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im trying to. But you know how depression works it just sneaks up on you.

@@hellocupcakeitsme I had kidney dialysis needles in my y right arm at least 4 years. Now those blood flowing veins are clogged. I had one scope of mu right arm. The doctor tried to clean my veins (blood?). Next day at kidney dialysis place they couldn't get any blood from my body!? That's weird & something I never previously experienced before. Then I went trice ti a surgery location in willow springs IL. They 2wice installed a plastic tube left of my right shoulder. I'm feeling very good. The best thing is to never worry about anything. I was in riversedge rehab place in high school. Those were the days my friend. Enjoy. Bon appetite

Hey,? I poured Pine Saul cleaning liquid. 🍾 🛵 🎸 🥜 🗝 keyboard 🎹 smelling floor cleaner......on TV won't get fooled again The Who

@wallsmartsme oh man I'm sorry to hear that. I know people have it so much worse than I do. I'm appreciative of the stories you and others share. But I keep pushing on. I know my rough day would be someone's best day. I just got to try and keep that in perspective. I lose sight of that quite a bit.

@@hellocupcakeitsme keep pushing keep pushing on

No the picnic is to raise awareness for emergency situations and to connect people with resources within the community. So if I attend the picnic I'll be passing out information about local resources and mental health services in our area. The community fair is a typical carnival and live music family experience. Again I'll be passing out resources and having games people can play and promoting my book at both during that time.

@Roscoesadie Brad who?

@@hellocupcakeitsme phone losers of America in RUclips

@Roscoesadie no I hadn't heard of that show until you mentioned it, and I just looked it up. I used to watch this Muppet show called Crank Yankers back in the day.

Oh man I'm sorry about the leg swelling. I'd have to look up the meanings of dreaming about this items.

@@jonathanp89 well I'm "sorry" you're getting pissed off. But I've lost many friends and family members to this horrible disease. Also if you read in the description and in the comments it does say that I have dyslexia and dyscalculia which means that I transpose numbers and letters and if you've been a consumer of my content for any length of time you would also know that I have diabetes which when your blood sugar is high and your nervous and everything else affects a multitude of things so if you would like to shoot me your email address I have about 10 more videos that I would like to do if you would be willing to voice them over as a service of love as my channel isn't monetized so I wouldn't be able to offer any thing in compensation.

@hellocupcakeitsme I'm ever so sorry for the friends you have lost, and please accept my sincere apologies for rushing to judgement.I just thought you were doing it as some college research project a d couldn't be bothered. I'd be happy to narrate, but I don't want to post my email here? ❤️

Having a letter/ voucher stating that I need a 2 bedroom will get me into a place faster as there's a higher turnover rate (this was told to me by the manager who overseers 3 different properties in the area) . Also, having a second bedroom will give me a space for working on my book, taking online classes, doing my podcast & RUclips channel and can also serve as a meditation/spiritual space. And when I have family visiting me they'll have a place to sleep.

Dude he’s blind he’s blind and he drew the whole book, how selfish do you need to be not to be able to celebrate someone who has accomplished something incredible. it might not mean a lot to you but that shouldn’t diminish the work he put in and challenges he had to overcome. In short think before you speak and maybe don’t always assume the worst in people trying to make a life just like you but with their own challenges 🎤💧

The book is a beautifully illustrated picture book with a positive message about family and adoption!

@@colinlaw8342 he's also someone who doesn't offer wholesale resell on his website and actively has a clause preventing it. so how come he's even getting this email if he isn't making shit up 🤔 but hey I guess "I'm blind and made a book" wasn't a good enough marketing strategy, so "my book was banned" (which is objectively false, even his story is just refunded not ban) don't give into rage bait and let peopel market with it, they are profiting off perpetuating homophobia.

Watch his latest video about his book actually getting banned. And how the lady who he was originally dealing with got fired. And why would he offer wholesale resell? Do you know how expensive it is to publish a book? What that book store was blatantly homophobic. But because of it, there's several other stores that have ordered copies and more still. I hope the lady who got fired files a lawsuit for wrongful termination or that the ACLU gets involved. But another company will probably snag her up in a heartbeat.

Thank you. Do you have a video suggestion maybe I can cover it.

Trust me people dragging me in the comments for my ability or inability to speak on this subject or any subject matter it's the least that I deal with I have people telling me that I should unalive myself and everything else all the time. Thank you for your support and for watching my video(s) and if you've subscribed.

@@hellocupcakeitsme They’re weird@os! Tell ‘em to take their own advice!!

