before you, nothing to hide. I sacrifice my inhibitions. on the body of your knowing. Passion and desire, temptation, untamed is yours. Teach me to be a friend to myself and all parts unclaimed.
thanks for clearing this puzzle up
Thank you Mark for Making videos of you reading the book. I bought it for my Kindle app but I’m Neurodivergent and find it overwhelming to read when there’s a lot on a page together. Kindle has it so you can have it read to you but it’s so robotic and annoying. I appreciate you for making these videos so I can learn about Lilith and the myths.
Thank you!!!!
Yes, I enjoyed it and also really enjoyed🎉😊 your book! Ty, ❤
Thank you!
Fascinating, reading stranger in a strange land now. Interesting indeed!
Her home world is called Charn not Charm
Thanks for catching that!
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Good information
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Love the video. Lillith has many masks, the personal relationship any of us have with Lilith is personal. As in the relationship i have with lilith may not be what someone else has. We can't tell someone else how to experiance lilith. That is why i love your video. For me lilith came to me before i ever learnt something about her. she came through channelled messages. For me she comes across as sensual, a dry sense of humor, strong mothering, hard truths, raw untapped power, unbridled freedom. I see her as an archetype of the deeper aspects of the psyche. I agree that if we strip it back she is the core ideals of rebellion, transformation, dark feminine, breaking sociel norms ect. For me she has been a deep reseviour of gnosis, wisdom and intregrating the suppressed self.
Thank you! Great comment!
This was Very enlightening thank you
Appreciate your relentless search for all historical lenses and Faces of LILITH 🖤❤️🙏
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Hail to the Great Lilitu 🙏🏾👑💜💜💜🌹🌑
I thought i was the only one who.connects lillith to babylon the great.
Beautiful! Thank you Mark❤
Since discovering your channel a few days ago, ive LOVED the incredible focus on all the aspects. Im in this clip precisely because of the controversy over Lamashtu-Lilith. For me, i work directly with Lilith (sun, mon, wed, and friday), Beelzebub (thursday), and Qalilitu (Tuesday). On the new moon i work with Hekate (she told me straight off we weren't going to work together directly, but to kind of sort of 'keep one another in mind). Anyways, thats the preamble. I loved listening because you're one of the few to bring up Qali. I dont directly work with Lamashtu. But im gonna give you four UPGs. Which are all nonsense of course. But its because you've made a case that now confuses me a teensy bit :) (obviously this is gonna be long and rambling - but hopefully fun - i'll break each encounter into a separate reply to make it less obnoxious). I just got to the part where you pointed out the overlap between Lamashtu and Agrat Bat Malat and was just kinda hoping youd square the circle for me. Aspects are like a game of telephone in my naive brain. First meeting with Lamashtu. Arguably the first aspect Lilith introduced me to. It was about 2 months in. I was doing my usual bedtime meditation (using the enn to slip into dream land - as i do almost every night even now), and was told there'd be a visitor and prepare myself. I briefly introduced myself. Lilith asked me to show what i could do (it sounds dumb a year and a bit later), but i released energy from my heart chakra (im aphant, one of the few things i can "see" is energy release like a smoke pouring into my visual field from the point im working with - at that time, my heart chakra was particularly strong - im so sorry for all the pointless detail). Lamashtu never seemed convinced but i guess felt potential. So they chatted. I was directed to just keep doing what i was doing. I realised this was an observation more than an interview :P I drifted in and out of consciousness, and eventually it was just me and her. She immediately told me Lilith wasnt there to protect me anymore. I made some solipsistic argument i forget about why this doesnt make sense (im sure i journaled it and can provide it if necessary), and she, i guess, realised i had a bit of fight in me or something and departed. I drifted off to sleep and awoke to three... nu mou (final fantasy) figures traipsing across a plain. I literally saw them (hypnopompia). I audibly screamed and they vanished (as if someone genuinely shut off the projector). Prior to this moment i have never experienced hypnopompia (im assuming after the event, this is what it was). I dont think it was real. I think i was dreaming (i had sleep paralysis from the age of 13 to about 23 when it suddenly