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Thoughts from a bipolar mind
Добавлен 17 апр 2020
Hey Whats up! My name is Gi....yep like the letter.
I make videos to educate people on what it's really like to have bipolar disorder and why the stigma around mental health in general needs to be kicked into the 1900's where it belongs....
I wanted to document my journey while I figure out what it's like to live a normal adult life with this hand grenade-ticking time bomb type thing in my mind.
I want to spread some positivity on a topic that sometimes makes us a bit uncomfortable and anxious to talk about.
I'm all about that body positivity too so i'll 100% be making make-up and fashion videos because that's my one true love in this world.
I Love you all for subscribing and caring
Thank you.
x
I make videos to educate people on what it's really like to have bipolar disorder and why the stigma around mental health in general needs to be kicked into the 1900's where it belongs....
I wanted to document my journey while I figure out what it's like to live a normal adult life with this hand grenade-ticking time bomb type thing in my mind.
I want to spread some positivity on a topic that sometimes makes us a bit uncomfortable and anxious to talk about.
I'm all about that body positivity too so i'll 100% be making make-up and fashion videos because that's my one true love in this world.
I Love you all for subscribing and caring
Thank you.
x
Видео
Things I bought in September that I don't hate
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Things I bought in September that I don't hate
Things I Bought in August that I don't hate.
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OPEN ME Moth Earrings bit.ly/3yVjWi9 Elf Primer bit.ly/4g5bNZ6 Elf Setting Spray bit.ly/4cLsZzV Beige Tumbler bit.ly/3ASLBka Morphe Velvet Lip Mousse bit.ly/3X4ZEuw
✨ Baking Cupcakes (we're back babeeeeey) ✨
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✨ RECIPE ✨ 3/4 Cups Caster Sugar 2/3 Cups Butter 3 Large Eggs 1 1/2 Cups Self-Raising Flour ( and a splash of Vanilla Extract) Happy Baking!
St. Davids day vlog| New in shopping in town.
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Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: subscriber count: 318 KEYWORDS: #Wales #stdavidsday #zara #primark
ASOS HAUL
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Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: Pink Rose Dress bit.ly/3xOEq7Z Green Skirt bit.ly/3ECxm25 Two bra set bit.ly/3ECwrP4 Black Tea dress...
ZARA, PRIMARK, NYX, MORPHE Haul
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Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: BOOTS: NYX Marshmallow Primer bit.ly/40J9Jyi Casa de Papel Palette bit.ly/3xbRSlU NYX setting spray ...
WHAT I GOT FOR MY BIRTHDAY
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Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: BLAIRE DR MARTENS bit.ly/3YFTZdp subscriber count: 316 KEYWORDS: #HAUL #BIRTHDAY
PRIMARK HAUL | Size 16/18
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Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: subscriber count: 312 KEYWORDS: #Primark #size16 #size18 #Haul
TK MAXX HAUL | ya gal spent some money....
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Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: subscriber count: 311 KEYWORDS: #TKMAXX #TJMAXX #Haul
PRETTY LITTLE THING HAUL (PLT) SIZE 16/18
Просмотров 110Год назад
Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: Brown Crop Top bit.ly/3iKqnfN Faux Leather jacket bit.ly/3w6hikt Charcoal bodysuit bit.ly/3w7BxOO Le...
WHAT I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS 2022
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Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: subscriber count: 310 KEYWORDS: #christmas #2022 #whatigotforchristmas
ZARA, PRIMARK & H&M HAUL
Просмотров 882 года назад
Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: H&M - Christmas jumper bit.ly/3gGucle ZARA - Pink coat bit.ly/3AR7tJX ZARA - perfume bit.ly/3XEuvgO ...
