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Oddball
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Добавлен 30 июл 2012
This channel consist of my documentation of my medical transition from female to male.
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1 Month on Minox
Просмотров 2886 лет назад
This is my one-month update using Minox for beard growth. Link to my Minox Tumblr below. minox-a-dill.tumblr.com/
FTM Beard Growth: Minoxidil
Просмотров 7546 лет назад
I've decided to continue with using minox for my beard.
Post-Op Top Surgery Medalie
Просмотров 986 лет назад
Almost 2 weeks post-op. Thought I'd give an update really quick.
Top Surgery in a few days
Просмотров 236 лет назад
I'm having Top Surgery with Doctor Medalie in just a few days and thought I'd check in.
I have a Top Surgery date with Medalie
Просмотров 156 лет назад
Sorry about my hair...but I have great news!
Top Surgery & Name Change
Просмотров 377 лет назад
Good News! Originally posted at my other YT channel as I couldn't get into this one. I state that at the beginning.
Somber Top Surgery update and more
Просмотров 407 лет назад
You'll get an update, just not in a good place is all.
1 Year and 7 months on T Voice Change
Просмотров 277 лет назад
My voice changing was the thing that happened the fastest.
Top Surgery Consult + Health Update
Просмотров 367 лет назад
Email me about Dr. Wilkins @ loganbonasse@yahoo.com Please use all caps in the subject line so I don't over look it. Thank you!
1 Year and 4.5 months on T
Просмотров 248 лет назад
T and life update. Good news update at the 10:16 minute mark.
1 Year on T; I don't "Pass"
Просмотров 2368 лет назад
June 2nd 2016 is my One year Manniversary. Sorry if this messes up and it's not synced or if the volume is funky. I switched to Windows 10 and It's messed a lot of things up.
It’s so nice to see someone who is the same body type as me showing their results. I haven’t been able to find very much. I’m having top surgery shortly after I graduate college in March of 2023 and I’m going to Dr. Medalie. 🙌 I can’t wait!
You helped me. You are better looking and manlier than most on here. You should come back to your channel.
Thank you so much for posting this!
Where you on T or was the beard strictly from the minoxidil? Thanks! Great video and informative! 💜
You look great!!! Just one day at a time buddy. Yep, lifestyle is what matters. Take Care
Good luck!:)
Thank you!
I'm on Minoxidil for around 5 months now, have light-baby-like beard, very light and patchy - but I did start from nothing (literally almost nothing apart from moustache and tiny goatee) so it def works. I'm committed now to do at least 12-18 months. I also use - one word: you should leave your skin Minoxidil free when you use derma roller for the skin to recover over night (skin recovery will take a week).
Yeah thats good advice. I just know some guys use the roller then apply the Minox. Dosen't sound safe to me. I'm glad that minox is working for you!
Minoxidil work for me bro!! Good luck!
Thanks man!
You are looking fantastic!!
Thank you so much!!!
Congrats on your manniversary! I also use minoxidil. If you wouldnt mind checking my results out too
Thank you ! I'll go check it out
Congratulations Logan, you look so happy. Your chest looks good too. Its going to be such a great feeling once its all healed and you can just...be.... I can definitely see changes...the 'female' look is going away...wow and look at that facial hair. You've definitely have grown more than I did at that stage....Keep looking forward.....Blessings Always
Thank you Ethan! I'm feeling more and more comfortable every day. I'm hoping I"ll get more facial hair for a bushy beard in another year or two. Hope you are well!
Good luck
Best of luck with the top surgery! Also congrats on losing 30 pounds since you started!
Thank you so much!
Hey Logan, good to see you. No girls voice there!!! Sound really good. Things will be a lot different when you do get too surgery. What's your status on that? I wish you well!!! Good to see you!
Thank you! I've got a bit over 4 grand saved up now out of the 8.5 to 10K that I need. So, I'm getting that and I hope to have my surgery by Feb of Next year. Sooner if I can.
Good to see you. You're looking good and congratulations on the new job and goals. Take Care
+EthanJay1261 Great to see you! Thank you man. How have you been? I"ll get over to your channel and get caught up her real soon.
+Oddball I'm doing good. Np, enjoy your journey!!!
call your insurance ask them the status of your appeal. when they tell you they don't have it throw a stink and ask tem can you resend it. if they say yes then get your doc's and call the trans center and expain the situation. if you didntbtake copies of your docs. Fill out new ones with the original dte... go from there. this is just what I would do. good luck in whatever you decide to do.
It's good to have you back, Logan! Congrats on the 8 month mark!
+Cris Montgomery Thank you!
Your voice has gotten deeper, lots of changes.
Wow, what a difference in the voice, can't get over that!
+beacher1967 Yeah neither can I honestly!
