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My Darkest Days(ASMR)Agoraphobia/Audio
Просмотров 1815 лет назад
Something new I'm trying out. Let me know what you think. It'll get better, just give me time. I'm still learning how to improve my audio but I had to start this now or I would never attempt it again. Sometimes its just way easier for me to just talk instead of messing around with filming everything.
Boxycharm April 2018 Review/Demo
Просмотров 506 лет назад
Hey guys I was disappointed in this boxycharm just because I had the palette already. I'm still excited for future boxes.I hope everyone is doing well. Let me know what videos you guys want to see me do,I would love suggestions.
TASTE TEST/JAPANESE TREATS
Просмотров 828 лет назад
I'm still working on myself. Putting vids out even though I feel like crap. I use a lot of words over and over again...I know...You don't have to tell me. I was hoping I would taste something really great from Japan but it was the total opposite. Not hating on Japan or anything. I'm very picky and these treats just weren't for me. I still had fun filming this and I hope someone could get a laug...
Sadness Haul/IKatehouse/Agoraphobic
Просмотров 838 лет назад
I LOVE IKATEHOUSE!!! I had no problem with the company or the products. My mood was just horrible in this video but I still laughed at myself! I'm trying my hardest to feel human. I made a promise to myself that I would put out videos no matter how horrible I look. So yes I know I look rough as hell and my bad acne is showing. I learned with age acne does not go away unfortunately so I just hav...
Is Matte Liquid Lipstick for women 40+?/HOW TO
Просмотров 1968 лет назад
In this video I let you in on a few tips to go about wearing matte liquid lipstick for women that are 40 and older. I hope it helps. Leave me any video suggestions below in the comments. I would love to hear from you. I hope to add more videos soon. ADD ME: mentalmakeup nonsmentalmakeup mentalmakeup1
Drunk Review/U.K Candy Test Taste/With Guests
Просмотров 648 лет назад
I've gotten some request to do a drunk review so I did one. Sorry for the quality of the video. It was getting dark so the lighting was bad and we were all too drunk to figure it out. This video was made for fun so nobody take offense if we said something wrong. Once again we were all drunk as hell. Also the camera shut off so there's no ending..Sorry.
10 YEARS AGORAPHOBIC/DATING?PTSD FEEDBACK LOOPS
Просмотров 3249 лет назад
TURN UP THE VOLUME. Sorry the camera records low. I recorded this journal entry on 1/20/15. I'm gonna try my hardest to post more journal entries. Let me know if you want me to get more info on the PTSD Feedback loops. comment or send me a message with any future video suggestions. I know I'm all over the place in this vid but that's how my mind is these days. Connect with me: My Instagram: ins...
BEAN BOOZLED CHALLENGE WITH BROTHER
Просмотров 3179 лет назад
PLEASE EXCUSE THE MILK IN MY HAIR. This challenge was really really gross but also very fun to do. My Facebook: mentalmakeup My Instagram: nonsmentalmakeup My Twitter: mentalmakeup1
GHOST STORY AND GHOST PEPPER/W DAUGHTER
Просмотров 5649 лет назад
