Life of Weez
Life of Weez
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It's Been 2 Years | Widow Update
Today marks the two year anniversary of my late husband's passing, Jacob. I will be visiting the cemetery today and enjoying some wonderful memories of him. I thought today would be fitting to finally post an update since I never made one at the one year anniversary. Sharing whats happened, hope and a little advice. ((HUGS)) xoxo Week
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Видео

Getting Through the Holidays
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I know I've been awful! I haven't posted in awhile but I've been loving all the comments and support we've been showing each other. Talking about grieving during the holidays today and also announcing my Facebook group! Come join us in a community of widows/widowers to support each other, vent, cry, etc. xo Weez
Opening Your Heart
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Today I wanted to talk a little about the concept of loving two people. I haven't figured this out at all but I wanted to share my thoughts. Thank you for all the love an support. You are all rockstars! xo Weez
Going Full Time | Jake's Birthday Recap
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I am officially back to 40 hours a week. I am a little nervous but I think it is going to be good. Also, I wanted to talk a little about how Jake's birthday went. So I'm going over some of those thoughts today. xo, Weez
Therapy
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Talking today about my first experience with grief therapy. xo Weez
Young, Widowed & Dating
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You'll have to excuse the technical difficulties because this was not able to be up yesterday. Today I am talking about my decision to start dating. xo Weez
Preparing for Jake's Birthday
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Jake's 33rd birthday is coming up on the 11th of this month. Talking about preparing to give some of his possessions to his parents and siblings and celebrating him on that day. xo Weez
Gettin' Down & Dirty | Adventure Blog
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Jacqui and I ran (walked) the Dirty Dash this month with our friend Ericka and her hubby, Seth. We were pretty proud of ourselves for getting though the 5k of obstacles, which included a lot of mud pits. I highly recommend doing this BUT I would probably opt for the summer Dirty Dash instead of this one. It was pretty cold. xo Weez
It's Been 6 Months | Young Widow Update
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September 22, 2017 marks 6 months since Jake has passed away. I wanted to record a video that day to talk about my thoughts and progress as I go through grieving my sweetheart, Jacob Karl Brian. *Also I said we had been married 6 months and some change, I had meant 6 years. Thank you for all the support xo Weez
SAY ANYTHING | Life Update & Storytime
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Have you ever seen the movie Say Anything? It is one of the iconic romantic 80s flicks. Jake just proves how spontaneous and amazing he is in this fun story time. Also giving a little life update and thoughts on dealing with house issues without Jake. xo Weez
BOATING LABOR DAY WEEKEND | Adventure Vlog
Просмотров 577 лет назад
This is one of my "adventure" vlogs. I went to visit my parents in Montana over Labor Day weekend. My sister Maddy (#4 child) was already there home from college for the break. Jesse (#3 child, only boy) drove up with me. TyRee (#1 child) and Tessa (#5 child) couldn't come. TyRee is renovating her home with her hubby Lee and Tessa is currently serving and LDS mission in South Carolina. We also ...
What A Widow Doesn't Want to Admit
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I've been putting this one off for a little bit just for fear that it will be taken the wrong way. Hopefully everyone will understand and not be worried. Thank you for watching! xo Weez
Rambles of a Young Widow | Hanging onto Memories
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I was out at the cemetery today and as always I start thinking. Sharing some of my rambles today about trying to hang onto memories.
Life Lessons from Jake
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Life Lessons from Jake
Physical Manifistations of Grief | Death of a Spouse
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Physical Manifistations of Grief | Death of a Spouse
Anniversary After Thoughts | From a Young Widow
Просмотров 3557 лет назад
Anniversary After Thoughts | From a Young Widow
Music Therapy | Helping me through loosing my husband, Jake
Просмотров 1917 лет назад
Music Therapy | Helping me through loosing my husband, Jake
8.20.2017 | Our 7th Year Wedding Anniversary
Просмотров 7757 лет назад
8.20.2017 | Our 7th Year Wedding Anniversary
Emotions: Not Being Able to Have Kids with Jake
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Emotions: Not Being Able to Have Kids with Jake
Removing Anchors
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Removing Anchors
Jake and Linds | 7 Year Wedding Anniversary Tribute
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Jake and Linds | 7 Year Wedding Anniversary Tribute
Temporary Headstone Ideas
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Temporary Headstone Ideas
Jake's Headstone Came!
Просмотров 2557 лет назад
Jake's Headstone Came!
Life of Weez | Channel Trailer
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Life of Weez | Channel Trailer
Dogs Visiting Jake's Grave for the First Time
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Dogs Visiting Jake's Grave for the First Time
New YouTuber Tag
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New RUclipsr Tag
Anniversary Chit Chat | Get Ready With Me
Просмотров 1877 лет назад
Anniversary Chit Chat | Get Ready With Me
Dealing with Responsibility After Loss | Dog Training
Просмотров 1437 лет назад
Dealing with Responsibility After Loss | Dog Training

