Wheels n Feels
Wheels n Feels
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MOVING MADNESS: OVERWHELMED BY A NEW BEGINNING (pt 1)
Просмотров 115 часов назад
im finally saying goodbye to the hell apartment. ive lived in many bad situations and not great places but this one was the worst! I had no adaptions and they refused to do any adaptions to make the apartment suitable for me- it took them 7 years to fix the shower that not only flooded the apartment but the water would run out of my door, through the building and down the entrance stairs. they ...
RECLAIMING MY SKIN: THE POWER OF A COVER UP TATTOO | with Sergiu Popa ​⁠@371tattoostudio6
Просмотров 2220 часов назад
Firstly I want to thank Sergiu Popa for his hours and hours of work, his kindness and his hospitality. what he did for me that day was way more than a tattoo or just covering up bad, ugly. and grotesque work with something beautiful - I will never go to another artist again. it also wasn't just him hiding my painful past so I could go into married life free and fresh of the visible reminders of...
CHECK IN: 18 | NEW INK, NEW SMILE AND A NEW HOME
Просмотров 3920 часов назад
Just talking about the big changes happening in my life - talking about my new denture and how im keeping it and my mouth clean while its still stuck, talking about getting my new tattoo (next vlog) and discussing finally getting my wheelchair accessible home after fighting for 10 years - also talk about my worries about moving in while the workmen are still adapting the new house.
MY IMMEDIATE DENTURE GOT STUCK!! - THIS HURT... A LOT
Просмотров 6420 часов назад
My dentist told me to take them out at the 24 hour mark - I wanted to document it, show what its like to get them out for the first time, what its like to see your "new" gums for the first time and all that may come with that... instead I got to document how it can go wrong nut I reckon that's even better than what I had planned because ive not been able to find anyone else talking about their ...
MY FIRST 24 HOURS WITH DENTURES AT 32 (⚠️TW: graphic image: extracted teeth⚠️)
Просмотров 17814 дней назад
(TRIGGER WARNING!: GRAPHIC IMAGE OF EXTRACTED TEETH) It's the 24 hour mark of having dentures and just needed to talk through the experience and feelings etc going on. my dentures are temporary immediate partial dentures made by the NHS and I have just under 6 months to wait to get my permanent (final) set of NHS partial dentures.
BRAVE THE DENTIST WITH ME: IT'S D-DAY! GET MY IMMEDIATE DENTURES WITH ME (1st smile pics at the end)
Просмотров 4721 день назад
I GOT MY NEW SMILE! come with me as I get my last 4 unfixable teeth out and have them replaced with an immediate/temporary denture and show them to my family! its been such a long journey due to appointments being missed outside of my control but its finally done now and I will soon be fitted with my permanent dentures! thank you to those who left kind comments and shared their own experiences ...
SCOTTISH MOTOR FESTIVAL | EDINBURGH 2024
Просмотров 5521 день назад
My fiancé Jordan is part of Glasgow Car Scene and each year he likes to go to the motoring festival with them and they display their cars as a group- this year he wanted to take me and my little ones along as a bonding experience. it was so hot that day and we were there the entire day. I edited out my children and as many other children as possible for their privacy. this was a really long and...
BRAVE THE DENTIST WITH ME: DENTURE DRAMA AT 32 GIANT TOOTH REMOVED
Просмотров 2521 день назад
second last tooth removed and even my wisdom teeth weren't this big weeks in and my gum is still healing
SELF CARE USING ONLY MALEKA NATURALS 💯 NATURAL HANDMADE SKINCARE AND HAIRCARE
Просмотров 33Месяц назад
Follow up from my maleka naturals unboxing video I use the products in this self care vlog- more vids on maleka naturals coming soon. Maleka naturals links Maleka naturals- Luxury Handmade Best 100% Natural Skincare Beauty Products Maleka Naturals Facebook- share/XkCGvJAZVoYfa5Qp/?mibextid=LQQJ4d Maleka Naturals Instagram- malekanaturals?igsh=OHVsaXpjZ2U3YzBr Foot bal...
AFRICAN SELF CARE UNBOXING: MALEKA NATURALS 💯 NATURAL HAND MADE SKIN & HAIR CARE PRODUCTS
