hexia
hexia
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6 months of heartbreak, documented.
the video above shows me documenting the hardest 6 months of my life. hope you were able to take something from it or at least find it interesting.
thanks for the support, please subscribe if you can :)
feel free to check out my other stuff if you'd like:
TikTok: www.tiktok.com/@somekidwithnomoney
Instagram: steventhenotveryhomohomosapien
RUclips: you're hereee hehe
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Видео

Alone In Mexico City | broke boi S1 E3
Просмотров 9 тыс.8 месяцев назад
a lil life update. thanks a ton for watching, hope you enjoyed :) won't use autofocus next time, oooopsies love you *kiss* feel free to check out my other stuff if you'd like: TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMeDwA7CD/ RUclips: you're hereee hehe
regret.
Просмотров 26 тыс.Год назад
regret.
Beginner's First Time Door Knocking (AWFUL) | broke boi S1 E2
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.Год назад
hey, this is me just trying out some salesy stuff and god it felt awkward. dunno if I'll be doin anything like this again oof hehe thanks so much for watching and I hope you enjoyed :) love you *kiss* feel free to check out my other stuff if you'd like: TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMeDwA7CD/ RUclips: you're hereee hehe
My First V6 Boulder
Просмотров 2,2 тыс.Год назад
This is the story of me trying to climb my first V6 boulder at the climbing gym. I've been at V5s for quite some time now :P How to climb a V6. Bouldering Progress. Climbing. Climbing Gym. The Burden of Dreams. Trying to Climb a V6. Movement Gyms. How to Become an Expert Climber. Climbing Strength. Thanks for watching! Here are my other socials if you'd like to see more of my content :)... TikT...
Getting Public Opinion about Kanye West
Просмотров 838Год назад
A film my friend and I worked on last November in SF, aiming to deliver public opinion on Kanye to the masses. In no way do I condone Kanye's recent messages. I very much condemn them. Thanks for watching! *heart* Love you all :)
Who is Hexia?
Просмотров 18 тыс.2 года назад
Just a little bit of a channel intro. Hope you enjoy! Here are my social media accounts if you'd like to check them out... TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMeDwA7CD/ RUclips: you're hereee hehe
trash is sometimes a gift
Просмотров 9872 года назад
just a little film I made on a wim because I needed to take out the trash on a rainy day. it was quite nice.
The Beauty of Travel
Просмотров 1,3 тыс.2 года назад
This film is a story about travel and my admiration for it. Hope you enjoy! :) Travel, London, Amsterdam, Bonneville Salt Flats, Utah, Roadtrip. New York City. How to travel. How to make money to travel. Nostalgia. Mexico. My car broke down. Driving across the Country. Blue skies. White salt. SALTY. Algorithm. BRANDON. The Best of Times. The Worst of Times. Europe. America. Risk. RUclips algori...
i regret not going to college
Просмотров 2,5 тыс.2 года назад
this is an introspective video about college and how my life's going following my decision to *not* pursue it. perhaps I'll go back...who knows :p. ayo, how's college? @braxtonhaugen :) should I go to college? Is college right for me. why you should go to college. why you should not go to college. University. UC Berkeley. Harvard. Princeton. Yale. Columbia. USC. NYU. and all the other dang coll...
how to save money on gas
Просмотров 4712 года назад
this is just a video about why people decide to spend more money on gas, gotta watch to find the answer :). how to save money on gas, gas prices, gas prices all time high, has prices are high, gas prices have gone down, interview videos, man on the street, what car should I buy, best places to get gas, what kind of gas should I put in my car? please holy algorithm bless me and give me money so ...
Tahoe Beach Party
Просмотров 9072 года назад
this video showcases my friend and I interviewing random people in lake tahoe on the 4th of july hope you enjoy(ed)! party, go crazy, 4th of July, turnt, beer, ice cold beers, girls, boys, lake tahoe. independence day. fireworks. channel 5. interviews. interview. interviewing random people. how to interview. beach. sand. sandcastles. drugs. YEAT. rair's soundcloud: soundcloud.com/rohan-nair-417...
How I Lost All my Money
Просмотров 7652 года назад
This is a movie about how I unknowingly bought a broken car and how I learned a thing from it. used car, broken, used car dealer, prius, prius repair, repair, engine, engine replacement, bladee, drain gang, loss and gain is the same, lactose intolerance, o'reilly's, how to, should I buy a prius, scam, lose money, make money, I don't know just please algorithm bless me. Also please check out my ...
Pi Day 7
Просмотров 4,7 тыс.2 года назад
Pi Day 7
1 Month Skate Progression: Doing Ollies for 30 Days Straight
Просмотров 3962 года назад
1 Month Skate Progression: Doing Ollies for 30 Days Straight
UC Berkeley's 4 Rules for Sleep
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.3 года назад
UC Berkeley's 4 Rules for Sleep
pissing off my teachers with bananas
Просмотров 9913 года назад
pissing off my teachers with bananas
giving pie to random people on the streets
Просмотров 3353 года назад
giving pie to random people on the streets
i took cold showers for 1000 days
Просмотров 2,3 тыс.3 года назад
i took cold showers for 1000 days
they took me to the psych ward
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.4 года назад
they took me to the psych ward
be spontaneous
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.4 года назад
be spontaneous
Goodbye 2017
Просмотров 3837 лет назад
Goodbye 2017
Check the description
Просмотров 8687 лет назад
Check the description
AP World Periodization 2016-17
Просмотров 5617 лет назад
AP World Periodization 2016-17
Stuff We did at Genesis 4
Просмотров 5288 лет назад
Stuff We did at Genesis 4
How to: Turn Your iPhone into an iPhone 7
Просмотров 8148 лет назад
How to: Turn Your iPhone into an iPhone 7

