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tu fui, ego eris
Добавлен 23 авг 2010
Silent Hill 2: Restless Dreams- Mary's Letter
This is the letter Mary wrote to James, read in it's entirety for the latter half of the "Leave" ending. I made my own cut of it so it didn't have a bunch of ads or tags on the screen.
I do not own Silent Hill 2. Silent Hill and it's characters are Copyright 2001, Konami.
I do not own Silent Hill 2. Silent Hill and it's characters are Copyright 2001, Konami.
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I remember thinking the letter would end at "I'll always love you"... and it just kept going.... damn.
the silence is so painful
Restless Dreams
That brief pause in the line “when I first learned that I was going to…die” is a perfect example of what makes this VA performance so incredible and believable.
man.
When I know I need to cry and I can't, this is what I listen to. I bawl my eyes out every time I listen to this. It's the most terribly beautiful monologue.
dang
I love this game so much. It makes me want to go visit a chilly, desolate foggy graveyard where I'd cry my heart out for hours on end. Releasing all the trauma and hurt that's been built up over the course of my life. That just sounds so refreshing.
Recently beat this game for the first time in a while and the hotel section already gave me chills at every turn and I’ve already heard this letter a million times, but it makes me shed a tear every time man. Fuck dude. They better put this in the remake word for word
Very sadly they messed up the letter reading in the remake. Some of it was left out and it's not as powerful and emotional. It definitely is more rushed in the remake.
People who say games aren’t art, have never played Silent Hill 2
to be perfectly honest, I used to have that opinion when the only games I would think of were mutiplayer games like Overwatch or Fortnite. but turning my brain on and realizing there are an endless amount of video games that are different than those and are, unlike those, easily classifiable as art (e.g. the SH series) I must say I'm a big "video games are art" advocate now :D
this game, and dark souls 1, are some of the best examples of games as art.
play this while Mary reads this beautiful letter. Its amazing beyond words can describe ruclips.net/video/eMTFVLjD4U8/видео.html
thanks man
RIP sweet Mary Sheperd Sunderland
This game manages to do something every form of art made by passionate people strives to do. It provided a way to see how we deal with our darkest sides of ourselves and how we face the truth of ourselves. This letter was truly heartbreaking and somehow beautiful.
My dear husband committed suicide a few months ago, and this is exactly how it feels. Not wanting to forget them, but wanting to move on. Feeling guilty for not doing enough, feeling responsible for their death. He talked so much about wanting to die... And I did everything I could to care for him and help him: doctors, medications, meditation, more time together, massages, therapy, holding him, throwing out his knives. But it wasn't enough to save him, I just hope that he would give me this same blessing. The night he passed his last words to me were "goodbye, I love you"
I'm sorry for what you're going through. I know you'll never be the same after that but I hope you find some peace at least ❤
I've no words to say beyond an electronic hug.
You made him happy
OMG this is terrible I'm so sorry for your loss. At least think that he loved you up until his last breath. You did everything you could I hope you've found some happiness in your life. I don't think I could ever move on from something like this.
Sorry about your husband
Pyramid head Disliked this. Canon
Member when Konami was cool?
Fun fact, the actress reading this script literally broke down crying while reading this.
Still my favorite game of all time. Wonky battle mechanics aside, this game has one of the most intimate stories I've ever played in my life. This very element is exactly what separated SH2 from all others in the series. I'm glad that we have all been fortunate enough to have this game in our lives. It's not just a game, it's an experience, and a long-lasting one that will seep into your soul if you let it.
I wished konami wrote like this...#fucKonami
Never played the game, but i do heard that is amazing and deep. Well, let me tell you what ive been trought 15 minutes ago when first watched this. My uncle, (who was like my father, ive never actually had a father) so i loved himlike if it was my father, died in 2010 of schizophrenia. He was declared with that ilness in 1975 way before i was born, and he took pills and everything was stable and fine until 2004 when my grandpa (his dad) died. I was 8 at that moment. Then he stopped taking pills, because he was sad and had to watch what pills did to his father (he had leukemia) pills burned his skin, made him puke blood, with pieces of his internal organs mixed with food, horrible things. So he stopped taking pills, wishing he could get better, (we didnt know he stopped) and he got worse, started again seeing things, hearing voices, doing and saying horrible stuff, and becoming aggressive, an unkown person... All that in the 6 years time... Those 6 years were the most awful years of my life, i had to watch how a beloved man's life vanishes, in the confussion of a body, with a broken mind that sometimes shows his real loving soul, and sometimes the aggressive unknown man... Giving me hope one day, taking it from me another, and that vicious circle went for 6 years,...the last year(2010) i was praying too all the Gods, or someone, to stop all this suffering and let him die once and for all and rest happily in peace. Until it happenned, and in the funeral, none of us cried, because, we alredy mourned him, he was long dead, since like 2007-2008... Until now, im trying to get my shit togheter with all my emotions, but i cant, and sometimes i still cry, confused, because i couldnt say a proper goodbye, and all the things in my life fell appart so quickly... Im 22, i dont have a job, my mother is going to retire in 2-3 years max, and we dont have much money, im scared, i cant evene get a job, went to 6 interviews, and got nothing. I think this is the point in my life where i have to make a choice, step forward, and find somthing that help us go on. But i dont know what is it. I saw this video, and is almost the same life story as mine... I wish i could say to my uncle, you made me happy. But i cant. I consider myself a good person. But i cant stand God or whatever o whoever that makes this unfair and sad stuff happens in our lives... Since 2010 i thought of suicide every fucking day, and i didnt do it. And i know i wont do it. I made a promise to my mother and myself. I mean, i lived the worse things in my life and im still alive, why would i give up now? I alredy suffered the worst... Fuck, why i had to watch this, now i feel worse :(
