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alone... again [a playlist]
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- chamber of reflection by mac demarco
- no surprises by radiohead
- k by cigarettes after sex
- space song by beach house
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  • @user-cc9xj6lc5k
    @user-cc9xj6lc5k День назад

    Why? Aaron, why are you so ugly? Aaron why are you so scared at trying new things? Aaron why do you get so mad easily? Aaron, why don't you care about people who care about you? Aaron, you need to start acting stupid? Aaron, why are you so lazy? Aaron, why dose no one like you? Aaron, why are you lonely? Aaron, why do you sin so much? Aaron, why are people trying to not hang out with you? Aaron, why do you hang out with bad friends? Aaron, why did hurt her? Aaron, why do you want to be alone all the time? Aaron, why do you want to kill youself? Why won’t my addiction ever end?

  • @beknazarasylbekov6516
    @beknazarasylbekov6516 День назад

    Alone nugget

  • @mcflvrry
    @mcflvrry День назад

    I'm so tired of crying..

  • @xoxoroxanne_
    @xoxoroxanne_ 2 дня назад

    no one listens to me

  • @maalua
    @maalua 4 дня назад

    eu adoro ficar sozinha, o que dói é me sentir sozinha.

  • @KhaosNzee
    @KhaosNzee 6 дней назад

    me when penguin club die "Penguin club is kil" me "no"

  • @stantonsgamesclips6063
    @stantonsgamesclips6063 7 дней назад

    The only battle with your mind is a battle that can not be won

  • @HexTheCommenter
    @HexTheCommenter 7 дней назад

    Man, I'm really down right now, it's been several months that I'm depressed, so I'll vent a bit. Sorry for typoes,I'm really tired; My family we cna say isn't the best one, my dad is fine, my brother if ine,just that my mother, what she's doing in several contries could be child abuse but I'm not sure in mine and I can't describe what she really does but some verbal things she said to me (and hage she told me them) i remeber : Nobody likes you (7 yo) You're a useless studipd idot (12 yo) As soon as you turn 18, You'll be thrown out of our lifes (14 yo) and several more but they aren't really insteresting. To tell you how I can't take it anymore, I'm trying to lucid dream to fainlly have a HAPPY MOMENT. I know it sounds like some attention seeking action,but I konw no one will read anyways so ig it's fine. To tell you how long is has been since i had a real smile (Btw in school i'm like the gay femboy friend which isn't gay nor a femboy) was when I was 9 eyar old : let me explain. So when I was 9 yo and younger, once or twice a year I had the chance to see my cousin: this is a girl which I feell comfortable tlaking to and being myself (well at least omre tahn whit other and she's prob the only non-blood related girl I can talk to whitout sounding liek a idiot) So when I was 9 yo, I was abel to see her in august and I even had a bday gift (whic hI still have intact, which will amke sense soon) So I was happy and all and I spend th erest of the day being myself and happy. I never regrettedd keeping that gift intact as I never saw her nor my uncle ever agina after taht.I think by taht time, she already forgot taht me,her cousin even exists.So yeah, the more days ataht passes by, the sadder I become, like I just want to be happy.Like i'm at the point where hurting myself does nothing : twisting my arm as muhc as I can doesn't do anything Hitting myself in the face dfdeosnn't do anyhting frick, evne punch my nuts doesn't even do anything anymore! Like, I just want to feel alive ONCE,is taht too much to ask? Well my god awful motehr would say yes. My ""friends"" taht jsut suses me would say "no" (so yes). At this point in life, i don't know anyone taht just cares abotu me for whom I am not jsut because I'm in the goddman family, I jsut frkicng want to have a reason to stay alvie expect not knowing what comes after death. This is just depressing and all,jsut wanting to be recognized for who I am, I don't really care if someoen likes me as i konw it's too much, like just wanting ONE person to see me for woh I am even tho I'm not the nbebest person ever. That's it, just want to be seen for who I am,no money,no love,nothing else. But obviosuly a simple request is too much. Such an unfair world

    • @NxtivetheNative
      @NxtivetheNative 2 дня назад

      Hey, i get that you are feeling down, You feel ignored and depressed you also seem confused. But truth is this world is extremely unfair so unfair to the point that some people dont get to live as long as we have. And personally i dont think that we should be questioning our place here on earth. Nature does not need a reason to exist, so why do YOU need a reason to exist, even so i believe that the reason we are here on earth is to live our lives to the best we can because after all they are the only lives we get and even with a family such as your own, i dont really think you should dwell on your mother as much. You have your Father and Brother and if you reply to this i'd be happy to talk. When you are older things will get better.