Комментарии

  • @Mother_leopard
    @Mother_leopard 54 минуты назад

    My husband past away almost 4 years ago . There is no timeline for grief, alive or not . Long relationships or short . Grief is the most painful feeling. Also this song to me , is one of the most beautifully haunting song . Good pic 🖤

  • @jackeymontreal8348
    @jackeymontreal8348 Час назад

    4 yeas relationship breakup, day 7,this day is the worst day by far, full of agony and pain, 'cause I begain to realize that I lost her forever, Just can't accept that, hope I can move on in the future.

  • @JokerakaMrDNM
    @JokerakaMrDNM 4 часа назад

    bro, this is my day 10 from my breakup,I can't forgive myself, this is my fault

  • @jadawettering7930
    @jadawettering7930 6 часов назад

    seeing guys cry is a different type of pain

  • @joyh2320
    @joyh2320 8 часов назад

    such a beautiful young man inside and out🥺 such a pure, precious soul, i cant understand how someone could break this poor babys heart

  • @DevDreams-9Dragonz
    @DevDreams-9Dragonz 9 часов назад

    Its crazy how many things can hide behind a smile ! Dont worry , women are broken its just bad code behind their brains XD

  • @Textyourmomback
    @Textyourmomback 10 часов назад

    Love this

  • @holliebarker7810
    @holliebarker7810 11 часов назад

    I liked and subscribed within 1 min of watching

  • @GemmaRoseFlows
    @GemmaRoseFlows 11 часов назад

    I was not ready for amount of feels that OOOOOOZED out of this video 🫠

  • @err2006
    @err2006 11 часов назад

    man up, bro! no wonder she broke up with you. She left you for a real man!

  • @homiek5974
    @homiek5974 12 часов назад

    f

  • @Anonymous-gt4uh
    @Anonymous-gt4uh 17 часов назад

    Its been 1 month 20 days he's gone..

  • @johnbishop9621
    @johnbishop9621 18 часов назад

    Had heartbreak for two years. It sucks but I can assure you, the next one, and there will likely be more, will not nearly be as bad.