Many of you have asked for more ghost video's with my daughter. So here is one for you. We will be doing more in the future we just have to remember them and write them down. We also eat a ghost pepper in the second part of the vid. Enjoy! My Facebook: mentalmakeup My Instagram: nonsmentalmakeup My twitter: mentalmakeup1
HARRY POTTER BERTIE BOTTS BEANS/WITH SISTER
Просмотров 3579 лет назад
This was so horrible LOL. I will be uploading a few more video's with family members. I hope you guys enjoy them. Let me know if there are anymore challenges you want to see me do. My Facebook: mentalmakeup My Instagram: nonsmentalmakeup My Twitter: mentalmakeup1
LIP LACQUER BY RUBY KISSES/Lip Swatches/Review
Просмотров 53410 лет назад
I've been really enjoying these! Hope you guys like my review. Where I purchased my Lip Lacquer: www.beautyonlinesupply.com/ruby-kisses-lip-lacquer.html Lip Lacquer Colors in video: Purple Berry Orange(Coral) Midnight(Plum Black) True Blood Ladylike(fuschia) Aruba Blue My Instagram: nonsmentalmakeup My facebook: mentalmakeup?ref=tn_tnmn My Twitter: mentalm...
NYX MACARON LIPPIES/FIRST IMPRESSION/REVIEW/SWATCHES
Просмотров 25410 лет назад
My first impression on the new Nyx Macaron Lippies. I really enjoy these colors! www.nyxcosmetics.com/p-255-macaron-lippies.aspx Macaron Lippies Colors: CITRON (MALS07) KEY LIME (MALS03) PISTACHIO (MALS06) BLACK SESAME (MALS10) ORANGE BLOSSOM (MALS02) VIOLET (MALS05) BLUE VELVET (MALS04) My Facebook: mentalmakeup My Twitter: mentalmakeup1 My Instagram: non...
Total Beauty Collection Box Review
Просмотров 11310 лет назад
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6 Days No Sleep/Anxiety/Depression/Email Me/Channel Shout Out
Просмотров 34310 лет назад
6 Days No Sleep/Anxiety/Depression/Email Me/Channel Shout Out
Agoraphobia Journal Entry/Anxiety/Update 1/30/14
Просмотров 23710 лет назад
Agoraphobia Journal Entry/Anxiety/Update 1/30/14
New Channel/Therapy/Failures/Anxiety
Просмотров 11010 лет назад
New Channel/Therapy/Failures/Anxiety
CherryCulture Haul/NYX/Jordana/Milani
Просмотров 13810 лет назад
CherryCulture Haul/NYX/Jordana/Milani
How I Style My Hair using FLEXI RODS
Просмотров 17910 лет назад
How I Style My Hair using FLEXI RODS
Anxiety/Depression Vlog Sept.23/2013
Просмотров 14210 лет назад
Anxiety/Depression Vlog Sept.23/2013
Sept. Ipsy/EM/Benefit Review
Просмотров 4310 лет назад
Sept. Ipsy/EM/Benefit Review
Bhut Jolokia Pepper Challenge OMG!!
Просмотров 33010 лет назад
Bhut Jolokia Pepper Challenge OMG!!
WNW MEGALAST Liquid Lip Color Review
Просмотров 60211 лет назад
WNW MEGALAST Liquid Lip Color Review
All By Myself Agoraphobia Vlog.. FML
Просмотров 33111 лет назад
All By Myself Agoraphobia Vlog.. FML
Physical Pain with Depression/Relapse/Getting Worse
Просмотров 67011 лет назад
Physical Pain with Depression/Relapse/Getting Worse
May IPSY Bag/Spring Fling 2013
Просмотров 3911 лет назад
May IPSY Bag/Spring Fling 2013
April's IPSY Bag(Pretty in Pink)NOT TO ME!
Просмотров 4711 лет назад
April's IPSY Bag(Pretty in Pink)NOT TO ME!
Hearing Voices?!PTSD/Depression/Anxiety
Просмотров 2,8 тыс.11 лет назад
Hearing Voices?!PTSD/Depression/Anxiety
MY MAKEUP FAVORITES
Просмотров 12511 лет назад
MY MAKEUP FAVORITES
Make Up Academy(MUA)Haul/Review
Просмотров 26311 лет назад
Make Up Academy(MUA)Haul/Review

