Here is the story of my deconversion from Christianity. I am incredibly thankful that you are willing to take the time to watch this video, and I truly hope you come away with something beneficial afterwards. I've listed a few resources below with the idea that they are a stepping stone to the greater depth of information that is out there. Find something that stands out to you and run with it! I can assure you that these are only scratching the surface:
God Is Not Great: How Religion Poisons Everything (book): www.amazon.com/God-Is-Not-Great-Everything/dp/0446697966
Broad Talk by Christopher Hitchens: ruclips.net/video/PeWpTjmtgXQ/видео.html
Matt Dillahunty and Where Do Atheists Get Their M...