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To be honest, Im just not happy bro. Like im out here acting happy and telling people that im ok and that i feel great, but im a liar. I feel bad for lying but i know the truth would hurt them hella bad. I wish i could talk to someone about this but everyone is just so used to happy me that they would probably feel worried if they saw depressed me, so im just going to give them what they need to see. Cause they aint doing to well, so if i were to throw in me being depressed it would 100% weigh them down. "No you wouldn't weigh them down at all" It surprisingly would They have to much stuff to deal with. And im tired so ill just sleep, Peace

i aint reading all these comments

I was in kindergarten at school. My mom was picking me and my siblings up from school that day. It was a winter afternoon. Mom: "Dexter (my favorite cat) got ran over today.." Me: "what..?" Sibling 1: "oh!" Mom: "yeah, dumbass was laying in the snow, the car didn't see him" Sibling 1: "haha! He was a pretty dumb cat!" Sibling 2: "yeah.." Me: "haha..." I was crying, but I still decided to joke around to fit in... Me: "He was fat anyway..." It's been 10 years now. Everyone is completely over it. They have been for years... Dexter..you were, no...you are my favorite cat, I knew you my whole life until that day. Everyone says, "Get over it. It's been what? 10 years?" But I...I still talk to you everyday... Dexter...I love you... Dexter...? Why am i seeing you in the corner of my eye..? Dexter... I'm forgetting what you look like. I know your color pallete, but....what do you... Look like..? I got a cat that looks just like you..! Except he's orange and has a white spot where you had your orange spot... Is this fate..? Pure luck...? Dexter.... Dexter...I havent spoken to you in a while... Dexter....your brother died a few months ago.... How's he like it up there? Is he happy? Marble... (the other cat) I've known you my whole life, Marble... I don't want to forget you, too.... Marble!! Dexter!! Have you seen how far I've come..? I'll never forgive myself for laughing at you, Dexter... Never... I have over 24 dead pets... I blame myself for many of their deaths... But Dexter's death is the one I hate myself the most over.. I'll never ever forgive myself... Dexter...

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"I'll be waiting for you until you come back again, here and now, forever..."

........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i have no one...no one hugging me, no one talking no one laughing with me no one eating with me...no..one is loving me.

Sat here for an hour straight shit talking myself 😂😂

have you ever realized that you're just a bad person...I think it all the time... and I look even worse... there's no way anyone could love me.

I am getting hardcore ASMR Vibes right now like when Squidward barely started playing his Clarinet and Patrick instantly fell asleep. 😂

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gotta make a 10 hour one bro 🔥

This feels so good, all the nostalgia already

I wish all of that is a dream.

My ex wants me back, he was way to s3xual and treated me like a toy. I can’t think of one time we had fun that wasn’t s3xual. I honestly miss him… but I can’t bring myself to say anything. What do I do..?

The “I loved you.” hits so fucking hard. There’s no point in loving those that don’t love you back anymore.

Real mn é fd

Blood started trickling down my nose after about 30 seconds, feels fitting lol

been listening to this video for almost a year and tomorrow april 26 is my birthday

me still listen this music in 2024 its still fire

Real mn 🫤

Real mn 🫤

I wasn’t made to love, i wasn’t shown it, now i don’t know how to love the only person who loves me the most.. thanks mom, thanks dad.

IM NEVER IN A DROUT

i workout to feel strong but not matter what i do i feel empty...weak and i just feel like it's impossible for me to get stronger im 15 yes i have a good starting physique since i don't work out much but i just feel like anything and everything i do is useless i've been trying to bult but my appetite keeps stopping me i think im still affected by traumas and friends that i trusted...betrayed me so fast stay strong still everyone never waver because if you do for 1 sec all your hard work will be nothing

hey everybody. i hope you are doing good and i wish all of you can find peace. maybe there is something there for us, some day, somewhere. maybe someone please stay safe and have faith in yourself. i'm here if someone needs it good day to everyone and to the owner who took his time for people like us. you are all special guys and gals, don't forget it. all love ❤

Yo jay what 2k is this? The scoreboard/asthetic looks mad cool

Not sure anyone will se this but honestly I’m starting to become happy with my life. For the past couple of years i was not doing the best. I felt like I didn’t have a choice in anything, My parents kept on fighting, and I couldn’t find someone to help me go though it all. But I recently moved schools and met some new people that have helped me find out who I am as a person. They make me feel like I’m someone who is worth having around. I know this sounds very drastic but I know that this is true. If I ever lose all my friends, I would kill my self. They are the only people I care about in my life. Not my parents or siblings, Just them. I want to live a nice life with them, meet a guy and fall in love. Have a kid or 2 to complete a nice little family. Raise them better then my parents ever did. We would have to adopt because cant have kids when your both gay men. But I hope this all goes well. Just wanted to get my feelings out in my 2 am brain. Thanks to whoever is reading this. And I hope you have a good life. You deserve love. Good night

kya baat hai

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You haven't given me that much value. Are we in a bad phase or is it at the end?

today at school i had to run 100 meter on my . I felt nauseous after that, i told my pe teacher he said “you’re just being dramatic.” I was jaw dropped and the thing is he has a daughter. I called my mom and asked if i could get home schooled she said “what are you talking about? im telling your dad you’re gonna be in big trouble.” i even told her about it. i hate life so much. i wish i wasnt a girl

I'm always afraid to watch any one die I don't want to experience that again I'm worried about about the fact that people look down on me and the fact that I'm too nice to do anything about it

real

So goodd

real talk. i don’t think ima make it past 18.

Thx bro makes me go to sleep and brings back memories. You r a legend for this hope good things comes down the the road for u❤️‍🔥

I miss my cat.. I miss going outside and seeing him on his bed all snuggled up I miss giveing him cuddles I miss him resting on my shoulders I miss him not being there for me when i need him I miss playing with him I miss him coming to greet me everyday I miss him like crazy.. but i need to learn to move on no matter how much it hurts.. i know hes waiting up in heaven for me.. my time will come soon and finally i can be with my one true friend

Why are the memories in slow motion? Huh I guess it really was once in life time experience. To live it for the first time

I’ve watch this video f the last 5 months every night to sleep I love y’all thankyou

I’m just so tired

Every attempt at love ive had always ended up in either me not asking them in the end due to fear of rejection which may or may not happen. Or realizing that they are already in love. Mostly because of the second reason. God i hate myself

Damn it’s been tough man.

Only if there was thunder storm 😢

Thanks...thank you For it

Remember when we were happy Remember when a rainbow wasn’t called gay Remember when we wouldn’t judge our looks Remember when school was fun Remember when we thought our dad shoulders were the tallest thing Remember when we would act asleep so we can be carried inside by our mom/dad Remember when we thought the moon was following us *Remember when we were happy*

Я поняла, что больше не люблю человека, он изминился..До этого я любила его больше..

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