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ChristineLawson
Добавлен 30 апр 2023
Vlogging my life trying to build a life from scratch
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Lovely Flowers, Home Vlog, Christmas Planning
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Lovely Flowers, Home Vlog, Christmas Planning
Luxury Lake District Holiday & Scary Hike
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Luxury Lake District Holiday & Scary Hike
The Biggest Manifestations Of My Life!
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The Biggest Manifestations Of My Life!
Piano Playing, Horse Riding, Hike, Organic Food
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Piano Playing, Horse Riding, Hike, Organic Food
A Gift From Dad, Pottering Around Jobs
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A Gift From Dad, Pottering Around Jobs
The Hardest Experiences After Quitting Alcohol & Smoking
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The Hardest Experiences After Quitting Alcohol & Smoking
My Vision Board Came True & Wild Flower Hike
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My Vision Board Came True & Wild Flower Hike
My Favourite Place To Retreat&Hike In The Lake District
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My Favourite Place To Retreat&Hike In The Lake District
Last Year's Bucket List Trip! Cycle & Motivation
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Last Year's Bucket List Trip! Cycle & Motivation
Lovely Spring Outfit, Stroll in Borrowdale
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Lovely Spring Outfit, Stroll in Borrowdale
Journaling, Out Of Body Experience, Spring Cleaning
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Journaling, Out Of Body Experience, Spring Cleaning
Beautiful Buttermere Hike, Homemade Organic Breakfast
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Beautiful Buttermere Hike, Homemade Organic Breakfast
Why I Started Drinking Alcohol Again After Quitting
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Why I Started Drinking Alcohol Again After Quitting
Birthday Lake District Holiday With Mum
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Birthday Lake District Holiday With Mum
Lessons I Learnt After Quitting Smoking & Alcohol
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Lessons I Learnt After Quitting Smoking & Alcohol
I love your vids, they make me feel so peaceful. I’ve added the Taste Cumbria fest to the ‘must visit’ list for me and the Mrs! We are only in Yorkshire, so the lakes isn’t far. I normally stay in Bowness, and want to explore a bit further afield 🤓
@@jamesgriffiths3265 🤓 thank you
The Buttermere views are amazing..really like the breakfast with the tomatoes,mushrrom & bacon yum..two weeks caffeine free, well done keep going...
@@gerry2345 Thank you! 🤓❤
What’s a Toad-in-the-Whole? Is that a French dish?
Nice vlog.Nice to see the street market and all your purchases. I need my one cup of coffee a day. It is my treat.
@@gerry2345 Thank you Gerry 🤓 Enjoy your coffee, I got some decaf to try yesterday, it's OK actually I was expecting it to not be
@@Christine_Lawson Good for you. I do like a caramel/nutty roast with a good strength, I have tried decaf but it was not the same.
I quit alcohol years ago…but I’m too scared to quit the caffeine still 🤣🤣 think I’ll give it a try after hearing about your experiences - well done 👏🏻
@@jamesgriffiths3265 🤓 well done for quitting alcohol I don't know many people who can go more than 2 days without it so that's amazing. If you quit caffeine I'd recommend doing it when you've got a few days off work or not much work to do so you can sleep until your body adapts! 🤞👍
@@Christine_Lawson wise words, for sure 👌🏼 Scary isn’t it, how you become so reliant on it. The alcohol is a weird one; even though it is seen as a ‘more powerful’ substance, I think caffeine does more for me than it ever did…which is why it’ll be so bloody hard to cut it out!! 😂
@@jamesgriffiths3265 Maybe you don't need to if it's working for you? I thought I'd stop to see if was worth it for the calmness so I'll just see how things go
@@Christine_Lawson I think that’s a good point, but I still don’t like the feeling of needing something to get me going. That freedom you talked about in your video is what I want to experience, I just know I’ll get the bad withdrawals 🤣🤣
Big old chopper 😅
stunning xxx love your vids
Looking gorgous in those outfits. You should do more try ons
🤓 Thank you so much. OK, I will!
Sunset looked amazing.. you are getting very organised with the chrismas planning.
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Headband looks class 👌🏼 Great vlog, enjoy these 🙌🏻
Thank you! 🤓
Brave❤ I know exactly what you are saying
Nice views, have you camped out there yet?
No I've never wild camped, have you?
@@Christine_Lawson lots of times, beach camping is my favourite.
