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Merakiula Archive
Добавлен 1 май 2017
here's a list to all of my VODS from twitch!
if you look further, you'll see some old cool videos ig
if you look further, you'll see some old cool videos ig
don't judge me okay ✧.* [ VOD - 11/12/24 ]
Broadcasted live on Twitch -- Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
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Видео
ITS HEREEE OMFGGG IM GONNA SH!T MYSELF ✧.* [ VOD - 05/12/24 ]
Просмотров 914 дней назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
screaming and shivering with @ravin_glover @ginpu @alexolotlol ✧.* [ VOD - 24/11/24 ]
Просмотров 1028 дней назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
the trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool ✧.* [ VOD - 08/22/24 ]
Просмотров 121Месяц назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
breathe raki, let's not get angry today (he will get angry) ✧.* [ VOD - 05/11/24 ]
Просмотров 142Месяц назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
[ SKYLANDS EVENT ] who put me in the sky what the hell ✧.* [ VOD - 01/11/24 ]
Просмотров 19Месяц назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
she jeffin on my killin until i pasta ✧.* [ VOD - 31/10/24 ]
Просмотров 15Месяц назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
WARNING : this stream contains a british twit ⊹₊⟡⋆ [ VOD - 26/10/24 ]
Просмотров 8Месяц назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
it's witching hour, darlings ᯓ★ [ VOD - 23/10/24 ]
Просмотров 62 месяца назад
Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/merakiula
[ first playthrough ] watch me s!mp for every character in this game ✧.* [ VOD - 19/10/24 ]
Просмотров 62 месяца назад
[ first playthrough ] watch me s!mp for every character in this game ✧.* [ VOD - 19/10/24 ]
getting carried by a dark souls player ( @ravin_glover ) ✧.* [ VOD - 17/10/24 ]
Просмотров 502 месяца назад
getting carried by a dark souls player ( @ravin_glover ) ✧.* [ VOD - 17/10/24 ]
look at my teefs ✧.* [ VOD - 17/10/24 ]
Просмотров 102 месяца назад
look at my teefs ✧.* [ VOD - 17/10/24 ]
⛦ VOD [07/07/24] ⛦ Aphmau Watchparty! - bullying minecraft characters w/em
Просмотров 2775 месяцев назад
⛦ VOD [07/07/24] ⛦ Aphmau Watchparty! - bullying minecraft characters w/em
⛦ VOD [07/06/24] ⛦ Aphmau Watchparty! - rising from my coffin to make you cringe
Просмотров 375 месяцев назад
⛦ VOD [07/06/24] ⛦ Aphmau Watchparty! - rising from my coffin to make you cringe
⛦ VOD [06/01/24] ⛦ your local vampire being a good ol batsy
Просмотров 46 месяцев назад
⛦ VOD [06/01/24] ⛦ your local vampire being a good ol batsy
⛦ VOD [05/22/24] ⛦ dragon age + dark urge baldur's gate
Просмотров 87 месяцев назад
⛦ VOD [05/22/24] ⛦ dragon age dark urge baldur's gate
⛦ VOD [05/18/24] ⛦ first durge playthrough - my bangs hide how much i be baldur's gating
Просмотров 37 месяцев назад
⛦ VOD [05/18/24] ⛦ first durge playthrough - my bangs hide how much i be baldur's gating
⛦ VOD [05/07/24] ⛦ judging the met gala with no fashion knowledge at all
Просмотров 47 месяцев назад
⛦ VOD [05/07/24] ⛦ judging the met gala with no fashion knowledge at all
⛦ VOD [05/02/24] ⛦ baldraki plays baldur's gate
Просмотров 77 месяцев назад
⛦ VOD [05/02/24] ⛦ baldraki plays baldur's gate
★ VOD [04/01/24] ★ i am a single dad, looking after my sims + just dance
Просмотров 78 месяцев назад
★ VOD [04/01/24] ★ i am a single dad, looking after my sims just dance
★ VOD [03/30/24] ★ running on little sleep, just like my sims
Просмотров 58 месяцев назад
★ VOD [03/30/24] ★ running on little sleep, just like my sims
★ VOD [03/26/24] ★ changes are on the horizon babbyyyyyy
Просмотров 58 месяцев назад
★ VOD [03/26/24] ★ changes are on the horizon babbyyyyyy
first comment, first view
10/10 Really loved Remnant 🤣
was amazing fr💀
Tom Hiddleston is a rare individual wise,funny very intelligent,snd loved by so many. His talents are far and few between. This type of Gentleman ACTOR that doesn't come around too often. He has never givin up in his achievements and that is only thru GOD'S GIVIN TALENTS and Tom's hard work to pursue them and share them for all his fans that he shares his life's work with 😊❤🤗🍰🌞
Get lost.
