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  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 3 дня назад

    The James Sapphire situation is kind of sad, here is a kid who fell down the looksmaxxing rabbit hole and all his cosmetic surgery “improvements” were done to a comical, cartoonish exaggeration. Yes, now he has high, prominent cheekbones and hunter positive canvil tilt hunter eyes and thick lips, but it doesn’t look real; and the sad part is he was a pretty handsome kid before. It just shows how impressionable and deluded the young developing brain can be. Bro looks like a CGI Richard Ramirez now. I know what you mean about this time of year, every day I pass this family farm that does a petting zoo, hayrides and corn mazes and a pumpkin patch and it always lights up the night sky with families, young couples, and kids having fun. And I just drive by alone to my empty house and I have no one to go with. I’m like I’m an outside observer looking in on the rich experience experiences of life.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 3 дня назад

      @Copeiummaximus CGI Richard Ramirez 💀. I think some of it was satire or at least self-aware irony. I think he said his mom was a cornstar, which, if true, is straight rope fuel. Him, DBDR, and WheatWaffles are the ones that introduced me into the black pill, especially James Sapphire. I have to stop being so shy around people, I feel somewhat comfortable around people now, but I need to start speaking.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 3 дня назад

      @harvomail6622 I don’t know too much about James Sapphire, some RUclipsr did a summary of him but I did hear it might be satire, if so then that’s brutal to do that to yourself just for irony or jestermaxxing. But as for the talking thing sounds like you’re talking at work more which is good, on here you’ve always been pretty good conversationally and well spoken but maybe because it’s more impersonal and without the face to face.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 4 дня назад

    I’m not surprised to hear you mention you’re in better spirits lately, I’ve noticed in the last couple videos you don’t dwell on negative aspects as much and seem to be enjoying life more. Great to hear. This happens to me this time of year too, as it gets cooler. For the phone plan try PureTalk USA, it’s a pay by month thing but the data plans are super cheap, like 30 bucks for 10 g’s of data but there’s a lot of options. I gotta get it too, my AT&T plan is ok but it’s more expensive and I always have to add data before the month is out and I don’t use Wi-Fi away from home because I don’t trust it to be secure.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 4 дня назад

      That's sounds pretty good. The phone provider I use costs me 50 dollars, It would've been 55 or 60, I believe, but I'm on my mom's plan, and she has a senior discount. I don't use wifi outside my home. Even at my job where wifi is free, I still use my data. I'm not nervous about them, but I don't want them to catch me listening to music via alerts on who's on the wifi and what they're doing. Hope all is well with you, too. I'm glad the hurricane didn't get you

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 8 дней назад

    Indeed I am ok bro. Thanks for checking in on me. The water started receding late last night, the lift pump failed so that’s why water wasn’t being funneled out of our neighborhood into the drainage systems. But the county fixed it this morning. It’s still pretty high but going down. I couldn’t go to work today though because I couldn’t get my car out even at the high spot I parked it at, it would’ve stalled out in the water lol. Now as for this fabled Gigachad you speak of, I don’t know what might have happened to him, it sure as hell ain’t this 125 lb. short, skinny, ears-sticking-out voicecel 😂.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 8 дней назад

    Bro I thought I was out of the woods when the storm ended this morning but the water has been rising all day and it’s literally 5 feet from my front doorstep ⛈️🛶😅. My entire neighborhood is a lake I’m so nervous it’s not gonna stop and come in the house. I’ll probably make a community post with pics, it’s insane. No way I’m gonna be able to sleep tonight lol.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 8 дней назад

      Sorry I have to say something related to your vid, damn that Aaron sounds like a downer lol.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 8 дней назад

      @Copeiummaximus that sounds scary asf, bro 😭. I've heard that the hurricane has created a lot of tornadoes, too. You try to stay safe over there, man.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 11 дней назад

    This hurricane that’s about to hit us in FL is a monster category 5, rip 🙏 🌀 🌬️. I live I a very low lying area near a major river; during hurricane Irma you could kayak through my neighborhood, there were no roads, it looked like houses built in a lake. I’ll try to post some pics I took in my community tab and I’ll take more if this one turns out to be similar.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 11 дней назад

      @Copeiummaximus sounds good, man. Stay safe over there, I heard that it just reached a category 5. I'll keep an eye on your community tab. I've got some family over there too, but I think they'll be fine.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 11 дней назад

      Thanks bro, hope they stay safe.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 18 дней назад

