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It’s sad that school is more of a home then ever since it’s summer break so I’ve just tried staying in my room bc heaven knows the chore list I get when I go out I’m honestly sick of it I just wanna feel loved by my own freaking parents and it doesn’t help that I’m very emotional so when they raise there voice I just start bawling so the only thing keeping me away rn is yt and walks with my bestie..

Title: Neutron Stars: Cosmic Marvels of Extreme Density and Magnetic Fields Abstract: Neutron stars, the remnants of massive stellar explosions, stand as some of the most enigmatic and extreme objects in the universe. With densities beyond comprehension and magnetic fields that defy imagination, these celestial bodies challenge our understanding of physics and astrophysics. This essay delves into the fascinating world of neutron stars, exploring their formation, properties, behavior, and the profound implications they hold for our understanding of the cosmos. Table of Contents: 1. Introduction 2. Neutron Star Formation 3. Structure and Composition 4. Properties and Characteristics 5. Observation and Detection 6. Neutron Star Evolution 7. Neutron Star Binaries 8. Neutron Stars as Cosmic Laboratories 9. Neutron Stars and Gravitational Waves 10. Neutron Stars in Popular Culture and Literature 11. Conclusion 1. Introduction: Neutron stars, born from the fiery deaths of massive stars in supernova explosions, represent the final stage in the life cycle of certain stellar remnants. Despite their diminutive size compared to their progenitors, neutron stars possess extraordinary properties that make them stand out in the cosmos. This introductory section sets the stage for a comprehensive exploration of neutron stars, highlighting their significance in astrophysics and cosmology. 2. Neutron Star Formation: The journey of a neutron star begins with the collapse of a massive star at the end of its life. This section examines the processes leading to the formation of neutron stars, including core collapse, supernova explosions, and the role of gravitational collapse in compacting stellar material into an incredibly dense state. 3. Structure and Composition: Neutron stars are characterized by their mind-boggling densities, where a mass comparable to that of the Sun is compressed into a sphere with a radius of only a few kilometers. This section delves into the structure and composition of neutron stars, exploring the exotic matter that exists within their cores and the physics governing their extreme states. 4. Properties and Characteristics: Neutron stars exhibit a myriad of fascinating properties and characteristics, from their intense gravitational fields to their rapid rotation and powerful magnetic fields. This section provides an in-depth analysis of the various properties of neutron stars, including their masses, radii, temperatures, and magnetic strengths. 5. Observation and Detection: Despite their small size and immense distance from Earth, neutron stars can be observed and studied using a variety of observational techniques. This section discusses the methods used to detect neutron stars, including radio pulsar surveys, X-ray observations, and gravitational wave detection. 6. Neutron Star Evolution: The evolution of neutron stars over time is a complex and dynamic process influenced by factors such as accretion, magnetic field decay, and gravitational wave emission. This section explores the evolutionary pathways of neutron stars, including the formation of pulsars, magnetars, and other exotic variants. 7. Neutron Star Binaries: Neutron stars often exist in binary systems with other compact objects such as white dwarfs, black holes, or other neutron stars. This section investigates the behavior of neutron star binaries, including their orbital dynamics, mass transfer processes, and the potential for mergers and collisions. 8. Neutron Stars as Cosmic Laboratories: Neutron stars serve as unique laboratories for studying fundamental physics in extreme environments. This section examines the role of neutron stars in testing theories of gravity, nuclear physics, and high-energy astrophysics, offering insights into the fundamental laws that govern the universe. 9. Neutron Stars and Gravitational Waves: The detection of gravitational waves from neutron star mergers has opened up new avenues for studying these enigmatic objects and exploring the nature of gravity itself. This section explores the relationship between neutron stars and gravitational waves, highlighting the contributions of recent observations to our understanding of neutron star physics. 10. Neutron Stars in Popular Culture and Literature: Neutron stars have captured the imagination of scientists, science fiction writers, and the general public alike, appearing in a wide range of cultural works and literary works. This section examines the portrayal of neutron stars in popular culture, from scientific documentaries to science fiction novels and movies. 11. Conclusion: Neutron stars stand as cosmic marvels of extreme density and magnetic fields, offering a glimpse into the most extreme environments in the universe. This concluding section summarizes the key findings and insights gleaned from our exploration of neutron stars, underscoring their significance in advancing our understanding of astrophysics and cosmology. This essay provides a comprehensive overview of neutron stars, from their formation and structure to their properties, behavior, and implications for our understanding of the universe. By delving into the fascinating world of neutron stars, we gain valuable insights into the extremes of nature and the fundamental laws that govern the cosmos.