Комментарии

  • @toniclark3512
    @toniclark3512 7 месяцев назад

    Yesssssssss super hard, lost my sweet hubby 6 months ago. The loneliness is soooooo brutal 😢 we were together 40 years, and it is hard to explain the hurt, like losing half of your body, never imagining life without my hubby.God bless !!!

  • @kayladean-robles2965
    @kayladean-robles2965 Год назад

    Just lost my husband tonight to a fentanyl overdose.... Your last moments sound so amazing. I envy you

  • @rozcindylove4583
    @rozcindylove4583 2 года назад

    you should show how you made it blue Peter style

  • @rp8414
    @rp8414 2 года назад

    I just lost lost my husband and I'm so lost. I just wanted u to know I was looking for something temporary bc he doesn't have a marker yet. Anyway,that video took me here...I don't talk to anybody bc well....I also lost Eric to addiction. He was my person, we just found each other, the one I never believed was real. We could have an entire conversation without ever saying a word. Our first anniversary was 2 months before... I will not find that love again. I mean, nobody will ever meet my standards after being his wife. I'm envious of what you have found....I'm happy for you. I am however...broken. I never comment on anything but I wanted u to know u are in my head... Do I say ty? Lol.. I hate that u and I are a part of this club..its awful. I'm glad u found blessings again...

  • @emarshal1
    @emarshal1 2 года назад

    I am so grateful for your videos. Seriously, I've felt hopeless lately, especially being towards the younger age. You've really validated alot of what I have been feeling and questioning. No two persons grief experience is alike, but all of us who have gone through it can provide advice and wisdom to each other. It's so tremendously helpful!

  • @emarshal1
    @emarshal1 2 года назад

    I just lost my fiancé 7 weeks ago. Your video was inspiring because you seem alot more clear minded and level headed than how I feel at the moment. It's giving me hope that the everyday bouts of crying and anxiety will eventually calm down. I know this video is from years ago, but I hope you're doing well.

  • @pattysherwood7091
    @pattysherwood7091 2 года назад

    My daughter in law grabbed the concrete lion from their front steps and actually got it in the car and onto my son’s grave. It was a perfect guardian beast to solemnly watch over Ben’s resting place until the headstone arrived.

  • @helelem
    @helelem 2 года назад

    I'm sorry I know that you did this video years ago but I am a new young widow 😢 and as I look at your video I really do appreciate one of the things that you go through especially questions from people that necessarily is not trying to be mean but they just coming from a place of concern I'm fresh with losing my husband two weeks ago I lost him and I'm just going through a lot of emotions everyday when I wake up it's like very difficult for me and I always get those words and how you doing and it's like you don't want to go into details of how you doing and you don't want people to ask you how are you doing you just know like right now it's like I feel like crap and those are the things that I feel everyday like I cry everyday I'm in the process of just just screaming and I miss weeks of work thank God my manager as understand my process of they told me however much time I need I can take it you know I don't have to come to work as soon as possible it's just a lot going on and I live with my mother-in-law she's been going through of course because that's her son that passed away what is my husband and my brother-in-law as well just being here I feel like we all need each other in this time frame as we're going through grieving this really hits home for me as I lost a best friend, a lover, in a protector those words the three things my husband was to me and I just thank you for making a video for widows like I really wanted to know how another person felt losing her husband and you came across my RUclips page and I was like I have to watch her because I want to understand how other people felt and just looking at this video I know I'm not alone in this so thank you and I'm going to continue watching your videos and just get an understanding us too how to get through this and I'm just fresh going through my greeting process so I am going to soon get counseling and take it day by day so thank you

  • @Ashley96942
    @Ashley96942 2 года назад

    Omg thank you so much for this I been searching for a week for ideas , My mom will have a unmarked grave until we pay off the balance and I was looking for ideas for temporary ones and this one is so beautiful!