  • @letsgoo4987
    @letsgoo4987 18 часов назад

    Hey bro what editing software do u use

  • @ucstellar1368
    @ucstellar1368 18 часов назад

    Put God First Again!! - 10 Reasons Why It Makes Perfect Sense To Wait... 1. The 'A Plan'. God's perfect plan is not for fatherless children to be roaming the earth but for all children to be born to parents who love and are committed to each other. Any child who has a parent that isn't playing an active role in their lives will know rejection. 2. Blueprint. In Jewish culture, a covenant was formed by the planting of a seed/ tree or by people cutting their wrists and exchanging blood. God designed sex to be a COVENANT (aka promise). The act of sex is a promise of faithfulness. 3. Soul ties. Sex impacts us on more than just a physical level. When soul ties are formed there is typically a fallout when the ties are broken/ one attempts to break them. 4. Intimacy. Nobody should 'know' you better than your spouse. If you have been more sexually or emotionally intimate with somebody from your past than you are with your spouse, this can cause problems in your marriage. 5. Wheat from the chaff. If somebody really loves you and not simply lusts you, they'll wait... Hello! They'd wait for Beyonce, they can wait for you. 6. The cliche of sexual sin. Whenever the devil wants to win a man's soul he pretty much always uses sex, money or both. Don't just be a walking, talking, breathing cliche...! 7. 'Everybody is doing it so why shouldn't I?' There is nothing new about sexual sin under the sun. Christians are called iar people', i.e different [1 Peter 2:9], rather than take the broad easy road that leads to hell [Matthew 7:13]. Jesus was a revolutionary...Christianity is not for the yellow-bellied. 8. Christianity either maintains, updates or does away with Jewish law (e.g. the Jewish dietary code is not applicable to Christians). Old Testament teaching of sexual sin (fornication or more broadly sexual immorality) being outside the will of God for mankind, is repeatedly maintained in the New Testament [Galatians 5:19, 1 Corinthians 5: 9-11]. 9. Do not be deceived. If we are going to disregard sexual sin then we may as well disregard all other sins in Christianity. If there is 'no sin', what the heck did Jesus come to earth and die for??? 10. Sexual Compatibility '101'. Whilst nobody ever built a 'whole relationship' off of sex alone, there is of course a place and purpose for it. Sex was designed by God to be something beautiful and binding between a husband & wife. What if you marry somebody and you're not sexually compatible? To become sexually compatible a husband and wife need to just find out what the other person likes and doesn't like, and to also realize that everyone has a learning curve. Thank God that that there is forgiveness and restoration at hand for anyone who repents. Repenting though is not the same as simply confessing or saying you're 'sorry'. The Greek root of the word 'repent' translates as 'turn away'. Yep that's a U-turn baby! We are largely responsible for what .Put God First Again!!! - 10 Reasons Why It Makes Perfect Sense To Wait... 1. The 'A Plan'. God's perfect plan is not for fatherless children to be roaming the earth but for all children to be born to parents who love and are committed to each other. Any child who has a parent that isn't playing an active role in their lives will know rejection. 2. Blueprint. In Jewish culture, a covenant was formed by the planting of a seed/ tree or by people cutting their wrists and exchanging blood. God designed sex to be a COVENANT (aka promise). The act of sex is a promise of faithfulness. 3. Soul ties. Sex impacts us on more than just a physical level. When soul ties are formed there is typically a fallout when the ties are broken/ one attempts to break them. 4. Intimacy. Nobody should 'know' you better than your spouse. If you have been more sexually or emotionally intimate with somebody from your past than you are with your spouse, this can cause problems in your marriage. 5. Wheat from the chaff. If somebody really loves you and not simply lusts you, they'll wait... Hello! They'd wait for Beyonce, they can wait for you. 6. The cliche of sexual sin. Whenever the devil wants to win a man's soul he pretty much always uses sex, money or both. Don't just be a walking, talking, breathing cliche...! 7. 'Everybody is doing it so why shouldn't I?' There is nothing new about sexual sin under the sun. Christians are called iar people', i.e different [1 Peter 2:9], rather than take the broad easy road that leads to hell [Matthew 7:13]. Jesus was a revolutionary...Christianity is not for the yellow-bellied. 8. Christianity either maintains, updates or does away with Jewish law (e.g. the Jewish dietary code is not applicable to Christians). Old Testament teaching of sexual sin (fornication or more broadly sexual immorality) being outside the will of God for mankind, is repeatedly maintained in the New Testament [Galatians 5:19, 1 Corinthians 5: 9-11]. 9. Do not be deceived. If we are going to disregard sexual sin then we may as well disregard all other sins in Christianity. If there is 'no sin', what the heck did Jesus come to earth and die for??? 10. Sexual Compatibility '101'. Whilst nobody ever built a 'whole relationship' off of sex alone, there is of course a place and purpose for it. Sex was designed by God to be something beautiful and binding between a husband & wife. What if you marry somebody and you're not sexually compatible? To become sexually compatible a husband and wife need to just find out what the other person likes and doesn't like, and to also realize that everyone has a learning curve. Thank God that that there is forgiveness and restoration at hand for anyone who repents. Repenting though is not the same as simply confessing or saying you're 'sorry'. The Greek root of the word 'repent' translates as 'turn away'. Yep that's a U-turn baby! We are largely responsible for what.

