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Matthew Merdan
Добавлен 9 ноя 2022
Welcome to my channel. I am creating cathartic release projects to encompass movements, where out of created movement, I am moving within charity. So, all of my creations are to encompass a hearts VALUE, and be able to put it out TO YOU in a beautiful and tangible way. Working towards creating the most unique and stable way of Charity, because it's something that's never been done before, and it's meant to take on a whole life transformation for so many people.
Together we can make all the difference, so if you're here, and you support my cause - please subscribe for ONLY that reason ALONE. I am a Christian who believes in the gospels, and who wants to share his faith with others in a way to teach them how I believe. My goal is to foster authentic engagement and create movements within the world that are going to take on a whole world transformation as far as how charity operates and moves within life. It's to create a profound movement into charitable activities.
Together we can make all the difference, so if you're here, and you support my cause - please subscribe for ONLY that reason ALONE. I am a Christian who believes in the gospels, and who wants to share his faith with others in a way to teach them how I believe. My goal is to foster authentic engagement and create movements within the world that are going to take on a whole world transformation as far as how charity operates and moves within life. It's to create a profound movement into charitable activities.
My Whole Life Of Hackers Satanic Ritual Abuse Made #BlackScreen
It's scary as shit when you're suggesting that you need protection from a CRIME and instead of getting PROTECTION at all, you're left alone and out in the dark of what OTHER people have been creating over you. You don't have a way to get out and to breathe when your breath isn't even your oen anymore, because of the traveling around and knowing that you're a targeted individual, and now I know where it's aimed at me FROM and sill nothing is seen to understand how my own HEARTS been turned into a LOADED gun of all the emotional SHRAPNEL from now knowing,,, for so long.
$ChaseYourDreamsToday
if you support my mission, I feel I've been getting so CLAPPED on that to come to find out some things...
$ChaseYourDreamsToday
if you support my mission, I feel I've been getting so CLAPPED on that to come to find out some things...
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HURT (a cash rendition) THAT'S REAL #BlackScreen
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This is a PLAY SONG! Not I'm NOT Depressed, and I'm NOT OKAY but I'm Just NOT NEEDING ASSISTANCE. I'm just TRULY UNHAPPY about the TURNAROUND of PEOPLE who are SUGGESTING OTHERWISE of ME... rather than seeing the REAL CRIME within THIS. I deserve JUSTICE, as if ANYONE knows a THING about it ANYMORE... SUPER SUPER SUPER SCARY ASS SHID $ChaseYourDreamsToday if you support my mission, I feel I've ...
Uncovering The Shadows Keep of Satanic Ritual Abuse #BlackScreen
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The REAL Fight Should be to get those kids out of cages and FREE the SEX victims of SEXUAL PEDOPHILE RINGS. Otherwise what are we even doing here in AMERIkkkA? $ChaseYourDreamsToday if you support my mission, I feel I've been getting so CLAPPED on that to come to find out some things, like, this is Satanic Ritual Abuse at it's finest CORE. Matthew Merdan, Thanks for my very own operation whatev...
Flightless Bird Too Mucked Up Under The Weight Of SRA #BlackScreen
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This is a #JohnnyCash Inspired Rendition of MY Own FLIGHTLESS BIRD song about a bird that's just been sluethically abused to the teeth with satanic ritual abuse, and not knowing how to get out, just needing a little love to fly and pain that sits deep inside because everyone flies around and seems to be so happy. And, while all the time trying I'm dying inside from all the narcassim that no one...
Flightless Bird Covered In Oil Trying To Fly With A Broken Left Wing And SRA #BlackScreen
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This is a #JohnnyCash Inspired Rendition of MY Own FLIGHTLESS BIRD song about a bird that's just been sluethically abused to the teeth with satanic ritual abuse, and not knowing how to get out, just needing a little love to fly and pain that sits deep inside because everyone flies around and seems to be so happy. And, while all the time trying I'm dying inside from all the narcassim that no one...
THAT TRAIN IT KEEPS ON ROLLING
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Logically approach the situation calmly. But don't allow yourselves to be aided into further abuse. Please support me by sharing my work. If this helps you or you think I can do something different to help me fight the right way? Comment, suggest and help in whatever your can do to help. Thank you. $ChaseYourDreamsToday
Narcassists Are Not Going To Get Away With Their Iniquity They Work You Over With
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Narcassists Are Not Going To Get Away With Their Iniquity They Work You Over With
This is What The Heart Of A HEARTWERK WARRIOR Is Up Against
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This is What The Heart Of A HEARTWERK WARRIOR Is Up Against
How Do You Create A Police Report Given The Facts You Are A Targeted Persons?
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How Do You Create A Police Report Given The Facts You Are A Targeted Persons?