  • @kimsemple8545
    @kimsemple8545 2 года назад

    absolutely. You nailed it all. I am 6 months a widow and agree with it all. I will even admit to yelling at a couple (in my car where they couldn't hear me) "one of you will die one day! on a particularly bad day....it sounds crazy, but thats how it is. Thank you for sharing and being honest.,

    • @emarshal1
      @emarshal1 2 года назад

      This made me laugh. I think I had a similar moment scrolling through people's happiness online. "STOP BEING SO HAPPY!" you want everyone to feel as sad as you sometimes so you don't feel so alone in the trenches

    • @kimsemple8545
      @kimsemple8545 2 года назад

      @@emarshal1 always good when you can make somebody laugh when grieving. :-)

  • @kimsemple8545
    @kimsemple8545 2 года назад

    I know this was made quite a few years ago, but I just stumbled across it now and realised as I was watching, its my 6 month anniversary today too, since my husband passed. I also have blessings that are easy to forget in the sadness and regret...thank you for sharing.

  • @alyssaprows4624
    @alyssaprows4624 2 года назад

    You hit the nail I have felt the same way I begged him to come get me I've begged him to come get me. Are not scared of dying now I'm scared that he's not going to be there when I get there that's my fear now

  • @gurpreetsingh-sq7os
    @gurpreetsingh-sq7os 2 года назад

    And what you feel today... Do you living with his memories? I'm a widow too.. Just been two months...people often say with the time passes his memories become faded.. I don't think so... He will never be faded

  • @johnkeith2450
    @johnkeith2450 3 года назад

    I dated and gave my heart to a widow....Never again. Widowed are the most selfish people you could every get involved with...."Oh my pain, my loss,. Let's talk about him. He was so great."......This is what an average date is like....."Hey I made you dinner, let's eat then cuddle on the couch." "He used to do this, oh we had such a good time doing this. "Hey, I'm not feeling you putting me as #1 in your life" ."How dare you?! Don't you know I lost someone! Now get back in his shadow where you belong and comfort me while I cry about not being with him!".....Kept thinking it would get better, that she would see the good man I am, the one here and now...Nope, she just wanted to live in the memories of yesterday....NEVER AGAIN!!...The widowed are just too emotionally unhealthy to ever love someone else they way they deserve to be loved.

  • @carolynmcintyre110
    @carolynmcintyre110 3 года назад

    Today is my 6 months my husband passed I understand ❤️‍🩹

  • @frankbowman3236
    @frankbowman3236 3 года назад

    Just found your video, for the first time. I lost my wife of 35 years 6months ago, suddenly at home. I can totally relate to your pain, it's not something that ever goes away, just something you live with. Thanks for posting, knowing that many of us experience loss, and have our own way of coping.

  • @lynachamboko1997
    @lynachamboko1997 3 года назад

    Thnk u so much

  • @vinasolanki6696
    @vinasolanki6696 3 года назад

    Missing him very badlay it's been only 3 month he passed away i m only 25

  • @christylowe2086
    @christylowe2086 3 года назад

    What’s the name of that box

  • @Majoreete13
    @Majoreete13 3 года назад

    Great idea I’m getting this done for my mom her headstone will take 3 months to get here thanks for the idea

  • @zamreerathen7311
    @zamreerathen7311 3 года назад

    email me at teachingfactory@yahoo.com... for more info dating or marriage ✌

  • @WakingWildflower
    @WakingWildflower 3 года назад

    My husband's name was Jacob too. We were together 9 years. I'm so sorry for what you went through. I hope you're doing better.

  • @allysonzammito327
    @allysonzammito327 3 года назад

    Wow what you said about not fearing death and being accepting of it and being ok if you didn’t wake up is exactly how I felt. I said to my husband today while I was talking to his urn like I always do that I wish I could be with him where he is. It’s been almost 3 months for me.

  • @allysonzammito327
    @allysonzammito327 3 года назад

    I found my husband passed 2.5 months ago after waking up in the morning. He passed away in his sleep unexpectedly. I’m 33. Everything you just described hit home for me. I’m right there with you. My husband was my world and my absolute best friend. Everything your saying I feel. Big huge hugs to you. I have a 10 month old yellow lab and 3 great cats and a house and all that. I feel you. I hope your doing well.