  • @AndersenTrades
    @AndersenTrades 19 часов назад

    It made you a strong man

  • @shanecrean3694
    @shanecrean3694 20 часов назад

    I related to this video so much, and it’s really comforting knowing that we’re not alone in our struggles. My girlfriend and I broke up almost three months ago, and we had been together for over two years. We are each other’s first love. It has been really hard, especially since I was the one who led to the downfall of the relationship. I gave up on myself, I gave up on her, and I gave up on us. I regret it horribly. I wish I fought to make things better. A few weeks after things ended, I moved abroad from the US to Spain. It has been pretty tough adjusting to a completely different way of life while actively going through your first heartbreak. I was worried because I believed that grief was linear, but I kept feeling so up and down. Seeing that in this video makes me realize that grief ebbs and flows, and that’s ok. Some days are great, and some days are pretty rough. All I can do is look for the positives and work on myself (mentally and physically). I feel like I’ve grown a lot in these past three months, but I still have some more progress to make. If you somehow made it to the end of my comment and are reading this while going through a breakup, just know this: it’s not the end of the world. Grief is a normal thing to experience, it means that your love for that person was genuine. Keep your chin up and keep moving forward.

  • @Stickybutton
    @Stickybutton 20 часов назад

    Damn, you're a good looking kid. Wake the fuck up dude, its her loss.

  • @mantap5105
    @mantap5105 День назад

    Hey guys, this is my day 1 of the break up. We weren’t together for long but what we had was real and it’s so painful. Knowing that it takes 6 months to process or even more, I’m going to have a rough trip. Wish you all the best

  • @KaydenMakesContent
    @KaydenMakesContent День назад

    its been over 2 years and i still have my days...

  • @KenOneForAll-s1b
    @KenOneForAll-s1b День назад

    Ocean man take Mr by the hand into the land 😢

  • @LukaVibes
    @LukaVibes День назад

    I can totally feel so much w/ the way you grieved. It’s been a year but it’s easy to remember stuff about my partner that helped me understand why I cared for him so much. I do miss those moments but I’ve come to appreciate the time I leave for myself now. Thank you for sharing your story. 💜

  • @yellowmesh7821
    @yellowmesh7821 День назад

    Day 14 got me good, i saw myself there for a second

  • @harvesterofsubs5561
    @harvesterofsubs5561 День назад

    The Adventure Time theme song has the innate ability to jerk my tears every single time I hear it

  • @chrisjarling
    @chrisjarling 2 дня назад

    Went through a similar experience. ~4 years, moved in together, first serious relationship of my life. When we broke up it crushed me and I had to very slowly start picking up the pieces. I wrote 1000+ words a day for 6 months straight, which was my way of dealing with it. While this was one of the hardest times in my life, I wouldn't want to miss it. It made me the person I am today, which I am very grateful for.

  • @Tony-es3yi
    @Tony-es3yi 2 дня назад

    im a god

  • @annietan5159
    @annietan5159 2 дня назад

    which podcast where u listening to?

  • @noahmartinez1877
    @noahmartinez1877 2 дня назад

    I just broke up with her, we were long distance not far apart but being yound we couldnt see eachother much. I couldnt handle only seeing eachother about twice a month, but I love her so much.

  • @AngieLuna7899
    @AngieLuna7899 2 дня назад

    My boyfriend broke up with me yesterday, we were long distance and I guess the distance was just getting to him, so he broke it off and unfriended me on everything and I'm pretty devastated 💔

  • @yojalen
    @yojalen 2 дня назад

    DAMN this is hard to watch

  • @engcapt1
    @engcapt1 2 дня назад

    The person I once thought was my answered prayer and a lifetime partner is now the reason I pray to God every day and night, asking Him to remove her from my mind and provide an explanation for why such a terrible experience happen to me. She is now leaning on the shoulders of other man and happy while I was left alone in our relationship, still wondering if the love, care, and experience she gave me was real.

