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Hope Unfinished
Добавлен 18 авг 2019
💜 Wife
💜 Mom
💜 Business owner
💜 Musician
💜 Curly Girl
💜 Recovering from an eating disorder relapse
Follow me on my journey! Please subscribe, like, comment, ask questions...we are all in this together💜
hopeunfinished
💜 Mom
💜 Business owner
💜 Musician
💜 Curly Girl
💜 Recovering from an eating disorder relapse
Follow me on my journey! Please subscribe, like, comment, ask questions...we are all in this together💜
hopeunfinished
Innersense True Enlightenment Scalp Scrub Review
Innersense True Enlightenment Scalp Scrub REVIEW!!!
💜 Wife
💜 Mom
💜 Business Owner
💜 Musician
💜 Curly Girl
💜 Recovering from a relapse of my eating disorder/anorexia
#innersense
💜 Wife
💜 Mom
💜 Business Owner
💜 Musician
💜 Curly Girl
💜 Recovering from a relapse of my eating disorder/anorexia
#innersense
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Видео
I Turned our House into Disneyland!
Просмотров 2633 года назад
I Turned our House into Disneyland! Disneyland at home! 💜 Wife 💜 Mom 💜 Business Owner 💜 Musician 💜 Curly Girl 💜 Recovering from a relapse of my eating disorder/anorexia
Dealing with Weight Gain in ED Recovery
Просмотров 1,3 тыс.3 года назад
Gaining Weight in ED Recovery is HARD! I am still focused on recovery and know my team has my best interest. My ongoing health issues, surgeries and trips to the ER has put me in the position of having to face my fear of not having the luxury of exercise and movement. I have come SO far and don’t want to lose the huge strides I have made that allows me to enjoy date night and family time! 💜 Wif...
Easy How to Refresh Next Day Curls
Просмотров 6053 года назад
How to Refresh Next Day Curls! Fast and Easy Tutorial for Beginners! 💜 Wife 💜 Mom 💜 Business Owner 💜 Musician 💜 Curly Girl 💜 Recovering from a relapse of my eating disorder/anorexia #refreshcurls #nextdaycurls #howto
How to Curly Girl Method Tutorial for Beginners/Wavy Curly Hair
Просмотров 1,5 тыс.3 года назад
Curly Girl Method Guide for Beginners Wavy Curly Hair This was a highly requested video! I decided to not only give information and show how I do my current hair routine, but I am doing it while trying new styling products. Why would I do that??? I’ve used the same products for a LONG time and am totally comfortable and used to them!!!! Which is exactly why I did it! I think it’s good to rememb...
What is the NAMM Show? NAMM Show Explained!
Просмотров 3313 года назад
What is the NAMM Show? NAMM Show Explained! I get a lot of questions about the NAMM Show and what you do there. As an owner of a music business, we go almost every year. This year it was held virtually due to COVID instead of the Anaheim Convention Center as it usually is every January, so I thought it would be fun to explain the NAMM Show since I have been missing our annual break from the rai...
Good News/Come with Me to the New Dutch Bros!
Просмотров 793 года назад
I have good news! Also, come with me to the new Dutch Bros in my town! I try the new toasted cold brew kicker - yum! 💜 Wife 💜 Mom 💜 Business Owner 💜 Musician 💜 Curly Girl 💜 Recovering from a relapse of my eating disorder/anorexia #dutchbros #toastedcoldbrewkicker
Creative Business/Mental Health/Body Image Struggles/New Hair Product/What I Eat
Просмотров 1353 года назад
Being Creative with a Small Business During a Pandemic How I Balance Mental and Physical Health while Dealing with Body Image Struggles What I Eat/Breakfast in Bed/Thermos Lunch Ideas New Hair Product Music: The Flax Dresser, Traditional Irish Song - I recorded all parts on violin and viola Ave Maria, Bach-Gounod - Recorded on my viola with my dad on piano I am sharing a lot with you in this vi...