  • @craigmonteforte1478
    @craigmonteforte1478 3 года назад

    Well done , btw I believe Hobby Lobby and Michaels carry many of the same things and are located all over at least wherever I’ve lived it looks like the wood frame is made from MDF which will swell when exposed to water

  • @trilabradorable
    @trilabradorable 3 года назад

    I’m here as a “young widow” and your husband is approximately one year older than my son. I’m so friggin sorry! 💜💜💜💜💜💜

  • @trilabradorable
    @trilabradorable 3 года назад

    I’m so glad you have peace... stay happy! 💜

  • @agiigisttv
    @agiigisttv 4 года назад

    I am also a young widdow thank for this viy it really encouraged me

  • @kimberlymcv8408
    @kimberlymcv8408 4 года назад

    July will be 3 yrs that I lost my husband and I know I would like to marry again. Congratulations to your second chance at love

  • @agiigisttv
    @agiigisttv 4 года назад

    Your really d best

  • @agiigisttv
    @agiigisttv 4 года назад

    U are so beautiful my fellow widdow

  • @agiigisttv
    @agiigisttv 4 года назад

    I am a young widdow too I cry every day thanks for your advice

    • @MuhammadImran-ln4fz
      @MuhammadImran-ln4fz 3 года назад

      I am seriousely need life partner well you 💑💑😍😍❤❤🌷🌷me

  • @AnayahPMcKay
    @AnayahPMcKay 4 года назад

    I know exactly what you mean. I had those same thoughts when my husband first passed away in August 2020. Not suicidal but just wanting to go.

  • @MuhammadImran-ln4fz
    @MuhammadImran-ln4fz 4 года назад

    My Wife pass away i am really very sad i am alone feel very very sad l Am Agion looking my dream of my loveing life i love you so so much forever i like you i make you so so happy every time every where forever come my 👒👑queen👑👒 I am wait for you .. my hungout .. Ik.imran.m17@gmail.com 😍💝🌷🙋

  • @MuhammadImran-ln4fz
    @MuhammadImran-ln4fz 4 года назад

    Hold my heand 👫👫 I am alone I am single I love u forever i make u so so happy 😁😁 forever .. i am also trest true ❤Love❤ Real Seriouse honest 💑Relationship💑 Love is Sweet but trest is must no trest no your happy life ... Come my queen.. i see Your way😍😍😍😍😍😍👀👀 My whatsapp .. 0092 33 55 88 53 23 ... My Facebook .. Imran khan .. ❤❤😍😍💑💑🌷🌷

    • @barbarainwood2661
      @barbarainwood2661 3 года назад

      Hey, I'm a young widow with a kid from England. Where are you from? I'm going to send you a mail, I don't have hangout yet. But I promise to get it soon

    • @MuhammadImran-ln4fz
      @MuhammadImran-ln4fz 3 года назад

      @@barbarainwood2661 you are always most 🌷🌹well come 🌹🌷i am really very seriouse intrested with you and make forever happy loveing life i 💝 love💝 ❤ love ❤ 💗love 💗 💞love💞 i like You 🌷🌷🌹🌹 You have whatsapp more batter talk in there .. ok

    • @barbarainwood2661
      @barbarainwood2661 3 года назад

      @@MuhammadImran-ln4fz I've already downloaded the Hangout you talked about. I've sent you a mail and also a message on Hangout

    • @barbarainwood2661
      @barbarainwood2661 3 года назад

      @@MuhammadImran-ln4fz sorry my WhatsApp contacts are only my clients and you're not one. It seems you're stressing me after downloading the Hangout app you're no longer going to use it? Come on bye?

    • @barbarainwood2661
      @barbarainwood2661 3 года назад

      @@MuhammadImran-ln4fz add me on inwoodbarbara@gmail.com

  • @michaelmeador9319
    @michaelmeador9319 4 года назад

    Have you thought about doing an update?

  • @defaultname1648
    @defaultname1648 4 года назад

    I am not sure if you still watch your comments section... but here is why and how I found you! My sister, all of 34, lost her highschool sweetheart and husband for 7.5yrs 2 weeks back "Just like that!"... 1 moment he was playing catch the next he was on ground, not breathing!! They have a sweet baby together and she is a mess. I am so scared for her! I want her to get better and make her feel alive again. And your videos here give me hope.... hope that she will take time but will get better. I hope you find love again and are happy again! Prayers and hugs!!