Просмотров 442 месяца назад
been wanting to do this for a while- this is my absolute favourite skin and hair care brand, I have switched every products I own (except toothpaste) to maleka naturals and even have extra products and custome products too! Aunty is so kind and caring and her products reflect her heart. MALEKA NATURALS - 100 NATURAL HANDMADE SKIN & HAIR CARE Maleka naturals links Maleka naturals links Maleka na...
BRAVE THE DENTIST WITH ME: DENTURE DRAMA AT 32 (and my cptsd got the better of me)
Просмотров 683 месяца назад
hey all I had another dentist appointment after a long break. TW- in this video my complex post traumatic stress disorder and anxiety do get the better of me, I tried to fight it but I wasn't able to self regulate and calm down BUT it all worked out in the end. I talk about my dental treatment plan and i'm looking forward to being able to smile and not always feeling that awful feeling you'll o...
CHRISTMAS, GIFTS and OUR 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY 2023
Просмотров 1157 месяцев назад
HEY ALL! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! (sorry its late. ive been sick with C19 and other hiccups) this was my BEST Christmas EVER!!!! I got to spend it with all my nearest and dearest (minus my best friend) my loved ones blessed me big time, they got me everything on the lists i put together when i had intended them to just pick a few things from the lists and i had a few items i really r...
CHECKING IN: 17 | GOOD NEWS AND SENSORY OVERLOAD
Просмотров 159 месяцев назад
in this vlog i'm dealing with a lot of sensory overload, you'll see me get more and more physically and mentally drained, so thats fun. Follow me: INSTAGRAM- wheels_n_feels?igshid=NGVhN2U2NjQ0Yg & THREADS- www.threads.net/@wheels_n_feels TWITTER/X- x.com/wheels_n_feels?s=21&t=TkcoWH7a1slOEW9zc2COXg Follow Jordan: INSTAGRAM- jdogframe?igshid=NGVhN2U2NjQ0Yg Private Chr...
CONFESSION
Просмотров 1311 месяцев назад
Happy Sunday everyone! did you know God loves each and every one of you like you are his masterpiece? like you are his only creation? this is for anyone who would like an opportunity, a chance, an invite or maybe even a sign or confirmation to you. i don't know who its for but it is for someone. seize opportunity, grab at chances and heed signs. God loves you, he has chosen you, carefully craft...
BRAVE THE DENTIST WITH ME...OR NOT: DENTURE DRAMA AT 31
Просмотров 5311 месяцев назад
BRAVE THE DENTIST WITH ME...OR NOT: DENTURE DRAMA AT 31
1st TIME GOING TO CHURCH AND MY 2nd CAR MEET (mini slideshow at the end)
Просмотров 4211 месяцев назад
1st TIME GOING TO CHURCH AND MY 2nd CAR MEET (mini slideshow at the end)
GOD LOVES YOU
Просмотров 1511 месяцев назад
GOD LOVES YOU
GOD IS THE AUTHOR
Просмотров 14Год назад
GOD IS THE AUTHOR
DAY OUT AT THE LAKE and I CAME BACK TO JESUS
Просмотров 62Год назад
DAY OUT AT THE LAKE and I CAME BACK TO JESUS
FIRST DATE EVER AT A CAR MEET (date pics at the end)
Просмотров 67Год назад
FIRST DATE EVER AT A CAR MEET (date pics at the end)
THINGS FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GETTING WORSE
Просмотров 48Год назад
THINGS FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GETTING WORSE
CHECK IN: 16 | DENTURE DRAMA AT 31, HOUSING PROBLEMS AND I WANT A NEW PSYCHIATRIST
Просмотров 94Год назад
CHECK IN: 16 | DENTURE DRAMA AT 31, HOUSING PROBLEMS AND I WANT A NEW PSYCHIATRIST
BRAVE THE DENTIST WITH ME: DENTURE DRAMA AT 30 | EXTRACTION DAY 1 (a little graphic)
Просмотров 75Год назад
BRAVE THE DENTIST WITH ME: DENTURE DRAMA AT 30 | EXTRACTION DAY 1 (a little graphic)
CHECK IN: 15 | DENTURE DRAMA AT 30
Просмотров 85Год назад
CHECK IN: 15 | DENTURE DRAMA AT 30
CHECK IN: 14 | IS THIS EVEN LEGAL??
Просмотров 30Год назад
CHECK IN: 14 | IS THIS EVEN LEGAL??
CHECKING OUT THE #ROUNDHEALTH #APP
Просмотров 31Год назад
CHECKING OUT THE #ROUNDHEALTH #APP
CHECKING OUT THE #VISIBLE #APP
Просмотров 675Год назад
CHECKING OUT THE #VISIBLE #APP
I HAVE THE COLD OR FLU… GREAT
Просмотров 21Год назад
I HAVE THE COLD OR FLU… GREAT
CHECK IN: 13 | CHRONIC PAIN AND GETTING SOBER
Просмотров 50Год назад
CHECK IN: 13 | CHRONIC PAIN AND GETTING SOBER

