CatchUpWithKay
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Vlog July 7th-13th 2024//Books, Coffee and a Wedding//UK Vlog
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Welcome to this vlog for 7th-13th July 2024. Come with me as I go book shopping, drink coffee and get ready for a wedding reception!
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Jessup Makeup Brushes (Decent dupe for the Zoeva brushes)
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DHC Lip Cream (My go-to lip balm)
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Pixi Glow Tonic (My favourite exfoliating toner)
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Cuccio Cuticle Oil - Milk & Honey (Smells...
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EMPTIES June 2024//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
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Welcome to my Empties video where I talk about all of the beauty products I used up in June 2024. Find out what I liked, what I didn't like so much, and what I plan to repurchase! Remember to let me know what you think in the comments below. I really do love to hear all of your thoughts and opinions! £ SUPPORT MY CHANNEL £ No obligations but if you would like to support me and my channel in oth...
Vlog July 1st-6th 2024//Life Update//Thoughts of Quitting?
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Hi! Welcome to this vlog for 1st-6th July 2024. Here I discuss what's been going on in my life while I've been away from RUclips (again) including thoughts of quitting RUclips and re-discovering old hobbies! Sorry I ramble lot at the start! Thanks to everyone who is still here, and welcome to anyone joining me! 😊 £ SUPPORT MY CHANNEL £ No obligations but if you would like to support me and my c...
Cult Beauty Advent Calendar 2023 Highlights
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Let's take a look at some of the products I got in my Cult Beauty Advent Calendar in 2023. I'll discuss the highlights including the products I loved, a couple I didn't love so much and give my overall opinion on this calendar. Check out the shorts playlist of the doors I opened before technology and life got the better of me! ruclips.net/p/PLjjTyIiq4YpjZ7OX1wttTiJwTnqgBaQ28 £ SUPPORT MY CHANNE...
Cult Beauty Advent Calendar 2023 - Day 9
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Cult Beauty Advent Calendar 2023 - Day 9. 2 in 1! #cultbeauty #cultbeautyadventcalendar #paulaschoice #drbarbarasturm
SEPHORA PICK N MIX November 2023//Sephora UK Free Beauty Samples
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SEPHORA PICK N MIX November 2023//Sephora UK Free Beauty Samples
Empties October 2023//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
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Empties October 2023//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
FabFitFun FALL 2023//UK Unboxing
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FabFitFun FALL 2023//UK Unboxing
BEAUTY PURCHASES September 2023//UK Beauty Purchases
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BEAUTY PURCHASES September 2023//UK Beauty Purchases
EMPTIES September 2023//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
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EMPTIES September 2023//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
VLOG, September 2023//Life Update, New Furniture, Behind the Scenes Filming
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VLOG, September 2023//Life Update, New Furniture, Behind the Scenes Filming
BEAUTY PURCHASES + FabFitFun Products/UK Beauty Purchases
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BEAUTY PURCHASES FabFitFun Products/UK Beauty Purchases
EMPTIES February to August 2023//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
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EMPTIES February to August 2023//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
SEPHORA BEAUTY KIT February 2023//Beauty Subscription//Sephora UK
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SEPHORA BEAUTY KIT February 2023//Beauty Subscription//Sephora UK
EMPTIES January 2023//Beauty Products I used Up//UK Empties
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EMPTIES January 2023//Beauty Products I used Up//UK Empties
EYESHADOW COLLECTION & DECLUTTER 2023//UK Makeup collection
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EYESHADOW COLLECTION & DECLUTTER 2023//UK Makeup collection
BEAUTYLISH LUCKY BAG 2023//Fair to Medium//UK Unboxing
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BEAUTYLISH LUCKY BAG 2023//Fair to Medium//UK Unboxing
EMPTIES December 2022//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
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EMPTIES December 2022//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
BEAUTY PURCHASES December 2022 + Advent Calendar Highlights + What I Got for Christmas
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BEAUTY PURCHASES December 2022 Advent Calendar Highlights What I Got for Christmas
FabFitFun WINTER 2022//UK Unboxing
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FabFitFun WINTER 2022//UK Unboxing
SEPHORA BEAUTY KIT December 2022//Beauty Subscription//Sephora UK
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SEPHORA BEAUTY KIT December 2022//Beauty Subscription//Sephora UK
EMPTIES November 2022//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
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EMPTIES November 2022//Beauty Products I Used Up//UK Empties
BEAUTY PURCHASES November 2022//UK Beauty Purchases
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BEAUTY PURCHASES November 2022//UK Beauty Purchases
SEPHORA PICK N MIX November 2022//Sephora UK Free Beauty Samples
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SEPHORA PICK N MIX November 2022//Sephora UK Free Beauty Samples
SEPHORA BEAUTY KIT November 2022//Beauty Subscription//Sephora UK
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SEPHORA BEAUTY KIT November 2022//Beauty Subscription//Sephora UK
EMPTIES Sept & Oct 2022//Beauty Products I've Used Up//UK Empties
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EMPTIES Sept & Oct 2022//Beauty Products I've Used Up//UK Empties
BEAUTY PURCHASES September & October 2022//UK Beauty Purchases
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BEAUTY PURCHASES September & October 2022//UK Beauty Purchases
WEEK IN MY LIFE VLOG - Back to the gym & lunch date with my bestie//UK Vlog
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WEEK IN MY LIFE VLOG - Back to the gym & lunch date with my bestie//UK Vlog
FabFitFun FALL 2022//UK Unboxing
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FabFitFun FALL 2022//UK Unboxing
DAY IN MY LIFE VLOG - Starbucks, Groceries, Cooking Dinner & Filming//UK vlog
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DAY IN MY LIFE VLOG - Starbucks, Groceries, Cooking Dinner & Filming//UK vlog