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I’m Axton, someone from a D.I.D system. I’m scared.. my host is 14, I’m 15. I’m not sure why I’m really here in this body. We don’t get along much because I possibly have a dangerous/unsafe mental disorder for our mental health. I don’t know why I do things to hurt. I don’t mean to hurt people. What if I hurt my host’s body again… what if I lose control.. what if I ruin things again.. what… what if I scare them again? I don’t want to be here anymore. I cause too many problems for them and anyone else. I hurt people. Sometimes I feel like I don’t regret it. Is that wrong? I feel bad after a while but I still feel cold. There’s something wrong with me. I’m lost and I don’t know what to do anymore. I need help..

100 reasons to stay alive: 
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Love
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you love 75. Heartbreak 76. the feeling of being alone 77. staying up with your friends 78. Rain 79. Pets 80. Coming home after a long rodtrip 81. The days when you accomplish your dream from childhood 82. Memories of your past 83. Meeting your newborn cousin/sibling 84. warm bed
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beutiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

There's nothing wrong with your eyes. 
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU

I love you the way you dance.
I love the the way you laugh.
I love the way you write.
I love the way you sing.
I love the way that your strong.
I love you on the days your happy.
I love you on the days your sad.
I love you on the days you feel lonely.
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares.
I love you on the days you feel amazing.
I love you on the days you feel weird.
I love you on the days where you feel stress.
I love you on the days where you feel alright.
I love you on the days you wanna cry.
I love you on the days you feel miserable.
I love you on the days you feel depressed.
I love you on the days you feel crazy.
I love you on the days you feel loved.
I love you for trying
I love you for staying strong
I love you for waking up
I love you for blinking
I love you when life is kinda meh
I love you when you feel worth it
I love you when you’re in your hard times
I love you when you need someone
I love you when you’re tired
I love you when you’re energetic
I love that you’re mean
I love that you’re nice
I love that your’re sensitive
I love that you’re smart
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love your style
I love your art 
I love you in the day
I love you in the morning
I love you in the night
I love you in the afternoon
I love you in the midnight
I love you even if its 3 am
I love you at your worst 
I love you at your best
I love everything you do
I love you all the time
I love you just the way you are. 

you are perfect. 
I am so proud of you:) 
You made it this far. 
You are amazing:) 
Don't give up. 
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious 
Don't need to be insecure abt your face. 
You are so beautiful<3
Everyone out there loves you:) 
A lot of people are scared to lose you.
I love you.
Everyone loves you. 
Your friends love you. 
Your family also loves you!
Don't listen to those hateful comments. 
They are just jealous of you bc you are very pretty/handsome<3
They are just jealous bc you have a special thing inside you and they don't:) 
You DESERVE everything. You deserve to be loved, to be listened to, to be taken care of. 
You are enough and NOT a mistake<3

And We dont wanna die, we just want all the pain to go away. Am I right or am I not? :)
Just hang in there Kiddo, Everything is gonna be alright! 
You know, Someday we'll be happy! lets just wait for that day to come, alright? <3

I'm slowly starting to accept who I am....and I think you should too:) 

P.S - Im always here for you, tell me everything you wanna tell me because im always here :) I wont die anytime soon so im here mostly online.

You don’t get it, at least you have a phone to escape. I’m not even allowed devices so I have to steal my mums work phone to watch yt because I have nothing else to do (I’m not allowed to leave the house either)

Do you ever just want someone to hug you but they always tell you to suck it up?