john hamlet listen. what you've been though is tragic. but I've been there. my grandmother passed away about a year or so ago I believe, but she was in her 80s and was struck with a terminal illness, as I continued to go see her , she looked worse and worse, at one point I mentally mourned her and wished she just die, just so the disease would stop tormenting her. I've tried to find a job for a WHOLE YEAR until shop rite must of took pity and hired me. it will be a long time until someone hires you. I'm still not out of it though. I've been looking into colleges for a career in games and film... but I've been having trouble finding a college that did both and I'm still not 100% if it's what I want to do with my life. but I know someday I'll hit gold. I've made it my new years resolution to 1. lose some weight and look relatively attractive 2. get into a college to learn about game and film making 3. move out of my damn parent's house. I don't know for sure if I want to say I hate them, but I feel like they (unintentionally) hold me back. I think moving out will really help teach me responsibilities, and motivate me to do more. what I'm getting at is... many of us have been there. and this is going to sound cliche as hell, but there are people who care for you, even if you may not think it, they're there to help you and deeply care for who you are. if you want advice, ask people you close to (friends,family etc.) for a job, they can probably pull some strings and get you one. any past experience of work? and when I say work, I don't mean a job, I mean things like volenteur work, helping neighbors and friends out, any strengths and achievements about yourself you can think of, put it on your resume. are you dressed and speaking formally in interviews? probably, but i felt like asking anyways (even if formal is not my style ). say good things about the company you're asking a job for, it can help persuade them (say things like "you give great benefits to your employees" or "your work space fits my style") and finally (again clichéd to hell and back...) DON'T GIVE UP!! again everyone's been through something like this and if you keep finding ways to motivate yourself to strive for what you dream. It will help you become more determined in the long run. just remember; people are there for you, someone WILL hire you. it may take a month or a year even, but someone WILL give you a job. and finally and most important... you're not stupid, or a loser, or a waste of skin or flesh etc. everyone has some sort of value in this otherwise cold world. and I may not know you, but I know you don't want to let the people you love down. if you keep telling yourself that you're not stupid, a loser, or a wasted person, you just succeeded in passing the first towards the rest of your life and trust me when I say this... the first step is always the most difficult step, but it's also the only way to get to the second step.
Keep searching for a job. My advice? Find a good HR company that deals with hiring people in particular, they will help out a lot. Sometimes you deal with a lot more than 6 interviews before you finally find that company or team that understands, respects you and is willing to hire you. I got lucky. Went through 3 suicide attempts, still here, took therapy, medication, didn't help. I learned not to care. I think that is the secret. The only important part is remembering you don't want to die before those you care about do, so you can guilt-trip yourself into keeping on living, even if everything is awful and none of it has a point. Good luck! Happiness, love, life, it's all an illusion anyway, but hey, I'm not here to take away your hope, just sharing this if it helps you somehow.
Hey dude, you still out there? How are you doing?
@@tufui_egoeris Your comment is 6 months old... and their's is 3 years... The disconnected love and resulting loneliness in all of this, is what really hits me... I hope their okay too.
I hope everything worked out ❤
Reading this and listening to Promise at the same time will make cry I swear to god.
firecrackerjack68 Maria ending ?
James... you made me happy X'(
...You made me happy... Burst into tears.
my, it hurts real bad now
broke me into tears when i got to this part too..
I fucking hate James!
When i saw this first time i was young and didn't understand any word because my english was bad and my tears falls down i don't know why.
best voice acting in a game i've seen i think
Chills every time.
Poor Mary. =( Beautifully acted!
Got all the way to 4:55 whereupon I emitted the most horrible lip-fart sobby sound I've ever heard from myself. Goddammit I've been through this more than thirty times and it still fucks up my shit. T___T
Hard mode: Watching this in a public place and keeping a straight face. I barely managed it, but now I have to go to the bathroom to bawl my eyes out ;.;
Silent Hill.....is a beautiful masterpiece.
It's not laughter, Mary's voice actress actually broke down into tears when recording this letter. I think they mention it in the SH2 documentry.
This makes me very sad because well... it reminds me of my first love... Silent hill 2 is the best one.
It's totally ruined when they almost laugh at "how hard it is" at 2:14
ZodiacKillerSFPD LOL.
she was actually crying during the read, its a cry not a laugh. Its in the biography of the making of this game
Tell me you're autistic without telling me you're autistic coded comment.
Makes me cry everytime T_T
I think this really has to be the saddest ending I have seen in a video game. The first time I read it I cried and even now, years later, it brings tears to my eye. It is so relatable and with the psychology of the game it really was the perfect ending(s). I really haven't seen another game that has made me cry like this.