Комментарии

  • @makeupobsessedxo22
    @makeupobsessedxo22 24 дня назад

    So lovely to see you're back 🩷 I find Aveeno really helps my hands when they flare up but I usually buy the blue one! That's such a shame you can't get that lip oil anymore! I wasn't a big fan of the Paula's Choice exfoliant either, I didn't notice a difference and didn't like the smell of it! Well done on your empties, always enjoy hearing your opinions on products! Xxx

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 26 дней назад

    Your chatty vlogs are great. It's nice to follow along with you....that park looks lovely 😊

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 26 дней назад

    Great to see you back ♡

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 Месяц назад

    It's great to have you back! Love the chatty vlogs and I am exactly the same......not much better than curling up with a good book. It's the middle of winter here and I read more when it's horrible outside. 😊

  • @dr.claire.perfume
    @dr.claire.perfume 2 месяца назад

    Superdrug have discontinued Flower Beauty as well as Winky Luxe, I miss both!

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 2 месяца назад

      Hi! That's so frustrating. I've yet to try anything from Flower Beauty. What were your favourite products? Xxx

    • @dr.claire.perfume
      @dr.claire.perfume 2 месяца назад

      @@CatchUpWithKay haha, you won't be able to unless you use eBay for them 🙂 but I love their Sweet Pea blush and their cream lipsticks. 🙂

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 2 месяца назад

      @@dr.claire.perfume I'll bear them in mind in case they become available at another retailer! 😊

  • @susansol6030
    @susansol6030 2 месяца назад

    Happy to see you back!😊 Loved watching your vlog and love the book recommendations. Totally understand about holding/reading an actual book! 💙💙💙

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 2 месяца назад

      Thank you! It's good to be back. 😊 I'd forgotten how much I love reading but lately there's no stopping me! 😂 Thanks for watching. Xxx

  • @makeupobsessedxo22
    @makeupobsessedxo22 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you for showing us what you got in the calendar! It's such a shame you didn't enjoy all the products in the calendar especially for how much the calendar is but at least majority of them you're excited to use! I'm always tempted by the cult beauty advent calendar every year but it's just so expensive that I can't justify it! Xxx

  • @dr.claire.perfume
    @dr.claire.perfume 7 месяцев назад

    Happy new year Kay 😊

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 7 месяцев назад

    Thanks for sharing ♡

  • @susansol6030
    @susansol6030 7 месяцев назад

    Totally agree with you. Hair vitamin, well anything hair related actually, shouldn't be in beauty boxes. Also, that cold cream.... shouldn't that have been in a skincare box? Love hearing your thoughts on products yo've used. Have a great New Year, wishing all the best.💙💙💙

  • @makeupobsessedxo22
    @makeupobsessedxo22 7 месяцев назад

    Loving the pink look in this video!! It really suits you! 💗 I think I need to try beautylish as I don't want to pay customs lol 😂 I love & appreciate hearing your in-depth reviews on each of the products as I do trust your opinion in what to avoid/buy! Xxxx

  • @tanyarenaissance8829
    @tanyarenaissance8829 8 месяцев назад

    I think sephora have stopped doing these now because I can't find it anywhere on there site