I'm Having Surgery Where?!? Hysterectomy Complications 7 Years Later
Просмотров 7 тыс.3 года назад
Complications after Hysterectomy Seven Years Later! Let's just say I have a complicated medical history... 💜 Wife 💜 Mom 💜 Business Owner 💜 Musician 💜 Curly Girl 💜 Recovering from a relapse of my eating disorder/anorexia #endometriosis #hysterectomy #placentaaccreta
How to use the Denman Brush on Wavy Curly Hair
Просмотров 6 тыс.3 года назад
How to use the Denman Brush for Wavy Curly Hair Since my hair isn't super curly, I didn't prefer the results when I used the Denman Brush to style, but I discovered it worked well when I used it in the shower! I only use it about once a month to smooth my curl clumps, but my hair does best when I use it sparingly. If my hair starts to look stringy, I will use the Denman Brush which helps clump ...
Happy NYE! What I Want You to Know
Просмотров 703 года назад
Happy New Year's Eve!!! 💜 Wife 💜 Mom 💜 Business Owner 💜 Musician 💜 Curly Girl 💜 Recovering from a relapse of my eating disorder/anorexia #nye #2020
Clothing Haul Try On/Mary Rose NW Boutique/Ampersand Double Hoodie
Просмотров 1613 года назад
Clothing Haul Try On from the wonderful Mary Rose NW Boutique! I filmed this before my surgery and have been so excited to share with you my goodies I picked out! Wait until you see the Ampersand Double Hoodie! Not only does the Mary Rose NW Boutique support all bodies, they have a foundation that raises money to help fund treatment for those suffering from eating disorders. Check them out! mar...
Update/Hug Sleep/Sleep Pod/Surgery Complications/Healing
Просмотров 14 тыс.3 года назад
Sleep Pod by Hug Sleep Review - Shark Tank Update/Surgery Complications/How I'm Healing Here's a quick update on how my healing has been going since my surgery. Unfortunately, I've had some unexpected complications but I'm doing well. My Sleep Pod by Hug Sleep arrived! My husband ordered it for me when we saw it on a Shark Tank episode. I also had a fun package arrive from the Mary Rose Boutiqu...
Disney Surprise FAIL!
Просмотров 6843 года назад
Disney Christmas Surprise!!! ...FAIL! Here is a family classic. I couldn't wait to surprise our kids on Christmas a few years ago with a trip to Disneyland. I cried happy tears all night as I imagined their magical reactions. They did not react the way I hoped and we all have a good laugh every Christmas watching the video. We hope you enjoy the (now) hilarious Disneyland Christmas Surprise FAI...
What I Eat/Denman Brush/Avocado Toast/Bento Kabobs
Просмотров 743 года назад
What I Eat/Denman Brush/Avocado Toast Breakfast in Bed/Bento Box Kabobs Hello! I recorded this on a Friday before my endometriosis surgery. I am healing well and editing has been a nice project I can do from bed. I enjoy sharing my Friday routine of breakfast in bed and packed lunches my kids have been actually missing while doing online school at home. Fridays have been challenging me in my Ea...
What I Eat/Confused Curls/Breakfast in Bed/Bento Box Lunch
Просмотров 1193 года назад
What I Eat/Confused Curls/Breakfast in Bed/Bento Box Lunch
Innersense I Create Lift Volumizing Foam Review/Curly Hair Product Review!
Просмотров 4,9 тыс.4 года назад
Innersense I Create Lift Volumizing Foam Review/Curly Hair Product Review!
I Transformed our Bedroom into a Hotel Room! Master Bedroom Makeover Surprise!
Просмотров 5894 года назад
I Transformed our Bedroom into a Hotel Room! Master Bedroom Makeover Surprise!
My Friday Routine/What I Eat/Breakfast in Bed/Overnight Oats 3 Ways/Bento Box Lunch
Просмотров 1254 года назад
My Friday Routine/What I Eat/Breakfast in Bed/Overnight Oats 3 Ways/Bento Box Lunch
Pandemic Diet Talk/Fruit Loop Family Fun!
Просмотров 594 года назад
Pandemic Diet Talk/Fruit Loop Family Fun!
Dealing with the Unexpected in Eating Disorder Recovery
Просмотров 1404 года назад
Dealing with the Unexpected in Eating Disorder Recovery
Innersense I Create Volume Lotion Review/Curly Hair Product Review
Просмотров 3,5 тыс.4 года назад
Innersense I Create Volume Lotion Review/Curly Hair Product Review
Bonus Room to Bedroom Transformation Makeover/Teen Room/Organize & Clean with Me!
