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Day 26 No Alcohol. This feels Good!!!!
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Day 26 No Alcohol. This feels Good!!!!
Major cravings on day 17 and how I dealt with it. !!!!!!
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Major cravings on day 17 and how I dealt with it. !!!!!!
Day 17 No Alcohol. making changes.
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Day 17 No Alcohol. making changes.
life update. breaking up is hard to do.
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life update. breaking up is hard to do.
14 months off Suboxone and still kickin
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14 months off Suboxone and still kickin
Day 1 of my Watermelon 🍉 fast. wat h me do the watermelon crawl
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Day 1 of my Watermelon 🍉 fast. wat h me do the watermelon crawl
Ten months off of Suboxone and I'm still alive
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Ten months off of Suboxone and I'm still alive
Suboxone withdrawal day# 70. Day 2 of No Alcohol. He's back at it again boy's....n gal's
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Suboxone withdrawal day# 70. Day 2 of No Alcohol. He's back at it again boy's....n gal's
Suboxone withdrawal day 69. Day one off everything.
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Suboxone withdrawal day 69. Day one off everything.
Suboxone withdrawal day 68. how has subs changed my life over all
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Suboxone withdrawal day 68. how has subs changed my life over all
Suboxone withdrawal day 60 something. the saga continues.
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Suboxone withdrawal day 60 something. the saga continues.
Suboxone withdrawal day#50. should you jump off Suboxone while jumping into a relationship?
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Suboxone withdrawal day#50. should you jump off Suboxone while jumping into a relationship?
Suboxone withdrawal day 41. I'm out here.
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Suboxone withdrawal day 41. I'm out here.
suboxone withdrawal day 38. this is getting raw. I'm not doing well.
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suboxone withdrawal day 38. this is getting raw. I'm not doing well.
Suboxone withdrawal day 31/32. still struggling.
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Suboxone withdrawal day 31/32. still struggling.
Suboxone withdrawal day 28. ketomine arrived.
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Suboxone withdrawal day 28. ketomine arrived.
17 days off my subs cold turkey each day is another step closer fam
Suboxone is a painkiller and an antidepressant and that's what makes it so difficult when you stop... plus many more things
Thanks captain
How are you doing lately Matt?
Was on Fentanyl for years. Wanted to avoid the precip withdrawals, worst pain ever! Had to sniff multiple blues to feel better. Then I studied what I can do and came across Burmese method to induct buprenorphine. I did it, went well, kicked the fent, maintained on 8 mg of subs a day. For a year or so. Then got weak again, relapsed, started fent again, stopped the subs. Year later, life completely unmanageable, I knew I needed to be done. Microdosed the subs in 4 days, but was taking 8 mg in the am and 8 at night. Did that for a week. Then one day, out on the road, I drive a cmv, I forgot to take the 8 mg in the morning. Was a Thursday. Then I said you what, I got this, it’s only been two weeks, I’m not addicted to the subs. Went 4/5 days and felt fine. On day 22 now and every day has been extremely hard since, but hella up n down just like he said. Super lethargic, I feel I weigh a ton. Restless entire freaking body. Zero motivation, anxiety like a mofo, depressed, etc. I do see the end in sight and I am done. My brain clearly is not creating dopamine. It gave up after years of fen and sub. The paws- post acute withdrawals, they say can last up to 4 months and even a year! But after a few months, my brain should start making dopamine again. Until then, I take viatamins, drinks lots of water, eat fresh foods, not processed as much as I can. Oh yeah, and diarrhea hit after 15 days, still got the @#$&*, but it sure as hell beats the constipation from the subs all day. I’ve crapped better than I have in years. No more 3 hour stints on the toilet, bawling my eyes out in pain, praying to God, to help me release the damn beast. Yes that’s a real effin deal opiates and subs dehydrate the hell out of me. Not to mention, ed, breathing issues, etc etc, list goes on n on. Long story long peeps, day 22, today I’m ok, got 5 hours of sleep. I’m dreaming like crazy, waking up with wood, which is great, 43 years old here and a life full of wins and losses and ups n downs. All drug related. I have no place, eating gummies, or anything else, I wish I could, but will only corrupt my brain and set me back, this time I’m doing it the right way, hopefully one day at a time. The rls is no joke, it’s not just the legs it’s the entire body, arms and legs mainly. Cheers to all the folks here who want to share their story. Alll the rabbit holes I’ve been down on RUclips has brought me here to these vids and I’m extremely thankful for that. God bless
Appreciate the facts. Been on 24mg for 7 years now and I’m terrified to detox. Detoxed 160mg of methadone before and then got on subs. Let them go to high, but I’ll get off it. It’s gunna be ugly I know it. But it’s what it is. I agree it doesn’t do shit once it’s been some time on it.
Michigan hell yea we rock
Look into a parasite and heavy metals cleanse.
Keep that film away from your teeth. Just saying ill check in 5 years and ask how your teeth are doing
Ya I mean I'm off it now so ....
How’s it going bro? Still sober?
