Laur
Laur
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my experience in a psyc ward
On 5/29 I took a bottle of lorazepam attempting to end my life. After spending a night in the hospital I spent the next 2 weeks in a psyc ward. I'm feeling so much better and grateful to be alive.
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My latest mental health diagnosis
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I went to my doctor on 3/28/23 and my doctor told me along with adhd and bipolar 2, I have ocd.
a long-overdue update
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My journey to better mental health has been a roller coaster. In this video I stumble over my words a bit, even though I think it's important to talk about Mental Health it still makes me nervous, because it is such a sensitive topic.
how to boost your mood in under 5 minutes
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I was having a depression flair up so I decided that's it I'm going to use one of the tools I've learned to fight it! I put on one of my favorite songs, The Chain by Fleetwood Mac, and really through myself in to dancing around my room! It wasn't even dancing so much, as moving around really fast to get my blood pumping. Before the song was even over I felt better. Between the combination of a ...
I am having a very bad PMDD flair up right now so I decided to vlog about it.
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PMDD is a huge problem for me and I'm having a major flair up right now. So I decided to close my eyes and just talk it out. I hope that anyone who needs captions for this video can see them. I have no idea how to add captions to video on my phone, or when I post to RUclips. But I do have captions available on my videos so hopefully if anyone needs them you can click that CC button and they wil...
Today I got my ADHD diagnosis
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Today I spoke with the doctor who did my neuropsychological evaluation, and the evaluation concluded that I do indeed have ADHD. The results showed that I have depression and ADHD in combination. If you think you have any mental illness or neurodivergence I urge you to seek help. Our minds and bodies are so connected and if we're not taking care of our mental health our physical health suffers!...
Remembering my Grandma on the 18th anniversary of her death.
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My Grandma died when I was 18, but to this day I still feel connected to her! I believe she sends me messages all the time in the feathers and coins I find on the ground, along with many other signs. I believe she's watching over me and she's proud of the person I've become. Today is the anniversary of her death so I wanted to make a video of reflecting on her and my relationship with her. Than...
It's so important to let the people who love us see our pain.
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Yesterday I had a breakdown in the car while coming home from Whole Foods. I cried and my sister and momma told me they love me and just want me ro take care of myself. I felt much better after letting it all out. If we don't let people we love see our pain how can they help us? Take care of yourselves and be kind! 🤟😘😃
another mental health update
Просмотров 62 года назад
Just an update on how I've been doing mentally. I also talked about the dental work I'm going to need done and my search for a job. If you come across this video and you have a dollar or two to spare please send me a donation to my PayPal or venmo links below⬇️⬇️⬇️ paypal.me/bxgirl86 venmo.com/Bxgirl86
Yonkers Pride Fest 2022 Part 4: Yonkers born and raised drag queen Inita D performs
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Inita D performs at Yonkers Pride Fest 2022 on June 11, 2022 at Downtown Yonkers. RuPaul give this girl a call for your next season of Drag Race!
Yonkers Pride Fest 2022 Part 2: @Mykal Kilgore performing "The Man In The Barbershop"
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GRAMMY-nominated, Broadway star Mykal Kilgore performs his GRAMMY nominated song "The Man In The Barbershop" st Yonkers Pride 2022 on June 11, 2022 at Downtown Yonkers. @MykalKilgore
Yonkers Pride Fest 2022 Part 1: @Mykal Kilgore
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GRAMMY-nominated, Broadway star Mykal Kilgore performs at Yonkers Pride 2022 on June 11, 2022 at Downtown Yonkers. @MykalKilgore
Another update on my journey to an ADHD diagnosis
Просмотров 72 года назад
Another update on my journey to an ADHD diagnosis
update on my journey to getting an ADHD diagnosis
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update on my journey to getting an ADHD diagnosis
Update on my journey towards and ADHD diagnosis
Просмотров 172 года назад
Update on my journey towards and ADHD diagnosis
May is mental health month and making these vlogs have helped my mental health so much!
Просмотров 102 года назад
May is mental health month and making these vlogs have helped my mental health so much!
my struggle with alcoholism and food addiction
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my struggle with alcoholism and food addiction
Reflections on life, death, and the importance of being kind.
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Reflections on life, death, and the importance of being kind.
Happy Earth Day and happy birthday to me. 😃 ❤ 🌎
Просмотров 32 года назад
Happy Earth Day and happy birthday to me. 😃 ❤ 🌎
Happy Spring! Here's another vlog about how I've been doing lately.
Просмотров 22 года назад
Happy Spring! Here's another vlog about how I've been doing lately.
A positive update on my mental health.
Просмотров 112 года назад
A positive update on my mental health.
Real Talk - today is a bad depression day
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Real Talk - today is a bad depression day
How I've been managing a few depression days in a row.
Просмотров 132 года назад
How I've been managing a few depression days in a row.
Mental health check in
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Mental health check in
I made a live post on IG about my love for Our Flag Means Death.
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I made a live post on IG about my love for Our Flag Means Death.
You are now looking at a fully licensed NY driver!
Просмотров 172 года назад
You are now looking at a fully licensed NY driver!