? are you okay
@@MerakiulaArchive The first ten million years were the worst. And the second ten million, they were the worst too. The third ten million I didn't enjoy at all. Now I've gone into a bit of a decline.
@@Knee-JerkReactor okay?
@@MerakiulaArchive My capacity for happiness you could fit into a matchbox without taking out the matches first.
@@Knee-JerkReactor 👍
thank you all for your lovely comments! healing and learning is a long process, but i've recently been officially diagnosed with autism! so, things are certainly looking up<33 if you are interested in how i'm doing, i'm continuing to make some content on my main channel! sure, it's not regular, but i make a lot of stuff that means a lot to me<3 ruclips.net/channel/UCuZoXm1cDcYliJbPnneJsOg
Congrats on the diagnosis, I wish the best of luck for you!
Hey..you just showed up in my feed and you seem like a lovely human. Do what you need to do to keep yourself happy. ❤
thank you!! <3
Stranger to this channel as well. Do not know how how it came up on my feed. If you feel burn out. Try shifting the streaming into a hobby and when it's fun for ya. Not as a mandatory task
yeah, i've tried to before! there's just something about it just not being fulfilling for me :D
im a total stranger but i just wanted to say, please give yourself grace. your hobbies are things you enjoy, if you don’t enjoy something anymore, its okay to not keep it as a hobby, or to keep it on the back burner for a while until you feel better. chase your passion and please never apologize for not enjoying something anymore. i have depression and anxiety, and recently got put on zoloft for them, just like you. ive been where youre at and i completely understand the way youre feeling. if you struggle with tiredness with the meds, try taking them at night! i recently had to make that switch because it was making me so tired in the middle of the day. ive felt like my friends would forget me, especially when i had a hard time connecting with them. the guilt i feel when i return from having those hard times is almost impossible to bear. remember that you deserve to have friends, and you deserve to find ways to interact with those you care about that work for you. i hope that things get better for you soon and please take care! take this as your reminder to drink some water 💙
thank you!! hopefully streaming will come back into my life as something i enjoy, because at the end of the day i did enjoy it - it was just taking such a toll on me, which then took the fun out of it, if that makes sense? and yea! i tried switching up my meds, and the tiredness didn't go away. i believe the tiredness might just be autistic burnout haha! thank you so much for your advice and comment! take care, stranger! get some water yourself <33
This is recommended to me and I have no idea who you are but it was for a reason. You need to listen to me - 1) do not apologise for not doing something for someone (ie streaming for people) when you do not enjoy it. You don’t need to say sorry. Your feelings are valid and do not require explanation. Saying no does suffice. 2) take all the time you need. I am 34 next month and was diagnosed with autism and adhd last July. The minute I started my meds for adhd it’s amazing - life did a 180 and I can think clear thoughts and follow routines. Stick to it dear - you will get there! I promise it will get better ❤ 3) STAY STRONG do not ever give up ❤ Sending positive energy and love to you.
thank you for your comment<33 i got officially diagnosed with autism a few days ago! and it's already made such a difference just knowing. so i'm certainly feeling hopeful! so happy everything is working out for you! getting a late diagnosis can be a struggle for sure, but here's so better times🎉🎉
I don't know why your video was recommended to me, but you describe exactly how I feel every single day. I'm 56 and I've been like this for my entire life. I hope, as you're so young and obviously intelligent and self aware, that you learn to live a fulfilling life despite the challenges you face.
