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Leo 📬♌ The Vision 🔥 October 19 2024 Ⓜ️ #tarot IT'S A GOOD THING
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ARIES 📬♈ The Vision 🔥 October 19 2024 Ⓜ️ #tarot IT'S A GOOD THING
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"The Vision" is a 3 card reading. One of the oldest tarot spreads there is. 📬💌Ⓜ️ #aries #ariestarot #arieshoroscope #ariestarotreading #musictherapy #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video ...
Pisces 🫅 "Playing 20 Questions" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 18 2025
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are intended for entertainment purposes only and are not intended to be a ...
Cancer 🫅 "Escape Together" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 18 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are intended for entertainment purposes only and are not intended to be a ...
Scorpio 🫅 "Playing or Staying" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 18 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... #tarot #scorpio #scorpiotarot #scorpiolover #scorpiohoroscope #tarotcardreading #scorpiotarotreading Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips ...
Aquarius 🫅 "If They Would Just Change Their Life Style" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 18 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... #aquarius #tarot #aquariustarot #aquariushoroscope tarotcardreading Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are in...
Libra 🫅 "It Takes a Strong Person" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 17 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... #libra #tarot #libratarot #librahoroscope #librareading #tarotreading Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are ...
Gemini 🫅 "Yes" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 17 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... #tarot #gemini #geminitarot #geminihoroscope #geminitarotreading Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are inten...
Capricorn 🫅 "Wake Me Up When This Is Over" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 17 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... #capricorn #tarot #capricorntarot #capricornhoroscope #capricorntarotreading Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings...
Virgo 🫅 "Your The Best Cheerleader" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 17 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... #virgo #tarotcardreading #virgotarot #virgotarotreading #virgohoroscope #tarot Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readin...
Taurus 🫅 "Trust Your Gut Down This Path of Protection" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 27 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... #tarot #taurus #taurustarot #taurustarotreading #taurushoroscope Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are inten...
Sagittarius 🫅 "Wanting Spontaneousness" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 16 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are intended for entertainment purposes only and are not intended to be a ...
Leo 🫅 "Nothing to Fear After the Full Moon" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 16 2024
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The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are intended for entertainment purposes only and are not intended to be a ...
Aries 🫅 "Feeling Ecstatic They Enticing, Flirty and Fun" • ARE THEY THE ONE FOR ME • October 16 2024
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"The One" Tarot Reading #musictherapy #selfcare #innerpeace • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime 🙏🌎🔮💸❤️ A 6 CARD READING PRIVATE READS NEXT YEAR 2025... Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are used in the tarot readings provided through our RUclips channel ("Video Readings") are intended for entertainment purposes only and are not intended to be a...
SCORPIO 🔮 TAURUSES and... OH MY ‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
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Welcome to my Tarot Reading Channel 🔮 FREE Readings here! Thank you for watching 🥰• I Appreciate your views! LIKE 👍 readings that resonate SHARE📲 if you believe in magic • Buy me a latte ☕ Friend 🫂 cash.app/$6889TarotTime Remember to ❤️ SUBSCRIBE ❤️ please! If you want more video tarot readings! #tarot #taurus #scorpio Please note that while Astrology and Zodiac placement interpretation are use...
LIBRA 🔮 TAURUSES and OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
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LIBRA 🔮 TAURUSES and OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
GEMINI 🔮 TAURUSES and...OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
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GEMINI 🔮 TAURUSES and...OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
AQUARIUS 🔮 TAURUSES and... OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
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AQUARIUS 🔮 TAURUSES and... OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
ARIES 🔮 TAURUSES and... OH MY ‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
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ARIES 🔮 TAURUSES and... OH MY ‼️ Monthly predictions Oct 2024
CANCER 🔮 TAURUSES and ... OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct. 2024
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CANCER 🔮 TAURUSES and ... OH MY‼️ Monthly predictions Oct. 2024
Kids'n CHANGES 🙏 VIRGO ♍ They WANT you to KNOW THIS 🔮 September 2024
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Kids'n CHANGES 🙏 VIRGO ♍ They WANT you to KNOW THIS 🔮 September 2024
Your FRIEND 🙏 CAPRICORN ♑ STUBBORN and LOST 🔮 September 2024
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Your FRIEND 🙏 CAPRICORN ♑ STUBBORN and LOST 🔮 September 2024
Hear this WARNING ⚠️ TAURUS 🙏 Someone NOT being HONEST 🔮 September 2024
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Hear this WARNING ⚠️ TAURUS 🙏 Someone NOT being HONEST 🔮 September 2024
They BROKE 😱 CAPRICORN ♑ BIRTHDAY time line for WHAT U WANTED 🔮 This n That September 1
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They BROKE 😱 CAPRICORN ♑ BIRTHDAY time line for WHAT U WANTED 🔮 This n That September 1
Embarrassed CHILD 🚸 VIRGO ♍ the CHANGE of LIFE 🔮This n That September 1
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Embarrassed CHILD 🚸 VIRGO ♍ the CHANGE of LIFE 🔮This n That September 1
Your HEADED straight 😁 TAURUS 🥠 towards your DESTINY 🔮 This n That September 1 2024
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Your HEADED straight 😁 TAURUS 🥠 towards your DESTINY 🔮 This n That September 1 2024
They're not SURE 🧐 CAPRICORN ♑ Y'all TURNT UP THO...This'n That 🔮 August 25 2024
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They're not SURE 🧐 CAPRICORN ♑ Y'all TURNT UP THO...This'n That 🔮 August 25 2024
They believe they can WIN 💪 Taurus ♉ OVER...This'n That 🔮 August 25 2024
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They believe they can WIN 💪 Taurus ♉ OVER...This'n That 🔮 August 25 2024
This becomes PUBLIC knowledge 😛 VIRGO ♍ This'n That 🔮 August 25 2024
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This becomes PUBLIC knowledge 😛 VIRGO ♍ This'n That 🔮 August 25 2024
YOUNG 😏 CAPRICORN ♑ says! They a TRUE PLAYER 🔮 This' n That August 11, 2024
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YOUNG 😏 CAPRICORN ♑ says! They a TRUE PLAYER 🔮 This' n That August 11, 2024

