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Lydia Rose
Добавлен 27 авг 2015
Hello and welcome to my channel. I didn't have anything written here for a while and now I do :). My name is Lydia and I am a 18-year-old living in France.
I mostly create study and eating disorder recovery content.
In September I will be moving to Bristol to attend university which is super super exciting and I can't wait but before I do that I want to be well on my way to recovered from anorexia. So this is me keeping myself accountable and I would love it if you tagged along.
February 2021
I mostly create study and eating disorder recovery content.
In September I will be moving to Bristol to attend university which is super super exciting and I can't wait but before I do that I want to be well on my way to recovered from anorexia. So this is me keeping myself accountable and I would love it if you tagged along.
February 2021
end of autumn vlog | late november, days at home, autumn in the english countryside 🍂🐶🏡
A small vlog of a few days spent relaxing and studying away from Bristol. Super excited to be back and vlogging and can't wait for Christmas time to arrive!
Comment your favourite season!
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Hello all, my name is Lydia and I'm in recovery from an eating disorder. Nearing nearly 3 years in recovery I'm so excited to make a return to this RUclips channel and show everyone what a happy life with food freedom can look like. If you enjoyed this video please remember to like and subscribe and I'll see you shortly for another video!
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Comment your favourite season!
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Hello all, my name is Lydia and I'm in recovery from an eating disorder. Nearing nearly 3 years in recovery I'm so excited to make a return to this RUclips channel and show everyone what a happy life with food freedom can look like. If you enjoyed this video please remember to like and subscribe and I'll see you shortly for another video!
Subscribers at time of upload = 1.99K...
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Видео
a week in recovery at home | calming vlog | eating disorder recovery
Просмотров 2,1 тыс.2 года назад
Hello beautiful people. I hope you're all proud that I've managed to get another video out without too much of a gap between. This vlog is just a week of me pottering about in the house whilst also trying to maintain good mental health and train for a half marathon, that I will no longer be running and a video will be out about that soon. I hope you've enjoyed this vlog and if you did please re...
EATING DISORDER RECOVERY, 1 YEAR OF RECOVERY Q AND A, UPDATE ON WHERE I'VE BEEN
Просмотров 2,1 тыс.2 года назад
Hello everyone, I hope you're all well and I apologise for having been away for such a long time. I've just finished my first year at university and done really well in my recovery and so I felt it was time to do a long awaited update and have a chat about how I feel now, how far I've come and where I plan on going. I answer questions in this video surrounding relationships and recovery, extrem...
MOVING TO THE UNIVERISTY OF BRISTOL | I ACTUALLY MADE IT ?! | uni vlogz | lydia rose
Просмотров 4,4 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel, my name is Lydia Rose and I really hope you've enjoyed this video. Normally my videos focus on ed recovery but things are changing as I find myself again and come further in my recovery. I also want to let you know that I'm doing very well now and not struggling anymore (4 weeks into uni). Get ready for more uni vlogz aswell as my normal videos. ...
WHAT I EAT IN A DAY, ANOREXIA RECOVERY MOVING BACK TO THE UK | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 5 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel. This week's video is a what I eat in a day, recovery edition as usual however, I've just moved back to the UK so there is a good difference in the kind of foods that I'm eating. Please do not take this video as a what you should eat in a day, this is what works for me and I'm not a healthcare professional. If you do need help concerning your heal...
ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY Q&A | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 6 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel my name is Lydia Rose and I'm in recovery from anorexia and I've been in all in recovery for the last 5 months and also for a period during 2020. This is a pretty long Q and A where I answered questions that my Instagram followers had and I pulled from both of my experiences when answering their questions. Questions Intro 0:00-1:40 Why did you go ...
my long awaited room tour 2021 | lydia rose
Просмотров 5033 года назад
Welcome or welcome back to my channel, my name is Lydia Rose and I hope that you've enjoyed my very long awaited room tour. I know this isn't my usual content however it was requested quite a while ago and seeing as I've just moved out to go to uni it was a now or never situation. I hope that you're all doing well and if you did enjoy this video then please remember to like and subscribe with n...
a mini holiday recovery vlog for summer | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 9483 года назад
Welcome or welcome back to my channel. I hope that you enjoy today's video, I hope it made you feel cosy and warm as that's what it brought me to go and stay with my very good friend valentine. Recovery is possible, you can go to a beach, eat ice-cream, do fin activities and recovery all at the same time. Recovery is about getting your life back bit by bit and I hope this proves that to you. I ...
WHAT I EAT IN A DAY IN *ACTUAL* RECOVERY | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 4,4 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel. This weeks video is a quick what I eat in a day in eating disorder recovery, no restriction, real, honest all in recovery and I hope that it helps. It's not always easy and sometimes life will throw curveballs that trigger your eating disorder but recovery is ALWAYS worth it. No one who is recovered regrets it. Disclaimers : - I am NOT a professi...