Christmas movies & T K Maxx Haul VLOG
Просмотров 372 года назад
Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: subscriber count: 307 KEYWORDS: #tkmaxxhaul #mentalhealth
STAYING AWAKE FOR 24HRS
Просмотров 652 года назад
Hey, My name’s Gi! Thank you so much for watching and supporting my channel I appreciate it so much! Find me on: insta: gi.liketheletter goodreads: www.goodreads.com/user/show/39998008-gi-williams tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@gi_williams679 Depop: www.depop.com/gwennan/ Item Mentioned: subscriber count: 306
Vlog | Pumpkins, Autumn stuff and a bit of Christmas thrown in
Просмотров 592 года назад
Vlog | Pumpkins, Autumn stuff and a bit of Christmas thrown in
Primark & ZARA Haul | Autumn New in 🍁 🍂
Просмотров 642 года назад
Primark & ZARA Haul | Autumn New in 🍁 🍂
Things I bought in JULY that I don't hate | July HAUL
Просмотров 342 года назад
Things I bought in JULY that I don't hate | July HAUL
Things I bought in JUNE that I don't hate | TIBIJTIDH
Просмотров 382 года назад
Things I bought in JUNE that I don't hate | TIBIJTIDH
ASOS NEW IN HAUL 🛍 Plus size fashion haul
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ASOS NEW IN HAUL 🛍 Plus size fashion haul
Come to a wedding in FINLAND with me 💒 🇫🇮
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Come to a wedding in FINLAND with me 💒 🇫🇮
You look freaking fabulous in a beanie 🖤🤙
Thank you so much!!
I got akathisia in the most messed up way possible, I was in the hospital and I was not feeling well and apparently they overdoes me on a medication so I was feeling werid and I ended up feeling suicidal so they ended up taking me to the mental health side of the hospital tell me why they injected me by force bezos 6mg then my sister came and they called them saying I was acting crazy no I wasn't , my mom demanded them to let me go they did they acted stupid and the the next day my body went full akathisia and withdrawal from them injecting me bezos and letting me go home they knew what they were doing , it was like if they left me cold turkey I spent 2 months in pain my family didn't know what I had I ended up researching found out it was akathisia I went to mental hospital they called me a liar and put me on more drugs basically am happy now drug free it was a long healing journey and if i can warn people to not trust hospitals they are pay there to just do what they have to do they don't care about you and the health care systems suck
I’m so sorry it’s such a horrible thing to have!
That made me feel me so sad for you at the end 😢 x
That wasn’t my intention I’m ok I promise :)
@@thoughtsfromabipolarmind your very cute xx
How did you cure it?
I went to my doctor and they lowered the dose and I’m happy with the medication I take now
You put your heart and soul into your singing. Keep singing and may God bless you 🙂
Aww thank you I did yeah God bless you too
Did you suffer with akathisia for 15 years straight?
Thankfully I haven’t I went to my doctor and they lowered the dose
@@thoughtsfromabipolarmind My akathisia went away after six months, thank god!!!. It was hell on earth and got me worried sick that it was permanent.
I can sit still but when i do the inner tenision feeling goes into overdrive.
It’s horrible I’m so sorry
Thank you for sharing your experience. Do you ever have problems with speech during your episodes? When I get mine I can’t speak and stutter a lot.
I say the word like a billion times and I talk quite fast that’s usually a tell tale sign that I have hypomania
I’m have akastisia now as we watch this video it is horrible I just want it to go away up pacing back and forth as I watch this
Go back to your doctor and talk to them :) hope the symptoms ease soon
What caused your akathisia?
@@mo87m medication that I was taking
I think that outfit looks fabulous on you 🖤✌️
Thank you so much!!
Hahaha, I love it, yes I no longer have a birth...day....its now a birth...week, and I shop that whole week because I'm worth it.....we all are. Congratulations and well done on your weight loss..💜💜💜💜💜
A birth week is essential haha. We are all worth it you’re right :) thank you!! I’m trying to keep the weight off but McDonald’s is calling me
sorry for being a terrible influence xoxo
I’m easily influenced in primark 😂
I love both tea pots. I've been hunting for a cute one, or two, but I've been struggling lol
They’re so cute right! Hopefully you find the perfect teapot or teapots!
flashbacks to me walking around tkmaxx holding all of this
I appreciate you for that haha
love the blazer!! it's screaming out for flares though
Yes flares that’s what was missing! Thank you!!