stopped - at this point im 47). But its curious this happened on that night... or not.... i mean, its the early experience of Lilith and things can get wild when your imagination hasnt yet met the pure mundanity of spiritual practice. Anyways, three wise nu mou with a donkey or a camel on the second one (who was also noticeably taller than the lead). Oh, i forgot to mention. I wanted to know who this person was before naming her. I was never told. Instead, as seems to be the practice, i was encouraged to figure it out. I was given a clue though: A flash of a single 3 storey circular temple like structure in a desert. A temple no one could ever visit: Its Lamashtu! So thats UPG 1. Please forgive my shaggy dog story. :) What i learned: She is super authoritative. She has sway. She will 'play/toy' with you. She likes when you have a bit of feistiness about you. She is very tied to Lilith. Even if she is suspicious, she seems to follow Lilith's lead (the amount of times she has directly told me she couldn't care less about me, but 'so long as Lilith is happy...') Anyway, part 2: Lady Damascu
For the first few months there was this path to Lilith's domain. i followed it often; usually hypnagogically (basically hungover). Id wake up around 5am, browse reddit a couple of hours, then meditate to try and 'play' with Lilith. Only now im suddenly not burdened by aphantasia. I could see shit. To be clear, this is months 1-3: After that, nada (i mostly drift into dreams). But one of those times Lilith was guiding me and took me to a door. She told me to be on my best behavior. This was clearly someone she had the UTMOST respect for. I met someone i could only describe as a grandma with a pointy witch hat. I gave you the nu mou reference before, i now give you the master matoya reference from ff14 (i know theres a lot of final fantasy here, but thats the brain for you - we reference and make sense of things through our established associations - so this is master matoya). I remember saying something very stupid right off the bat and her suddenly moving into my face with the sharpest razor teeth to scare me a bit... then telling me she just wanted to scare me a bit. Im terrified and not putting another foot wrong. Okay, now we're about to get weird. So Im with Lilith, Qalilitu and this person i am very scared of. She introduces herself as Lady Damascu (thats what i heard and inspired the later search). She literally reads my mind, says im trying to say Lady Domitrescu (Resident Evil Village) and immediately im now seeing Domitrescu. God, should i be telling you this? For some reason or other, im now an otter. Once again they are all talking about me and im not privy to the conversation. Im just running around (particularly Domitrescu) having a wild old time. Everything ends, im ported back, and awake (there was more - but it was established (after the event) bullshit. For a couple of days im trying to work out who it is that Lilith has such reverence for. I type in damascu and get 'did you mean damascus?'. So now im looking at syrian deities. I eventually think "Did i just meet Ishtar?" Less than a week later im in a meditation with Lilith and she puts the kybosh on the Ishtar/Innana connection. "You've already met her". Oh god, its Lamashtu, isnt it? I feel a nod of approval.
Lesson 3: I got it in my head that the path to Lilith is hypnagogic. And this usually involves a hangover. I had a week off during chuseok, so figured id take the opportunity and try to force the connection. By day 4 i was an exhausted wreck. I remember doing my meditation and saying 'i dont know why im doing this, i just want it to stop, but i need to push!' So i pushed. And on that morning i slipped into meditation and was met with Lamashtu instead of Lilith or Qalilitu. She just wanted to play. She liked that i was obedient and compliant. She just wanted to drain me. Ive been drained before. It was fun if exhausting for a couple of days. I thought i was about to get the ride of my life. Instead i felt... it wasnt remotely sexual. I felt the strand pulling from me and for a fraction of a second it genuinely felt as if my heart stopped. Now obviously, mundane before magic. I was terrified. Im literally dealing with Liber Lilith things here. The punchline is Lilith warning me in the meditation later that evening about over exerting myself. Perhaps that wasnt her exact words, they're lost to memory. Her point though wasnt lost to memory: Take care of your health and your boundaries because you will get exactly what you desire should you request it. Actually her point was this: there's only so many times you can do this before i have to accept it's what you truly want. Lilith said this. Lamashtu in this specific case delivered the lesson.
