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Sad for being someone that is too normal? Its ok, because you still being someone, you arent no one or a weirdo. Can i ask you a favor? Tomorrow, find that person that makes u happy and hug him, and told how u love him...

the worst thing is having a great memory, because now you remember the times you were such a happy and innocent person, and now youre so numbed you cant even cry.

Am I just overreacting or am I actually getting worse 🙃

no one gonna talk bout' the descripsion is wrong it's your mental.... , not you're mental...

Im old ugly stupid and everybody treats me like a joke or an inconvenience. Its not my fault I was born genetically inferior to hot women.

I remember when i was 12 my mother and father loves and adore my identical twin and they always loves him but... Im also being adores but once in a life time... I was always being ignore and neglected even i got a high grades than my identical twin... My mother and father adores him more than me... I felt... Like i wasn't there i dont feel being cared and not existed... My thoughts are always around my head and i cant even sleep... And one day i got depressed and sick... And my parents ignored me and so i took care of my self... And i cough but i realized i was coughing blood... And i wiped it off with tissues and wipes and threw it to the trash... And one day my motehr noticed the tissue and wipes and they are wondering why their is blood in it and they check on my room and i was coughing blood and my mother panicks and realized that the constant neglection makes me sick and cause me this sickness... And my father comes up and realized the same thing to my mother and they bring me to the hospital to get me check up and i got treated and some couple of months i think, and i ws now ok... And my mother and fatehr started treating me equally like my brother❤

You get hurt but who cares

Is it just me or when I'm sleeping and I hold my hand it feels like someone else's hand...?

I know hes gonna reject me

there's one time it's my birthday and we always have few something to put on in the table since my birthday is always after easter sunday. so last year it's my birthday it's my day (yay) my brother decided to invite his friends in our house to drink, I cried that time since I'm jealous my sister and brothers have bunch of friend while i only have one (so grateful about it) but you know i still feel jealous and that's my 20th birthday i feel childish because of crying and we can't afford having something in my day, i cried once again because my birthday is always the "nyeah" so the thing is my sister's birthday came by last September, we also can't afford anything for her special day as well and she's fine with it and i think of my birthday about crying because of it. until now I think my feelings is invalid and that's why I start getting more quiter and quiter.

yo guys, go listen to joyful chess)

Im just a bother to you. You always smiled at me but i know that's forced. You're pretty. You like to talk. And i though we can be best friend just because i know one of your secret that you always tell everyone, but i told you my secret too. I told you my crush, someone i hate, all the things that happened in my home, what my mom did to me, why i hate math, but I'm just a second choice to you. I'm so stupid believing that we can be friends just like that. I really am stupid that believing you sweet words you said you like to be friend with me. Am i really just a second choice to you? Am i your plaything? I know I'm such a people pleaser but that's how i can please myself. I like prioritize someone need than mine because that's all i can do to please myself. I don't mind if you say bad words to me as long as you're friendd with me. I don't mind you talk to anyone else and ignoring my message as long as you still talk to me in school. I don't mind you don't like me as long as you still talk to me. I don't mind bring your second choice as long as you talk to me. Just talk to me, please. I know this is such a red flag that i want all your attention to me. We're just friend but I'm being over obsessed. All i need is your attention. I just want you to be my bestfriend. I just want you to company wherever we go, like school event or going to swimming class, or doing some project. Just please be my best friend. I'm jealous everytime you talk to someone and your other friends. I think i hate that. Not only jealousy. Just be my friend please. Everytime you talk to me, it always makes me excited. It's like a heavy weight in my chest is lifted up and vanished. But that's just a little chats for you but it mean everything for me.

I'm on the edge of psychosis so this is like a playlist for my enter to mental hospital which I am so confused on how I'm not already in

yk it's getting worse when you don't wanna get out of your bed and too lazy to eat

I got dated as a prank, he also SA'd me, and when the school found out, he said that i did it to him. Even if it happened almost 6 months ago, it still hurts, and the school sided with him, they believed him. I got in trouble even though i did nothing. I, i want to cry so bad.

I hate myself, im so gullible, I act like a kid and im 13 , I will never reach my dream, I’ve helped so many people with problems but no one came to ask me if im ok… I just need someone to hug and cry with… i got sexually assaulted when I was 4yrs old and I still cant forget it… I remember him touching me, kissing me and people just watching me get kissed…I was yelling for help and crying and I was at school with teachers and people wonder why I have trust issues, I lost all my friends they are all fake i hate myself so much Im so ugly and disgusting, im just a 13yr old and acts like myself and cant watch people be sad, i sit in my room crying each night saying how im so useless and slowly fall asleep, i also have a cousin that is getting abused and she hurt herself and relapsed twice i just cant see her hurt…im emotional 😢

I got rejected 2 times today I Am never gonna have a valentines and I am 13 and every one in my class made fun of Me when I asked her out

Watching this not because of my mental health, but reading the comment section... May ya'll have a best luck in your life. Remember, don't do it, don't do the thing, if you know what i mean, because there's still someone out there cares about you, know or unknown, they still care about you, or just talk to someone, talk to me or your friend, your parent, or your closest

しにたい。

who else was listening then keep zoning out or was it just me

(Funny pfp yes) You know what sucks about life dude? The people who you previously loved the most forced you to stop doing the things that actually makes you comfortable and warm

I'm obsessed with Franziska Von Karma from Ace Attorney😍🥰

I'm going to leave soon. I give up, I wasn't ment for life. I just need to prepare for a few weeks. Then I'll leave.