Really nice walk.
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You look beautiful now.
Oh thank you!
A chocolate mug should be extravagant, like purple! 🎉
Ooh! Maybe I need to get me a purple mug... a colour I don't yet have 🤔
I always feel a sense of calm after watching your videos :) Tfs
That's great! Hoping you have a nice peaceful nervous system 😬 🙂
I love the different personalities and style of presentation and experiences on YT This was a real and useful treat for me. I am just thinking hmmm I can stop easily if i take a 48 hour break. But love it and for lots of different reasons but am wondering if the time has come at 65 to maybe cut right right back or even quit. I currently tend to go from nothing drunk to quite a bit. Very variable but lets say 2 weeks off to 2 weeks heavily on but plenty of gaps days in those two weeks. But also quite often but not always a lot on the on days. Current plan is essentially quit for three months with a couple of known fun events in there - er wine tasting - but that might be all i have. I am partly doing it for the weight and physical ooomph side which is easier to monitor. But i am making a real effort to monitor and record the head side. I shall review at the end of it all. I already keep a diary/record everyday and going right back so I have a good record for comparison. Its going to be interesting.
Snowboard story was a beautiful one, had the same type of thing with an old plastering trowel I used to use; thought I was rubbish…it was actually the trowel 🤣 love the vids 🙌🏻
Aww thank you! Sorry to hear about the plastering trowel... I hope you weren't suffering for too long before the breakthrough 🙏
I have had some awful experiences with my back. I had a herniated disc last year and couldn’t walk for more than 5 feet without agony and my glutes going into spasm. I don’t know what your issue is, but I really hope you managed to sort it, as I know how miserable it can be. I am 18 months on, and 99% of the time pain free. I am back to training hard and working two very physical jobs - this was all with the help of a good physio, and time. How are you now? 🙏
That's great that you're back training after so much, most people I know have just given up. I'm sort of better, it's a strange thing it comes and goes like a shadow but I'm better for definite 👍
Great video. Love the honesty and transparency 🙌🏻
Thank you so much for your cheerful good vibes 🥳🙏
Well done completing the challenge..You looked and felt like I did when I completed my challenge..knackered.
Thank you, were you at the same event or you did a different one?
@@Christine_Lawson A different one for a charity, here in Devon.
The reason you have started Drinking again is because you still feel that it has a benefit to you, when everything scientifically and psychologically. Logically it has no benefits whatsover. There are no benefits in consuming a poision, only negetives in Life. You need more knowledge and relapsing is ok but learn that you must escape this thoughts.
Thank you
Thanks for your reply. I have been sober for over 3 years. When it comes to Alcohol it is far easier to quit than moderate. Think of it as Drug. Would you be able to moderate Drugs? Remember the 1st drink is the only decision you have. After that the drug takes you back to where you were square one. Be deceplined and passionate about being Sober. Good Luck
Very nice views on your walk and the ice cream looked yum.
Thank you Gerry! Yes it was yum I've been back for another!
Really nice vlog. Those views and the cabin and the steak were yum.
Thank you so much! 💓
Drinking actually causes cancer. The report just came out
9 days no alcohol for me
That's brilliant 👏
@@Christine_Lawson Thanks 😊
Alcohol is nothing but pure poison to your body.
Lovely new shoe collection 👍 .. and a beautiful walk!
Nice flowers and nice outfits, all ready for your new course, how exciting...
Nice random vid and your salad was yum. Your snow board adventures was fab. you certainly have had some lows and some real heightened experiences..
The oldest man in America nade it to 112. He smoked and drank, but moderated and stayed hydrated.
OMG!! Your comp photos are amazing!! After your horse riding video I was thinking about how much I'd love to have a horse (I used to ride a lot but have never been an owner)...in my area full livery is £1,300 a month!
Thank you Janis 🤓 crikey that's more my own living costs! .... would be worth it though if you can afford it
What a great video! I loved it, you’ve got a great mind. Just what I needed to hear this morning.
🤓 Thank you Steven!
Alcohol is a poison
Quit 2 summers ago, now my 3rd summer, 3 years without a drink
Well done! You are amazing 👏! How is your life and health now?