WHAT I EAT IN A WEEK - eating disorder recovery, intuitive, restriction free, ALL IN RECOVERY
Просмотров 2,9 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel. This weeks video is a quick what I eat in a week in eating disorder recovery, no restriction, real, honest all in recovery and I hope that it helps. Disclaimers : - I am NOT a professional. - I am no longer "weight restoring", and I'm trying to eat intuitively. - I didn't film all my snacks. - Every day looks different, every week looks different...
6 MONTHS LATER | ANOREXIA RECOVERY Q&A AND UPDATE | lydia rose
Просмотров 4,1 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel. I have been in recovery for just over 6 months now, 3 of which I was on a meal plan and the other 3 of which I have been eating following the All In guidelines. I am so grateful for recovery and how much I appreciate everything it has brought me. In this video I go over the "timeline" and then how recovery has been for the past 6 months before an...
I SAID GOODBYE TO MY REFLECTION FOR A WEEK TO CURE MY BODY CHECKING OBSESSION | recovery |lydia rose
Просмотров 1 тыс.3 года назад
Welcome or welcome back to my channel. I hope you're all doing well. Firstly, sorry this video is later than usual I've been quite busy recently. Secondly, I really hope that you enjoy this video. Obviously my body checking problem is not completely cured however, I did make a very big step towards fixing it in the future and I feel so much better for it now. The goal of this challenge was also...
WHAT I EAT IN A DAY IN ALL IN RECOVERY | NO RESTRICTION AND LOTS OF ICE CREAM l lydia rose
Просмотров 4 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel. If you're new here maybe you could consider subscribing. This video is a what I eat in a day video and I had a really fun time filming it. I'm starting to fully listen to hunger cues and I'm finding these hunger cues are starting to regulate. Ice cream and bagels are also my new favourite foods. As a quick disclaimer I would also like to specify ...
THIS IS THE END FOREVER, IT'S OVER AND I LIVED TO TELL THE TALE | lydia rose | vlog
Просмотров 1,9 тыс.3 года назад
Hello and welcome or welcome back to my channel. Obviously the title is a bit of clickbait, I don't do it often so you can't be mad. This is my last every real school vlog, I'm officially a graduate of French high school and it feels so so so surreal. I still have a couple of exams left to do but they won't really effect my diploma and I'll never be in a school lesson again. Thank you so much i...
EATING LIKE GRACKLE FOR 24HRS | recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 2,6 тыс.3 года назад
Welcome or welcome back to my channel. I hope you're all well and have enjoyed this video. I really loved eating like Grackle for a day and I hope that you liked watching it. If you haven't seen Grackle before here is her channel ruclips.net/user/Gracieface13. Subscribers at upload : 1346 Instagram @lydialearnstoeat TikTok @lydialearnstoeat
A WEEKEND VLOG IN RECOVERY | VERY CHILLED AND NOT MUCH HAPPENS | lydia rose | recovery
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.3 года назад
A WEEKEND VLOG IN RECOVERY | VERY CHILLED AND NOT MUCH HAPPENS | lydia rose | recovery
TRYING NOT TO RELAPSE IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 2,9 тыс.3 года назад
TRYING NOT TO RELAPSE IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
MY ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY EXPERIENCE MONTH 1 (PART 2) | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 4,7 тыс.3 года назад
MY ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY EXPERIENCE MONTH 1 (PART 2) | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
1 MONTH ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY VLOG PART 1 | my experience | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 7 тыс.3 года назад
1 MONTH ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY VLOG PART 1 | my experience | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
NASTY COMMENTS AND MARS BARS | A DAY IN THE LIFE ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY | ed recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 3,1 тыс.3 года назад
NASTY COMMENTS AND MARS BARS | A DAY IN THE LIFE ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY | ed recovery | lydia rose
ANOREXIA RECOVERY Q&A WITH MY MUM | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 7 тыс.3 года назад
ANOREXIA RECOVERY Q&A WITH MY MUM | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
EATING OUR FEAR FOODS FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK non-stop | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 13 тыс.3 года назад
EATING OUR FEAR FOODS FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK non-stop | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
WHAT I EAT IN A DAY OF ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY | my second attempt | lydia rose
Просмотров 18 тыс.3 года назад
WHAT I EAT IN A DAY OF ALL IN ANOREXIA RECOVERY | my second attempt | lydia rose
WHAT I EAT IN A DAY GETTING BACK ON TRACK IN RECOVERY | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 1,9 тыс.3 года назад
WHAT I EAT IN A DAY GETTING BACK ON TRACK IN RECOVERY | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
A FEW DAYS IN RECOVERY WHEN IT'S DIFFICULT | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
Просмотров 2,3 тыс.3 года назад
A FEW DAYS IN RECOVERY WHEN IT'S DIFFICULT | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
FOLLOWING LINDA SUN'S 6AM MORNING ROUTINE + FOOD | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
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FOLLOWING LINDA SUN'S 6AM MORNING ROUTINE FOOD | eating disorder recovery | lydia rose
EXHAUSTION HITS HARD | monthly vlog | march | lydia rose
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EXHAUSTION HITS HARD | monthly vlog | march | lydia rose
WHAT I EAT IN A WEEK RECOVERY FROM ANOREXIA | MEALPLAN INCREASE |eating disorder recovery|lydia rose
Просмотров 13 тыс.3 года назад
WHAT I EAT IN A WEEK RECOVERY FROM ANOREXIA | MEALPLAN INCREASE |eating disorder recovery|lydia rose
Thank you for this. Gave my grandma my scale and intentionally not dieting yet not craving certain foods yet open to them and weekly therapist and take break and maybe when I’m mentally stable and want to in healthy way lose weight or stay in 220s and accept and move on and keep pushing and be healthy and successful at any size. And intuitive eating and cardio for happiness and stresss. ❤❤
Are you okay haven’t posted for 7 months
You are doing really well ❤. I love a bagel with PB.
