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You sure the doctor misgendered you or was it that the doctor was going on straight biology not internal gender?

im agender cx

Thank you. Thank you so much.

It's frustrating to live in a world where everything is gendered, and I'm tired of people assuming I'm a women due to the way I look. Dresses and make-up etc. is just stuff to me, and not "girl" stuff. I'm Agender, and expressing myself in this world is really difficult. However, that doesn't stop me from self-expression, because at the end of the day, the most important thing is that I'm happy and true to myself. Living in this world is extremely uncomfortable for me, and it seems like you can relate to my struggles.

You deserved a break. Thanks for the soothing view. I hope you wind down as hoped.

Excellent speech. I'm glad you chose to reframe it to include the recent loss and to pay tribute to him.

Sorry to hear you suffer with chronic migrains, my partner does too and they got so bad that they were happening 4-6 times per week :( (her symptoms include nausea, vomiting, lack of temprature control, vison problems, sentive to touch, lack of spatial awareness, dizzyness etc) but she now gets a GON injection every six months which subsides her migraines significantly and gets maybe one migrain every two weeks. I'm not sure if you would have access to that treatment or not but it may be worth a read vvvwww.migrainetrust.org/research-article-greater-occipital-nerve-block-in-the-treatment-of-migrain-2007-11204 .Yaaaay social anxiety it's just so much fun (not). Also, genderness...ness can be forever evolving, i'm trying to accept that but it can be very frustrating.

Yay, it's great to see you back on here... i always loved your videos and it will be interesting to see how or if your views have changed over the last five years. :) Being able to open your home to a trans brother is really a wonderful thing. You look and sound great Greyson.

YAY!

Dude, so good to see you! Looking forward to all your videos. Happy you seem to be in a great place :)

Glad to see you back. I'm glad to know you've continued to expand your activism for the community.

Wow, it's been a long time! Glad to see you're doing well! Awesome of you guys to open up your family in the way you did, that's a great idea!

cooo! I'f subscribed to you while you were "gone" it's going to be really interesting to see you now:)

Holy crap, you have changed! You're looking great and it's good to hear that you are doing well :-) Thanks for updating us!

YESSSSS!!!!!!!!

I didn't know there was a word for this! I felt this way about trans* issues twice and it's just bad. Gotta look for more information on that! Thanks for sharing

I know this video is really old and you probably won't ever see it, but if you're not seeing a therapist it miiiiiight be a good idea. Sounds like one could really help you with this stuff.

Lol "transdar"

This video scares the fuck out of me...I hate spiders.

old straight guys that like to s*ck c*ck? Really? Aren't they gay?

haha

Hey~ You look great! Even after a 10 hour shift you look great. I hope you find yourself some T soon. I'm trying to start soon actually. Also, I know how you feel about the paranoia and such. I'm dealing with that now since I'm at home. Anyway good luck with everything :D

I know exactly how you feel. I really want to go ireland and wales so i'm saving up. the only problem is i have never traveled by myself and i've never gone out of the country before so i'm gonna be all shook up looking for my gate and bag check and everything that i too really have to get over myself and ask people for help and such and also try not to get lost. I really really hope you did okay!

@postgender Yeah, there's a pretty big difference between legit sex workers and hookers. These people aren't doing it as a job, they're doing it out of desperation and coercion. I mean like.. 30 dollars full service kind of crap. It's really sad.

@kronicallyindecisive Yeah, we have janitors on shift 24/7, so I don't really even have to mess with the arcade. :D

@MrImportrans Well, if it were just a matter of faxing the script in, it'd be one thing, but I never went back to my doctor to get my dose upped because I'm fuckin' broke (and am still paying off my first round of bloodwork), so she wouldn't just fax the script in. she'd want me to go get more bloodwork and shit. I'm looking into other doctors right now.

@andrewkiwi1 I actually really like it there. I shower pretty much as soon as I get home, and for the most part, I don't even deal with the arcade.

Isnt there some other job you can find as that job sounds like the pits to put it politely. You'd come home and never feel clean ever again. But its better than "do you want fries with that?" A career at mac ds. Its not you thats paranoid just everyone else, Really. LOL. Be yourself, make your own mistakes, and learn from them. Paranoia is healthy. it stops complacency setting in. take care.

Right! Dude! I have that painful pee too but I never figured it'd be because of that... Your hair looks awesome, btw. Where're you getting T (if you're getting it)? Strohecker's is relatively cheap (especially with the free syringes and stuff), just have your doc fax the prescription. That might make it a little easier to keep it coming.

@LittleManAiden thanks! :D

@postgender not the hookers that usually come into our store. -shrug-

Holy changes. Lookin great dude.

It's legit interesting hearing about your work at the porn shop. Gotta love how everyone says that same "joke" about your age. That sucks. Sucks about the T, too.

good to see you! you look and sound great. going through very similar stuff with my parents so i feel you there. let us know about the job!

lmao! the end of this video made my day so much better! miss you! congrats on the job again!

omg i can totaly understand your pain in regards to family stuff. hugs, Congrats on the job, iv always wanted to work in a porn shop too, i have my eye on one right now but they never hire arghhhh.

@xtifanatic Kinda figured dude, no worries. :)

I don't know if you talk to Skylar, his username is Skylarkeleven, but his mom is super awesome and supportive, and I'm sure if you get in touch with him his mom would be more than willing to talk to yours. There are a couple of Q&A's w/ the both of them on his channel that might be helpful for her to watch as well.

Wow, Addison! You have masculinized! You look great. Family will either get it or won't. A lot of my family don't and they've cut me out of their lives. It hurts but it is their loss. T really messed with me in puberty but my female HRT gives me no skin problems. It must be the nature of the beast. Hang in there, man.

I found my rage didn't really drop until I addressed my gender issues. My T levels were nearly non-existant by that time due to an intersex condition, but once I removed my primary issue, I no longer had the major source driving my rage. I'm going in the opposite direction from you genderwise and I am doing doing much better with my anger issues now. You will probably need to stay in as much direct touch with your issues to ensure that anger is not massaged by your issues.

@JesseW213 I'm only on 30mg/week until I have enough cash to 1) pay my bloodwork from the first round and 2) go back to the doctor's and get another round of bloodwork done. I think my doc is probably gonna be pissed at me, but I couldn't help that I lost my job right after telling her "yeah, I'll totally be able to keep this schedule for bloodwork".

I know a couple people that totally ignore my voice drop too... it's so weird. I hope your family'll come around. Good to see you and hopefully you'll find a job soon.

your facial structure has changed dramatically! And your voice too! You're looking awesome!

you look and sound GREAT, dude. i'm excited for you. and excited that you have come to a comfortable place in your gender and your definition of yourself. these are big steps and different for everyone and its so nice to hear you so calm and grounded in your thoughts. :)

Good for you!

Wow. Haven't been on youtube much lately, but you've changed so much since the last video I saw, wow. I can relate to the other things you said. Now, after seven months, I can call myself male, a man. Even though in detail I'm not, I still feel non-gender, but a very masculine non-gender, I guess, but the label "man" is starting to fit better now :) Not a jock though, not a caveman. You're definitely looking good, dude :)

AWESOME! i'm excited for you :)

the sound and your movements wasn´t synchronised so it cut off before you were finished. :( but you´re looking great :)

you look and sound awesome, dude. yay!

You definitely look more guyish. And your hair looks nice. Good luck finding a job!