Просмотров 1094 года назад
Bonus Room to Bedroom Transformation Makeover/Teen Room/Organize & Clean with Me!
True Story of Eating Disorder Recovery/Importance of Context & Details/Day in My Life
Просмотров 2294 года назад
True Story of Eating Disorder Recovery/Importance of Context & Details/Day in My Life
Copycat Starbucks Cloud Macchiato Recipe with Vitamix
Просмотров 2434 года назад
Copycat Starbucks Cloud Macchiato Recipe with Vitamix
Quick Update: Wildfires/Evacuations/Emergency Surgery/Eating Disorder Recovery
Просмотров 594 года назад
Quick Update: Wildfires/Evacuations/Emergency Surgery/Eating Disorder Recovery
5 Tips for Frizz Free Curls/How to Reduce Frizz for Curly Hair/No More Frizzy Curls!
Просмотров 5434 года назад
5 Tips for Frizz Free Curls/How to Reduce Frizz for Curly Hair/No More Frizzy Curls!
Trying the New Starbucks STAR DRINK! Self-Awareness in Eating Disorder Recovery
Просмотров 814 года назад
Trying the New Starbucks STAR DRINK! Self-Awareness in Eating Disorder Recovery
The Day I almost Died/My ICU, Ventilator, Coma Experience/Storytime
Просмотров 14 тыс.4 года назад
The Day I almost Died/My ICU, Ventilator, Coma Experience/Storytime
Thank you for sharing. God bless.
Are you okay? You haven’t posted in 3 years, I hope you’re well :( I just found your channel a bit earlier and I’m worried for you, I hope you just decided to stop posting and didn’t relapse or anything. I hope maybe you come back to making videos one day if you want to though because your videos are oddly comforting for some reason
Thank you so much for this comment! Yes, I am okay, just SUPER busy. I have been thinking about posting again so knowing they are being watched and appreciated is very nice to know! I loved making videos but you never know if others enjoy watching them lol;) thank you for your concern (I’m good!) and encouragement💜
@@hopeunfinished8462 meant to respond to this earlier but there was a tornado and my WiFi came off literally right as I liked your comment but yay I’m so glad you’re okay 😭🙏🏼🙏🏼 genuinely felt sick wondering if you were okay but yes definitely make videos again if you want, I’ll watch!!
thank you so much im about to start IOP and google searching what its like wasnt very helpful, this was so much better and the specifity that i needed and wanted
What a ❤😢wow shared your a miracle 😢❤❤❤❤😮
Wow sharing ❤thankyou 😢
Thank you so much for this inspiring story.
Thank you so very much for sharing your story
Excellent
Patient first person narratives are important...
Maybe doctors and nurses a few times a day briefly describe to patients what they are doing so patients who are aware know what's going on...
Yeah that was close...
Illustrates that consciousness is a continuum from fully conscious to full unconscious...
Paralyzed via medication... Paralytic...
Altered states of consciousness...
Any traumatized person knows that feeling of isolation... Helpful to hear your experience...
Dissociation
The Lord meets us, he really does❤
My gosh honey. So much to go through.. Thank you for sharing❤
I had HELLP syndrome too. Fitting under general anaesthetic delivery. Very sick, in ICU. Parents wete told I had 50/50 chance of surviving. The next 24 hours would tell if I could fight through it. Very vague memories but I thought I was in a spaceship in ICU, was aware of weird little lights, darkness and voices but couldnt figure out where I was. I had no idea I was in ICU.. Platelets had dropped to 5. Throwing up blood. My daughter was okay. I just took a while to come back to world again.
You need to STOP HAVING BABIES. PLEASE DO NOT PUT YOUR FAMILY, THE HEALTHCARE SYSTEM, YOUR BABIES ( remember, one baby died) and your body through this. Its irresponsible.
... Take your own advice
I’m so happy I heard your video. I have put on my notes that I didn’t ever want to be intubated. I have a lung condition and it would be a good chance I could be. And all those things I hear you say are my biggest fears. I had learned that they have no way of telling how deeply under you are. I know I would have been paralysed and unable to tell anyone.