So my neurologists suspects my movement problem is due to brain damage near the motor cortex. But it started long before i had that damage. In talking to a neural feedback specialist he started asking me questions about the feeling and what medication im on. He said my SSRI could be responsible for it, causing akathisia. Its this terrible feeling that builds up if i dont move my limbs, and results in large twitches if i force myself to sit still. Its 'agitation' feeling is lessened with movement. The neuro doc gave me Keppra and that seems to help some (makes it slightly more tolerable). Happens mostly at night. Its so uncomfortable that is causes a certain level of pain along with great discomfort. Sometimes making it impossible to sleep. No dr. had mentioned this to me until the neural feedback dr did. Asking my counselor about it today at my apt. It started over a decade ago when i started the SSRI, and has since gotten worse and more frequent. The keppra does lessened it to a degree that im not going mad over it anymore. But would rather not have to take a medication to counteract a feeling caused by another medication. Its a truly maddening feeling. As i have an energy disorder this makes it all that much harder as the movements burn up what little energy i have. Does anyone know if there is an SSRI less likely to cause akathisia? The zoloft I take works well so im hesitant to change it, but if it means stopping these movements it will be worth it. Im frankly shocked that no other dr mentioned this to me as a possibility as Ive complained about this for many years. I think the neurologist is wrong about it being related to the brain damage as it begun nearly a decade before they saw any damage (about the same time i started the SSRI). Not a single dr mentioned this possibility until last week. Very glad the keppra helps a little at least.
Wow I’m so sorry you’ve gone through that! Glad you’ve now got help with it
Love the purple shirt!! V my vibe
It IS cute and super soft and was ONLY £3 absolute bargain.
I love the chunky knit wrap sweater. I also love that the sleeves are super oversized lol 🖤🤍
Aww thank you for this comment it’s slowly growing on me….I think!
next time I'm over I'm going to get rid of that weird crease in the sofa cover bc I'm annoyed I didn't see it when we built it
Love that you noticed that 😂👏🏽
I love this haul ! A great video ! Glad I came across your channel I’ve liked and subbed 💕😊
Thanks for your lovely comment and thanks for the like and sub! Hope you have a great day.
Dw i'n hoffi chi'n gwallt a chi'n gemwaith. :) 24 awrau -- wnes chi'n cysgu? Hwyl o America.
Diolch! :)
The last dress was fantastic on you.💐
Thanks so much ☺️ I love it!
Thanks so much ☺️ I love it!
love the Bershka skirt!!
It’s so cute!!!
I hope you are doing well are you still taking the medication I had to start mine I’d rather be bipolar then deal with it all day long but I am still dealing with akathisia but it’s getting better I do have windows and I was able to swim again for the first time in four years yesterday. The one that triggered the most akathisia for me was Latuda and Zyprexa but I had tried all of the anti-psychotics and the second generation and every damn one of them sucks easier just to control it with diet and exercise I pray you are healing
Hey, I have an updated video that explains where I’m at with akathisia now if you wanted to take a look at that. That’s great that you were able to swim it’s the little victories I think that bring us joy and help us keep going.
@tyrel no I’m not bipolar we get misdiagnosed as it though. I only have anxiety depression
Thank you for making this video I'm struggling so bad 😭 from this it's complete torture did u ever have bad thoughts during it intrusive and irritability
Sorry to hear that you’re struggling. I had lots of thoughts like “this is so painful I can’t deal with it I want to die” it’s really painful in a weird way because it’s so unnerving and the inner unrest you feel is not nice so I get you. Maybe go back to your doctors and tell them :)
Really appreciate sharing your story..more power to you. 💪🏽👏🏽
Thank you so much for this lovely comment 😊
Been suffering with the akathesia for 6 years and the heart goes out to you
🥰
That pair of shorts are SO slimming! you look two sizes smaller wearing them with either tops than you do in that baggy Tshirt... That is the type of outfit that you should go for as it REALLY suits your shape x
Thanks! I love the shorts they’re so cute. Always learning about what I’m comfortable wearing and slowly getting out of my comfort zone (shorts are very out of my comfort zone!)
Do you realize you are almost assuredly making the akathisia chronic if you don’t discontinue the offending medication? You can get horrific inner quaking and work it into a monster. Akathisia is like tinnitus. You don’t continue taking anything that causes tinnitus or else you risk making it permanent. I have chronic akathisia, dystonia, and tongue thrusting/locking (TD), tinnitus, anhedonia, and 70+ other symptoms from bringing on a benzodiazepine trying to treat it.