    • @NxtivetheNative
      @NxtivetheNative 2 дня назад

      Just hang in there for a while okay.

  • @gigachadfino3099
    @gigachadfino3099 7 дней назад

    i can't handle it anymore.

  • @multiverz4497
    @multiverz4497 8 дней назад

    Seek attention as a mean of screaming for help -Gets called as annoying- Do nothing and be in silence -The voices get louder, internally ripping you apart- Just what am i supposed to do...?

    • @NxtivetheNative
      @NxtivetheNative 2 дня назад

      If there are adults telling you that you seek attention because you are asking for help, well those are no adults at all. Please seek some help from a trusted adult and have a serious conversation with them, if they tell you, you are seeking attention id lower contact with them, adults are supposed to care for you not tear you down and lower your own self worth. Im so sorry for what you are going through.

  • @JasonSeguim
    @JasonSeguim 8 дней назад

    Just lost a friend that i HAD for 5 years

  • @Marker-229
    @Marker-229 8 дней назад

    I have friends, they just annoy me in ways most people wouldn't even notice, and I feel really mean for pushing them away in the limited time we spend together. Anyways, due to school policies I see them 20 minutes a day during lunch and I have no friends in my class. they can't hang out because we all have to study, and I'm alone most nights when I see other friend so...

  • @Ur_80
    @Ur_80 8 дней назад

    Men are not afraid of death, they afraid being lonely.

  • @VinzSimo-od6yv
    @VinzSimo-od6yv 8 дней назад

    alone again....

  • @user-et7zb3gt1d
    @user-et7zb3gt1d 8 дней назад

    today I felt nothing,actually I felt sad not because of anyone or anything,Noone hurt me,I did it all by myself,I hurt people and animals and myself,sometimes I wonder why am I like this?why can't I change?and then I felt nothing...sorry to anyone who have been hurt by me,I wil try not to again...my best

  • @Leonorviolin4
    @Leonorviolin4 11 дней назад

    I cant beleive that you guys actually exist, cause i dont find anyone like you in real life, anyone so caring and sharing.

    • @NxtivetheNative
      @NxtivetheNative 2 дня назад

      The veil of a screen helps to give and receive advice, I cant say how easy it would be in real life but id totally level with you.

  • @noiberri
    @noiberri 11 дней назад

    I have my own quote of, “I like being alone, not lonely.”

  • @AshAlgos
    @AshAlgos 13 дней назад

    Fuxk them where ever I go it's bad and hurts me and my srounding so.... Alone again

  • @pixylyy
    @pixylyy 13 дней назад

    That quiet third friend whit social anxiety- thats me

  • @G.S-ud7pz
    @G.S-ud7pz 13 дней назад

    وحيد

    • @ro4e_
      @ro4e_ 9 дней назад

      2

  • @SoyBrown_
    @SoyBrown_ 14 дней назад

    El niño que come agua con palillos

  • @Mmythical
    @Mmythical 14 дней назад

    Who needs friends and a social life when you got music and a bed?

  • @Elena-vm9ey
    @Elena-vm9ey 14 дней назад

    It hurt to be alone, it worst to feel alone... Have a good days guys, don't kys, that not the solution..

  • @mrrnigah643
    @mrrnigah643 15 дней назад

    0:00 chamber of reflection 3:43 no surprises 7:32 k 12:48 space song

  • @imcool888
    @imcool888 15 дней назад

    literally i always i had friends to talk to. its different in always alone and peolle barley talk to me usually i would get partners instantly now people dont wanna be my partner. the teacher is no help either she never helps me find on either.. so i just dont do it. I hate being lonley. Its affecting me. Its worser this time... i just dont feel like going to school i only went if i get to speak to my friends now i dont i hate going to school its not special anymore. my kind of friend pushed me two times badly because i shipped him and his best friend as a joke. He never did that to anyone when someone did it to me and him. ( when people shipped me and him). i feel distant from people and cant help it so I'm trying my hardest to accept being alone all the time. <3.

    • @NxtivetheNative
      @NxtivetheNative 2 дня назад

      Im sorry for your situation, I hope you are able to come to terms with your reality and if i may give you some advice. I graduated Highschool a year ago and honestly i was never the one to talk to others. And for that i suffer alone with no other outlet to meet new people. Try to make new friends while you still can, but just remember friends come and go but family is usually forever. And its not JUST blood that makes someone your family it could be a best friend. Just something to look upon. Youre young yet and its a shame to see people like you struggling. I hope you gain new better friends.