    If they’re talking about a purple floor I’m guessing the gym is Planet Fitness, I’m a member there and it’s only $11 a month for the basic membership. So I need to start going again to get my moneys worth. It’s a pretty casual laid back atmosphere but there’s a lot of people just sitting on the machines doing thumb exercises on their phones lol. And yeah I’m fine from the hurricane thanks for asking, I replied earlier but TY has been sending a lot of my comments to the shadow realm lately.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 19 дней назад

    It’s funny how we have some of the same problems but also opposite problems lol, I’m 5’7” and about 125 lbs if you can believe that. And it’s not even that I’m anorexic looking or anything but I just have a small bone structure. The times I have gone to the gym religiously I struggled to even put on weight and gain muscle because it’s easier to convert fat that’s already there to muscle than build it from nothing, not that’s an excuse lol. It might actually be a good sign for you that you’re that heavy but not super fat per we because it means you have a naturally beefy bone structure where it’s not overly difficult to convert fat to muscle and become very strong.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 19 дней назад

      Agreed. We're both suffering from both sides of the extreme. You also fall into the normal category on the BMI, which is good. I might be going to the gym later this week when I get paid for work. I'll try to do some research on how to properly lose weight. Also, I hope all is well with you with the hurricane. I saw some videos of it when it was hitting, I think, north Carolina, it was pretty devastating.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 19 дней назад

      @harvomail6622 That would be great for you to hit the gym, not only will it help you lose weight and get a better physique but it will help you gain confidence and feel accomplished. I really need to get back at it, Planet fitness keeps charging me $11 a month so you think that would be incentive for me to go. And yeah thanks where I am we just got some wind and downed tree branches, NC got absolutely clobbered, some areas are still underwater.

  • @ATOMICBASEPLATE
    @ATOMICBASEPLATE 21 день назад

    I know part of your diary haha!

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 22 дня назад

    The hurricane you mentioned passed close to me, on the west coast of Florida. Luckily I’m more towards the east coast. Only a small piece of trim peeled off on my house. So far there are three deaths, hope there’s no more.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 22 дня назад

      @@Copeiummaximus damn. The only hurricane I've had to deal with was Hurricane Harvey back in 2017. Hurricanes are pretty common in Florida. What was the worst hurricane that impacted you cuzzo?

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 22 дня назад

      @harvomail6622 I remember hearing about Harvey, that had to be close to as bad as Katrina for the Houston area, it looked like that area was underwater for days. But for me we got back to back storms in I think 2016 and ‘17, Matthew and Irma, I was new to Florida so it was a rude awakening to “the sunshine state.” You could literally kayak up and down my neighborhood lol.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 22 дня назад

      @Copeiummaximus damn you could kayak down your street? That's crazy. Luckily, I'm not too close to Houston, but Harvey still impacted my area. I have gone through a fair amount of tornadoes where I'm at. The worst natural disaster I've to go through was the Texas freeze in early 2021. If I may ask, what state are you originally from? You said you moved to Florida.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 22 дня назад

      @harvomail6622 Yeah I heard Texas is right on the edge of tornado alley, I can’t imagine seeing one of those heading toward you. I’m from Vermont originally, my immediate fam still lives there but I have family in FL too.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 22 дня назад

      @Copeiummaximus Vermont?! It's beautiful over there. My favorite parts of the USA is New England and Cascadia(washington oregan area). I've always wanted to travel to Maine specifically.

  • @Zwirlie
    @Zwirlie 22 дня назад

    an, not un

  • @IceDragon2015
    @IceDragon2015 24 дня назад

    Sorry if I'm missing some information that makes this comment sound stupid. I try to check in every couple weeks or so because I can relate to many of your struggles. I just wanted to share some wisdom I've found in my life recently. There's a lot of credibility to this advice as it all comes from my mentor at work, who is a certified "chad". Dude has had so much success, and it doesn't have very much to do with looks. The tool that works for him is charisma, specifically making people laugh and exhibiting confidence. This is the secret, I can tell. Being attractive and successful is certainly a factor, but charisma trumps all. Me, I have zero charisma. I've made a lot of progress in glowing myself up so to speak, and although I don't get stares anymore, I found that it didn't really help me progress my social life at all. If you can figure out how to make girls laugh, and display confidence about yourself and owning who you are, you're suddenly the face that makes all the girls light up when you walk in (compliments are also very effective). I'm trying to figure out the best way to develop these skills since, like you, I tend to walk away or give short answers in most social scenarios. I can confidently say that you have a much better head start than I do, you have a lot of funny insights and comments throughout your video entries. Another thing I want to mention, mindset is key. Try not to put this girl on a pedestal and think that she's better than you. She's a human with insecurities, flaws, and mortality, just like you. She definitely likes your company, so just take it slow by figuring out how you can make her laugh. Definitely something worth looking into, but that's just some friendly advice from some guy on the internet. It might seem like obvious advice but the red pill kind of led me to believe that looks and alpha traits were all that mattered. Something to think about. I wish you the best, stay positive and healthy my friend!