Комментарии

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota

    Great to see you Laur!!! Thank you for speaking up for mental health. Our hearts are always with you.

  • @laur8534
    @laur8534 Год назад

    #mentalhealth #vraylar #adhd #itssokaynottobeokay #prozac #depression #klonopin

  • @btflysbaby
    @btflysbaby 2 года назад

    I agree with everything Al said and remember You MATTER

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    Sounds like there's so much progress. I'm so proud of you and your openness that helps so many people out there who are fearful of saying what they really feel. You're a true inspiration "Laur."

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    So proud of you Laur. You're on the right road and even though there may be some bumps you will have a great ride after. Love to you.

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thanks Al. The more I learn about ADHD the more I realize this is something I've had my while life! It's really interesting. Love to you too!

  • @eprohoda
    @eprohoda 2 года назад

    useful editingg,talk you later,Laur-:))

  • @JDJENT
    @JDJENT 2 года назад

    i am wishing you much success on your mental health journey ! thank you for this upload .

  • @glendabarnett6512
    @glendabarnett6512 2 года назад

    Does giving a name to depression give it power it doesn't deserve?

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      I've heard it's a tool other people use so when I started to acknowledge I have depression I did it. For me it's helpful. I even drew a picture of him one day. He's a green monster with yellow horns, snake eyes, and shap yellow teeth. Beging able to visualize this monster attacking me has been helpful to fight him. 😃

  • @NancyXia
    @NancyXia 2 года назад

    👋I survived my suicidal attempt when I was 18. I am so grateful that I didn’t die even though I became paralyzed. By God’s Grace, my mental health is excellent now. If you are depressed, I hope you will not give up, it’s a treatable medical condition. If I can recover, anyone is able to potentially. Sharing my experience here ruclips.net/video/xi-on4PmKuE/видео.html

  • @glendabarnett6512
    @glendabarnett6512 2 года назад

    I believe in you. You have value!

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you so much! Today was another hard day buy I'm coming out of it now.

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    I'm so glad that you have come to this decision to rid yourself of the toxicity. We love you and support you bravery and tenacity and most of your honesty to share your story and put it out there to help all of those who are struggling. The truth shall set you free and it already has. Love from Sarasota and from he bottom of our hearts.

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    You both are the best! Amazing video and thank you so much for the shout out. You two are like family and I can't thank you enough for all that you do. You are both an inspiration to so many and it is a realistic inspiration in that you are so real and voice things that all of us feel with toxic relationships and life in general. You both are so real and while you are talking about serious matters you're both also so light and real and your friendship and sisterhood really shows. So proud to cal you both friends and family.

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you Al! Your support is always appreciated! We are so blessed to call you family too!

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    Support and love! Like the old commercial; wash them out of your hair.

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you Al! I just watched the video and at the end when I was saying all the people who support me I hope you know you are absolutely included in that list! ❤ Thank you for all your support!

    • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
      @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

      @@laur8534 absolutely! Always in your corner.

  • @mamourmoleka6202
    @mamourmoleka6202 2 года назад

    Turn to Jesus in hard times. He helps 😊

  • @ahappy333
    @ahappy333 2 года назад

    Thanks for this, like people like you should be there around me more!!! **Hugs and kisses**

  • @portiamichellebwanali6153
    @portiamichellebwanali6153 2 года назад

    Hi there stranger. You don't know me but I wanted to spread the good truth of Jesus Christ and I encourage that you stay and learn more❤✝️. See God created the first of humankind and gave our first descendants dominion over the earth and things in it but we soon rebelled against God and so sin was born into the knowledge and actions of humankind. Thankfully enough we have the opportunity to rid ourselves of sin and reconcile with God the holy father through the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ the son of God. He died on the cross for our sins and took the punishment we were supposed to receive, defeating sin in the process and freeing whosoever seeks salvation in him.. giving unto them a new and beautiful life with him as a born again child of God. I would love to see each and every single person on this earth receive salvation and avoid eternal damnation so I spread the good news in hopes that I can get as many people to repent and receive Christ before his second coming. The kingdom of God is near. I pray that who ever reads this considers a life in Christ and repents from the wickedness of this world before it's too late. We don't have much time. I urge you please get right with the one true living God.Jesus loves you and so do I <3 Be blessed my loves<\3 JOHN 3:15 -21 MARK 1:15

  • @chriswiredu6740
    @chriswiredu6740 2 года назад

    Hugs

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you! I'm doing much better today. 😃

  • @glendabarnett6512
    @glendabarnett6512 2 года назад

    You two are the cutest...and the bravest!