Holy Frack! I hate not being there right beside you through all of this. My brother. My Twin. Been too long. Can't wait to Skype chat with you today and talk about everything. Love you lots :) ♥
+Hulfster You're my boy blue!!
Your voice really sounds much deeper. :) I'm not transgender but I love when my legs are hairy so in stead of shaving I just bleach them and people don't seem to notice them as much or bother me about it but I can still feel the hairs so it makes me feel better. Maybe next time try that in stead in case you still can't pass (but you should pass by next year, i'm sure)
Scattered Moon Shards Yeah I had some really good leg hair, and I love having fuzzy legs. I miss it a lot, but it'll grow back. :)
Lol
Yep, you're on your way nw. One week is not slow progress its actually faster than some ( me). Take care buddy
EthanJay1261 Oh I miss spoke. it'd 7 weeks in the second part.
has dropped a lot already
ThatPunkBrent I was pretty surprised for sure.
Hey I got the morning gunk too! I think its associated with voice drop so I hope it happens soon with both of us! Your looking awesome and I love to watch your vids! Can't wait to see more as you continue on this journey! :)
Sam McCrae Thank you very much!
Maybe when you lose the weight, your face would appear more wrinkly, but for now as it is you totally look almost twice younger than your age! I never would've given you a day over 20.
Scattered Moon Shards Oh thank you! :)
You look good! Yes, you don't have a female 'squeak' like you have had in the past, lol. I mamed at PRIDE a 8 months into T...my therapist said it's probably because of all the butches and I favored more them at the time. Yeah, I didn't get mad but it just kind of blew me away until my therapist said that and it made sense. Congrats on this new journey!!!
EthanJay1261 I"m happy to be rid of the female squeak too! I figure I'm gonna get mamed until I get top surgery really. And thank you!
Yay, congrats buddy!
EthanJay1261 Thank you!
that is great man. congrats!
ThatPunkBrent THank you!
I've been on t for 2 years and i never felt anything,even in the beginning which i thought was weird. Good to see you started. I look forward to your updates and watching you change physically over time :) take care
lost4ever888 Thank you man! Yeah I hope that this tired feeling subsides over the next few weeks.
Congrats buddy, I know you've waited a long time!!!
EthanJay1261 Thank you Ethan!
Cool, happy for you! :)
Scattered Moon Shards Thank you!
Congrats on getting closer to your goal
beacher1967 Thank you!!!
Congrats buddy!!!!!
EthanJay1261 Thank you!
Also, good on you for exercising and completing your goals. It definitely helps the mental health stuff. I too, was surprised by my bipolar diagnosis, but I have found taking lamictil really helps. Crossing my fingers and toes that you are on T by this time next month! <3
Yeah I'm still in shock about my diagnosis. Exercise helps so much. And this hat is my favorite right now!
I'm so glad things are starting to move forward for you, bud! So exciting. P.S. - I dig your hat!
Congratulations Buddy
Thank you!
Yay, congrats buddy
Thank you!
Where do you live? Any doctor can prescribe it, if your doctor won't do it, he is DISCRIMINATING AGAINST YOU. Ask him if he would prescribe it to a cis man who had low T? I guarantee you he would. He is lying to you if he says "he can't prescribe it". Take charge of your healthcare and INSIST on what you want. I did. Who knows how long it would have been before I got on T if I did not insist on a prescription immediately and I also schooled them about dosages. Everything I have I got by taking charge and not letting anyone slack off or discriminate. You can do it, too. Doctors think they wield all the power and like to make it difficult for anyone they don't see eye to eye with but that is discriminatory and I really think you should call him out on it! Would be good to go to someone that one of your friends went to if you can get in right away but they may not be taking new patients. I'm just saying that even though you are not in a rush, it seems as if you may be sort of letting others such as healthcare providers dictate your path and just remember, YOU dictate your path, even in a state that is not as liberal as Washington where I am! A step that would help you as well is to make sure that in your letter, the therapist calls you "he" and "him" and never by female pronouns, and also states that you are sane and able to make healthcare decisions for yourself, and that you are considered MALE by the therapist and that they agree that you need testosterone as part of your ongoing healthcare. Would also help for you to change your name (if you are going to) and gender legally. Glad your mom is cancer-free. Too bad that someone else told some of your family members, unless you gave them permission to out you, they should not have done that. Sounds like it may have worked out ok though.
I just called the person my friend referred me to today and waiting for a call back. Thankfully I know my Doctor will refer me to anyone I want so there is that but I will keep your advice in mine when push comes to shove for sure! I'm planing on changing my name as well. I want to fil out the paperwork as soon as I have that first dose of T. Thank you so much for your advice!
oh good
Congrats buddy on everything. I'm glad to hear they were able to operate and remive the cancer, continued prayers your way. Keep us posted and good luck on the Doc next week.