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 24 дня назад

      Thanks a lot. I really do like and agree with your advice. I do need to improve my social skills because at the moment they're very bad. I hope your journey goes well, and congrats on your glow up.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 25 дней назад

    I’m on my daily after work bender, and I’ve been looking for your hit singles “Chad Not a Chud” on Spotify and the ITunes Store, as well as “It’s Over/It Never Began”. I understand these are high demand tracks and you still have a lot of copyright issues to work out with your producer, I’m just wondering when they’ll be available to the general public, thanks.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 25 дней назад

      Yes, it's really high demand. I even got invited to a Diddy party😂

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 25 дней назад

      Be careful, don’t let Diddy diddle you 😏

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 25 дней назад

      @Copeiummaximus nah, I'm not scared of Diddy. Im gonna diddle diddy.😂

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 29 дней назад

    First. OVER.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 29 дней назад

      I really envy the lives of well taken care of pets. Carefree, they didn’t even realize how good they have it. It strikes me how our lives are kind of a lottery-our own consciousness could have been born as any being; how is it “assigned” to a particular organism?

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 29 дней назад

      @Copeiummaximus I agree. Pets do have pretty easy lives, but it's also hit or miss for them. I had a nephew with autism and he would beat up one of his dogs, which led to the dog biting him🤣. I like being a human, but if I wasn't, I think I'd like to be a bird or a fish at the bottom of the ocean, just completely void of interaction 🤣. Or a massive whale in the North Sea. I just don't like my specific situation.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 29 дней назад

      @harvomail6622 Yeah tbh I’d like to come back as a sloth in my next life lol.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    1:59 Yes, good video. 4:10 Sounds like me before I became wise to things.

  • @harvomail6622
    @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

    Yummers

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    So sorry bro, I pray your mom makes a quick full recovery ❤️‍🩹 🙏😢😢

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    Whatever the Source is, God, the Universe etc., it cares only about keeping its pulse of existence and the game of life going, and cares about Itself only at the collective level, not as individuals. So great is the will to live that animals and humans base their whole evolutionary process around it, maximizing life, shunning death, and deluding ourselves to make things seem better than they really are. You’re right, life is beautiful, and you’re also right that there are only bits and pieces of beauty sprinkled in to the main fabric of boredom, anxiety and pain. But to keep this game going, we tell ourselves that the precious moments of happiness and “rightness” with everything are enough to make everything worth it.

  • @Denise-xg4gb
    @Denise-xg4gb Месяц назад

    Damn

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    Trust me I know how it is, I have a neighbor who is a crackwhore with degenerate kids who shot a bb pellet through my window. The bs in this world is unbelievable.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    I usually listen while driving to or from work, or I put it on my Bluetooth speaker while doing anything around the house or napping. And I live alone so no one around me hears you lol.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @@Copeiummaximus I do the same with other BP or archive channels🤣(minus the bluetooth one). I enjoy listening to other people at work or while driving.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

      @harvomail6622 One of these days I’m going to start talking on my channel. I don’t know if it’ll be blackp1ll stuff since most of that’s been beaten to death already but maybe just articulating in words some things I don’t understand about my life.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @Copeiummaximus that's sounds good. Give it a try someday. I agree with your blackpill take also. It does get very repetitive. Either way, you might enjoy it. If you don't, then you can always remove them, I've done that dozens of times, haha.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

      @harvomail6622 Thanks for the advice. Oh and of all the vids you’ve taken down, you probably know I’ve still seen 90% of them 😂.