i sure hope that it will be that way! thank you for your comment<3
I am a total stranger to your channel. Depression does basically all the things you described during your video. Treat yourself as you would treat your best friend if they were going through this. You'd be patient with them, you'd be forgiving, you'd be happy to wait, you'd encourage them to be kind to themselves, you'd tell them what they're able or want to do is all they have to do. Your feeling that you're disappointing your friends is the depression talking, especially if they know you have depression, they understand, and are ok with waiting for you to be ready to reach out. It's ok. If they're NOT ok waiting, the trash is taking itself out, and you have one less person who doesn't deserve your emotional energy. Depression can take the joy away from activities you used to enjoy, such as streaming. It's ok to stop doing it if you're not enjoying it. Depression can make you feel like the loss of views is "your fault." Be kind to yourself. The lethargy you describe is also a normal thing with depression. Try not to let yourself fully isolate yourself, even though it's hard to get out and see people. Total isolation can do some wacky things. Not following through (like with the on the autism assessment) can be depression as well. It's fine. You have time to get it dealt with :) I found it helpful to assess whether a thought is "mine" or something my depression is saying. You may or may not find that useful, but I thought I'd offer it. I hope you'll pardon all the absolutely unsolicited advice of a person wholly new to your channel. I mean it in love, I've struggled with depression my whole life, so it's really really easy for me to relate things back into it. You are "enough." You're not disappointing people that matter. You're doing your best, even when you're not doing anything at all, and your best is all you EVER needed to do. TOTALLY wildly unrelated, but you've got the same facial cast as most of my friends with a condition called Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS). I just couldn't unsee it. You don't necessarily have it, obviously, you described none of the symptoms in this video, I just kept seeing us. So, fun fact, I guess, look it up, it's not as "rare" as they used to think it was, and awareness is a good thing. Maybe you know someone with the symptoms it will help someday. All my best wishes, absolutely all of them. I'm not your regular audience, but all the people who love you want you to be happy, and if streaming isn't making you happy, by all means stop until/if you ever actually want to again. And thank you for listening to yourself and accepting you don't want to, instead of just forcing yourself to keep going even when you didn't enjoy it the same way anymore. Whatever you want to do will be "good enough." They came for you, it's fine. <3
@@annedavis3340 i really appreciate your comment! i have been struggling with depression for a very long time - but even so, recognising it and being patient with myself is completely new. luckily the meds i have help a little, but obviously depression sticks, and won't go away. but yes, thank you for your advice and i'll definitely take into consideration! and, about the EDS thing - the only symptom i have is that i bruise easily, specifically my limbs. but other than that, i have no stretchy skin or flexible joins - matter of fact, i'm completely opposite LOL. i struggle very bad with mobility at times rip.
@@MerakiulaArchive my pleasure. It's really hard to realize what things are caused BY depression, especially if you're the person going through it. You can't get enough emotional distance to see the connection sometimes. And everything feels so genuinely like it's YOU feeling it, not that it's a chemical imbalance causing an effect. I repeat to myself that this is a chemical imbalance. And there are little-known symptoms, too, procrastination, not feeling like being with friends cause even existing near people who love you feels daunting, reluctance to go places, etc. Depression can ease, you won't necessarily always feel like you do today. It can flare and fade. I am glad you've found a med that helps, the first like 9 I tried I felt no change at all, then they put me on one and I was FINE in two weeks. Absolutely wild what a change the right med can make. I was almost angry at how ok I felt because it was upsetting how long I could have felt fine if we'd tried it earlier. If you haven't pursued therapy I hope you'll consider it, it can be enormously beneficial if you have a good fit with your therapist. There are charities that offer it at a sliding scale for people who can't pay the typical flat rate for it, if you're not in a country that just provides it. One of the symptoms of depression is literally not feeling like seeking help. And about the EDS, I have mobility issues because of it, they're pretty common! OBVIOUSLY still not saying you've got it. But for real thanks for checking it out, we've been trying to raise awareness, and that awareness is getting people diagnosed and the help they need. Thank you for learning a bit about it. <3