Комментарии

  • @midnightarot
    @midnightarot 52 минуты назад

    Happy VISIONS 🧋

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 2 дня назад

    Great read! Love the new format. No Fear!! Very Fitting. 😊

  • @bartwerff9021
    @bartwerff9021 Месяц назад

    Dit gaat over de verkoop van mijn huis. Aanvan kelijk wilden ze alles hebben zoals afgesproken was maar zijn er opeens n iet meer tevreden over en eisen veel geld van mij als vergoeding waarze niet mee eens zijn Het gaat hier om zeer veeleisen gedrag

  • @haikaikokoni369_
    @haikaikokoni369_ Месяц назад

    Friendly commentary: don’t wear hoops. They don’t flatter your face at all. Wear either longs drops or small pin earrings. Cheers

  • @midnightarot
    @midnightarot 2 месяца назад

    Ty♥️🤪

  • @midnightarot
    @midnightarot 2 месяца назад

    Thank you💪

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 2 месяца назад

    Excellent reading ❤

  • @midnightarot
    @midnightarot 3 месяца назад

    💯

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 3 месяца назад

    Great reading! I suck at reading subtleties. Lol

  • @6889TarotTime
    @6889TarotTime 3 месяца назад

    I feel that "Making moves before they are taken down", translates to Making the most of each day before they go. With a dependant who has a short life expectancy. This resonates for me as my son is Gemini Sun. He is father to a child who is special needs. ❤

  • @CherieRobichaux
    @CherieRobichaux 3 месяца назад

    It doesnt theres no connection.

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 3 месяца назад

    Great hearing YOUR voice again 😊

  • @rolanwest7041
    @rolanwest7041 3 месяца назад

    Pay you for lies no thanks your full of bs not one readers ever right just complete made up bollocks

    • @6889TarotTime
      @6889TarotTime 3 месяца назад

      These cards are referenced with the book. And what I'm hearing you say, is that you have never had a tarot reading that resonates for you. Understandably, these are general and I hope one day you do find what you are looking for. Also, these videos are free therefore they are not paid for. Good luck on your journey to find a tarot reading that resonates for you.

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 5 месяцев назад

    Heard more than once that I'm an old soul. DEFINITELY ready for adventure 😉

  • @brokenbull5209
    @brokenbull5209 6 месяцев назад

    Thanks. I'm not exactly in😢 dispear. I'm doing some communicating. But to come apart...not together. I'm turning my back on lovers. I'm turning my back on love. You can't be deceived if you just don't care. You can't get wounded if you've got no heart. That part of me is dead. And if it's not, I will find a way to finish it off for good. I'm letting everyone know exactly where I stand on trust and love. Not going to happen. Off the table forever. No exceptions. To hell with her and her skuzzy community. I wont have anything to do with them.