It's been 35days for me that I quit Suboxone cold turkey after 6yrs and the withdrawals symptoms are so freaking long. The first week was literally hell. Hot/cold flashes... tremors, insomnia, anxiety, irritability, cramps, restlessness, diarrhea, depression and absolutely no energy to do anything. A month later I still barely sleep I'm lucky if I sleep 2hrs a night then I'm up my energy is still low but I'm managing to do things. It was the best decision getting off Suboxone.
I want to share my experience just mine Im not pushing anyone to do this but still. I don’t know why the doctors are not treating like this but it helps for me 110% Get lyrica is better or any pregabaline 75mg only and from day one star taking it. Day 1st only at night 1 75mg before go to sleep 2 hour prior to going to bed. By the way it take really long once you take it to feel the effect so never wait for the withdrawal symptoms. Day 2nd 2 75mg in the morning once you woke up and 2 for about 7-8-9 pm. Day 3rd 3 75mg in the morning straight away as you woke up and try to get till -7-8-9 pm and again 3 capsule. Day 4th it depends for me 3 capsules in the morning early and 1 about 10 -11 -12 morning to get till 7-8-9pm and 3 at night. Day 5th same as day 4 just move till 5-6 mp second time pill 3 capsules and 10pm one more. AGAIN BE CAREFUL you might be overdose don’t play with this medicine it is really powerful so don’t take it for euphoria just not to feel pain and depression!!!!!!!!! Day 6 through day 9 same as day 5th. Day 10 2 75mg in the morning and 2 at night. Day 11 through 14 same as day 10. Day 15th 1 75mg in the morning and 1 at night. Day 16 same es day 15th. Day 17th so you can divide capsule for half and put on tongue and the rest half take the half with capsule at night. Same on day 18-19 and stop 🛑!!!!!!!!! Day 20 you have to have benzoz also for 2 weeks 10mg tablets in my case I was taking morning and before sleep all the people are different so I shearing my experience only and I hope It will help to someone too. And at the end of the last week for benzoz dividing tablets for 3 days and half in the morning and half 0:01 before the bed and on the the last day of 2 week stop 🛑!!!!!!!! After that it will not fantastic life it will a little bit hard but doable.Through this one month period you will not have any pain u will sleep at least 4-5 hours in my case it was like that.previously In the rehab I didn’t sleep for 3 weeks I swear and now Im so mad that the doctors are torturing us!!!!! So at the end again it is only my experience Im not pushing anyone to do this and it can be really dangerous so everyone makes decisions by themselves!!!!!!
I need help. How to make the start? Please help me. Give me some advise
Everything was cool until day 5? Bro if day 1 doesn't take u to the second dimension of hell you don't know nothing about withdrawal
Man I'm doing a slow tapper to try and avoid as much of the paws as I can. I really want this to be over but the discipline it takes to tapper is just making me that much stronger. God willing by the end of this year I'll be free from this drug
Your so brave I couldn't do it still on it
I kicked Suboxone cold turkey after 6yrs and im on my 20th day and im still going thru withdrawal symptoms. When does this shit stop. The chronic insomnia is driving me insane. The hot /cold flashes still linger around and i have zero energy i cant do regular day tasks😢
hope you hung in there! sometime between 20 and 30 days things should have changed dramatically! thats how its been for me every time.once off 8 mg and once off 16 mg.was both the exact same experience to me.
@andrewthaman-ey4qb I did
@@andrewthaman-ey4qb I'm about to go into my 2nd month this Monday coming up. It did get much easier. I'm only sleeping about 4-5 hrs still having a bit of trouble sleeping and a little fatigued that's about it . I'm glad I stuck it through though. God bless you ❤️
It will go away.
@@lost4199 i sure hope so ...thank you so much ❤️
Been on suboxone 13 years, before that methadone and before that anything I could get my hands on. I need to share this. I recently decided to get off this crap for good and I found some interesting information on mega doses of vitamin c. I was skeptical but willing to try anything. I got some liposomal vitamin c 2200 mg capsules. I got down about 1 mg beofer jumping. As soon as I experienced the hot flashes and everything else we are familiar with I took 4 of those capsules and 20 minutes later felt amazing. I am not exaggerating at all. Try it, there is no reason to suffer. I can take them on an empty stomache and I can eat afterwards and even sleep. Give it a try if your suffering you cannot overdose on vitamin c just make sure its liposomal or sodium ascorbate. Regular vitamin c can upset your stomache. There is no reason to suffer. If you have clonidine or any other comfort meds that even better but take that vitamin c. There is one caveat, if you have any kidney disease it may not work for you but everyone else should be good to go. Look up mego dose vitamin c for withdrawal. It's f'ing amazing. It's criminal that this info isn't more widely endorsed and known. there have been studies done treating heroin addicts and the results were incredible but the NIDAA decided to endorse suboxone instead and it doesn't take a genius to understand why. People who experience intense withdrawal are more likely to relapse or give up. Give yourself a better chance and don't suffer needlessly.
Day 21 for me, only getting worse.
Im on day 50 today !
if you do heavy metals , parasites , intestinal plaque cleansing and a liver flush it makes everything much easier . and the damaged starts to fix itself
Thanks keep posting. I'm at 1mg now and going lower. And don't have any time prepared of work. Just going to work thru it.
