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Hi Lilian ❤ thank you for speaking your view on this. I love the difference between internal compass vs external compass. I love this! We need to listen to ourselves.

uau. I'm from Portugal lol. What a chance!

Ruzzi / finis proffa 😱💩💩🇷🇺👎👎👎

Perfectly stated conversation!! The system is hell on Lightworkers and higher vibrations 📳

YES to the issue of lack of mirroring- one of my lifelong deepest griefs. I think that it’s one of the reasons I’m aware of the ‘flat effect’ I feel towards the world at the moment- I’m having to intentionally disintegrate in order to find a deeper creative joy again because the world of people I’m observing is having a deleterious effect on my internal landscape.

I highly appreciated this. So understandable. Quite eloquent.

When you and I first get a chance to talk...It's going to be a very surreal dual mirroring experience, that much I'm certain of! 👀 I have never had such a cathartic experience, listening to someone speak I have never had such a cathartic experience, listening to someone speak in a way where my subjective experience is so fundamentally communicated and channeled through another. Nearly word for word...Our experience is the same. Your "big picture" integrative approach, abstracts thinking, ability to foresee the future zeitgeist through bottom lateral bottom up thinking, the uncanny similarity between our intensity that comes through in our speaking, the urgency and passions that feels so alien to those around us, and this constant "rub" with our communications with those around us...All of it. Please reach out to me! SO much to discuss. 👀

One thinks that your logic is faulty... So also are many of your judgements. You are so young yet... I heard a lot of "I's". Ego running wild, fueled by all of that unbridled emotion. One was diagnosed as having Asperger's syndrome, high functioning, in 1983. Could tell you all about the whole "Idiot/Savant" experience, having survived the experience of living almost 7 decades. You speak of being a Savant, a result of your birth, being neutrally divergent. But never once do you speak of, or to! The Idiot side of our personal genetic being. Mistaken thinking on your part, One does consider it. Haven't done much "Shadow work", or actually read anything much of Carl Jung, it would appear. Oh well. Eventually you'll get over yourself. Life has definitely got some major lessons ahead for you! 😂

Thank you for your willingness to share your story in this way. As, the lack of desire to share, as you mentioned for yourself happens with your music, can be all consuming. I further applaud your for being able to (perhaps as you mentioned as a function of social progress) be able to break the cycle which your family has succumb to. These are not easy things to do.

18:40 I love this so much! I was just trying to explain this very thing to my therapist a couple of days ago. I called it riding the wave. Using tools like somatics and journaling for processing through the emotions, rather than tracking and managing cycles. Otherwise I’m just kept in a box and will never be able to bloom. I’ve been in a box my whole life.

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