    • @SandyC-z9b
      @SandyC-z9b 6 месяцев назад

      Awh buddy cheer up! Summer is on it's way you will feel different❤❤❤

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 7 месяцев назад

    Great read!! I like the possibilities accept for the iffy part. Lol

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 8 месяцев назад

    Great read! Can't go wrong with tacos

  • @6889TarotTime
    @6889TarotTime 9 месяцев назад

    Why is the view count constantly changing on this video?!!! It was up to over 23 views and now zero?! I understand how bots work but this is ridiculous RUclips!

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 9 месяцев назад

    Just being patient & hoping for the best

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 9 месяцев назад

    Great read

  • @dholmes222
    @dholmes222 10 месяцев назад

    Thank you

  • @bradhayescamoman9348
    @bradhayescamoman9348 10 месяцев назад

    Your not caring for others when the utilities get cut..

  • @sharifadimaun8554
    @sharifadimaun8554 10 месяцев назад

    i super love your videos. i came by Explore your dreams Life. :) LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE DONE HOPING FOR MORE GOOD VIDEOS.. Merry Christmas to you too. I look forward to next year. Pluto moving on and back for a short time next year. It has been quite time in my cappie life. Lost many friends and family. All died. I moved to south island. A new beginning. Retired now. Thank you for your readings.

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 11 месяцев назад

    Close to home on alot of points. Hearing plenty, seeing no effort to action

  • @robertamitchell3638
    @robertamitchell3638 11 месяцев назад

    Deep

  • @gilliancook2084
    @gilliancook2084 Год назад

    No .I dont love them...they put me through a so much turmoil....more like He absolutely DISGUSTS ME!!!

  • @phillvapez8285
    @phillvapez8285 Год назад

    The simple answer is people prefer to keep options these days, so as someone who doesn't then I'd rather stay single than get involved with players

  • @brittanyanderson951
    @brittanyanderson951 Год назад

    id like a new reading please

    • @6889TarotTime
      @6889TarotTime Год назад

      I just did a practice run for cancer that's really wild that you are contacting me be at this very moment. Spirit said you need to be really good this week be on your best behavior because all that's about to come out to wash

  • @brittanyanderson951
    @brittanyanderson951 Год назад

    i really wish that he would stop with all that witch craft cause its only gonna come back on him ten times fold

  • @KevinMcmahon-ri8dw
    @KevinMcmahon-ri8dw Год назад

    Thank u yes I like the table

  • @iuseiceheater
    @iuseiceheater Год назад

    𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓉𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒...

  • @iuseiceheater
    @iuseiceheater Год назад

    i wish i could get a reading (the link shows page cant be found :(. )

    • @6889TarotTime
      @6889TarotTime Год назад

      Entered!

    • @6889TarotTime
      @6889TarotTime Год назад

      I perform 3 specific tarot reading spreads. THE ULTIMATE LOVE TAROT SPREAD 💕 this is a 15 card look at all of it! LOVE RELATIONSHIPS TAROT ❤️ a 10 card spread with hidden emotions of what they want! SINGLES FUTURE LOVE TAROT 🆕 details where and how to find love!

    • @iuseiceheater
      @iuseiceheater Год назад

      @@6889TarotTime the 3rd one !!! 🧐🤌🤌🤌🤌

  • @MidnightbluesTarot
    @MidnightbluesTarot Год назад

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 Год назад

    Fairly on point reading. Id like to enter for the ultimate reading. ♌😉

    • @6889TarotTime
      @6889TarotTime Год назад

      Entry accepted! Thank you 💕 Stand by! (See Shorty Vid for Contest info)🤍

  • @midnightarot
    @midnightarot Год назад

  • @Aikalovely11
    @Aikalovely11 Год назад

    Pisces are the BEST. Absolute best 12th because best saved until last.