  • @MuhTranshumanroght
    @MuhTranshumanroght Месяц назад

    HAHAHAHAHAHA

  • @IceDragon2015
    @IceDragon2015 Месяц назад

    I'm in the same boat, trying to lose weight and build a bit of muscle. Strength building is a very fascinating phenomenon, I've never really thought about it before. You're basically creating microtears in your muscle tissue, signaling your brain to not only heal those muscular fibers but also to make them stronger. This is a very simplified explanation of the process but it really helps knowing that this stuff isn't as complicated as we think it is. I'm working with a home gym for now, just doing push-ups, sit-ups, and pull-ups (attempting pull-ups at least). Main thing is giving yourself enough time to rest between sessions and tracking your limits so you can go further in your next session. As far as mogging within the gym, just remember that those guys were small/out of shape at one point too. They likely still compare themselves to bigger guys too since body dysmorphia is shockingly common within the bodybuilding community. Do some research on common gym equipment and how to use the machines, maybe some exercises you want to try. This way you're a bit more confident going into it. I wish you luck, and congratulations on starting the path towards the best version of yourself! I'll be patiently waiting to hear how your first experience goes.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @IceDragon2015 thanks a lot. I'll also look into how to properly use the equipment. I hope everything goes well with you.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    The problem is we are taught contradictory things about what being a good man is. Women say they want a nice, gentle man..they want a project to turn him INTO a nice gentle man, or be a gentleman just for her, and a strong dominant alpha towards the world. Other men want strong men they can have friendly competitions with to help themselves improve and to measure their own status, and to have a strong safety net around them. But schools, corporations, daddy Goverment, and the media want us to be weak and submissive..but also hard working of course🤔🤷‍♂️😂.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    I answered the same as you to most of these questions. Very introverted but still desire closeness with the hypothetical and very rare person who I vibe with. The problem with forming friendships with me is not only my shyness and probable autism but the lack of shared activities; I don’t have many hobbies that can be done with other people. And most adult friendships especially for men, they involve shared interests and activities that go beyond just talking which you see a lot with female friendships (and shopping lol).

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @Copeiummaximus agreed. I need to find some hobbies so I can have somewhat of a deeper conversation with another person. "What do you do?" "What do you enjoy?" "Any hobbies?" I have nothing. I lay in my bed all day🤣. I'm not interested in sports, movies, or anything.

  • @MuhTranshumanroght
    @MuhTranshumanroght Месяц назад

    אתה טמבל או שעכשיו זה מגניב להיות גזעני

  • @MuhTranshumanroght
    @MuhTranshumanroght Месяц назад

    Iwanna visit the usa see places

  • @MuhTranshumanroght
    @MuhTranshumanroght Месяц назад

    Can u film a street vlog id watch

  • @kevinwilson3337
    @kevinwilson3337 Месяц назад

    The problem with all these health issues is the bad nutrition . All these ultra processed foods that we Americans are eating .

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @kevinwilson3337 Yes, and age as well. People who are above the age of 35 shouldn't be allowed to have children.

    • @kevinwilson3337
      @kevinwilson3337 Месяц назад

      @@harvomail6622 don’t agree because my dad had me at 48 and I’m perfectly healthy with a high iq.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @kevinwilson3337 understandable, but I'm not referring to health or iq. I came out well, I'm talking about how they'll die far sooner than you'd like. So you'll have to live with a lot of sadness because of it. 48 is mighty old too. I hope your family is well

    • @kevinwilson3337
      @kevinwilson3337 Месяц назад

      @@harvomail6622 well my dad eats very healthy so he’s still alive. Black pill is the truth but for longevity, it’s healthy eating and exercise

  • @kevinwilson3337
    @kevinwilson3337 Месяц назад

    This is very true. Genetics is really law. The black pill is the truth

  • @DarkShard10
    @DarkShard10 Месяц назад

    18:14 - 18:40 This is one of the many reasons why I don’t want kids. To have a kid in this world, you would have to purposefully put on a blindfold of delusion and ignorance. You’re basically dragging a soul out of non-existence in order to feel “happy”and “loved”. You’re creating a being that is guaranteed suffering and also had no choice but to have you as its parent. Theres is nothing selfless about that. Newborn/Human Lives are just items on a shelf to pick and choose from when it comes to the vast majority of humanity. It’s a deeply disturbing mentality. I would go as far as to say it’s borderline evil.

  • @DarkShard10
    @DarkShard10 Месяц назад

    6:15 - 6:36 The negatives outweigh the positives by a nigh infinite degree. If anything, the negatives taint the remnants of any positives. Suffering/Negatives have always been the norm sadly.