    • @imcool888
      @imcool888 2 дня назад

      @NxtivetheNative thank you so much some people have started talking to me again but im not getting the same feeling like when I was happy at school. I did accept I was gonna be alone. Even my crush got a girlfriend and my close friends to me we all go in an argument. It was upsetting and my new crush was backing me up. And once we all in a gc even him and this girl told me to f off and he said he was gonna punch her lol. But I really do think you very much. <3333

    • @NxtivetheNative
      @NxtivetheNative 2 дня назад

      @@imcool888 im glad your situation has improved, keep trying things that make YOU happy not anyone else because after your school years the opinions of others just kinda melt away. So it's best to do what really makes you happy it could be a hobby, or a club or an activity, I wish you a long happy life.

    • @imcool888
      @imcool888 2 дня назад

      @NxtivetheNative aw tysm <3 I don't wanna make yu uncomfortable but I'm 1 day clean! I'm so happy omg but I appreciate your help and advice ive started to get a bit happier in life ig? People don't wanna partner up with me still and I told my friend about this while st school and she said that people may be scared of me or something I'm not sure but I understand what u mean :)

  • @user-cc9xy6gj3d
    @user-cc9xy6gj3d 16 дней назад

    Loneliness is a bitch. It creeps into your shadow; even when you are in light, with prople. And when left alone, it engulfs you in no time.

  • @lonelyplushielover1229
    @lonelyplushielover1229 17 дней назад

    Being alone is peaceful, but feeling alone, damn.

  • @Skipper42
    @Skipper42 17 дней назад

    She left me. She took every crystal in my cave. She took every crop in my farm. She took every tooth from my mouth. She took every cloud from my sky. She took the stars from my night She took the continents from my earth. She took face from my emoji. She took the football from my feild. She took the food from my grill She took the wires from my charger. She took the puck from my hockey stadium. She took the grade from my paper. She took the soda from my bottle. She took the magic out of my wand. She took everything from me.

    • @NxtivetheNative
      @NxtivetheNative 2 дня назад

      She didnt take your will, Your Willpower to stand back up and put yourself out there. Its better that she left you because she was never the one meant to be and eventually you will find YOURS as much as one day ill find MINE. Im sorry for your situation and hope you feel better soon.

  • @uwuiseeyouuwu2819
    @uwuiseeyouuwu2819 18 дней назад

    Pov: your dancing to this in your room because your toxic parents ruined prom for you and didn't order your dress and now you just have the underskirt and left you at home all alone to comfort another family member because their TV broke and they had a mental meltdown over it(I made an robot boyfriend to dance with me but that's not the point 😭)

  • @amethyst87593
    @amethyst87593 19 дней назад

    actually, i love being alone. i got used and i dont even feel lonely anymore.

  • @junkmouse3852
    @junkmouse3852 20 дней назад

    penis

  • @NohnnnNkjn-bw9if
    @NohnnnNkjn-bw9if 20 дней назад

    بصراحة ما ادري اذا اني اشتاقلها لو اشتاق لهذاك الشعور الحلو من چنة سوية،، مدري رغم كل الأذى الي سوته بية ودخلتني بحالة نفسية وصرت ما اثق بأحد و كتومة اكثر وخربت كل علاقاتي وخلتني أتعلق بيها حيل و دائما تحسسني الغلط بيهة اذا تعاركنة او صار شي،، بس والله مشتاقة لهذيج الايام الحلوة،، حسيتها عائلتي الوحيدة وتقبلتها شلون ما هية،،من صدگ حيل حبيتها كأول صديقة،، وحاليآ مدري احس بس أحن للذكريات الحلوة وهايهية،، الحمدلله على كل حال