Комментарии

  • @sfleischer9181
    @sfleischer9181 3 дня назад

    You look great!! Perfect match! ❤

  • @firstmotorhome8024
    @firstmotorhome8024 10 дней назад

    Takes great courage to make a video like this . Well done to you .

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels 10 дней назад

      That’s very kind of you to say, thank you. I believe in showing things many would find difficult to even share with friends I’m sharing the full process- I have more vids to edit and I’ll just keep making them and eventually it will just be updates and tips and tricks and favourite denture products lol. I haven’t shared the full story of why I had to get my teeth out yet though because there’s so many side stories that all play into it. I also showed my 9 week psychiatric hospital stay… if I can’t find the content I’m looking for I make it myself (to the best of my abilities)

  • @wheels_n_feels
    @wheels_n_feels 14 дней назад

    ⚠TRIGGER WARNING: GRAPHIC IMAGE OF 4 EXTRACTED FRONT TEETH⚠

  • @StaceyHeptinstall-r9o
    @StaceyHeptinstall-r9o 24 дня назад

    You look fantastic! Happy smiling xx

  • @StaceyHeptinstall-r9o
    @StaceyHeptinstall-r9o 24 дня назад

    Some great cars!

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels 24 дня назад

      There really was- it was a good day and the boys want to go next year too lol

  • @simplysheagoodness9878
    @simplysheagoodness9878 Месяц назад

    I am going to start moisturising my chest!

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Месяц назад

      I hope I helped!! Neck, hands and chest are the biggest give away if you are only focussing on your face.

    • @susanadam443
      @susanadam443 Месяц назад

      ​@@wheels_n_feelsyou did, thank you very much! ❤

  • @simplysheagoodness9878
    @simplysheagoodness9878 Месяц назад

    Great video, thank you for sharing😍

  • @simplysheagoodness9878
    @simplysheagoodness9878 2 месяца назад

    Great video, thank you so much! I enjoyed every bit of it.

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels 2 месяца назад

      So kind of you! Thank you, there is many more to come

  • @user-xe8pk9kh6i
    @user-xe8pk9kh6i 3 месяца назад

    I really hope you get better

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels 3 месяца назад

      Thank you! I am doing much better now hope you’re well and doing ok. Thank you for your kind comment and for watching 🌸🙏🏻🌸

  • @Jor17-dan
    @Jor17-dan 8 месяцев назад

    ❤❤❤❤

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels 8 месяцев назад

      My lovie 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 thank you again for all the wonderful presents and for everything you do for me. Xxx

  • @Jor17-dan
    @Jor17-dan 9 месяцев назад

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @DetherealDaydream
    @DetherealDaydream 9 месяцев назад

    ME! I'm the best friend. I hate seeing you like this, but you're being so brave. It's so hard to be open and honest about the things going on in the background, especially with disabilities and the reality of the situation. Your housing is awful and how you've been treated is disgusting. I'm so glad people are starting to listen and hopefully this will go somewhere. I'm always going to be here for you to help you in any way I can. You are so so so loved. You're trying your best and that's all anyone can ask.

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels 9 месяцев назад

      Yes, yes you are, 💯 the best friend. That and you mean so much to me. I’m eternally grateful for all you’ve done for me, all the times you have been and will be there for me, everything you’ve helped me with and your unconditional love.