This doesnt feel real anymore. Everything is so painful. I want to wake up. But I already am.

Don't you mean "too" obsessed, one day I'm taking her in my basement (Maybe)

every day is the same to me, make shit, see the shit i made, hate myself for that shit, sleep, wake up on the next day, and then repeating the same pattern, i really try to change, but i can't, i always fell the people i love hate me, even i knowing it's not true, but i can't get this fellings out of my head, i just want someone who i am able to trust and tell everything hiding in my mind

*your

Dont cry,I know how your feeling, You can do it! I Love you stranger YOU CAN DO IT! I SUPPORT YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE! DONT KILL YOURSELF BE HAPPY! :)

Sorry for being so useless

So sad

If you don’t like long texts don’t read this Hey if you think your ugly I think your not plus beauty is on the inside I may not know what you guys look like but it doesn’t matter to me your beautiful the way you are and don’t let anyone tell you your ugly or not cool or not smart or whatever you matter always and forever please take care of yourself and live bright and share kindness all around ❤❤❤❤( love you guys a lot please be safe )

My friends say “Oh we love you so much!” Oh yeah? Well how is calling me a fucked up peace of shit “Loving” someone?

"hurting someone is like throwing a rock at a lake, but have yo wondered... How deep the rock went?"

I just want my mom Mumma, I've relapsed again.. I don't want to hurt like this, please mommy

How fucked up am I? I can't even cry anymore. Wth happened?

It's been 2 years since she was gone, i can't sleep early anymore or be happy. I just wished for her to come back, however she isn't.

Vou falar porque nenhum estrangeiro vai entender. Hoje eu li a coisa mais dolorosa do mundo, li a conversa do meu namorado com um amigo, nessa conversa ele comentou sobre sex0 com sua ex namorada, e depois ainda deixou a entender que se ver ela, ele ainda se sente conectado com ela. Ainda mencionou que depois do ato ele teve que comprar uma pílula do dia seguinte pois a PORRA daquela camisinh4 estorou, depois de ter comprado, quando ele chega na casa dela, ela tem 3 chupões no corpo(ele que fez isso). Mesmo que isso seja com uma ex, me machuca pois sei que não esqueceu ela. Meu amor, eu odeio você, pois eu choro de amor por você, e você chora de amor por ELA

“You can’t take it anymore, you won’t take it anymore.”

I like how the art tells a story.

I don't think I'm ugly I know I am

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) This isnt mine. I found it. Stay happy!

I just lost my gf yesterday. . .she died for her love to me..she was the reason why i became happy after 5 years. . .and i was the reason why shes happy and caring with me than anyone..i feel so lost in thoughs that i cant stop thinking about her everytime. . .why would she gone from existence..why would she suffer like that and leave me hanging in the void?😢💔

10 hours on my phone, grades are dropping and I don't have the motivation to get out of bed. I hate myself sm. I wish I wasn't born.

This song has a life too, just longer than some of us

It's hard to live with pain.Help me.

it's so hard to be normal, the pain, the exhaustion. no one ever told me how deep this feeling could get...like im suffocating on air, like im drowning in guilt, that im melting from the inside-out, when all i wanted was to feel your love, to have you hold me and tell me everything would be ok just like you told me you would...does the liqour burn going down? of course it does, but it leagues better than having to tell myself "you got your heart broken again, great job" lately more ad more, i've been feeling that sinking weight in my chest, that i just dont belong here, now matter how hard i try to get my life going. that i'm always going to be alone just because of the way my brain works, or that maybe i am just a huge piece of shit...i cant tell anymore, and honestly...it's getting to the point where i'd rather just fade into the background, and disappear rather than keep asking. that maybe if i just disappear then maybe i can forget about myself as well...

I am tired of taking meds. I feel nothing anymore, there is no emptiness, no sadness, no hatred, and no happiness inside of me either. But my head is loud, it wants to stop everything and be at peace. As the body hunger, thirst, and breathe. The mind is the same when it comes to ending it.

My mom used to shout at me and hit me for crying, now whenever I cry, I quickly wipe away my tears and put on a fake smile. She said my medication is working, when she doesn’t know when no one is around, I cry. I’m getting worse, and no one can tell. I don’t want to take my pills anymore, I want to pain to end. I’m tired. Will I finally get rest?

im just tired so of it all...

The thing that sucks about this title is says your mental health is getting worse. It’s because my grandma has cancer and I just feel emotional about it and I just don’t know what to do with life anymore.