I can confirm this.
Yes I did know that which is why I went back to my doctor and he lowered the dose now I’m fine with it thankfully
@ just be mindful of the potential for tardive akathisia that erupts months after stopping. The risk for tardive akathisia goes up after years of cumulative use. Not even consecutively, but cumulatively. 10 years. Find Dr. Stuart Shipko and hear about his work with tardive injury. Just understand that akathisia = brain injury, it’s not a transient “side effect”. It’s injury. Most of my worst symptoms erupted 4-18 months after stopping.
I developed akathisia from Vraylar and was taking propranolol for it. It only helped to a degree and I started having major anxiety spells at work. I got a second opinion because the doc didn’t want to get me off of Vraylar, and the new one said that the side effects were outweighing the benefits. I’m off Vraylar now and I’m feeling soooooo much better. Of course, I haven’t experienced 14 med changes. I’m just glad to be off of that pill because it was messing me up
Sorry to hear it was messing you up it can be such a pain when that happens. Glad you’ve got it all sorted now and I hope you’re well :)
Love your style
Thank you that’s really kind of you :)
Actually obsessed with the swag socks
I knew you’d love them
Hello, have a good day. Can you please give a legit site to apply as an Au Pair? Thank you
Hi yeah sure i applied through au pair world so if you just Google that it should come up
@@thoughtsfromabipolarmind thank you 😊
walked for 14 hours a day non stop and only had 2 hours of sleep for months
Are u okay now?
Prayers I deal with this every day I was miss diagnosed I was being bipolar when I had akathisia and they put me on all the Antipsychotics and it’s made it 1 million times worse. I have the inner akathisia do you have inner it makes you feel like your skeleton inside is shaking out of your body kind of Leica a glitch looks on the TV screen it’s a constant glitch in your body. Lots of medication can cause akathisia unfortunately I pray you get well warrior stay strong hugs
Your mic sounds so crisp and nice! I'm also glad you are feeling better now!
Thank you!!
I’m glad you are feeling better. I’m going through Akathisia for the second time
How did that happen
It’s crazy people have to endure this multiple times
@siberianmoonlight thank you I’m better now!
you r so pretty
I’ve had chronic akathisia nearly 2 years and not even from an antipsychotic. I know people 4, 7, even 10 yrs off medications and still suffering. You discontinue the offending medications. You do NOT stay on a medication that gives you akathisia just like you do not stay on a medication that gives you tinnitus. The symptoms do not “die down”. At best, they will mask & aggravate the akathisia and allow it to smolder so that when you pull the antipsychotic away, it’s even worse. Maybe even turn it into the chronic monster that has ended 8 of my friends lives.
Wanted to ask about your akathesia, was wondering how its going? Are you still taking the aripiprazol?
Hi yes I am and have some mild symptoms of akathisia.
PSA: Americans should never seek "help" for suicidality. Seeking "help" will always lead to severe human rights violations, such as non-consensual drugging.
imagine the Jonas Brothers being our last gig 😭
It’s so sad that was a lifetime ago
@@thoughtsfromabipolarmind at least we have another boyband gig to look forward to
Happy New year sweet you look amazing in everything xx
Thank you!! Happy new year to you too xx
Hi, I’m from Saudi Arabia, I have lurasidone-induced Akathisia, I want ask your akathisia, is it completely gone? What have you used to treat it. Please help.
@@אוראלדור-י4ד ok thank you, i hope everything will be alright.
You’re welcome;)
Thanks again Santa 😂
Thoughts from a bipolar mind stay on that nice list and I’ll see you again in 361 days babe
Always bestie always
Thoughts from a bipolar mind good girl;)
you know I'm watching 🤷🏼♀
Always watching wasowski always watching….
if the sparkly one fit 😍
It’s my mums favourite 😂
A person dont need vegan milk cause theyre lactose intolerant, just lactose free milk...😅
I know. It’s my personal preference that’s all
you look so cool
Aww thank you!!!