That’s awesome. It’s so hard going through recovery. When you’re used to being so small and your body changes air fast. It’s scary
This is so beautiful! Just 11+ minutes of full fun! Thank you for sharing 💐 🌻
This is so lovely!!! excited to be back to it!
What course are you studying ?
Cancer Biology and Immunology Integrated Masters :)
omg I jus found ur account ily so much but where's part one??
The part one is on my channel :) around the same date as this video was posted
Please come back! ❤
I'm planning on it!
@@LydiaRoseMason Yay, good to hear!! 🙏
Yes please. We are beginning to worry about you.
All in can be dangerous. Re feeding syndrome is a real thing that can be lethal. Meal plans are very specific to avoid this.
hi how did you find the catered food ?! currently applying for accom 😅
Really useful if you're struggling with making meals for yourself but honestly a bit boring I can't lie. I really didn't want to be catered by the end of the year. So, if food isn't something you struggle with I wouldn't recommend.
I love that book, but I have yet to read it without crying. You’re lovely. Ro is also inspiring. I can so relate when you said that your brain was being rude.
Thank you for having condiments with your dinner. Bulimia tells me they’re unnecessary calories, and so for the time being they’re still a fear food. Also, liquid calories seem to be scary again because I got used to having squash and Diet Coke instead of hot chocolate or juices. Continuing to choose to recover instead of allowing myself to continue relapsing is really challenging at the moment.
how much is rent?
too much
Hey Lydia, I just wanted to say thank you for showing your recovery journey. It really does help me because Im going through a difficult time right now… I realy would like to write you a personal message but I don‘t have Instagram (I just coun‘t deal with the toxic influence). So if there is any other way to contact you, I would be happy to chat a bit. Lots of love Katja
Hi :) thank you for your lovely comment, completely understand not wanting to use Instagram, it can be tricky to navigate without finding triggers xx you can email me :) lydiarm5433@gmail.com
Your crochet top is so cute! I would totally buy one off you. How are you feeling about not doing the marathon? ❤️
You never know I may make more ☺️ feeling ok, obviously a bit sad but I know it’s what’s healthiest for me
Tysm for being such inspiration 🌹
So glad you've stuck with me for so long xxxx
love the top you made ! xx
Thank you, really proud of it honestly :)
i love this it’s so homely 💚
Biggest compliment possible <3
which halls is this? xxx
Churchill, The Homes
howl's moving castle is actually better than therapy
Truth ❤️❤️
How did you deal with bloating? I don’t know if it’s just me but every time I finish a meal I bloat so bad :((
I felt with it by accepting it and continued to eat normally. If you restrict you’ll cause more bloating later down the line so keep pushing through and eventually it will subside x
so happy to see you on youtube ! And to see how far you’ve come 🥰✨
So happy to be back and thriving x
When you lived in France, did you stay in Paris? I'm visiting Paris in the summer by myself and I'm a bit nervous about food options - is there any cafes / supermarkets / restaurants you'd recommend?
I'm french and Paris is definitively a good place for food options because it's the capital
@@arianelegros1774 are there any cafes / eateries you'd recommend that wouldn't be too scary? I'm staying in the 5th Arrondissement
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:)
Are you french????
