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I've been ghosted by the man i love and the pain is unbearable. I miss him every single moment. This video is literally the only thing keeping me alive (and my cat). Reiner, please come back to me. Thank you Aphex Twin for helping me get through the next hour.

Log179 Gonna stop doing these from now on. Thank you for reading. I'm in a better place now & feel as if these aren't needed. If I do feel like I need to write about things ever again, I will. But for now on I'm going to be done with these. Thank you so much. <3

This song creates a deep sense of peace in my soul, thank you for this. <3

I dont know exactly how this looped music makes me feel, but it driver to another dimension... it touches my soul.

To jest zajebiste

i love you're music It's so relaxing music.

Where are these pictures from? I love them! ^_^

this is it

Log178 I've started my placement at my new job & I'm very nervous, & it's hard on me.

Log177 I'm so tired, I can't do anything today but it is 11:31 PM.

its a cold world so is the ice

Log176 I start my new "job" tomorrow and im terrified. Tomorrow marks the day I have to grow up, have responsibilities and start being an adult. I'm scared because I'm not ready. I wish I had more time with my mother and father. Time goes so fast.

Log175 I keep forgetting to do my logs, but my new semester has started & I'm taking auto, and a class where they teach me how to get ready/prepared for a job when I graduate. I'm honestly terrified of graduating/growing up. I don't want to have responsibilities, I'm probably going to end up homeless because of my neurological disorders.

555 "Change"

I love this music. I'm happy to see in the comments that people keep going despite the difficulties of life. I wanted to share some of my feelings. Normally I was a cheerful person with high life energy, but in the last few years there is no trace of it. There is a burnout, apathy, lack of joy in my life. I feel worthless. Even though I know that this thought is absurd and wrong, I cannot overcome it. I put the wishes and thoughts of others at the centre of my life. I am afraid of making a mistake in any matter. I am good at grasping social relations, but I get nervous when establishing social relations, I cannot be comfortable. I have isolated myself from the world and people. If I have a mistake, a flaw, I feel the need to hide it from people. I think if I don't hide them, I think my value will decrease. I haven't experienced a big event, but small unpleasant events have accumulated in me and I have lost my joy.I hope I can overcome them and regain my life energy.

Log174 I've been planning on making another youtube channel where I can post videos about my interests, I wonder if my friends would enjoy it or not care. I probably wont as I'd forget about it in a week.

Log173 I haven't written much in here, but life is pretty much the same, had a nice christmas with family and thats about it. Happy holidays to anyone who reads these :)

This is better than Rhubarb. It's not even close.

This really helped get me through the pandemic quite a bit

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Why would you put midroll ads in this?

Meraviglia assoluta...

Log172 I am not well right now.

🗿

Log171 Time keeps getting longer between these posts, but I still feel tired majority of the time. Passing away does come to mind sometimes, but I'd probably never do it because the concept of death does scare me. I'd rather just be alone in a bubble with all the things that make me happy for a while.

This song is like walking inside on a cold day kicking off your boots and stretching out in a recliner.

Log170 Thanksgiving happens tomorrow & I really hope that nothing bad happens. Me and my mum have been fighting so I truly hope nothing does happen.

i still love this song

Log169 Tomorrow is the last day of the long weekend & I really like just staying up late and listening to music. I don't want to die or anything I just wish I could have week long breaks every 1-2 months just to do nothing and be alone.

Log168 School is going alright I supposed but I've already fallen into old habbits

Log167 I want to stop taking my medication because I don't get why to be normal I need to fill my body with medication

Log166 I changed my profile picture but other than that things have been going fairly okay.

Log165 Things are going nicely but I don't wanna go back to classes yet

Log164 I've made some waffles and they're really good

Log163 Music really keeps me happy.

Log162 we're getting closer to the end of the summer

THE PLANE LMFAO

Log161 No matter how hard I try it just doesn't work

Log160 I don't want summer to end

Top boy brought me here

Log159 Time!... is marching on, And time... is still marching on. This day will soon be at an end And now it's even sooner

Log158 I keep forgetting to do these, but lifes just moving on I suppose thats all I can really say about it.

It feels as if my consciousness almost doubles when I listen to this. This song makes me so self aware that I practically become a part of the space I occupy. There it becomes boundless, the folds of my being resting softly on the air of this room, quiverring at the light touch of this song, endless and without turmoil. I'll soon wake up tomorrow and go about my day as usual, but for now there is only this, and the everything that comes with it.

Log157 Haven't been keeping on top of this but all will be good in the long run

nice video it looks like scandinavia sweden =)

Log156 I've got a new desk so I've got some more privacy now I guess.

Log155 I'm trying to do pass my classes and I think i'm doin okay

Love you guyth

Log154 My birthday is on saturday. I turn 16 on the 20th

Log153 I'm going to go outside today and do some yard work, it'll take my mind off things even If I don't like doing yard work that much.