  • @margaretgilbert8991
    @margaretgilbert8991 10 месяцев назад

    He wants you to shine without teeth , one day you won't have any , will you still love Him ? Of course I hope , think of the help you are giving others rather than your teeth , which are not noticeable, what is always on show is the Light of Christ in us , regardless of outward appearance, there was no beauty in Christ in His appearance but He is beauty of heart and spirit and so is every child of God 🙏

  • @margaretgilbert8991
    @margaretgilbert8991 10 месяцев назад

    Honey , It's God who keeps you in the faith , despite what YOU FEEL. He is faithful and is holding you close , don't ever think it's up to you , all you have to do is trust He has you , He is keeping you and persevere through the storms of life . He will never leave or forsake you ❤️🙏

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels 10 месяцев назад

      Thank you 🙏🏻 I appreciate this. What I meant was I did something I shouldn’t really have done and knew I shouldn’t and it was a backslide, me walking away, me turning my back- nothing God did at all but my own human mistake (I know God forgives nearly every sin but 1- but it was a situation where I knew in my heart and suspected in my mind that if I did it God would turn his face from me and I’d have to decide what path I was going to walk once and for all… I chose Christ… I thought I’d chosen Christ over witchcraft 6yrs ago but I was lukewarm and not fully committed) but you are right- the Lord never let’s go of our hand, it’s us who let go or loosen our grips and I loosened my already slack grip. It was an awful betrayal on my part as the Lord kept me alive even when I physically couldn’t eat for 3yrs.

  • @starbright1256
    @starbright1256 Год назад

    Keep moving g forward..I too am getting full extraction on the 24th. I'm not doing immediate dentures because of cost & I don't want constant relines & appointments. I too am unsure of what the future holds but I do know that this is part of life & must keep moving forward. Be proud of your courage & you will be better for having this done. Your health & future self. It will be worth it. ❤❤❤ xo

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Hi star! welcome and thank you so much for your kind comments and words of encouragement… I really needed them right now. How are you feeling about going toothless for a while? My instinct is to mask up. Full extraction sounds very intimidating, i really hope it goes well for you (let me know how it goes?) it will be so strange and amazing to be able to see a healthy smile in our mouths, I’m trying to focus on those good uplifting parts. What do you think the hardest part will be for you? 🫶🏻

    • @starbright1256
      @starbright1256 Год назад

      @Wheels n Feels working. I'm going to mask & I asked to work the back kitchen or dish. I'm normally a server. I work at a university here in canada so my quiet time is coming because students are off classes. I'm hoping to heal quickly. I'm hoping the denturist I choose is good at his skill. I was referred by a friend. I'm terrified; yes the pain. I'm 56. It's time because I can't do this anymore. They say gets better as time heals but hard to see that with so many obstacles. Find little victories & a positive as possible mindset. Little by little. We're only human & all have problems. Much love to you dear. ❤️

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Oh nice! I didn’t know I had reached Canada! Where in Canada are you from? Have you done your impression yet or are you waiting until you’ve healed too? I’m so scared of the pain too and scared of the end result being brown and patched up (I know that seems silly as my teeth are a wreck but it’s that “so close yet so far” thing) what are you looking forward to most about your new teeth and smile? For me I can’t wait to smile for the first time since I was a kid (if they don’t leave them brown) I also can’t wait for my mouth too feel like a mouth again and not like it does just now. Are you also documenting your denture journey? What do your family and loved ones etc think of you getting dentures? I’m getting my teeth done and my partial made by our health system (I’m in Scotland and disabled so I’m lucky to be getting it all done for “free”) so I’ll be waiting at least 2 weeks after they take my impressions. Does the Canadian health service do dental too or just medical? I really hope you get the smile of your dreams and that you feel so much better mentally and physically once you’re all healed up and have your new teeth! You’re being so brave, this stuff is really scary, it’s emotional and it does effect you mentally. You’re going to look great though! We both are!

  • @wheels_n_feels
    @wheels_n_feels Год назад

    hopefully. im just building this up in my head and it won't be so bad?

  • @visible_health
    @visible_health Год назад

    Thanks so much for checking Visible out, and for sharing this! We really appreciate the time and energy you've taken to put this together. I have shared your feedback about multiple conditions to the team, so we'll see what we can do! Team Visible

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Thank you so much for this comment. I can’t wait to see what you come up with in future and hope I have the opportunity to make some more videos on the app and future products. I really do love this app. Again I’d love to see a section for mental health and be able to compare its graphs to physical health graphs.

  • @Ayat_Ali
    @Ayat_Ali Год назад

    I just found your channel and the videos feels like a FaceTime if that makes sense! So sorry you were in pain and hope you feel much better now! ❤️

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Hey thank you so much for your comment I hope you’re well. Is that a good thing? I was going for no fuss and no frills, just talking like I would to a friend. Kinda like “spend some time with me” And thank you the pain flairs we’re awful while I was in hospital because they cut my pain meds down by half

    • @Ayat_Ali
      @Ayat_Ali Год назад

      @@wheels_n_feels yesss it’s very good! It gives the videos a more chill vibe!