Encounter 4: Okay, im a mess of a human being. I tried to reach Lilith through extra substances. I would drop, then meditate, then drop then meditate etc etc. Around day 4, i was met with Lamashtu. And im obviously wrecked. Just like last time, she wasnt remotely on my radar (i work with Lilith, Qali and Beelzebub). She just appeared. And she was delighted to push me. And im not gonna lie, i was so happy she was there. I love every single time she shows up. Call it a death drive or destrudo or whatever. My feeling when she shows up is pure excitement. I am diligently meditating between every drop. I am stoic as shit. She isnt doing anything but watching and waiting. Eventually i push a little too far. And then it begins: Hypnosis. Its nothing you would ever (in this moment) refuse. Shes just asking you IF you want to go deeper. And of course you do. And i did. And now im completely out of my depth. For some reason or other, i suddenly in the midst of a dream (im fast asleep) see three snarling, rabid dogs, teeth bared, coming toward me to bite me and immediately ping awake. Hekate. So i work with Hekate, i work with Lilith. Neither seems to have a claim of authority on the other. Thats not the point, though i really wanted to mention it :P... the point is, this all could equally match agrat bat mahlat?
If it helps, I dont meet Lamashtu as part of a consistent practice. Aside the first two times (and the third, unexplained as yet time*), i usually meet her as an aspect of Lilith when im sliding off the path. She's often sent as a warning to reign in my impulses and indulgences. *The third time she was a source of total wisdom and calmed my emotional reaction to see reason. I wish i could tell you this experience. Its so long, but also explains why i work with Lilith (and why i also treasure every single encounter with Lamashtu despite how negative it currently appears - i adore Lamashtu even though i dont work with her - but i also assume she is a face of Lilith - a very severe and no bullshit face of Lilith).
@@ippollite Interesting experiences and insights! Lamashtu is pretty severe and I would say that Agrat Bat Mahlat is probably the closest to her level of severity. I personally don't believe Lamashtu and Lilith were the same entity, but that doesn't mean they're not connected... or haven't become entangled. Their myths are so intertwined now that they are connected. It is also very possible that in Mesopotamian lore that they were sisters. So, I'm not discounting your experience or saying you may not be right... My belief is that they are at least separate enough to be listed separately in the Sumerian-Assyrian God List, but.. that doesn't mean there isn't a connection. Lilith and Hekate work really well together. Hekate was probably originally Anatolian and Lilitu was Mesopotamian. Hekate''s energy to me feels like the deep ocean and Lilith's like the crashing waves.
Lilith has been showing up in all my social media so im assuming its a sign she wants me to work with her but im unsure
She's not for everyone, but has been amazing for me over 20 years!
Archaeologist Marija Gimbutas found 30,000 female artifacts. J.J. Bachofen, another archaeologist from 1845-1887, discovered the matriarch. There is much evidence for matriarch. It appears that most human civilization was run by women. But many documentaries always give the appearance that men are the foundation for all major advancements and progress. It seems this narrative of male ran civilization since the beginning of time is still being promoted, and no one wants to challenge it even though there's tons of evidence to the contrary. If we go back to the paleothic period, there would be only images of women. Bible scholars, educational systems, and popular science tell one story, but artifacts tell a totally different story. I go with the artifacts.
Also, to add: We are not “ BLACK “ via definition as GODDESS & GODS ; that’s only to keep the jails & prisons full that Aid 🤑 Keeps going to APHRIKA “ LAND OF TERROR “ and O’ther Amen-Re’publicks as APHRIKA mean “Hot - Terror”, in the Greek and PHRIKA is an ACT’ual & Re’al legal term from the Sanskrit / Hindu 🛕 🇮🇳 India languages. Also “ Akebulan “ should have probably been Re’fe’re’nced since you are referencing the mother land of Hu-manitou/Homo (Sa=woman)piens/Sapiens …… But VERY WELL PUT TOGETHER ‼️
🌀’ther than the title: “ BLACK GOD WOMAN “ & (w/the Red-Tinted 🩸 hair), vs the “COPPER-COLOR WOMAN” i.e. (w/the Blue💙overall Tinted picture in the lower right corner)…GREAT INFO ‼️ The only thing I believe he could have emphasized more and to make a reference to her “ THE BLACK HEADED GODDESS/GOD” being called “THE BLACK-ALIVE HAIR GODDESS WOMAN/ GOD/MAN/PEOPLE” vs BLACK- 😏{HEADED=HEAD-DEAD) GODDESS/GOD/PEOPLE. Also, to limit that verbiage to refer to the “HAIR-ONLY”, as we have at least 9 different various skin tones that may accompany our 9-Ether Fibonacci sequentially spiraling 🌀 hair follicles. ‼️ A-GAIN, GREAT INFORMATION ‼️
Great read