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you! ❤

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    Love the paints! Water colors will be great for Easter. Many artists find peace in drawing. The video reminds me of one of those ambient relaxation videos. You may be on to something here. Glad you're feeling better and thanks for sharing.

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you depression flaired it's ugly head again after that and I went to bed angry with myself but today is a new day and I am feeling better!

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    A dynamic duo for sure! Love the teamwork video! This is a winning combination! The power of two! More please lol

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Yes I'm so excited I've convinced Elisa to join me for some videos!

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    You both totally rock! So proud of you both for speaking on these truths that need to be said and to inspire others to seek help and re discover their lives again. Hope is just around the corner for those who seek it but they need inspiration and thank you both for providing this. Love from Al and The Waffles Foundation! 2022 will be your year!

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you! ❤ 😃

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 2 года назад

    Looking Great Lauren! Love the new ink! Happy New Year!

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 2 года назад

      Thank you Al! I am about to post my first video of 2022 and noticed I hadn't replied to your comment! Thank you for all your support!

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 3 года назад

    Great video Lauren! You have our support and love at all times!

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 3 года назад

      Thank you! ❤

  • @lprocklprock1263
    @lprocklprock1263 3 года назад

    *hugs* sweetie. Depression sucks I know. Remember that you are not alone sweetie. Sending hugs

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 3 года назад

    Glad you're feeling better Lauren. You can always call me if you're mom and sister are busy. I suffer from anxiety as you know and probably a little depression. When I feel good or rather stable I like to use the Pink Floyd song as a state of my mind which is "Comfortably Numb" Matt's favorite song by them. It's hard to be happy for me as I feel how can I be without my son who I loved so much and it's hard for me to be sad as I know he would never want that. So therefore I'm Comfortably Numb most of the time. Therapy is good and I use it myself. Meds are tricky and as you say it's better to be on than off; for ourselves and the people we love. I have an old neighborhood friend and she say women years ago had a lot of kids partially because of PMDD. Very interesting and deep and I think she's right the more I think about it. Feel good and find a purpose each day. That's the secret. I need help spreading the word for the foundation that we are on Amazon Smile as the buying season is upon us. They donate 0.5% from heir profit to our foundation but people have to sign up and lock in our foundation. I'm not a social media guru so the job is yours if you want it. I can pay you $50.00 a month; I know it's not a lot but it will help both of us I think. Just get people to sign up via posts or word of mouth. Let me know what you think.

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 3 года назад

      Thank you so much Al for all your support! I would love to help spread the word about the foundation! I'll get in touch with you soon. Sending lots of love to you and Kerry!

    • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
      @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 3 года назад

      Awesome to hear Lauren thank you.

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 3 года назад

    We are all behind you Lauren. So proud of you and your honesty. Keep up the fight; we love and support you.

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 3 года назад

      Thank you so much Al! I'm feeling much better now, making that video was very theraptic for me.

  • @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota
    @KindredSoulsOfBrooklynSarasota 3 года назад

    Very proud of you Lauren.

    • @laur8534
      @laur8534 3 года назад

      Thank you Al! 😃

  • @TherapyToThePoint
    @TherapyToThePoint 3 года назад

    As a provider, thank you for talking about the importance of mental health.

  • @unclebozo9845
    @unclebozo9845 7 лет назад

    definitely some pre-recorded parts in there

  • @TheEarlybirdSF
    @TheEarlybirdSF 7 лет назад

    Thank you so much for your great videos!

  • @southparkboyproductions6040
    @southparkboyproductions6040 7 лет назад

    I love how the Bears got upgraded.But,not when they shortened it and made it 10 minutes. I like the original better.But hey,it's still a masterpiece attraction

  • @lilhoney1657
    @lilhoney1657 7 лет назад

    I'm coming here to see these guys again in March!

    • @Robandmark
      @Robandmark 7 лет назад

      Cool one time i went to see this show and I was the only person there!