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Thank you so much! The compliment I didn’t know I really needed. Don’t get me wrong I like the aesthetics and stuff most other channels have but I wanted something that was manageable and sustainable for me so I didn’t get overwhelmed and put off. That made my day thank you.

  • @DetherealDaydream
    @DetherealDaydream Год назад

    You have every right to be angry! Yes you have a roof but that's not enough. You deserve quality of life, you deserve safety. We will keep fighting even though it feels hopeless

  • @DetherealDaydream
    @DetherealDaydream Год назад

    Really well done 🥰

  • @wheels_n_feels
    @wheels_n_feels Год назад

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    @wheels_n_feels Год назад

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    @wheels_n_feels Год назад

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    @wheels_n_feels Год назад

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    @wheels_n_feels Год назад

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  • @gerdbb
    @gerdbb Год назад

    I told you I'm watching... 😶🙃

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Hi! Thank you! Are you outside my window right now? Also you’re meant to be napping lol. Nice to see you here and thank you for joining my little corner of the internet.

  • @gracelove2774
    @gracelove2774 Год назад

    Happy for you that you are quitting cannabis and learning coping skills other ways. ❤

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Thank you. sadly I have to quit, it’s really helped me over the past 4years but there’s a number of reasons it’s time to quit. I still need to find things to replace it with and God help me during pain flares etc. Hope you’re well and thank you for your kind words and comment🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @erik7647
    @erik7647 Год назад

    I can relate to this a lot, I remember when I learned it's not normal to have a lot of those voices and that for me it was a trauma disorder. I ended up getting diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder, ADHD and autism. It is getting easier to cope with overtime with therapy. It's definitely overwhelming at first but it gets less scary for sure. I have had refeeding syndrome and while I don't remember having a feeding tube I know I had one in at the hospital too. I am sending my well wishes and support, I hope nothing but the best for you 🖤🦇

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      I’m sorry to hear all that, how are you doing now? They were worried I’d need a feeding tube and would get refeeding syndrome but I’ve been really lucky. Have you had to go in much? This was my first (and hopefully my last time) Yeah they said it was complex post traumatic stress disorder that causes the voices, like the trauma broke me into pieces that now all share a honeycombed mind/body… I’m really sorry to hear you have all this going on and I truly wish everything goes up for you from here on. Thank you so much for your comment and well wishes, I truly do appreciate it.

  • @Sky-cz9lj
    @Sky-cz9lj Год назад

    Hi Wheels, I'm so far behind. I'm so happy to see you in your own environment. I wonder if you're having that flair up because of the move back home. That alone would give me a flair up cuz it has to be so stressful. Give yourself the grace to get settled in & maybe when you feel like your home the pain will subside, and you'll be able to tackle all the things you want to achieve. A new wheelchair??? How exciting that must be. Does it have the ability to roll you around without you having to roll around? Gee, think about it with summer coming up you can go outside, go shopping or just take a cruise around the neighborhood &&&&& maybe even make friends with someone who is awesome, you know? Anyway, welcome home. 🤗😊

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Thank you so much sky. How are you? I was thinking about you today. I’m starting to settle in a bit and nearly got everything built, just need some repairs done and my second bedroom cleared out and turned back into a den for my children when they visit. Yep I’m getting my new wheelchair on the 26th actually, I’m really excited but also kinda miss having that kind of money in my account lol but I’ve got to trust Gods got me and that I used the money right. I’m hoping it’s light weight enough for me to pull up and down stairs by myself. Unfortunately I don’t live in a friendly neighbourhood/area at all and people are only friendly to get gossip topics especially from someone like me (it’s small, tight knit gossipy type area) but I am really hoping to get out more once I have the new chair. As for the pain flare up- I’m still having it but it’s dulled down a little for now, I’ve managed to push through and go out to the vets, do a few very minimal things in the flat and have a shower and get my hair washed too when normally I can’t push through my pain at all.