    • @clair_lou_eq
      @clair_lou_eq 7 месяцев назад

      They still have it, as just ordered mine. If you do a Google search for sephora pick n mix, you should find it 😊

  • @makeupobsessedxo22
    @makeupobsessedxo22 8 месяцев назад

    I'm very similar in January for empties but at least you've finished products! I love love love the scent of the bum bum cream but I don't enjoy the formula of the body cream which I feel like I'm the only one 🤣 It's a shame about the lip product and I've had that happen to me recently as well so I'm trying to be better at not buying products now and just using what I have! I always enjoy hearing your views on the products you've finished! Xxx

  • @makeupobsessedxo22
    @makeupobsessedxo22 8 месяцев назад

    I'm glad you took the time you needed to make sure you were feeling better as it sounds like you had a very difficult year ❤ I'm so sorry to hear about the loss you had last year, sending you lots of love. Can I ask what camera you use? I always wondered what you use! I always enjoy watching your vlogs! Xxx

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 10 месяцев назад

    I look forward to seeing what is in your Advent Calendar. I'm a bit behind and haven't got myself organised for one yet.....I must do that! 😉

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 10 месяцев назад

      Hi! I've been tempted by a few calendars this year but I've really loved the last two Cult Beauty calendars so I stuck with it this year too! If you do get one I'd love to see what you decide on. Xxx

  • @coleoftheball
    @coleoftheball 10 месяцев назад

    I’ve not seen this box but I might have to look into it xx

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 10 месяцев назад

      Hi! Thanks for watching. 😊 I like that it's not a subscription and you can just dip in when you fancy it. I quite like the beauty box too. That can also be done as a one off but you can subscribe to that one. I prefer the one off purchases though as I don't always want 5 items. Xxx

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 10 месяцев назад

    Sending hugs from afar ♡♡♡ Family stuff is hard.....especially when it involves a loss. I lost my father a few years ago in very sudden circumstances and it is never easy. He was staying with me and didn't wake up one morning. My husband was in Scotland at the time and it was 5 days before he could get home. I was my father's first child and 32 when I got to know him and he had another family......so yep, I get you on the family front too. They just make life really challenging at times. It's great to see what you are up and if you can, I'd love to see more vlogs and maybe some more about the area where you live. I know you've mentioned the difficulty in filming your grocery hauls previously but I've found these to be the most poplular on my channel.....and they don't cost extra money to make. Either way, it's just lovely to have you back 😊

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 10 месяцев назад

      Thanks so much for this comment. ❤️ So sorry to hear of your loss too. I think whatever circumstances you're in, loss is never easy. Different people cope in in different ways too so I have been trying to bear that in mind but for me it felt like I was 14 years old again and in the middle of a family argument trying to keep the peace. Not fun! I definitely want to do more vlogs so stay tuned for that and as for other content, I do have a few ideas that won't break the bank but I need to be realistic about what time I have free! 😂 I'm aiming for at least 1 video a week for the time being (depending on what I have to film) and if I can manage that I can look at throwing in a few extras. 🤞 Xxx

  • @coleoftheball
    @coleoftheball 10 месяцев назад

    Even though there’s not as many as last month you still did great ❤ I love Gerard cosmetics so much I must do a swatch video of my hydra mattes ❤

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 10 месяцев назад

      Thanks! I'd love to see a swatches video. Not that I need any encouragement to buy more lipsticks! 😂 Xxx

  • @dr.claire.perfume
    @dr.claire.perfume 10 месяцев назад

    Interesting to discover that you don't like jasmine. There are a few different types of jasmine so maybe check whether it's all, to me they smell quite different. There is also hedione which is a greener fresher jasmine. Jasmine sambac is the rich heady, oily smelling one. Grandiflorum is different again. Good luck finding out 😊

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 10 месяцев назад

      Hi! I think I'm ok with jasmine sambac as that's in Armani Code and Carolina Herrera Good Girl and I LOVE those perfumes. I thinks that's why it took me so long to figure out why I didn't like the Michael Kors and the Boss. I was looking at the notes and seeing jasmine but because I could see jasmine listed in perfumes I love I thought "nope that can't be it". It was only when I used the oil and investigated further I realised there were different types of jasmine. At least now I know to be a bit more cautious with fragrances listing it as a note! 👍 Xxx

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 10 месяцев назад

    Hi there! It's great to see and hear you again. Life sure gets in the way sometimes. I've finally got the chance to sit a bit and catch up on watching. Look forward to seeing what else you're up to and I'd be happy to see any videos that you have in your editing pile 😊