Hey Raki, im so sorry about your Condition.. Taking a Break or stopping Streaming for a while is Okay take your Time King! I really enjoyed our Time Together, you were one of my favourite Streamers because you were so energetic and funny. Again im so Sorry about your Condition and i hope your Condition gets better.. 💙 - Jay
Wow, I just watched this video in its entirety and I have a few things to say: Firstly, I just wanted to say sorry for all the pain you've been going through. I hope that you manage to sort things out and that you can do what you want to do. Take time and don't try to rush everything, remember to take care of yourself. People care about you, and looking after yourself is more important than streaming or anything else. I never really watched your streams that often, and I know we were never really friends, but I can assure you that I care about your wellbeing and also I think you're a cool person :) Take time to heal and do whatever you feel is best for you. I've dealt with a lot of the issues that you described here myself, and whereas I can't entirely put myself in your position, I can at least empathise. I'm sure you can become successful one day and I hope you work things out and that you'll be on the road to success soon. I believe in you and I believe that if you're good, good things will happen to you. I know this probably sounds cliché af but it's the truth. You've probably heard it a million times but I can assure you it's for a good reason. I wish the best of luck your way because you deserve it after all the effort you've committed to in the past :) You'll get good things soon, I'm sure, but you just need to give it time to find yourself if that makes sense. Take as much time as you need. Learn about yourself and find what works best for you. Don't ever give up on yourself because there are people who care about you and will be there for you if you need them. I wish you the very best of luck with everything, and I really mean that. :) -also, your dog is cute and this video is really well executed :)
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Meraki its okay we are here for you and its okay if you dont stream
We love you and your Choonky dog Raki. No matter what happens i can say i will always be here. Even if you stop streaming I've enjoyed our time together and I'm glad I found you when I did, you've really helped me and I hope you can get all the help you need. Please remember to eat and drink water and take any meds you need to. Like I said you've really helped me and a lot of other people and you should be proud of yourself for that. We love you and Ruby ♡
thank you, cherry! it's been lovely to have you, and you will always have a special place with me and any streams in the future, you're welcome anytime<33 thank you for your support. p.s - ruby loves you too lol
My mum sent me this...
Whattt😂?
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Es adorable antes ahora y mañana🤦💘💘💘❤️❤️❤️💓💓💓💞💞💞😍🤷🙋🇺🇾
Shame I missed it
im really drunk and you popped up. yay
first ?
The window jump was a scream! The doggos loved it!! 😂
In this episode of minecraft, i became a criminal [i am fnafboi lol]
kewl
cool beans
nice
nice
Oh, my God! He is a good actor with sexy voice, he dances, he sings and plays to the spoon!!!!!
YIPPEE
this was actually insane
ur so pretty <33
aaaa thank youu!!
Okay, but can we have Tom and Sebastian, and Letitia together more often. They are such an adorable trio! ❤
Tom "Terrific" Hiddleston was born to be a Star!! I first saw him in the Epic Film "Midnight In Paris" as F. Scott Fitzgerald, the Writer, Owen Wilson, Michael Sheen and Rachel McAdams. I love Paris in the '20s, and he is Awesome. If you haven't seen it you must! Owen brings his humour to the Screen, making it truly Magical! ❤️ ❤️ 🎬 💙 💙 🎥 💖 💖 📽
How many times u watched it ? Me :- yes
El más adorable atractivo sexy lindo carismático galanazo y parece bueno y dulce no sé si será tan dulce pero parece🍬💘💘💘🔥🥵🤗🤗🤗♥️♥️♥️🌹
skip to 55:25 for mc parks!
Tom can act, sing, dance and plays music with spoons. How great is that.😀🥰
"Say my name!" Wow! That sounds like freaks love couple would play in the act: "Tell me, what's my name!?" with handcuffs....! It's kinda fun. Isn't it?
How could Taylor Swift ever let him go? 😢
I lost respect for her after that worst decision ever!
Maravilloso Maravilloso Tom Lo Amo❤❤❤
Tiene una voz preciosa y varonil !!
The next James Bond i think I hope
Господи, какой же он обалденный! Божественный!!! Надо срочно учить английский! 🤯
Bro can sing too
Very, very talented man, very gifted and ohhhh he's sexy too, he's dancing oh my goodness......
What can't he do?
Some people got it, most people don't. Tom definitely got it!
Tom Hiddleston for President smart guy
Eu te acho lindo.tens um olhar preocupado um pouco de cada ou Express algo expecial ?
Tom Huddleston is a very talented and sexy man, he is my favorite unofficial Avenger.
😁 'PromoSM'