  • @AkaruiKamandi
    @AkaruiKamandi 3 дня назад

    … I know how this goes… my ex of 6 years.. almost married.. had our own place and car … everything was getting better after some issues.. it took some time to move on… it definitely gets better

  • @schelz3878
    @schelz3878 3 дня назад

    tu ta completamente maluco

  • @NotLuvely
    @NotLuvely 3 дня назад

    Mad respect 🙏 posting this is something i don't think i could ever do. And committing to documenting it

  • @its_sleepz
    @its_sleepz 3 дня назад

    Lwk having that thought of needing to record a clip can also make u keep remembering that person over and over

  • @holly-e5d
    @holly-e5d 3 дня назад

    its been a month and a few days sense it happened and i still miss him everyday...

  • @sophquien
    @sophquien 3 дня назад

    thank you for this video, i hope you’re in a better place in life right now. i was just broken up with a few days ago. this is the worst breakup i’ve ever gone through, the pain is unfathomable and currently feels insurmountable, but i have hope that i will heal with time. we had so much love for each other, believed we were soulmates, and planned our future together. we had so many beautiful memories together and so much love for each other and i will forever carry a piece of him in my heart. i’m in so much pain, and i do put a lot of the blame on myself because i had hurt him and broke his boundaries especially within the past two weeks due to my depression and low self esteem. i know that in the future, i'll be able to revisit our memory with a deep appreciation for the time we had together and look back with gratitude that he let me go because i needed to become a better person.

  • @EvelynDelaCaridad
    @EvelynDelaCaridad 3 дня назад

    Me veo en el, pero no hay nada mas bonito que un día atras del otro 🎉

  • @energenz5339
    @energenz5339 3 дня назад

    It's been five months. I stopped crying everyday. Stopped thinking about her every minute. But I still miss her so much. Her thoughts are the only thing of her that belongs to me. Life feels empty. Being happy is like a long lost memory. It feels like she took a part of me with her. I still pray for her well being twice every day. I know she is fine and is doing well yet the craving to know how she is? how was her day ? how her life is? eats me from within. Her birthday is coming and knowing that I won't be able to wish her and wont be able to make her feel special on her special day is unbearable. I hope she never has to see this video. I pray she never has to go through such pain. I am left with only two things- This constant urge of seeing her again just once and the question- was I really that bad that I have to face all this agony? I still miss you my dear fellow. I still crave looking in your beautiful eyes the love that you once had for me.

  • @juliawhite3692
    @juliawhite3692 3 дня назад

    this was so amazing to watch. also the haircut looks great!

  • @mervecokca3786
    @mervecokca3786 3 дня назад

    Thank you so much for giving your time to us🤍

  • @siddharth_.
    @siddharth_. 3 дня назад

    I'm on my day 44 and I'm miserable

  • @juniorgtz6
    @juniorgtz6 4 дня назад

    vm needed video

  • @reallyvictor
    @reallyvictor 4 дня назад

    bros so real for ts

  • @amanx19_.__
    @amanx19_.__ 4 дня назад

    🫂Evrythng's gona be alt dude....im goin the same thing

  • @hasanimran1557
    @hasanimran1557 4 дня назад

    We used to stay up until 5 a.m., talking and sharing so many things. Whenever I saw her, I got butterflies. I respected her a lot, and still do to this day. But the whole "moving on" process made me a new person, one I can't even imagine. Now, people admire and adore me. Because I don't rely on others, I love myself first. You could call it a "sigma" thing, but it really works. I'm truly thankful she gave me a heartbreak, because it helped me discover myself.

  • @metasploitness1927
    @metasploitness1927 4 дня назад

    stop crying in the internet

  • @kartikkhotele_2482
    @kartikkhotele_2482 4 дня назад

    Thankyou for this video ❤❤❤

  • @mayar9676
    @mayar9676 4 дня назад

    I love him I miss him , but he does not love me or appreciate I am not here for compassion or being called stupid I just want a place to write cuz I can’t tell anyone. I love him even after thing he did, I gave him my heart my all and many chances which he fucked it up right away, he slut shamed me he accused me and he never trusted me. 10 days passed today and he never reached to me, yes I am the one who chose to let go and walk away but he was fighting me everyday and calling me names then wake up the next morning saying don’t disappear I am sorry. I just love him and we had really great times and he was my first love. Maybe I did mistakes on my side and he did but this relationship will never ever be repaired again it’s done so why do I keep crying and wanting to hug him? Why can’t I hate him or at least stop loving him after all he did to me?

  • @haiku6999
    @haiku6999 4 дня назад

    Im in the Month 9. IT’s so hard. Especially when guilt catches up with you. Im better but I miss her and i want know about her life