Комментарии

  • @teri5679
    @teri5679 2 месяца назад

    Hi I was rewatching Aries live this morning and I saw you were looking for a bottled sauce for your broccoli and chicken .. try hoisin sauce it will taste like Chinese food I also put a little honey in it too

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 2 месяца назад

      Thank you. I will give it a try.

    • @teri5679
      @teri5679 2 месяца назад

      @@mentalmakeup let me know if you like it .. try finding a broccoli slaw mix it chopped broccoli with cabbage mix it in with your chicken and add the hoisin sauce and honey ( I used sugar free honey) just like Chinese food .. keep me posted

  • @skitzo-productions79
    @skitzo-productions79 Год назад

    Hey I just found your tube vlogs… you haven’t posted anything in years.. I hope you’re ok & still coping… I relate to your problems & you give me comfort with what you share

  • @tlcem075
    @tlcem075 2 года назад

    Wowzers!

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 2 года назад

      Wowzers?? Meaning what?

    • @tlcem075
      @tlcem075 2 года назад

      @@mentalmakeup I haven't heard from u in 4 years and boom your video pops up only feed. How have u been? This is T.C

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 2 года назад

      @@tlcem075 I have no control over where or who my videos get recommended to. If you don't want to see them, block me. Don't know what else to tell you

    • @tlcem075
      @tlcem075 2 года назад

      It wasn't a complaint.

  • @meloking1983
    @meloking1983 3 года назад

    How are you

  • @carolbrock5798
    @carolbrock5798 4 года назад

    Hello, The Christian Holy Bible tells us that there is an invisible war on Earth involving very evil demonic spirits who can speak into our ears all manner of thoughts. I too have experienced voices in my ears and thoughts that are not mine. The Lord Jesus Christ helped me in this spiritual battle and He can Help anyone else who will believe God. Please listen to my story on RUclips at Hearing Voices: Real Help and Understanding ruclips.net/video/WoGhx-Orflg/видео.html Praying for you, with compassion, Carol

  • @Queenpinks1
    @Queenpinks1 4 года назад

    Those are demon voices you need Jesus!!🙏

    • @Amber-ev5ui
      @Amber-ev5ui 3 года назад

      People have schizophrenia..... it's a mental illness. You can also get it from anxiety. It's not demons. Coming from a Christian

    • @Jcbartoni64
      @Jcbartoni64 2 года назад

      @@Amber-ev5ui amen

  • @Elegance191
    @Elegance191 4 года назад

    You have the strength...you will be ok...I know..you are NOT ALONE..just message us..I have been through mental issues and it was lonely..Now we can msg one another, let's do so.

  • @zoloswaqqer
    @zoloswaqqer 5 лет назад

    Ur so brave sweetie ❤️😰

  • @sheilanaranjo7346
    @sheilanaranjo7346 5 лет назад

    Good demonstration but Karmin does the best in my opinion.

  • @mentalmakeup
    @mentalmakeup 5 лет назад

    oldie but goodie!!

  • @pattymiles2688
    @pattymiles2688 5 лет назад

    Let go and let God.... rest in His arms sweetie. Trust me that’s the safest place you want to be.

  • @pattymiles2688
    @pattymiles2688 5 лет назад

    New sub- hope you make more videos on here.

  • @bentolleson2585
    @bentolleson2585 5 лет назад

    I don't know what your daughter is taking treatments for, but I'm praying for you and her

  • @bentolleson2585
    @bentolleson2585 5 лет назад

    My name is Benny. I love your videos. Your daughter is lucky to have such an amazing mother 😁

  • @tlcem075
    @tlcem075 5 лет назад

    You still on here?

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 5 лет назад

      Instagram mostly now but yes I'm still here.

    • @tlcem075
      @tlcem075 5 лет назад

      @@mentalmakeup are we good?

  • @newbeginings1096
    @newbeginings1096 5 лет назад

    Sorry your going through this. Hope everything is better for you. I hear voices to from my trauma and verbal abuse my neighbors verbally abused me and still do when they are ease dropping on me. I hate it I was just saying the same this pstd sucks

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 5 лет назад

      I'm sorry you suffer from it also. I don't understand why neighbors don't ever mind their own business. The world would be much easier if they did.

  • @tlcem075
    @tlcem075 6 лет назад

    Me, my brother, and my sister saw this exact same figure in a house we lived in when we were all kids. My mom and dad didn't see it either, well my mom did once when she came home early from work and no one was home but her.

  • @TheIndependentLens
    @TheIndependentLens 6 лет назад

    I love listening to people tell their paranormal experiences.

  • @elgoodwin8544
    @elgoodwin8544 6 лет назад

    Thank you for showing yourself in so many different ways. I died at "I have cat hair on my lip".

  • @anitaking387
    @anitaking387 6 лет назад

    Hi, I have depression too. You aren't alone. Keep up the good work xx

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 6 лет назад

      ANITA KING Hello, thank you for sharing. I wish depression didn't exist but I'm glad we can relate. Thanks for your support.

  • @_RocketQueen_
    @_RocketQueen_ 6 лет назад

    Your videos aren't depressing, I find you inspirational. Seeing you keep fighting through all the awful stuff life has thrown your way encourages me to keep going, your eyeliner game is on point.

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 6 лет назад

      Chantel B Thank you so much. I appreciate the support, it means alot.