All talk and no story to this! 😢
So admittedly, you're an enigma with a "complicated" medical history ergo NOT common, in fact rare, so you can imagine why I wonder why this video is not informative and helpful but fear and anxiety Inducing.
I'm happy that you are OK. Thanks for sharing your story. 😍
Thanks for sharing your story. 😍 God bless you!
Thank you for sharing, and talking about these crazy thoughts. Just telling your story is helping you and those of use that have been through this
Thank you for making this video. I am scared to go to PHP but it helps to watch this and here what is was like. I have never gotten treatment for my eating disorder before. Thanks for sharing
Hope you’re well now
God bless you and your family!
Do you mind if I ask some questions about this?
I am so very sorry that you had to go through this. You are definitely not alone. I was in a coma for quite a while. I was blind, but not deaf during this scary medical complication. I'm so glad that you have overcome this. I have faced death multiple times and have some interesting stories when I died. I pray that you are doing so much better and having a great 2024. Take care!
From the future - what did you do to self care without exercise? I need to learn this urgently!
How long dkd it take for u to start seeing body fat come on? Im twelve days into recovery and eating alot of unsafe foods..aka high carb..some sugars...things i wojldnt allow myself tk eat during restriction...i didnt loose a crazy amount of weight ..just enough to put me under my natural set point and the rapidness in which i lost it has left me wjth loose skin on my face and body...so im tryna fill it back in ...ive just been discouraged cuz i havent seen any notable progress in gaining body fat...my ED started in October 2023 and ended towards end of January...so it was very quick but the rapidness of the weight drop and super caloric restriction did cause me to lose substantial fat...hence the loose skin...whats the normal time frame of gaining back body fat...and will my face fill back out? Im worried ..
The fact that this video starts with focusing on food snacks immediately turned me off from watching it further
You had a total if you still have your ovaries…
Beautiful Hair! How do you ask for your hair cut? Thank you!
I love your hair! How do you ask for your haircut! Thank you!!
I have fine but curly hair but oily roots. I love the pure harmony shampoo so I don’t have an oily scalp anymore but my ends are just soooo dry. I switched from pure harmony conditioner to color awakening and it’s still sooo dry I’m like in tears lol everyone says hydrating cream conditioner is only for super thick coarse hair. UGH
Six weeks post op and i am still suffering from urine leakage/incontinence and urine infection
So this has nothing to do with the surgery. It has to do with the fact that you did too much too soon.
Not helping women post or pre hysterectomy when they go online for support and helpful information.
How much did you use? Dime size? Quarter size?
Huge wins for you, by the way! This struck me that perhaps fighting your eating disorder, and not giving into the urge to run, and having some of the cookie gave you the internal strength that propelled you to donate the shoes… Again, it’s like you’re inside my head today… I also struggle with the “right” way to do things. Without knowing you at all, I am so incredibly proud of you!
You may have heard this before, but I have often been told, and believe it to be true that allowing our kids to see us struggle teaches them that it’s OK for them to struggle! If they believe their parents have no struggles, they will be ashamed when they struggle… Because as it turns out all humans struggle at different times!
I did need to see this… thank you ever so much! I cannot tell you how many times I’ve looked at my children have been so incredibly jealous of them, eating so freely, knowing when they are full, running off to play, or my teenage kids going out with her friends, getting snacks, etc. and I even struggle with the so called healthy foods. Also so SO relate to the running stuff!
SOOO relatable!!! You are so brave to be so vulnerable!! Thank you for courage and encouragement to me!! I DO UNDERSTAND!!! I’m 47, have 4 kids and still have such a hard time with sweets and guilt and anxiety!
Your hair is beautiful!
Your videos are so powerful and insightful! Thank you
I’m going through a ‘revision’ next week and I am in severe pain 8 weeks after my hysterectomy. I’m so disappointed and hoping it doesn’t shorten my vagina.
Great review! Bounce curl cream is like that, pea size emulsified into damp/dry hands but applied to wet/saturated hair seems to double-quadruple in quantity - LOVE!
The best video I have seen on this product 🎉
Great video! 🎉🎉🎉