Weird how home dosent feel like home its just sad haveing to go to school and pretend everything is perfect also insane how online people care more about you then anyone else...

I don't know what's wrong with me i had a good childhood my family is the best and life was perfect then we moved and it felt like everything fell apart i started hating my self and now i can't even say no to getting someone a glass of water with out feeling like a a holl i don't know what's wrong with me

tw: swearing, sh, self hatred haha.. 😅 i needed to vent im sorry I'm so fucking tired LMAO. I realize how I'm in a spectrum between Bocchi and Ryo from bocchi the rock. Ryo, blunt, likes being alone, dry humour and also; sarcastic asf. Bocchi has a severe form of anxiety called social anxiety like me. But she has it extremely painful fully more. Scared to ask or do simple things and overthinks. I do so much of this. Making friends is like trying to climb 50000 fucking steps 😊🔪. Why am I like this why. I hate myself so goddamn much why can't i be dead. I hate having to be alive. I guess I get this weird feeling when [my crush] hugs me or when I look into their warm hot chocolate eyes, I feel less empty like there's hope. They makes everything better. They're hope. I know they'll never like me that way though haha. Just making sure I don't use she/her or he/him so no one RLLY suspects anything. But yeah. Anyways I won't be able to sleep until 3 hours because I'm still thinking about how pathetic I am. I'll try anyway i guess. Also why the fuck am I so fucking weird and lonely. I can see the messages but can never even answer and I hate it. People probably think there's a lot wrong with me and they're right. I want to talk to George though. I mean George in my cooking class. He seems so nice and I tried asking him to be my friend but I can't even do that. The Bocchi side of me, haha.. why am I rambling Idk I question everything. I want to know how to die peacefully but I'm scared about what happens after. Heaven? A dark, endless spinning void? I don't know I don't know. I just need someone, them, to tell me its going to be okay. I want someone to hold my hand, physically and love me. Why cant i get that. I dont know everything always ends up empty and cold and theres so much wrong with me.

I hate my life, I keep relapsing, I just can’t handle this anymore, no one cares about me, I keep getting my phone taken away, and it’s mental torture trying to get it back. The only people who care about me are my friends, I don’t know if I can continue my life,

Made me cry 😢

i have so many friends but i always feel distant from them, ive been pretty lonely lately. Nobody hits hard

Real

Why cant i be loved...? Im so sick of no one caring about me, im so ugly and i dont eat but yet im still fat...my mom is always yelling at me i know she is stressed but she doesn't have to take it out on me she calls me annoying....and my step-dad told me that i wasn't a good person...no one knows how hard im trying...and no one is going to read this comment...i just wanted to get it out even if no one cares...sorry for wasting your time....bye

There was this guy, we gradually fell inlove and all and after almost a year we decided to make it official at first it was so happy like everything was just amazing, problems accured and my parents didn’t like him they say things that aren’t even true about him. i knew who he was I knew he was innocent and all so to prevent myself from arguing with my parents and hurting him I kept our relationship a secret and told my parents we broke up, It eventually started tiring me out keeping it lowkey wasn’t my thing and he didn’t even know my parents disliked him although he knew we needed to keep it a secret that we were dating. As it kept getting more and more complicated I decided to break it off after a huge fight we had and we lost contact for about 2-3 weeks in where i distracted myself from thinking about him before he started reaching out again and talking to me through texts. We’ve been talking for a while and im not sure if i still like him or what because i think we’d be better off as friends but I know we love each other I just don’t know what to do

Yall I ❤ this

its really hurts when you go from loving someone and realizing they never cared about you😕

i always wonder do my friends actually like me or they just pretending and i annoy the hell out of them?

Pøv:you just want to end it all 😂........😞

I feel like my friends aren’t genuine when they say that I’m funny or sweet, I feel that I can’t truly be myself around them without being judged. I love my friends dearly and I want to believe that they appreciate me and are not annoyed by me but I can’t tell.