  • @staytuned3835
    @staytuned3835 7 лет назад

    how are u now

  • @cmarkme
    @cmarkme 8 лет назад

    Ive got Acrophobia and have recently lost my life long partner to illness so I'm in the boat :-)

  • @thanie18
    @thanie18 8 лет назад

    Do you think people with anixety gotta do the opposite in order to get better ❤️

  • @thanie18
    @thanie18 8 лет назад

    Do you have any support or love !? For your anixety it can help you get thru it more !?

  • @thanie18
    @thanie18 8 лет назад

    Nice how long u had agerophobia & has it gotten better !?

  • @misscherrypoprocks22
    @misscherrypoprocks22 8 лет назад

    You seem all innocent and excited at first lmao.

  • @misscherrypoprocks22
    @misscherrypoprocks22 8 лет назад

    Im watching this at the mall (only way I can) glad you posted. Pc

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +misscherrypoprocks22 Did you get to watch all of it? lol

  • @BarbaraWestBabe
    @BarbaraWestBabe 8 лет назад

    I'm glad you decided to make this even though you weren't feeling well. I have adult acne too. It blows! Left you a thumb up gurl. Hope you feel better soon!

  • @crystaland0509
    @crystaland0509 8 лет назад

    you can talk to me anytime! i can send you my number so we can text if you would like :)

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +crystaland0509 Thank you. I chat on facebook messenger because my stupid phone keeps blacking the screen out when I try to type on it. I don't have money to replace it so I just use my tablet to chat on facebook. So if you don't mind we can do that.

  • @stephaniemartin5693
    @stephaniemartin5693 8 лет назад

    I was smiling the whole time watching this.

  • @stephaniemartin5693
    @stephaniemartin5693 8 лет назад

    you seem like a beautiful amazing person and you deserve to be happy and love yourself. I feel so much from just watching your videos. you seem as deep as an ocean. I hope you come out with more videos.

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +Stephanie Martin Thank you. I'm working on making new ones.

  • @stephaniemartin5693
    @stephaniemartin5693 8 лет назад

    try Ashera Star she's 40

  • @stephaniemartin5693
    @stephaniemartin5693 8 лет назад

    you have a beautiful spirit

  • @stephaniemartin5693
    @stephaniemartin5693 8 лет назад

    you both are so beautiful.

  • @misscherrypoprocks22
    @misscherrypoprocks22 8 лет назад

    You don't look 40. Glad you made a new video.

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +misscherrypoprocks22 Thanks homie!

  • @OGSHADOWSTAR
    @OGSHADOWSTAR 8 лет назад

    good to see you back! hope all is well.

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +OGSHADOWSTAR Thank You. I'm working on getting through some tough stuff but hopefully soon it will get better. I hope you are doing well also.

    • @OGSHADOWSTAR
      @OGSHADOWSTAR 8 лет назад

      +mentalmakeup its also going through some things but its getting better.

  • @vondadover
    @vondadover 8 лет назад

    I'm 37 so I know what you mean about finding you tubers that's around my age. I'm glad I found you. one youtuber I love is thecolorsofbeautybyl and I think there's one called 40 and fabulous.

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +Vonda Dover Thank you for the channel suggestions I will check them out. I'm starting to wonder if older people even know about youtube because anyone I talk to always asked me what youtube is lol. I appreciate your support.

  • @doobiecfoogle
    @doobiecfoogle 8 лет назад

    Thanks for this!!! Great creepy stories but sorry ya'll had to go thru w/these things!!!

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +doobiecfoogle Thanks for watching.

  • @mishmila0167
    @mishmila0167 8 лет назад

    I know what it's like, literally. Keep fighting, it's not easy.

  • @tiffanylewis5133
    @tiffanylewis5133 8 лет назад

    I suffer with PTSD and started hearing voices at the age of 16 years old. I have been emotionally, physical and sexual abuse. My mom is a bad trigger to me she neglected me at a early age. And when she returned I never could contact to her. I found out 5 years ago I was born with a disease or even giving it at a young age. I don't remember anything happening to me. But my body trigger a lot from trama. Every time I'm around my mom I feel weird like she done something to me and she has yet said it. The voices control me when I'm around her. My grandma died in 2002, who was my best friend and her mother. My mother took me to the Hosptial at the age of 16 and that's when I seen my grandma blue with a tag on her toe. And since then the hate grew stronger. My dad, mom, aunt and my dad mom are triggers to me. And the only way I feel comfortable is to stay away from them. I was neglected by both parents and today my body won't let me have a relationship with my mom she gay that don't bother me but her presents do.

