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God hates me. During Covid I got into an argument with dad and he lost it and tried to kick me out and disown me. I broke down, went upstairs and grabbed my hidden pistol. I then sat in my room, isolated and alone, tears rolling down my face, as 2 voices could be heard arguing about whether I should be thrown out. Mom and dad were literally arguing about whether to disown me. I loaded a single round in the chamber and put the barrel to the side of my head, frantically sobbing by this point.. It was at that point I remembered something I read online that said 10-15 % of people survive. Things were obviously dark at that moment. The ONLY way I saw things would get worse was by attempting to take my life in a brutal way and failing. At that point, I thought, I would still lose not only my home and family, but would probably be left in the icu, alone, afraid, and clinging to life. I put the gun down, and eventually mom walked in. I was still crying, although it was subsiding. I had put the gun under my blanket right next to me. It was at this point that I picked up the edge of the blanket. The gun sat there next to me, still loaded. Mom knelt down and picked it up. I should have died that day, but for some reason I survived. If you’re facing an experience like mine, Just know that there is hope. It gets better.

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This. This is what the church community needs to hear and understand. It's not that hard.

Beautiful!!

So so beautiful <3 You did such an incredible job of capturing a difficult conversation and experience. You have me in tears.

SLAYYYYYYY

KILLER

Makenna I am writing a paper on LGBTQ policies on my campus, I would love to interview you for my paper

This is everything I have asked for and more! Thank you so much ❤️🏳️‍🌈

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Incredible job, Makenna! Thank you for leading this project and offering it publicly to our community. Thank you to all who shared, for inviting us into the real, at-times-heavy, and much-needed stories you carry within you. Thank you for letting our community see you and hear *you*. <3

Amazing work! This turned out so well!!!

👏👏 wow such beautiful and brave work

WOW WOWO!! This is incredible💛 Jesus does not call us to judge, but only to LOVE and you definitely embodied this!!

Amazing, powerful, and deeply meaningful. Incredible work.

Amazing work!!

I love this🥺💛

Amazing work!!

Thank you for sharing 💖

Beautiful

YAASSSSSSSSSSSSss

Oh, to be seen, to feel like I'm not the only one. Thanks Makenna 💖

Thank you for posting this! I love yall!

Makenna did you make this PS still Maliyah

Hey this is Maliyah did you make this?

good shit, idk how i ended up here though

Hellllll yessssss

you are so perfect

Omg you should be a digital cinema major :))) so beautiful!! gorgeous girly.