This matches everything about me and my life. Im ugly useless a mistake awkward annoying i talk to much im loud noisy and extremely dark when it comes to opinions all im good for is giving advice. Im extremely hopeless. I dont care about myself anymore

EVERYTIME I thinks things get better between us it happens over and over again and I have no one to talk to about it, it really hurts

"No one notice your pain" "No one notice your sadness" "No one notice your tears" But they notice your mistakes

Home is toxic School is stressful Go to school yo get away from home Go to home to ger away from school

DON'T DELETE THIS!

was proud of the sketch i made so i sent it to the gc and only one person responded and she said “can i be honest?”

The worst feeling is when all your tears are gone and then when you wanna cry you can't.

all i know about my future is thatvim getting a ; tatto.

Pov: me Cuz my moms sending me to a mental hospital and i let my grandma down but she was the only person to ever understand me Cuz she raised me from 5 months old to 9 yrs old and im crying alone cuz i was tuaght better.

i have a knife in my hand i’m bleeding in the leg is this what you wanted? /dir

Hey if you see this just know <3 I love your hair I love your forehead I love your eyebrows I love your eyelashes I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your teeth I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you for eating breakfast I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything I'm so proud of you I love you You are enough I know I dont know you I still love you no matter what you do And just please if you think about committing s*icide just know there is people who love you and im one of them

Im done. Im done with school. Im done with fake people. Im done with my life. Im done with being a disappointment. Im done with feeling hated. Im done with feeling alone. Im done with feeling like nobodys here. Im done with myself. Im done with not being able to just have joy. Im done with my father. Im done with my mother. Im done with just even trying to get my dad to come to important stuff. Im done with my dad never showing up. Im done with my mom treating me like crap. Im done with school. Im just done its too much.

It's weird that online people are way better than my parents.

“you’ve changed so much” what do you expect.

i feel like shit.i can use my phone bc its just fucking broken,and i know its stupid and im using a computer rn,but i reall was attached to the damn thing.now it wont connect to wifi,it just shuts it off.i hate it.and i think i might relapse soon.i hope i dont.idk

I don’t even know what to do anymore, my mom literally gets mad at me for just asking a question. I don’t know if this is bad parenting or not. But we were gonna make pizza but I guess not because I don’t understand anything and my mom yelled at me for asking what to do, I don’t know if I’m dumb or not.

ITS OKAY TO NOT BE OKAY

u know it's gotten really bad when people on youtube care about you more then your friends or family do.... when i need to cry i dont. I cover up with laughs and smiles. nobody except the strangers on youtube knows about this and cares.... I just wish i was a normal 12 year old at school who had friends that didn't walk in a line and leave you behind, or parents that understand me... i haven't had the courage to tell anyone. I need to put on different personalities for every single person in my life just to get them to like me. im not smart im not pretty im not athletic im not loved im not happy im not perfect im not innocent im not tall i am not good enough ------- i am faking that im happy i am procrastinating i am putting on a fake smile I am writing this because i dont know what i want anymore. i dont know what there is to aspire in life anymore

i might end it

pov: trying not to cry in school because someone made fun of something u might need surgery for.

Galaxial ahh beat🔥🔥

tw : ☹️ Vent. I can’t breathe when I cry. It’s .. painful. I can’t even feel my right hand.(intravenous injection,idk what you call it.) Everytime I woke up, I feel dizzy and want to puke. Whenever my doctor serves me food and leave. I start crying because I have no appetite and my throat is sore. I can’t even eat anything.☹️

i dont know if anyone else feels this but i feel more at home with every one who hates me and thinks im weird and complains and about everything then going home

I help people but they dont help me am i....that useless...

I hink I’m just with him for attention at this point

Atp nothing is keeping me from dying now except those 3 people..

I just feel like quitting my parents are disappointed in me and I’m failing school I’m getting grounded for a week and I have nothing to mentally occupy me I have bad spending issues (money) I’m so depressed I get bullied at school I’m might just quit …

How come this playlist isnt on Spotify! Its so good ❤ ( if it is on Spotify pls tell me im too stupid to know)