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 10 месяцев назад

      Hi! Hope you're well? Thanks so much for watching. It's been a rough year so I'm happy to getting back to normal and talking about things that aren't so serious again. I know what you mean about finding time to watch anything. I rarely get the chance at the moment! I think I might do a current collection series in January and show what I decluttered this year so I'm not wasting the footage but the video will be up to date. I'm going to see what I can do! 😊 Xxx

  • @moriganna67ify
    @moriganna67ify 11 месяцев назад

    Have you tried using the shimmers, with small glitter, with a setting spray? I have and do it all the time because I love bold and colourful ! 😊❤

  • @matineemikeh9700
    @matineemikeh9700 11 месяцев назад

    I’m going to be a star!

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 11 месяцев назад

      😂🤣😂🤣 Shine bright bestie! ✨✨✨

    • @matineemikeh9700
      @matineemikeh9700 11 месяцев назад

      @@CatchUpWithKay I’m a tonic. Mummy told me so once. 🤣

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 11 месяцев назад

      In that case, pass me the gin! 😂❤️❤️

    • @matineemikeh9700
      @matineemikeh9700 11 месяцев назад

      @@CatchUpWithKay oh you are common! make them doubles!

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 11 месяцев назад

      Will do!

  • @madikaandoanything
    @madikaandoanything 11 месяцев назад

    Hi

  • @susansol6030
    @susansol6030 11 месяцев назад

    💙💙💙💙

  • @dr.claire.perfume
    @dr.claire.perfume 11 месяцев назад

    Hi Kay! Welcome back. Shame about the lip scrubs...

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay 11 месяцев назад

      Hi! It's good to be back! I know. I was so disappointed. 😕

    • @dr.claire.perfume
      @dr.claire.perfume 11 месяцев назад

      @@CatchUpWithKay I know they are your favourite! You finished off some nice fragrance though! What are you getting next?

  • @janehunt2264
    @janehunt2264 Год назад

    So happy you’re back ❤

  • @janehunt2264
    @janehunt2264 Год назад

    Everything ok? Missed you

  • @heatherkayleemosher5520
    @heatherkayleemosher5520 Год назад

    Wow nice i own a few cheaper palettes we can't afford to buy makeup and my daughter is 16 and wont leave rhe house without it so it sucks. Im off feom cancer on disabilty so hard to do anything. Love seeing what others have. Im a shimmer only duochromes rhe better. Hate brown and golds and nudes i love colors.

  • @FreedomAndJustice4All
    @FreedomAndJustice4All Год назад

    Please talk about how we all should immediately stop buying cosmetics made or sold in China. There are many reasons but here's a few: it supports Communism and the evils that go along with it, much of which is unknown by most Americans. The few in leadership (not the common people) have committed horrific crimes against humans & animals including forced organ harvesting on living people. Animals are largely treated very inhumanely. The Chinese government has imprisoned more than one million people since 2017 and subjected those not detained to intense surveillance, religious restrictions, forced labor, and forced sterilizations. The United States determined that China’s actions constitute genocide, while a UN report said they could amount to crimes against humanity. The CCP (Chinese Communist Party) arrests & and enslaves people that believe differently; they currently have a million Muslim Oueghars in concentration camps, much like those in Nazi Germany, the only difference being that not much attention is being given to these evils. Makeup manufactured in China is almost always of inferior quality with lower standards & dangerous chemicals that disrupt hormones & the endocrine system because chemicals get absorbed thru the skin. Makeup sold in China is by law forcibly tested on unwilling & terrified innocent animals. After learning about this I stopped buying Morphe, elf, ABH, NYX, Juvia's Place & Kaleidos bc among others, they are manufactured in China. Buying from them robs us of important opportunities for our own country. I've deleted their spying app Tiktok after China's surveillance/spy balloons repeatedly crossed into our country's airspace, violating international law. We really need to think about where our products are manufactured; the last thing we want is to support communism when it is the very antithesis of everything we love about the variety of a free market that gives us the luxury of choice. Please go to crueltyfreekitty.com and animalsasia.org for more info about buying crueltyfree items. Please don't support companies that manufacture/sell in China bc this means they test on animals & that means we would be perpetuating their suffering & abuse, even if unknowingly. However now we know. I check the country of origin before purchasing ANY cosmetic or clothing item or anything else. The best cosmetics EVER are made in USA, Europe (especially Italy, France, Germany, Poland) Japan, Taiwan and Korea, IMO.