Thank you Ethan! We got her home today and the Doctor said that there was no cancer in the lymph nodes and she's cancer free! Thank you for the prayers
Very exciting! :D Good luck on your journey!!!
Thank you! And thanks for the sub!
You can do it! Happy New Year :))
Thank yo and cool YT name!
All my best wishes for the New Year!
Thank you and have a great year!
I'm smiling with you! Happy New Year to you too!!!
Thank you! You Too!
Hey, I'm glad to hear the pathway has begun for you and transition. Although it may seem slow, its begun. Keep talking and moving forward one step at a time! I'm sorry to hear about your Mom. Sometimes challenges make us dig deep into our reserves (even those we didn't know we have). I have a step dad who had throat cancer and I was the one to juggle the schedule and take him to chemo, then radiation, dr appts, etc. I'm here to listen if you need me. As Charles points out the challenges will be physically, emotionally and spiritually for the both of you. Just remember: if you come to a point where you think you have no more, stop take a deep breath, look up and take one step at a time.... just keep looking forward understand there's a reason for everything. Take care buddy. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family!
I'm very happy that it is as well. It's feels like I'm finally taking progressive steps forward and it feels great! I hope that I continue to move forward at a steady pace, but time will tell. Thank you for the kind words as well about my Mom. It's scary. I've already lost one parent to Cancer, I don't want to lose another. We get the results of the PET-CT Scan and if there is no other cancer in her body the surgery will still take place. If there is cancer, I guess it changes the game. I will try to look forward as much as I possibly can. Thank you for your prayers as well! Best wishes!
Hey man, I'm glad your appointment with the gender therapist went well. Where in Michigan are you? There may be other options to get on hormones besides going to the university that will be covered by Medicaid. I am really sorry to hear about your mom's diagnosis. I know how hard it is to be a caregiver - there is a lot of emotional, physical, and spiritual strength involved. It must be immeasurably more difficult when it is a parent. My heart goes out to you, man. Message me anytime if you want to talk or just need an ear to listen. In spite of all the challenges you face, I hope 2015 IS your year! :o)
I live in the Flint area. I'm hoping that my new Doctor will work with me. He's listed on Transgender.org as LGBT friendly, but that doesn't mean that he'll go along with Hormone Replacement Therapy. I'm hoping that he will. If he doesn't, well, I'll cross that bridge when I get to it! Thank you for your kind words as well. I'm trying to keep my head up and remember that it's ok to take care of my needs as well. I think I struggle with that a bit and feel guilty becasue my Mom's needs come before mine a lot. I do hope that 2015 will be my year! Thank you for the sub as well. Best Wishes!
Hey. Around the same lines as others, I found that the breast tissue 'flattened' after about a month or so on T, for me. Im not the biggest, but I am big enough that I am obvious. After three months or so on T, I had times where i could go without binding and it still looked like i was. Binding will help a lot. If you can not afford the binders online, try the Big Brother program. It can help you get your first binder for free, you just have to send them your measurements. Also, you might be able to find somewhere in your state that you can go with a letter of consent instead of the route requiring the therapist letter. You might still need that, but it makes the process cheaper and easier if you can bypass it and go the route of consenting to treatment. And one more tip, the first few weeks/months on T go by faster than you thought they would. Before you know it, you will see some real changes and it will also feel great. I have even found a major improvement with my depression and how I process the challenges in my life. Good Luck!
Hey dude, good for you deciding what path you're going to take. I also debated for some time if I needed/wanted T, or if I was just going to do top surgery. It took a lot of debate but I finally decided that, in order for me to live as male, I needed T's help. Have you thought about reaching out for the money for your surgery? Insurance will cover part of mine, but I will still need quite a chunk of cash, and the recovery time means taking off of work, so I will need $ for that, too. Just a thought. If you have a support group around you, try reaching out and saying how much $ you will need and start a collection going. Think of fun things to do to get people to donate to you. I know it sounds like begging or whatever, but you might be surprised how helpfull people want to be... Good luck and lots of love! -Bear
I was thinking of fund raising efforts or a go fund me page once I start T for sure. I've put off asking for help, but it's come down to my needing it. I have to stuff my pride for sure. Thank you for your advice and thank you so much for the sub!
Glad to hear you have thought it out and reached the peace in your place, all love behind you!
Thank you very much! :D
Hey there, you've got a good concept on both sides of T and Top surgery. However, you have been waiting a long time to transition. Plus your right, get on board and face those things as they come. Binding is a bitch but looking in he mirror and seeing your authentic self is worthy of it all. Just take a deep breath and relax. One day at a time!!!
Thank you! I'm taking it one day at a time for sure, and this is great news for me so it helps me to look forward to the future. I'm trying not to get my hope up too much though becasue my treatment path from this therapist might be very different from my friends.