  • @sumbodyzwatchin1
    @sumbodyzwatchin1 Месяц назад

    I’m really sorry about what happened to Tobi. You don’t have to apologise for anything, they were the ones in the wrong. You clearly loved that dog and I bet he felt it and loved you too. My heart broke when I heard your Tobi video. I’m so so sorry.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    So Sorry for your loss bro. I don’t understand, they just drove and set him free somewhere in the outdoors? There’s a number of RESPONSIBLE things they could have done, first seeing if you could accommodate him at your mom’s house, and if not then giving him to a shelter close by where you could visit him. He was always happy to see you, rip 🙏🐕

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @Copeiummaximus I appreciate it, man. They just put him in the car and drove him far away and let him out and abandoned them. I didn't know for a month because they didn't want to tell me. I could've called my brothers or something. We took care of brownie, but they didn't do the same for my tobi.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

      @harvomail6622 Straight animal cruelty, I pray he’s able to survive or a good Samaritan finds him 😠😠😢😢🙏

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    We’ll probably be seeing “It’s ovER/It nevER began” crack the billboard top 100 soon. And you might win a Grammy for it. But hey, that’s just my axis-of-opinion.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @@Copeiummaximus 🤣

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

      😁. But I regret capitalizing his initials, I don’t agree with what he did, even if his anger was understandable.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @Copeiummaximus who? The Supreme gentleman? 🤣 I know people capitalize the initials as a meme. That dude was fucked in the head imo, but he was really funny haha. Also, he logged me his only real issue was his height and being mixed.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

      @harvomail6622 Oh yeah I know it’s just a meme but it can be taken as shouting him out and I don’t want to do that lol. And yeah I’ve listened to his whole diaries, he wasn’t a truecel but he was autistic and mostly a mentalcel, I think he came off as arrogant and snobbish to the girls he wanted.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      @Copeiummaximus me too. I watched his diaries. I personally choose not to talk about those people because sometimes viewers(not you, but overall other people) can think that I like them or give them admiration. He was also somewhat abusive to animals, which I do not like. Overall, the dude was funny but very autistic and went down a complicated path. He could've gotten a GF, but he was too lost in the sauce. He mogged me to oblivion🤣

  • @SavageEd1
    @SavageEd1 Месяц назад

    Sniff,sniff man I never got to play footsies sniff,sniff

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    23:03 You’re not the only one. When you’re a kid everything is so fresh and new, and the possibilities are endless. You’re not so self conscious, your spirit is pure, untainted by the world yet. Then as you get older you observe the world more and get wiser to the way things are; you “lose your innocence,” I.e. the world takes it away. You start noticing your friendships are more about transactions than just intimate personal connections, and they have an undertone of competition. You realize that your parents, once almost godlike figures in your eyes, are human with just as many flaws as you, and they are just as confused about our mysterious existence as you are. And you just go to work everyday, wanting to do a good job but getting increasingly uncomfortable with prolonged social interaction, you just want to have your basic needs met and your copes. You see these bullshit wars being fought over differences in people’s petty religions and know that ultimately they don’t mean anything anyway because everyone’s going to cease existing one day, why do all this bullshit to each other? More and more I just seclude myself at home, it’s not healthy but it is what it is.

  • @TheCubecrafer
    @TheCubecrafer Месяц назад

    female transgender are rare

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus Месяц назад

    I’ll have to check out temu, I hear people at work talking about it and how much they like it. Tbh if I need new clothes a lot of times I go to Goodwill, I know most of its pre-worn but most items are in good condition and they’re like $3-5 a piece. Over for charitymaxcells.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 Месяц назад

      So far, temu looks pretty good. Of course, I just bought from it, and it does take a while for the stuff to arrive, but my brother told me to check it out. The only thing I don't like is that you can't just pick an item and buy it. You need to hit $20 just to go to checkout. It is over for charitymaxcels😂

  • @imaesthetic9196
    @imaesthetic9196 2 месяца назад

    My advice to you is to get out of your comfort zone by testing the waters more and have a "i dont care" mentality, not like "don't care if I'm being retarded"(self entertainment is good and she wont mind it, but don't be socially awkward to early while in the talking phase) because that will just turn them off. Flirt indirectly to show interest and confidence while not caring about if she rejects u or accepts it knowing its a learning process, do not have boring conversations, girls are emotional they hate boring convos and activities 2. Create tension by, giving her good conversations where she have something to miss about you when you are gone being busy, if you are too available, she will be entertained and things seem fine but, she will not have time to long for you missing you . Only keep convos going with girls that reciprocate your energy, your efforts, When a girl shows interest, its clear as day, so don't rush things when things is going fine and steady. 3. Most importantly, always be humble, caring, confident while having self respect, don't be scared to bring up anything you don't like about a girl you like, and praise her for the things you like. Girls usually senses insecurities so you cant get around that, you can prepare yourself and think about good topics and activities to do with her before hand and set some rules, but most importantly is just get out the comfort zone and practice and you will learn within a year so much about females, and get the girl you want.