Kinda xx
Would it be weird to “challenge my food preferences?” Cuz like I don’t have “food rules or Ed thoughts attached to these preferences. Like also I don’t measure things out like 70% of the time. I bloody eye ball it & make mistakes in my “not measuring” (or over measuring). 💀 I haven’t died either 🤣 One food preference is dry salads. But like I love ranch. So I am willing this week to have salad w/ ranch. Or if I ever have fruit on cake. Like eat them together. Cuz as long as I can remember I don’t like food touching. Like if a fry & corn kernel touched, I wouldn’t eat either. I have gotten better (overtime). I will say since recovery (b4 Ed) I love seasonings and seasoned food. 🙏 , my pallet has expand since recovery. B4 my Ed, I didn’t know what a veggie or fruit was unless it was tinned 🙄 so yeah #growth
Today was day 3 Ngl feeling hella guilty but in the moment I’m enjoying what I eat 🤗
All in btw 🤝
always love your videos and this one is no exception 💘💘 take care Lydia x
How’s everything with COVID? Are lectures all going to be online? X
Currently all lectures are online but my workshops, labs and tutorials are all in person
So excited for more university vlogs!! 💛💛 If you want, you can keep us up to date in future vlogs or videos as to how you like uni and how recovery at uni with being in a new space and so on and so forth is like!! 💛💛
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Brave
Hi girl👋I just wanna ask if you will like to watch my RUclips video which I share about my ed story, I experienced an eating disorder before and now that I’m recovered I really wish to help others! I really hope I can give motivate more people and let them know that recovery is possible!However if you are not interested in watching, it’s fine too! Hope you’re doing well! 💕
i love all your uploads, they are so comforting, i’m 15 and have just started my recovery so thank you <3 also omg i’m obsessed with your shoes lmao
So proud of you! Just wondering where did you live beforehand? Don’t worry if it’s too personal!! :)
Not too personal at all xxx I lived in France for 4 years
Your uploads literally make my day every time ♥️♥️
Your comments make my day every time
@@LydiaRoseMason d'awwww 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
so proud of you lydiaaa
Thank you xxxx
I have a very similar anxiety about moving away and relapsing as I'm starting drama school in September. I'm not in the UK either and totally get how it can be scary if there's not support there. You can do this! Don't give up or give in.
ive just recently started recovery and have been thinking alot about going all in🤗thank you so much for this video💞
I’ve never heard anyone call extreme hunger “healing hunger” and it makes the prospect of it sound so much less scary 💞
I love how you explain the benefits of gaining weight i.e. gaining LIFE & family relationships. Thank you for This!!! Keep pushing forward you're future will be a fulfilling and prosperous one!! You're one amazing person.
Hey just wanted to tell you that all in recovery is not about holding onto any rules so everything that is in your jars should be challenged all of the time. Every day. Until it no longer scares you and you know it has become normal. Please stop referring to your recovery is all in recovery because it’s just not. I think it’s time for people who really try to recover with the all in method which in my opinion is the only way to fully recover ❤️ I don’t wanna be rude or anything just want to tell you the truth which deep down you probably know❤️ I was at your place myself once and I tell you you just have to really not go everything and that probably will look like eating the whole day without moving at all. Please check out Tabitha Farrar she is such a great help!!! Stay strong😽
Thanks for your comment, I know Tabitha Farrar well (not in person but as a recovery person) and I’ve read her books. For me it would have been impossible to do every food rule and fear food everyday ❤️ but I can update you and let you know that I no longer have any fear foods or food rules at all anymore and so I would class myself as all in. (Not recovered, I still have rewiring to do). This was the very beginning ❤️
ur edit skills 😊😊😊
My edit skills are questionable 😅
i'm french and i felt the rant about government decisions so hard lmao, and thanks for showing the raw and true side of recovery, you're a big help and motivation !
It’s seriously so so so frustrating
I have just acknowledged that I need help recently (this is like my third relapse in my life), and just had an eating disorder specialist appointment today- I tried to be honest as possible despite my brain screaming at me to lie. Your channel has helped me loads, e.g the video with your mum inspired me to open up to mine which started the first step of getting help again! This video came at a perfect time for me as it really comforts me in some way to see your strength, as I prepare for the very mentally difficult months to come xx
seeing how much more freedom you have around food is so inspiring! congrats on your exams results too, you should be so proud of yourself <3
You’re doing amazing 🤩
Such a nice one! I really love these vlogs 'cause they are such a great example of recovery being possible 💕💕💕💕 Also I'm so glad that you passed your exams, congratulations! 💕💕💕💕
This video is so helpful! Thank you. And your mum is just lovely. Xox
Thank you so much!
This is awesome. You are an inspiration. Completely totally and utterly. :) Keep going my lovely xx
Thank you! Will do!
i just spoke to my clinician about extreme hunger and it’s so similar to how you felt about all in