The Worst Thing That Can Happen To A Man -Phone Call With Ex Friend and more...
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The Worst Thing That Can Happen To A Man -Phone Call With Ex Friend and more...
This is What I Do To Pray That Pain Away When Your Body Can't Tolerate The Abuse
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This is What I Do To Pray That Pain Away When Your Body Can't Tolerate The Abuse
List Of All Illegal Activity, Manipulations and Covert/ Overt Psychological Abuse Against Me
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List Of All Illegal Activity, Manipulations and Covert/ Overt Psychological Abuse Against Me
Graphite Writing Love For My Momma Prod. John Savage / Prod. In Bloom
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Graphite Writing Love For My Momma Prod. John Savage / Prod. In Bloom
Just a Different Perspective In or Out of a Relationship With Those Murderous Narcissists
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Just a Different Perspective In or Out of a Relationship With Those Murderous Narcissists
Take That Dirty Energy and Transform It. 🧲💌📓🖊️✂️⚔️🕜
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Take That Dirty Energy and Transform It. 🧲💌📓🖊️✂️⚔️🕜
They Just Trying To Stall Up That Sunshine Player. But You're Blessed Up And They Can't Handle It
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They Just Trying To Stall Up That Sunshine Player. But You're Blessed Up And They Can't Handle It
Doll, Don't Let Anybody Turn Your Heart Into A Firecracker 🧨
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Doll, Don't Let Anybody Turn Your Heart Into A Firecracker 🧨
Not Supposed To See What's Goin' On Right?
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Not Supposed To See What's Goin' On Right?
An Adult Quiet Time Talk Down Ministry For Sleep Restoration
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An Adult Quiet Time Talk Down Ministry For Sleep Restoration
Fall Asleep Fast With Calming Music #BlackScreen #Sleepytime Video
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Fall Asleep Fast With Calming Music #BlackScreen #Sleepytime Video
That's what Trump does all day.
Lemme get some of what you on
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I'm only creating hawk tuah because it's to prove what people care about and what should be cared about, there's a clear difference in views. And that's all the reason i made this. I just spoke to the police again. 😅 Shoot!!! 🎉 Guess it's a party when you create dumbness. Lol Y'all be real good though... Perfect angels out here yo!! What you all gravitate to, is a tell all to my point as to why i created this dumb shit in the first place.
He’s experienced.
Naw I'm just trying to make a million with this one video 😅
Chat I fear this could be my thirteenth reason </3
Please stop
Ikr. 😂 I did this to make a point with views and WHAT people care about... 😅 Don't be fooled by the hawk Tuah... It's just a tactic and a suggestion that people rather see dumb shit, than anything real... My views tell all here. 🎉⭐🐦💔⛳🌷🩺🇲🇰
Dude you can't be doing that you're a grown man
It's for attention to my actual content. I know this... But I'm also a poisoned up person by a buddy for a long long time so I'm an old man but I'm still just trying to become a whole integer of a man at all based on things I've been through... Please look at my other content. This was a complete joke. Because I can't get views but these things get views and that's unfair.
nice song
You look great x
❤ cute AF! xo
You look great bro
Hope your well buddy
u b u
True G’s united brother 🙏🏽
Im sorry you're going through what you're going through 😞 life's been a bish for me too 💯
Thanks for the comment. I'd love to get to know what you're going through. Will you find me on Facebook and inbox me? Let's talk.
Maybe look into a psychiatrist and possible medication that helps. It’s not worth suffering like that bro, church is good to. Keep fighting
Yo can I get on a track with you? I can spit some really hard lyrics about being manipulated
Hard🥶🥶🥶
Prioritize 1 thing at a time. Lists help. You are only human. Do what you can that's for you, only you. The hideous people in your life, don't deserve a thought. They know who they are. I know who they are. Matt, I am here with you. I hope your brother comes to help. I will try, too. You also know I have a similar fight, not to mention, your fight is my fight. Plus, God is with you. Trust Him. We are with you! God sees all things! The evil 😈 ones know who they are. You keep moving forward and know you are doing right.
Thanks Mom, I just go through the shit... it just is torment in it's finest! and that's a fact.
I remember my first mushroom 🍄 😅
What's your blood sugar?
It's not blood sugar I'm worried about. It's the fact I've been anthraxed or some shit. Idk.. all I do know is that the doctors ain't been trying to help me fix or discover anything. They just try to give me more drugs.
What can we, your viewers and fans, do to help?
I'm here. I love you. ❤
Where was the video recorded
❤❤❤ I loved making this because I was in such pain.. and you can hardly hear it at all. ❤️❤️❤️
Soo.. what happened?
Read the Qur'an ❤
I didn't deserve it.. that's for sure.