  • @kefi_333
    @kefi_333 21 день назад

    0:00 *chamber of reflection by mac demarco* Spend some time away Getting ready for the day you're born again Spend some time alone Understand that soon you'll run with better men Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone No use looking out It's within that brings that lonely feeling Understand that when you leave here You'll be clear among the better men Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone 3:43 *no surprises by radiohead* A heart that's full up like a landfill A job that slowly kills you Bruises that won't heal You look so tired, unhappy Bring down the government They don't, they don't speak for us I'll take a quiet life A handshake of carbon monoxide And no alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises Silent, silent This is my final fit My final bellyache with No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises, please Such a pretty house And such a pretty garden No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) No alarms and no surprises (get me out of here) No alarms and no surprises, please (get me out of here) 7:32 *k. By ciggarettes after s3x* I remember when I first noticed that you liked me back We were sitting down in a restaurant waiting for the check We had made love earlier that day with no strings attached But I could tell that something had changed how you looked at me then Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you To slip back in bed When you light the candle And on the Lower East Side, you're dancing with me now And I'm taking pictures of you with flowers on the wall Think I like you best when you're dressed in black from head to toe Think I like you best when you're just with me And no one else Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you To slip back in bed When you light the candle And I'm kissing you lying in my room Holding you until you fall asleep And it's just as good as I knew it would be Stay with me, I don't want you to leave Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you To slip back in bed When you light the candle 12:48 *space song by beach house* It was late at night You held on tight From an empty seat A flash of light It will take a while To make you smile Somewhere in these eyes I'm on your side You wide-eyed girls You get it right Fall back into place Fall back into place Tender is the night For a broken heart Who will dry your eyes When it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go 'round? Were you ever lost? Was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into

  • @definitely_not_her
    @definitely_not_her 21 день назад

    anyone reading this , i know its hard and i am proud of u for making it this far! I just want u to know that its gonna be ok, u are so strong u will overcome this aswell!

  • @Ash_Clem
    @Ash_Clem 24 дня назад

    When i realize ill never make my parents proud, never find a girl with me as their type, never feel secure in my body, always have shitty addictions, and never have friends.

  • @user-gj5zm1qk8i
    @user-gj5zm1qk8i 25 дней назад

    Peace

  • @pooem
    @pooem 26 дней назад

    im tired of being a loner everytime

  • @Val_Edits1112
    @Val_Edits1112 27 дней назад

    I started online school last year. At first, I thought it was great... Until my friends started drifting away and I became lonely. When I cried so much after my mom beat me to a point I felt physically sick, I never had any comfort. Even when I was in school, I never got along with anyone. I would smile after school and tell my parents false events I had with "friends" at school that didn't even exist. Now that I just feel isolated I realize, being alone is great... amazing even, but being lonely is what hurts the most.

  • @CutestCatz
    @CutestCatz 27 дней назад

    help my legs hurt since 6 am..now its 10 pm

  • @nutmegbaby7078
    @nutmegbaby7078 28 дней назад

    just slapped this on but im sick of these ads… 4 ADS NOW BEFORE ANYTHING. this might be the end of me

  • @theoneduck355
    @theoneduck355 28 дней назад

    brother playing minecraft with this playing is sureal

  • @SAMM67890
    @SAMM67890 29 дней назад

    January 28 2024

  • @Someone._.0011
    @Someone._.0011 29 дней назад

    Alone Nugget...

  • @josejohnson9921
    @josejohnson9921 Месяц назад

    I just want her back in my life i miss her😢

  • @justkeepscrolling111
    @justkeepscrolling111 Месяц назад

    i’m mentally and physically exhausted, i don’t have energy for anything 🫠

    • @EoLSkorvan
      @EoLSkorvan Месяц назад

      Sometimes I enjoy taking a break from my facade and letting it all out, I just wish I could have the privilege to care for someone else.. Take a break from life and do what you really enjoy doing and remember to never feel happy just to not feel sad, if you have to let it out then do it. You and I are not the same, you are special, remember who you are and that no one is as persevering as you <3

  • @7zyz
    @7zyz Месяц назад

    Hassiba I thought that you really wanted to marry me

  • @Soul_Cat_1
    @Soul_Cat_1 Месяц назад

    🖤🎶🎶🎶 Being alone is ok. Being lonely for years tastes the same today.

    • @EoLSkorvan
      @EoLSkorvan Месяц назад

      18 years of wishfull thoughts have turned into void and hopeless dreams, it's hard to understand lost love when you've never experienced love to begin with.. I hope you find what you're looking for and keep reminding yourself that you're special because you really are <3

  • @chrisuzu379
    @chrisuzu379 Месяц назад

    Remember..... Being alone is not the same as feeling alone .

  • @b.bentchouk8024
    @b.bentchouk8024 Месяц назад

    being lonely does things to you -simon from cry of fear 🥲😔

  • @cpa-ub6kw
    @cpa-ub6kw Месяц назад

    I'm not alone again. I've always been alone.

    • @JessieKeeks
      @JessieKeeks Месяц назад

      Literally me🥲 oml this comment made me start crying again

    • @EoLSkorvan
      @EoLSkorvan Месяц назад

      "It's hard to understand lost love when you've never experienced love to begin with" -Us