  • @imaesthetic9196
    @imaesthetic9196 2 месяца назад

    bro snitching on himself dropping yt users haha

  • @Jim-du5yp
    @Jim-du5yp 2 месяца назад

    Subscribed ...GOOD CHANNEL 👍

  • @Blacknight6577
    @Blacknight6577 2 месяца назад

    NGL, this was enjoyable. This had some realism and that’s why it was enjoyable. By nature, people are drawn to things that are relatable or something that they could see themselves too and be like “yeah I totally understand” or if they’re older like myself they could say “oh yeah that was me”. Even with the parent calling u far away and ur like “ugh what do u want” 😂 Now of course there’s differences that I personally can’t relate cus of the different eras as I’m 32 and I didn’t grew up in the ghettos, but I can understand what ur saying and there’s a few things I can relate of how u felt about some things. When u mention about the “negative” things about yourself and say it’s not “bad”, truth be told they can be bad and others around u will see that. Unless they know ur playing around, but even so sometimes that’s how u really feel and try to play it off. So if someone thinks ur depress or take it seriously, that just means they care or they’re a caring person just being concern. When it comes to relationships, there’s absolutely no rush to get into one especially when it comes to sex. There’s always that “pressure” to lose our virginity’s ASAP or just get with a girl, but it’s honestly stupid and it’s more better to be with someone ur with or at the very least with someone u trust. Believe me. I don’t have regrets who I was with, but it’s because of that mindset is why all of them were great encounters and I didn’t end up with someone I had regrets with. Idk what ur going with this channel whether that’s actually growing it or just make content to talk about things on ur mind. This is something I been wanting to do on my channel to on talking about things in my life as well as my thoughts and opinion on things. Maybe I will do that as this gave me a bit motivation to do that. Either way, I did enjoy this and thanks for sharing ur thoughts and experiences and hopefully things will work out for u in the future. Just remember to always do ur best and be yourself.

  • @Copeiummaximus
    @Copeiummaximus 2 месяца назад

    I pray your aunt makes a full recovery. And about the running, that happens to be one of my best copes, just putting my earbuds in and jogging on the railtrail behind my house. For awhile I was doing 5k events and placing pretty well in my age bracket. This year though, I’ve been running less, I’m down to like once a week and because of that I get winded faster. I just don’t have as much energy, I don’t know if it’s because I now have added responsibilities at my job.

    • @harvomail6622
      @harvomail6622 2 месяца назад

      @Copeiummaximus thanks a lot, brother. I can relate to the running thing. It really is a good cope, and I want to get back into it. Hopefully, this week or next week, I'll start doing so. It's pretty impressive that you were running 5k marathons. I might look into it whenever I can start increasing my endurance. Hope all is well with you and your job.

    • @Copeiummaximus
      @Copeiummaximus 2 месяца назад

      @harvomail6622 Thanks man, things are decent. If you do run I recommend getting one of those Velcro arm bands with the sleeve you can put your phone into for your music. I got one off Amazon (hope you can get a discount lol).

    • @andreasandoval4917
      @andreasandoval4917 2 месяца назад

      Hola

  • @OzSpud72
    @OzSpud72 2 месяца назад

    Yeah just focus on yourself, your assets, and find yourself a nice traditional wife and win at life. Get her to sign a prenup and win win - AVOID ALL AMERICAN SINGLE MOTHERS AND WOMEN!!!! PERIOD!!!! LIKE DON'T INVEST A SINGLE DIME ON AMERICAN WOMEN!!!! THE ENTIRE FAMILY COURT IS OUT TO DESTROY YOU MEN, JUDGES MAKE MONEY FROM CHILD SUPPORT, WHICH IS WHY NO REASON DIVORCES ARE MINT FOR THEM.

  • @MuhTranshumanroght
    @MuhTranshumanroght 2 месяца назад

    Well.was vegangains fighting someone in tht cage?

  • @MuhTranshumanroght
    @MuhTranshumanroght 2 месяца назад

    25:05 DUDE WTH THEY WERE DOING WITH YA

  • @MuhTranshumanroght
    @MuhTranshumanroght 2 месяца назад

    Fucking infuriating