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 Год назад

    It's a great idea 😊

  • @aliciachristensen4418
    @aliciachristensen4418 Год назад

    you are a true collector. me too. wonderful dreams are made of our collections.

  • @AussieAli1
    @AussieAli1 Год назад

    A great selection again. Sometimes, the 'icing' on the cake is a bath bubble and you crumble it under running water to give you bubbles to go with your bath bomb. 😊

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      Aah, I'll have to try that if I ever get any more. Thanks for the tip! Xxx

  • @makeupobsessedxo22
    @makeupobsessedxo22 Год назад

    I wasn't a massive fan of that body spray and ended up decluttering it, so bravo to you for finishing it 👏🏻 That's not good that those nails weren't as good as the usual sets you get but at least you know now that the novelty ones most probably won't be and hopefully they haven't changed the other ones! The original angel perfume usually give me a headache because it's so strong, is the angel nova as strong? Xxx

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      Hi! I was so sad about those nails because they were adorable! As for the Angel/Angel Nova, I would say they are about the same strength. Xxx

  • @coleoftheball
    @coleoftheball Год назад

    I like the the idea that you get to pick what you want in this box xx

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      Me too! At least you know you're getting stuff you'll use! Xxx

  • @pamelapace1948
    @pamelapace1948 Год назад

    Beautiful collection God bless

  • @laurabolham5764
    @laurabolham5764 Год назад

    Beautiful collection, fab video hun 😃

  • @laurabolham5764
    @laurabolham5764 Год назад

    My newest palettes are the odens eye RUclipsr collaboration trio (first time purchasing the brand) and I’m hoping they are as gorgeous as they look in the pans .

  • @laurabolham5764
    @laurabolham5764 Год назад

    Ah my first ever expensive palette was too faced sweet peach and so I’ve always loved the too faced brand

  • @laurabolham5764
    @laurabolham5764 Год назад

    I think the alyssa edwards abh is the only one I never managed to pick up. Such a gorgeous colour story though.

  • @jojobeauty16
    @jojobeauty16 Год назад

    I was tied in to a 12 month contract as i got my first box for 99p. Same as you, theres not always alot on there so I'm not renewing and then another problem is the sizes are tiny compared to other boxes. This box was my last one, i got the perfume aswell, was really pleased with that, as I love a real good floral perfume. Xxx

  • @KaraChapman
    @KaraChapman Год назад

    I totally get how happy just seeing your collection can make you. Mine dies the sane, especially after decluttering last year.

  • @pecopicante4167
    @pecopicante4167 Год назад

    You sound like one if my friends and I love how grounded you sound. There's nothing wrong with enjoying makeup for the sake of it being pretty

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      Thanks so much! Glad to hear enjoyed it. 😊 I feel like a lot of people don't understand that just because you don't always use something doesn't mean you're not getting enjoyment from it. If everyone enjoyed life the same way, it would be boring! Thanks for watching! Xxx

  • @alibee6281
    @alibee6281 Год назад

    Great video ❤

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      Glad you enjoyed it. 😊 Thanks for watching! Xxx

  • @alexandreaturcot8921
    @alexandreaturcot8921 Год назад

    You had me at,"I just like to look at them and swatch them," "Makeup is my Happy Place." That sums up how I feel about my eyeshadow palette collection! It brings me joy, and there is nothing wrong with that! Great collection, new subscriber!

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      Thank you so much! It's so nice to hear that someone else feels the same way I do. I feel like a lot of people don't understand and see big collections as wasteful. I get it but enjoyment comes in many forms. Hope you like it here on my channel. Thanks for subscribing! Xxx

  • @ChayW
    @ChayW Год назад

    I've just joined the scent service thingy I can't wait for my first one 😀

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      Hi! Long time no see! Hope you're ok? Which fragrance are you trying first? Xxx

    • @ChayW
      @ChayW Год назад

      @CatchUpWithKay all good thank you, hope you are too 😊 I got a lovely one Dsquared2 Red Wood, I love it! It's really long lasting too xx

  • @coleoftheball
    @coleoftheball Год назад

    I love the smash box primers! I’m so gutted they’re not in the uk anymore ❤

    • @CatchUpWithKay
      @CatchUpWithKay Год назад

      I know! My friend loves them too. I have the primerizer but I haven't used ot yet. I'm scared to now in case it's amazing! 😢 Xxx