Alcohol really sucks because it’s literally Everywhere! I’d much rather stay clean and sober and wake up feeling refreshed and energized!! Alcohol harms every single cell in the body. There is No Safe amount. It was causing me to have neuropathy pain in my feet. I quit drinking and it went completely away. It can become permanent if a person continues drinking. Just one day at a time. 36 Days may not be a super long time but we’ll get there.. Hang in there.
Be very careful with the Fourth of July 🇺🇸. I’m not going to any parties 🎈. I think I’m going to have a nice dinner and a movie night at home. My cat Baby doesn’t like Fireworks at All!!😊🐱
I am on Day 36 too! Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out.❤ I’m feeling the same way. More energy and getting a lot more accomplished. Stay Strong!
Yeah 12 step wasn't for me. Just don't agree with some of the methods and ideals.
Alright alright alright 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
2 years this November for me. Congrats, my man. Keep it up it gets better and better 👏 ❤
Thank you 🙌
This is good content. Being completely sober was the only way you were going to improve. Just keep going. Keep making update videos.
Every day is a gift! I went 26 days, and now I'm starting over ...3 days no alcohol just trying to look forward, and keep a smile on.
That's so cool to hear. Ya keep it up. It will get better and better for us.
Today is day one for me
I really enjoy watching people find their Light again!! It’s an Amazing Transformation to See!!💯 Keep Sharing because your positive energy is contagious!!
It’s Awesome that you are on the same day of Freedom that I am on!!! Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out everywhere!!❤ You are right the amount of energy is Amazing!!!💯♥️👍
I rarely eat any pork but I never realized all that about Hogs! Wow! That’s Not Cool!!
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out!❤ Day 26 here too!!!😊
keep going man! I'm going on 3 weeks no alcohol and doing good, just have to stick with it
Congratulations to you!!🎈 Day 26 here and it’s so much better!!!
Also I ate three raw eggs every single morning. 21 a week, for years
Yes pork may have toxins in it but that is the reason we cook it😂😂. I'm just messing with you man. Glad to see you're doing good. But honestly cooking it will take care of those toxins.
🎉🎉🎉 It’s only about 1:30 pm and I’m on my second cocktail 😢. I’m not even buzzed 😢. I think that I’m afraid of stopping because I am scared of what or not will happen. Please everyone keep me in your prayers so that I quit asap. Blessings,Carlos ✝️🙏❤️😊🇺🇸
I’m on day 26 and Life just keeps getting better and better. You can do this too.💯👍♥️
We actually used to buy Camels milk!
I'd try it once
Awesome another day!!!!!!!
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out Everywhere!❤
Yess thank u
Day 25 no alcohol Today for me. What day are you on now?
26 homie
Please keep making and uploading videos! I love watching
You look great and I am so happy for you that you are in such a good place right now! I agree with what you are saying about the Bible directing you as far as what you consume and put into your body. Think about it, back in those times they lived to be 900 plus years old and even having children at that age!!! Look at Abraham!
Yes I know it's crazy to think about.
It's insane the way your mental health seems like a completely different level than anything I've seen through your videos thus far. Can you elaborate in the next video the journey through substances? Was it alcohol, then MAT, then kr***m, and ed**les, and anxiety meds.... Something like that? It's so relatable for so many of us because we often use one thing to let go of something else, but then that thing becomes habitual. Just one part of the struggle.
Yes that is a great idea. I can totally get into that. I've been trading one thing for another for so many years it's ridiculous. Thank you for the compliment. It's encouraging.
The hair piece thing cracked me up. I think every relationship I've been in the person had some sort of insecurity whether it was balding, weight, or stretch marks or whatever else and I gotta tell you none of those things were ever unattractive or even really notable to me as the partner. I think men should just own it. If someone cares about you and loves you they're not going to be like, 'OH MY GOODNESS he is balding? I'm out of here.' If you've got to the point of being vulnerable with them, by that point they're going to care about you for the person you are. Not your physical features or perceived flaws. I know we all have insecurities, so it's not unusual. But idk, just offering some honest reassurance I guess. Don't sweat that kind of stuff.
This might sound crazy but I swear when I drink the craziest, worst things happen. It’s like i get punished. Even if i behave or dont get out of control. Idk if i believe God can chastise us but I wonder… When I don’t drink good things happen. I also hv a berkey. Stopped using it I need new filters. Need to just buy them and start again. I definitely don’t like fluoride.
Yes. Berkeley and propure filters are the best. And I use glass containers. I might get into some health stuff. But yes I know. When I drink I feel very distant from God. I feel like it almost can open u up to spirits like the liqour is literally called spirits so.....
@@lost4199 You’re right. Yes plz do health stuff. Mental and physical health go hand and hand!!!
@@lost4199That water filter sounds great! I really need to buy one! Any tips on finding the best place to buy the filter would be greatly appreciated.
Once I hit day 7 I start to feel so good it’s wild. You seem less depressed and just optimistic in life. Just awesome to see.
Ya It feels so amazing to be alive and to not be dependent on anything.
What an accomplishment! 🎉🎉🎉
Sounds like you're doing great, one day at a time.
That's the plan!