  • @erinasa1127
    @erinasa1127 4 года назад

    Hi! I just lost my husband on august 13th, even if I can’t think right now in anything, I feel like I am the only 30 year old widow in the world. This gives me hope. ❤️❤️

  • @prettyjasss
    @prettyjasss 4 года назад

    I just lost my fiancé suddenly on the 20th of August.. my heart is literally broken.. we just had a 6 month old and I have a 5 year old daughter..

  • @frumaatholoid
    @frumaatholoid 4 года назад

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @squeen988
    @squeen988 4 года назад

    I'm sorry for your loss, don't worry, he will always watch you in heaven☺

    • @balajip1745
      @balajip1745 4 года назад

      You single are committed??

  • @TheJessicahammerly
    @TheJessicahammerly 4 года назад

    Im happy for you that you got that good time together.. my fiancé just passed and I wish that those were the kind of things I could remember last. But I was no match for his depression and he relapsed and it got the better of him. There’s a million things I wish I’d done differently because I couldn’t stop his suicide.

    • @MuhammadImran-ln4fz
      @MuhammadImran-ln4fz 4 года назад

      I Love Love u u u u u so so much forever really I like u i make u so so happy forever i am alone My hungout .. Ik.imran.m17@gmsil.com text me there 😍😍😍😍😍❤❤💑💑🌷🙋🙋

  • @shellymanzano4334
    @shellymanzano4334 4 года назад

    What size is the shadow box?

  • @lauraradogoshi4415
    @lauraradogoshi4415 4 года назад

    Thank you for sharing 😭♥️ lost my husband december 2019 and really struggling with life right now.

    • @MuhammadImran-ln4fz
      @MuhammadImran-ln4fz 3 года назад

      I am seriousely need real honest seriouse relationship i love u i like u meet me ❤❤😍😍💑💑🌷🌷

  • @MrsMillers
    @MrsMillers 5 лет назад

    It’s hard.

  • @monirasultana7419
    @monirasultana7419 5 лет назад

    I don't thik I can survive without my husband. Bcz nobody loves me without him. May Allah grant my death before my husband please. I don't want to loose him. He is the best gift for my life. Allah please give me ur mercy.

    • @MuhammadImran-ln4fz
      @MuhammadImran-ln4fz 3 года назад

      I love you so so much really i like you really i mske you so so happy i want to meet me come i sm wait for you ❤❤😍😍💑💑🌷🌷

  • @greatpharoh0303
    @greatpharoh0303 5 лет назад

    Thank you for sharing this video. It is so real so I appreciate it.

  • @dgallardo33
    @dgallardo33 5 лет назад

    This is beautiful!! How did you prop it up?

  • @sreemkesh7478
    @sreemkesh7478 5 лет назад

    Can understand as I am in the same path of life... Can't live this but can't end our lives. Want to live for kids

  • @makeishabanks6906
    @makeishabanks6906 5 лет назад

    Thank you for your videos. I’ve been a widow now 2 years and 3 months. I was 42 when it happened. I had a rough day today at work. I’m the only “single “ person there and most of the woman there are younger than me and in the stage of of having kids. My coworker informed some of us today that she is expecting her second child. I gave her a hug and congratulated her and I am genuinely happy for her but I couldn’t help but feel sad because I don’t have my husband and we didn’t have kids due to complications on both our parts and we also lost one. I just feel out of place at times and like life has passed me by. He was my best friend and I can’t even begin to explain how lonely it feels at times. Lately I’ve been wonder what is my purpose for living at this point. I’d never commit suicide or anything like that just wondering what purpose I have at this point and honestly just not wanting to go on without him. Sorry for the rant. I know you know exactly how I feel. Only widows or someone who has lost someone dear to them know how it feels.

    • @lifeofweez8225
      @lifeofweez8225 5 лет назад

      Makeisha Banks yes, I have been there... more than once. It’s like how can time keep going if they aren’t here. It feel as though you are stuck just watching your life happen but its not right. Sending many hugs to you. Not having children with Jake was one of the hardest things for me so I’d imagine what you are feeling there. It’s amazing how strong we are. Not because we decided to be but because we just are and have to be through this. You are strong. Many hugs!!♥️♥️♥️

    • @makeishabanks6906
      @makeishabanks6906 5 лет назад

      Life of Weez Thank you for your kind words and I am sending hugs your way as well. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Hope all is well with you.💕

    • @lifeofweez8225
      @lifeofweez8225 5 лет назад

      Life is good thank you! I still reflect and have my hard moments for sure but there is so much light in my life now. Hang in there ♥️