Okay, so did I! It was us that helped a lot of guys transition. Why would you leave such a rude comment. If you don’t like the content or it triggers you why listen?

Thank you!

I'm so very sorry. American's health care system sucks. I hope that you can find a doctor who will do holistic health treating all of you, not just stuff compounded by the medications they're giving you.

I lost a lot of friends to it and watched as it tore the community apart. Sorry for the bad reading, I've got dyslexia and get flustered. Any part of LGBTQ history you'd like to see covered?

Your reading isn’t bad. I’m dyslexic as well. But mine is mainly with numbers. Could you do recap of Todd Nice. (Todd’s Greatest Regret)

It's scary all the shit the government(s) are trying to pass off as medicine.

Yes it really is .And if you watch this video it shows you how they engineered the AIDS pandemic ruclips.net/video/LbYk-DBKPic/видео.htmlsi=SxX3VXwm_g6-lTDF

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I try to buy they're those times when I get bogged down

I was so happy to see him. I see them all the time swimming around, but never really hunting or eating like that.

Yeah I was so happy to see him. I've never seen one eating something they just caught.

Well thank you for watching what you could. I'm dyslexic and diabetic which my blood sugar was high that day which affected my eyes. I did the best I could. I'll be doing more of these videos in June. Maybe I can find someone who would be willing to record them for free 🤷‍♂️ accepting volunteers 😊

I’m sorry but that woman’s comment was rude and insensitive. You answered her with class and finesse.😃👍✨💖✨

@danityvanityinsanity thank you. However, I make no qualms about my sort comings. I've had worse said to me in the almost 12yrs of having this channel. I do it and share my personal story and struggles for those who can relate, and for those who may not have the courage to voice their own short comings, whatever those may be. For those who come forth from the either to connect with me or share their public acknowledgements, it gives me purpose and drive to continue on. Right, wrong, or indifferent, I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea, thankfully there's other beverages to imbibe 😊

She wasn't being rude, it was a very fair comment. It was not a personal attack.

Thank you. Yeah it's definitely difficult to say the least. I'm happy that you've got those resources. I'm sure I'd have better resources available if I didn't live in a rural area. But I much rather be in the country than in the city nowadays. I miss the convenience of city life, but not the buzz of it any more.

I had ChatGPT create it and I'm going to have a lawyer look it over

And for a long time there I noticed things were getting better. But eden it became a problem for me is when I was actively overdrawing my bank account and seeking change to purchase it. I didn't like the "dependency" I was experiencing. So I had to force myself to quit. I'm not opposed to ever smoking or using THC products in the future, but as of right now I don't feel a need to. That's not to say that I haven't thought about hitting my vape pen or smoking those stale nuggets I keep in a box next to my bed with my bong and pipe in it, because I have. And over the last 3 weeks have really wanted nothing more than to light up and just escape into the high, but I've withheld. Now if I could only do that with some of the junk foods I crave that would be amazing lol. I'm glad you're doing well and sorry to hear about the nausea. I heard ginger candy helps with that. Maybe something to try?

That's really nice of them to bring you food items from the local food bank. I go weekly just to supplement my grocery needs that are not covered by my SNAP benefits.

No that was last summer

Hey if you're willing to do my voice over videos hit me up... otherwise thanks for watching and making light of my dyslexia!

Be kind. He has dyslexia, & has the courage to do this anyway.

Thank you! 🤗 do you have any other suggestions for future videos?

I'm tired of the snow. But I'm not ready for the heat wave :( I think I rather be cold than hot!

Got to love days when you have all the seasons lol

Thank you. I'm trying but not making any progress. But it has really helped my mental health though! And thank you for the compliment on the cover.

Thank you. This June I'll be showcasing some more LGBTQ histories. Anything you'd like to see covered?

Thank you. I have dyslexia and don't read it loud very well. But I try to shed some light on LGBTQ historical figures. Hope you find value in my other videos and content! Be blessed and have a wonderful holiday season 🤗

@@hellocupcakeitsme ah happy holidays to you as well and looking 👀 forward to new content also 😊 ❣️

You read just fine!

Oh my God no! I'm so so so sorry. Having lost my house to a fire I completely understand what you're going through. She'll show back up in a few days just keep going back. Our cats came back after 3 days. I hope they get you into new housing asap and are able to get your stuff replaced.

@@hellocupcakeitsme the local town building inspector supervisor asked me my age and phone number. He said he should be able to replace much of what I lost in the fire 🔥.

Well I hope that's the case. F**k my heart hurts for you bud! Hopefully you are somewhere safe for now.