The education and economic situation in the country I live in devastated me. My studies are very good, I am second in school, but I have caused severe physical and psychological harm to myself because of my anxiety about the future. I feel responsible towards my family and every time I have a miscarriage I feel like I died. Even though I am still an adult, I have to work as a child laborer and pay for my own needs. My family is melting before my eyes. There are fights every day at home, everyone is very unhappy. Every morning fight, fight and fight... I am a lonely person, I have no friends. I lost the girl I called my friend as soon as I started school. I loved her so much that for a moment I confused loving her as a friend and loving him as love. The only happiness of a lonely person like me, who constantly thinks and empathizes, is his family, and when I see them like this, I only get more devastated. I worked like a dog and didn't speak out even though it hurt. My goal was to buy the shoes I needed, but I was scammed. I don't want to fight with my family over money, I love them very much, but they declared me a money-hungry son. I'm not selfish, I'm tired and I don't want to talk anymore. I eat when I get stressed and I last dealt with obesity when I was young. When I finally reached serious illnesses, I went to a dietician and reached a normal weight, but I had to quit due to lack of money before I could get used to it. And I'm gaining weight very quickly. I feel responsible for my religion and I can't breathe thinking about it every day. I can't sleep at night thinking about it. And then I still feel selfish because I have a family, enough food to gain weight, and a home, albeit a problematic one. If I can't deal with these problems, what should people at war do? I don't know what to say, but I feel like I lost my light in life... This must be a joke but it's not real. A month after I wrote this comment, my mother and sister were wrongfully imprisoned. My father and I fight constantly and I am responsible for my two younger sisters. We had a scrap car, but it's not working now. School is starting and I don't know what to do. I was very attached to my mother and I miss her very much. I feel very unhappy. My father fighting with me destroys me even more. I'm about to go crazy...
@@_emoslayer People are saying that she died but because of a random post on Twitter, and there is her own antihoney channel that is posting music there, in other words, she is alive and is posting music
2:12 i love this part
I will never forget you.
this sounds mentally ill
The education and economic situation in the country I live in devastated me. My studies are very good, I am second in school, but I have caused severe physical and psychological harm to myself because of my anxiety about the future. I feel responsible towards my family and every time I have a miscarriage I feel like I died. Even though I am still an adult, I have to work as a child laborer and pay for my own needs. My family is melting before my eyes. There are fights every day at home, everyone is very unhappy. Every morning fight, fight and fight... I am a lonely person, I have no friends. I lost the girl I called my friend as soon as I started school. I loved her so much that for a moment I confused loving her as a friend and loving him as love. The only happiness of a lonely person like me, who constantly thinks and empathizes, is his family, and when I see them like this, I only get more devastated. I worked like a dog and didn't speak out even though it hurt. My goal was to buy the shoes I needed, but I was scammed. I don't want to fight with my family over money, I love them very much, but they declared me a money-hungry son. I'm not selfish, I'm tired and I don't want to talk anymore. I eat when I get stressed and I last dealt with obesity when I was young. When I finally reached serious illnesses, I went to a dietician and reached a normal weight, but I had to quit due to lack of money before I could get used to it. And I'm gaining weight very quickly. I feel responsible for my religion and I can't breathe thinking about it every day. I can't sleep at night thinking about it. And then I still feel selfish because I have a family, enough food to gain weight, and a home, albeit a problematic one. If I can't deal with these problems, what should people at war do? I don't know what to say, but I feel like I lost my light in life... This must be a joke but it's not real. A month after I wrote this comment, my mother and sister were wrongfully imprisoned. My father and I fight constantly and I am responsible for my two younger sisters. We had a scrap car, but it's not working now. School is starting and I don't know what to do. I was very attached to my mother and I miss her very much. I feel very unhappy. My father fighting with me destroys me even more. I'm about to go crazy...
Love from America. You will succeed. Do whatever you can to keep going
@@adriyll Thank you, I'm glad for your comment. I hope you will always be happy too...
1:30 >>>>>>
Try 0.75🔥
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I want be loved
I don't know why this song reminds me of my sexu4l assauLt it's comforting but disturbing. :(
Oh... 🫂 I'm so sorry to hear that :(
@@athingfromouterspace aw it's okay, thanks for being nice and caring <3
Image stays still when you shake your phone Useless tip, though it's there
Omg id the image moving coz if it is thsts the perfect resemblance of how i see when im in an episode wtf
1:54
Is it true, that author of song commited "not life" act with herself? 😢
No, she died of health problems I'm pretty sure
"Obsession..."
beautiful
1:55😻😻
Rosemary - Deftones
Doll was the first music video I heard from Anti. If she was alive, she would make many more masterpieces.
Antihoney inspired one of my books I’m working on. Especially this song. Rest in peace Angel.
Antihoney so didn’t deserve to die her music was so comforting <\3
@@lu_diliShe didn't die!!! That was a fake post! I have evidence
@@bill_skargadtell me then
@@bill_skargad explain??
@@_emoslayer People are saying that she died but because of a random post on Twitter, and there is her own antihoney channel that is posting music there, in other words, she is alive and is posting music
@@_emoslayerShe didn't die, this is all a lie to end her career, but people are blind and don't see the truth
1:59>>
Rip dear❤