Haters always hate man
Fake you😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
bro what the fuck
man keep up the videos. Don’t care about the haters bro
Appreciate that very much
Cold help with swelling. Also some asprin may help. You might want to consult your doctor.
Who let bro on sociale media
I wanted to publicly apologize to you for how I’ve treated you. You didn’t deserve it. I’m sure my words are hollow at this point, but I want you to know how ashamed I am and how much guilt I’ve had over mistreating you. I’m sorry.
Ship through about ten minutes in to further. ❤ Like 50 minutes in
Put your hand on your heart.
Warm compress. Antibiotics. Blood thinner.
From mom. Matt, you are legitimately half the actual person you were before all this abuse. What is all this nasty? Is there a doctor, holistic person, nurse, anyone out there that can tell us what this is? Frankly, after not seeing my son for awhile and sewing him that Christmas, my jaw hit the floor. Where did my Matthew go? I've been in this off and on the entire time and I have questions for my sons as to what was happening that 20 years ago or so? I know this situation is far worse than that time, but it was kind of the same thing. No one knew what to do, until Matt came across Narcissistic Abuse. All I know is I didn't know what that was either, but seeing it! Yikes! It's as corrupt as it gets. And my son and our family are suffering at the hands of those abusers. They are so sly. You don't see it. It's as underhanded as it gets so they get the "supply" they need. Those people don't have any kind of heart at all, they don't know love. And Frankly, at least that particular person admitted he did not believe in God. It's really scary. I'm so worried about Matt. He has been trying so very hard. And more so now because of the horror that existed in his friend, confidant. Who thinks so dark? I am trying to grasp this thing, too. And it breaks my heart. I love you, Matt. You keep fighting with God. All things are possible with Him! May the Lord bless you and keep you.
@karenmerdan5484 are you talking about Gangstalking and electronic harrasment. This does go on and friends are really enemies Gaslighting all the time, it's terrible how deep this goes
@paulbirkbeck1790 it goes way beyond that! Matt has had many a gun pointed at him and the one that hurts the most is his friend, what Matt thought to be his confidant. Is there such a trustworthy friend like that anymore?
It's hacking to the point Matt is known to his every whereabouts. I don't care what anyone else thinks. Let's find a working solution. Someone help before I lose my son.
@karenmerdan5484 there getting very hard to find (friends) I unfortunately can't trust anyone my life is very monitored due to past bad choices and being outspoken
I'm no expert but I've just had to move slow myself. I think I'm still working on it 5 years after. I think about it way less but it makes u question your self but there's always a way. just don't isolate like I did biggest regret ever go out make new allies don't need to trust to be around ppl
❤ be careful with your heart listening to this if you actually care❤ Because I just listened to it and was like AAAAHHHHHHHHJHJ Aaaahhhhhhh! I'll never listen to that song again. Like 3,4,5,6 somewhere in there. Just please do not even listen to it. That ❤ is more important to me then you trying to understand this shit. My life, oh Lord keep me! Keep us all. I love you guys
Send to police!
You are taking on a lot to ordain yourself with only the Lord. So yeah. It's a whole move. That's all. Jesus would have been flipping the tables on these federal governments issuing a currency that isn't really up to date for people to actually be able to live. So, I just don't think people are truly living a good life for God just the way you say that I need to do. And even if I try to. I've been being staged in a covert war. And it's been my own friend. So now I just was out and some random face I think put something on or around me, and either way.. I just don't feel safe being that they can be free even though I've been telling the truth about what they did to me. So though I am not anybody's friend or whatever they still need to go arrest murderers even if they are simply just hiring someone else to do their dirty work..
They won't care as they are Muslim. Why pray for rapists and child abusers???
Bro what are you doing... You can't just throw the Lord name on your bills. In his name means you taking his name on you and living a life worthy of him. Faith is good keep the faith. But you have to do the work.
Hey I just had two people who were supposed to love me try to murder me. Then yesterday I just about called the police on myself. So I'm in a hard hard situation. Plus. Donations that go towards my HEARTWERKS charity. I'm trying to do a new poster child value prayer and I've been working so so so so so so so hard, so don't think they I haven't. But the facts are clearly no one can understand the work I've done because it's kinda hard when your own friend covertly moves to murder you. You know? So things could get truly unimaginably dangerous. So it's just an idea for generosity. That's so all it is.. like. Please please support me on my mission for Jesus Christ alone. It's a really creative idea for break THROUGH ministry. If that makes sense. I'm hidden in Christ Jesus. So is all my work. Like real work too. Not no little stuff.
I pray your bills get paid. Keep working.
Fun seeing you at work! Such a nice service you do. Thanks.
Its lil mumble.
😂I was just fuckin around
????? What are you talking about???????
Sorry not the best recording
It's about all 1.3 thousand lyrical missions I'm trying to create