@Christine_Lawson health improving, mild cirrhosis, healing. Blood pressure, cholesterol, liver numbers close to normal. Signs of early alzheimer's, no mention. Wife moved back. College grad son, moved home, to work close to home. Rehab has ended between 1 to 2 years at 3 different places. Sad. No daily classes, activities, socializing, etc. It's a bit scary. But I have zero craving, no desire to drink, dinners, parties, family isn't watching me anymore
Love the piano playing and your fuschia looks beautiful 👍
Thank you, yes it does!!
Piano playing is coming along..nice vlog
😃 Thank you!
Thanks for being very frank and genuine. I've just relapsed over the last week and had to go to the hospital on Monday to get some help. I managed 3 months of sobriety but then fell down the trap of having that one drink. That one drink turned into 9 bottles of rum and vodka. My living room floor was littered with bottles. I'm so ashamed of myself. I've been micro dosing with vodka to keep the withdrawal at bay as the NHS will treat you initially with librium or diazepam only until your out of danger and then they recommend you wean yourself off yourself. I'm not going to give up giving up. Thanks for the video it's helped.
Don't worry about it, I'm glad you're well enough to write a comment and are watching videos on quitting. Well done. You did 3 months. Keep on trying, just speak your future into your present self, if it's never drinking again then say "I don't drink alcohol. I am healthy. I am fitter and better than I've ever been my whole life. I am loved. I am in control. I decide what I do. I control my life. I can't wait to wake up etc." Also, have you seen a psychotherapist or 3? I've had 3. Each one helped to show me a new perspective on things which caused my drinking.
@@Christine_Lawson Thanks Christine, yes I'm getting some help on the 30th. I'm seeing an organisation called Project 6 in Sheffield. They are mainly over 50s people who have been through some rough times with alcohol use disorder. Thanks for your reply and I wish you the best in your sobriety.
@@cjh0751best wishes for tomorrow 🙏
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I wish I could quit and then meet a woman as beautiful as you. Seriously.
I wish I could quit.
You can, but you have start living the person's life who quit, saying things like "I don't drink or smoke anymore" "My life has never been better now that I've quit", "I am so happy, cheerful and wealthy now that I've quit" "I am so busy, peaceful and fulfilled now that I've quit" you definitely can 👏👏👏 go you!
Super gift.. If we are really good we may get some singing on the Piano in the future.
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Awesome Casio! Great playing! More please!
Thank you! 🤓
Lovely gift! 😃
Thank you! Bit rusty but I'm sure it'll come back to me
It’s definitely a benefit not to drink! We all know our limits and weaknesses! I find absolutes extreme but if you are truly an alcoholic that would not be an option! Thank you for sharing your story! 🙏❤️
My motto is, "everything in moderation---- including moderation." Some things should be abstained from, full stop. Alcohol is on that list for me. Moderation is a siren song to a heavy drinker, but it is a false tune.
I like this story. what you said makes sense to me. I think you have a good take on drinking and smoking presently, try not to fall off.
Thank you 🤓
@@Christine_Lawson .Your welcome.😉
Hello. I am a recovering alcoholic and stumbled on to your channel. I am glad you got sober. I had a relapse about a month ago and had to detox. I have a recovery RUclips channel as do some people who I have made friends with. I had to do two "I am back and sober" videos - which I didn't want to make. I try to watch as much sober content as I can. This channel looks pretty good.
Well done for stopping, yes I'd prefer to have a zero alcohol channel but I think it's maybe a bit alienating so I'm trying to be a bit more balanced but I would take sobriety over hanxiety every day!
I'm an ex-smoker, but I still vape...so technically that's still smoking as I am still addicted? I also stopped drinking 10 years ago but have recently (in the past 2 years) allowed myself to drink again. I have realised that I really don't have an 'off' button with any addictive substance and I don't like how I feel when I drink anymore once I get past the first drink. I totally understand what you were explaining about being able to see yourself now from all perspectives. I would call it a flash of insight. I really wish I could enjoy alcohol like 'normal' people! Tfs :)
Nice to see you riding again, flowers look great. poofie hair is a bit more of the wild nature look.
Thank you 🤓 haha 😂
Lovely, happy vlog 👍 .. love the ‘poofie’ hair 👌
😂 thank you!
Oooh! Is that The Pheasant Inn, Cockermouth? If so, I stayed there years ago. It was lovely, the food was amazing.
Yes that's it, I always imagine it being near Keswick but I think it is nearer Cockermouth actually
Great vision board and the haircut is really good, suits you... those chicky Barbecue loaded fries, yum
Thank you so much 🤓🙏