  • @lancefisher5691
    @lancefisher5691 Год назад

    Some familiarity in that read

  • @midnightarot
    @midnightarot Год назад

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    @midnightarot Год назад

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    @midnightarot Год назад

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    @midnightarot Год назад

  • @sherylh97
    @sherylh97 Год назад

    He said .. I understandard you 😂 Anyhow. Thank you. Was going Nuts for a second. Better now. ❤

  • @sherylh97
    @sherylh97 Год назад

    I hear voices I'm not medicated I don't like medication like that it detaches me like for my thinking like what do I do next kind of thing too much so I liked that heat worked well with me B needing a lot of confirmation you know about reality sometimes you know did you hear that lol nope okay we laughed a lot he didn't like being very vulnerable but that was kind of new to him and you know probation and limitations when we both are doing a lot better before covid and lockdowns and you know just life I guess but at the same time like I enjoyed him so much and then everything just went halt I mean anytime someone's got some kind of insecurity that they're dealing with from a previous relationship you know cuz we don't have the greatest ones you know and I'm still probably don't but at the same time at least we're aware of it or at least I was and then everyone is gone I have 5K tinnitus when I think it does like a musical or fluctuation thing where it just starts to Roar and I feel like a lot of times I repeat myself over and over again you know you know I can't hear right or something or haha and then I start doing that nothing nothing nothing cuz I just get so tired of trying to figure out I have hearing aids but because I have such issues with my emotions and my energy and being able to almost see with my feeling or something or my my energy going get out but I mean he can hear it into me that something significant. And I know I'm not I have not been the greatest Mom I just kind of fell down at some point and then and then just thought okay well I'll learn as much as I can and then when I get out I don't demand that they come you know two hours away and have to start everything in other you know connections and you know so they can finish school and I didn't want to make them that kid that gets pulled in different directions with split families you knew and honestly my most repetitious prayer is that the they're just happy that they're not feeling abandoned and they're not ever finding it too hard to pick up the phone and call me no matter what even if they think I can't hear it all I would answer no matter what and if I can get things to line up and get the balance that I I feel okay with you know emotionally and everything and then figure out how to get things back into my life like a car and a job and everything know because all these things to work around I'll be working from home I mean I haven't left hardly since 2018 and stuff and I was already distant and struggling but mental and not medicated cuz I've tried it all and I just I felt comfort with him we just had one bad moment and it ruined everything for like a year so far and I say ruined it just because was my best friend he is but it's my best friend way to fuck over there Texas decides he can come home. Is it's like nothing broke at my house when he was here earlier and maybe it did but always fixed it and you're always doing do things around here and it looks so nice but I would have moments where I would tell him about people stopping in from different dimensions Victoria and not knowing Spanish that well but hey you know I figure it out and apparently so because the words begin to match and I'm like yeah and then she came back and he's not here and it was just so strange to have to say over the phone Butterbean it still tells us that she knows and that he's not alone but still it's like so much time is wasted and I wish and the bottom of my heart that they would just let him come home and I know finances finances finances and God that's all it life is been is fucking money we're just struggling with it you know I mean and I've had jobs but then something happens in life rearranges like rapidly like there's usually you know something offensively with work and I'm just like whoa boundaries and you know assault or you know just get the fuck and career goes fucking take side up at like how did that happen because I'm not the one in the wrong but it does eventually make me feel like I'm defeated and I can repair water mains and telephone line LOL I did but I just I might do I get back up on the horse a third time after getting knocked off like that. He works there with me we were friends at first is that the only employee there that stood up for me between him going through a divorce in his last marriage and experiencing A co-worker who I guess is avoidant and just not okay with the emotions that it's stretching up internally I constantly with that kind of crap and he would just listen a lot of times are you know when I was bitching about it and I guess I didn't realize probably that you know maybe if maybe he did have feelings back then but you know we just definitely kept it well he was married and I was his co-worker I was a crew leader you know or you would different points in different places and you know he's just so he quit his job because he was like if I don't I'm just going to be no end up in you know a brawl cuz he was just getting so angry about it cuz he said it was just so disrespectful and communication I guess within you know I don't know if that was Hispanic thing or if it was just guys at work or if it's just maybe the way they were all raised or whatever the hell they have going on for them but I mean maybe I wasn't even aware that it went like that then cuz you know I wasn't at work while they were investigating all that shit and I mean it is still came that you know although they found it and they got rid of the guy like when I went back it was like so animosity that I mean I was so uncomfortable like people wouldn't work with me because oh I go to HR and I'm like that's exactly what I didn't want to happen and it was just like I felt like I was just floored so thank you so much and I just I was I was happy it feels like I just barely had my hands on it and it just back to just me as far as physically in Harmony in distance and shit I guess my voice so this is like you were talking and it's like as you were talking I felt like you were different people like you say you know the the feminine leave her then that would be my mom you know and or she's a Libra scales funny and Spotlight bipolar okay just getting mom cuz she doesn't believe in that shit and I'm like well you should cuz you should see your eyes when they go manic they look just alike dark dark brown like that anyhow I'm so struggling with trying to take care of myself but the tone of voice you kept having it was just like our conversations when it would get when it would get insecure and there's me being afraid of not being self-sufficient misplaced guilt and anxiety I really just want to feel his arms around me again so maybe it's immature and selfish I would really love for Texas just let him come home home And you keep saying situations in situations and for some reason used to say situationship like I wasn't taking him serious enough there was I was taking him so serious I was almost dependent upon him I mean even though it's my house even though it's my money but I mean like it just it's weird I mean it wasn't healthy I really felt it was authentic until we didn't feel good about ourselves or something because the way he picked up on parts of our conversations like phrases segments not going to lie I think I was so consciously wishing hard the entire time that you know just tell me it's going to be soon that I get to see him again and I mean I know it's just that conversations thing you know longing I mean I know he knows we've written we've talked I mean it's not easy cuz I don't hear well but I mean I feel it like we can talk across miles and we said what we needed to say it is weird that you say team because when he was in a bipolar moment he would say do you think this is a game and it would not sound like his normal voice like it would sounds like maybe he took his you know his just complete dislike of feeling weak and vulnerable because something made him feel something and he didn't want it to appear that way and so he would take it and probably stick it somewhere until it just slips out or something and I was like wow I didn't think we were playing anything you know like I was being serious. And I couldn't imagine where he was thinking that but it felt like he was holding on to something until whenever and then it was like oh that would make sense if it was like you know way back when or something I don't know I just really tripped out on this conversation this was really fascinating