    • @Sky-cz9lj
      @Sky-cz9lj Год назад

      @@wheels_n_feels Gee, thank you for thinking of me. I'm so glad you're settling in so well. You have accomplished a lot girl. Wheels I didn't know you have children, please fill me in on them, boys/girls, ages. Money well spent so you can go anywhere you want to. You don't have an elevator in your building? I hope that is light enough for you to be able to get it up & down easy. Ohhhh gosh aren't you scared to live in that neighborhood? I hope you have strong locks & all so that no one can break in & steal from you or worse. Isn't your family & fiancé worried about you. If you were my child I'd be beside myself with worry about you. You are an adult though & I should just shut up. Sorry about that. Wow, I'm really proud of you for pushing through the pain. You have many good days ahead of you & I shall always cheer for you, my friend. Take care sweetheart & I'm sure we will talk again tomorrow. 🥰

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      @@Sky-cz9lj I have 3 boys between 7-13 they stay with my mum due to my physical and mental health, it’s something I don’t really mention much on here or at all Till now. No no elevator, it’s an old tiny building and it’s the outside that’s the problem- on the inside of the building it’s ground floor so no stairs, soon as you try to go outside it’s all stairs lol… yeah my mum is really not happy at all and we’ve been trying for years to get me a ramp and adaptions and a social worker- the hospital promised to get those things for me and didn’t come through, didn’t even try.

    • @Sky-cz9lj
      @Sky-cz9lj Год назад

      @@wheels_n_feels All boys & good ages to help out around the house. I figured they stayed with your Mom. Ahhhh, I see now why no elevator. Does your fiancé have any talented friends that could build you a ramp? I really wish I knew where you live, I'd do some digging around & try to find resources that you could use. We need to use messenger for a face to face talk, then we could talk freely without having to worry ya know? Anyway, I hope you've had a good start to your day. Later gater!

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      @@Sky-cz9lj yeah they are good kids. Aww that’s sweet of you… i was meant to see someone today about adaptions or moving but I got sick and had to cancel.

  • @thisbetheverses
    @thisbetheverses Год назад

    Hey, pain flares fucking suck and they're so exhausting, we're hoping it eases up soon and it really sucks you have to experience that at all. We hear what you're saying about going in voluntarily, and we wanted to say we don't at all see it like you being an idiot, we don't think you did anything wrong for trying to access support in whatever form you had available, I don't think its wrong to reach out for help. We get how the state of a house in a transitional phase being seen by others is scary and stressful, not knowing what judgements people might make. We hope they're understanding and we'd like to think they ought to be understanding of everything you're dealing with and non-judgemental if they're any kind of decent. Big well done for fighting through the pain flare and managing a shower, that's some impressive shit. Socialising really drains us too, we experience so many danger cues from the lifetime of trauma that we have to regulate our nervous system through in the presence of most people- its exhausting even without the physical symptoms which also hit. We think if you've got a few trusted people you feel safe around and you found a way to make that work for you that's right for you, we've never felt happier having quantity over quality in our social life either. We're glad you're starting to settle in again, its a big change I imagine, getting used to being home again. Zero pressure to reply to this or all of this or any time frame, we get how low spoons can make replying hard and you're dealing with so much, we support you. - Violet

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      Thank you so much for this comment it means a lot to me. Thank you for all the kind words. I’m ngl I’m feeling a lot of pressure to get the place sorted “NOW” because I have professionals coming in and out of my flat. I also want the place as nice as possible for my animals. Jordan is coming on Friday to do some more building though and my mum just left after building most the wardrobe (the doors is a 2 person job and I can’t hold them so they wait till Friday) As for the shower and washing my hair - I’m dreading tomorrow because it’s shower and hair wash day again and I’m still having this pain flare. I’m sorry to hear socialising is draining for you too- it’s and awful feeling and it uses valuable spoons esp if you’re like me and have a shortage of spoons for unknown reason. Thank you for getting it and expressing it so well. It will take time for me to settle back in fully especially with the new furniture and rearranged the bedroom… it’s just a lot but I know once it’s done it will be worth it. Do you have any tips on self-regulating?

  • @OneStepBeyond789
    @OneStepBeyond789 Год назад

    Epic! I hope you are having a great time at home!! 🏡💛

    • @wheels_n_feels
      @wheels_n_feels Год назад

      I’ll be honest- it’s pretty overwhelming right now I have a lot of flat pack furniture needing built that I can’t do myself and I can’t unpack till I have all that built but it’s good to be home with my fur babies.