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +Tiffany Lewis I'm sorry you had to go through so many things so young in life. It seems like you are doing your best at noticing what triggers you and staying away from those situations. Sometimes that's all that can be done to begin the healing process.

    • @tiffanylewis5133
      @tiffanylewis5133 8 лет назад

      +mentalmakeup Thank you so much. I can agree with you 100%. Thank you pooh for replying.💋💪💯👉😘

    • @RubiPearl6968
      @RubiPearl6968 Год назад

      I’m sorry

  • @tonypepperoni4668
    @tonypepperoni4668 8 лет назад

    thank you for sharing this with the world.. i have bad SA too and im still in high school so its rly awful being lonely among so many ppl who dont like u and whom u dont like lol. listening to you made me feel less lonely

  • @HadassahIsrael97
    @HadassahIsrael97 8 лет назад

    Broooo that's the most creepiest stuff I've ever heard I've had a few experiences but. Yal Gotta book ... Just wow creepy stuff man

  • @graciehessenflow6168
    @graciehessenflow6168 8 лет назад

    omg.. I have seen the same figure in my house, so has my little sister! He is always standing by the back door. Sometimes my sister and I also see a little girl standing next to him! it's soo freaking scary!!

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 8 лет назад

      +Gracie Hessenflow Wow that's scary. I'm glad I've never seen him. Only my daughter has. It seems like he's only shown himself to teenagers or even younger people. Atleast that how it appears from everyone who has commented on this vid. Thanks for sharing your story.

    • @jasmincano3906
      @jasmincano3906 8 лет назад

      Omg I've seen him in the same place at my house also

  • @tclove100
    @tclove100 9 лет назад

    hhahahahahahhahahhahahahahhahah y'all had bustin up! HAHAHHAHAHHA

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 9 лет назад

      Cerise T I'm glad other people can laugh at us because we sure had fun. Nice to hear from you!

  • @baileyrobin1119
    @baileyrobin1119 9 лет назад

    I love hearing these stories. So creepy it had me looking over my shoulder.

  • @erinn6161
    @erinn6161 9 лет назад

    OMG you and your daughter look so alike the eyes the lip shape and the gap teeth it is sooooooooo cute and can you sub me I really need it Ty

  • @bl4nk5y
    @bl4nk5y 9 лет назад

    I am so sorry, and I feel your pain. (xo) It sounds to me that you may be experiencing Fibromyalgia with a physical symptomology experienced sometimes with depression and different levels of it. I'm no doctor, that's for sure. But I have learned a lot of things, sadly, the hard way. I skimmed through the comments to see if anyone had mentioned this to you. I realized this video is a couple of years old or so, and wanted to make sure I gave you the advice to see a neurologist to help determine this hypothesis. YOU ARE STRONG, even when you feel weak. And I just couldn't click on another video without trying to contact you first! Try your best, and every avenue, ( as I'm sure you are already doing :) ), to receive any benefits from your government, or help from organizations to help you through this. I'm lucky to be from Canada and am very grateful for the mostly free health care. Although not perfect, it' s still something. I sincerely hope you are getting what you need because you deserve it! We all do. We are all in this together. We need to keep pushing society as well to finally accept and understand that any sort of mental illness is not a sign of weakness, selfishness, or by choice. And mental illness isn't picky or discriminate. It will take anyone. Props on your work on here! And I totally understand and respect how hard it can be to do the simplest of things when so afflicted by depression. So much love and support to you!

    • @mentalmakeup
      @mentalmakeup 9 лет назад

      Blayre Glowe Thank you so much. I have been struggling trying to get a primary doctor right now. So my pain just gets worse but I hope I find one soon. I will do a new video soon to update things with me but it is so hard. I appreciate your advice and support.

  • @chuckgreen1740
    @chuckgreen1740 9 лет назад

    Leave a thumbs up if u live in Bellingham Wa

  • @Minecraftpro333
    @Minecraftpro333 9 лет назад

    Sage yourself and your house to get rid of any negativity