  • @sherylh97
    @sherylh97 Год назад

    That is a trip

  • @sherylh97
    @sherylh97 Год назад

    He had a bipolar moment we were both sick with covid and it was doing really weird things like and I mean this like cuz I have severe anxiety I'm literally agoraphobic but he was having a Mania like manic or something we're his eyes dilated or like that the black part of your eyes where it does that thing you know, like my mom the Libras does when she's just angry angry angry drink and just stroke of bad luck or bad timing and you know having to adhere to government demands or new rules that are just almost impossible to reach when you're independent and you aren't allowed to work for a while and then you get sick and then you somehow get in an argument but you neither one feel like your normal selves my anxiety came from a different place I felt very robotic but I had like 105 fever probably just regular flu stuff but still it was more fight or flight cortisol maybe something like that and then he didn't feel good he has fever and his eyes did that thing like like the angry thing and I'm like what are you even mad at do you even see me it was just so weird y'all in the end it caused a fight and next thing I know fighting over my keys to my car and and pulling and you know I got like just like a Darkness under my eye I can't even really call it a black eye to me yes it was a bruised but I think it's I mean Iron hello still I think I'm not trying to make excuses but I genuinely feel it was like a mental health crisis because of maybe something reactive and covid-19 and he's on probation and just because we're not having to do all this crap all these guys on probation and parole they do and it's almost impossible because if you can't work and you can't make demands because of things that are going on and you have probation officers that aren't even doing their jobs and it's definitely one of those where I'm witness and just seeing all of this go and place and then not to mention suddenly obsessing or well irrational fear of syringes Suddenly It's like the fear catches up to the aha moment. Because we don't have a statistic that shows the number of deaths caused by a syringe but we have one caused by guns and I'm no saint and I've been to prison before myself you know I know what it's like to screw up or to self-sabotage and it's the same as me so why is it I have to never get another chance with something that I felt so in tune with and willing to try and work through things finally not running away from not shutting down not my normal avoidant self and so I remember thinking to the cop maybe that I mean it was a fight Nick leave it it's not where I just yeah sure I was scared but I'm sick and my ears are ringing but they've been like that for years and I mean my anxiety is just not right now but you know that too has been this way for years and it's been a whole year and they still won't let him come home it to be really honest I have not felt good since he left

  • @sherylh97
    @sherylh97 Год назад

    Im a dancer. I play the violin . My youngest son is 5 .. he is cancer . . I just wish they would let him come hime

  • @sherylh97
    @sherylh97 Год назад

    I'm agoraphobic

  • @midnightarot
    @midnightarot Год назад