![filmgoop](/img/default-banner.jpg)
- Видео 27
- Просмотров 45 520
filmgoop
Добавлен 13 май 2019
editor
jcdibats on ig
jcdibats on ig
autistic-coding in serial experiments lain
i’ve been wanting to make a video on this for ages, can’t believe there isn’t already one out there! serial experiments lain is one of my favorite animes and lain is my favorite autistic hc :) also! i address this in the video, but if you’re going to comment something about how “lain is a computer program so all of this speculation is futile” you’re wasting your time. lain is a fictional character and this is a headcanon. my lavish credentials include having watched lain 4 times, being autistic myself, and being in the 3rd year of my psych degree :P
there is a trigger warning at the beginning, here are the timestamps for those::
- self harm/suicide 11:24 (ends at 12:00)
- dissociation/dereal...
there is a trigger warning at the beginning, here are the timestamps for those::
- self harm/suicide 11:24 (ends at 12:00)
- dissociation/dereal...
Просмотров: 1 399
Видео
the batman | red sex | fan trailer
Просмотров 2422 месяца назад
first try at making a trailer! kept it short with little dialogue till i get more comfortable making them :) (the @ at the end is my instagram user) song - red sex by vessel font by tjbutlag on reddit Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a u...
Unleashing The Cat: A Deconstruction of The Batman’s Selina Kyle
Просмотров 1554 месяца назад
(spoilers for the batman obviously!!! don’t watch if you haven’t seen the movie) 🩷 different from what i usually post i know, but i have been working on an essay about selina for a couple months now.. just for fun, because she is so dear to me. and when i finished it i didn’t know what to do with it, so i decided to turn it into a video essay :) i hope you enjoy it, feel free to leave your thou...
carl grimes | ode to my family
Просмотров 205 месяцев назад
low effort edit, this song just reminded me of him 🥲 andddd youtube disabled my comments on this video. perfect. 🙂 song: ode to my family - the cranberries lyrics: Understand the things I say Don't turn away from me 'Cause I've spent half my life out there You wouldn't disagree Do you see me, do you see? Do you like me Do you like me standing there? Do you notice, do you know Do you see me, do ...
the cinematography of the man who laughs
Просмотров 6486 месяцев назад
watched this movie recently and was blown away, wanted to share :)) it’s currently on youtube for free if you’re interested! the man who laughs (1928) directed by paul leni cinematography by gilbert warrenton song: reflections - toshifumi hinata Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reportin...
hannigram | sorry
Просмотров 337 месяцев назад
i can never escape them… also, once i find an editing software that doesn’t randomly glitch when exporting when it looks fine prior, forcing me to reduce the frame rate it’s OVER FOR ALL OF YOU ‼️ mark my words 😔😔☝️ song: sorry - alex g Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, schola...
benjamin poindexter | collector
Просмотров 409 месяцев назад
this is how i cope (self sabotage) 😊 made this for my instagram originally, but decided to scale it up to post here too. hope the 12 bullseye fans in the world enjoy it. he is very dear to me! oh and while you’re here go listen to searows new ep end of the world. okay thx bye ❤️ song: collector - searows scenepack: comi.cpanels on ig Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1...
vader | hard times
Просмотров 69Год назад
i saw a post about anakin/vader & palpatine and this song on tumblr by user noweakergirl. i’ll link the post below as it inspired this edit and i heavily associate anakin with this song now :) tumblr post: www.tumblr.com/noweakergirl/724207338695819264/star-wars-ethel-cain-hard-times?source=share song: hard times - ethel cain lyrics: Hide me there, under the leaves Nine going on eighteen, lay i...
star wars | carry me out
Просмотров 46Год назад
this song has always reminded me of han and luke but the more i listened to it the more i connected it to anakin’s fall to the dark side. this is similar to an edit i made last year to cardigan, centered around anakin’s relationships with obi-wan, padmé, and ahsoka (and a little of luke too :) it didn’t turn out exactly how i wanted but i like it enough anyway. i hope you do too song: carry me ...
batcat | sometimes
Просмотров 113Год назад
quick little batcat study i did song: sometimes - goldmund Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fa...
ellie & joel | i know the end
Просмотров 67Год назад
i'd been meaning to make this for months but hadn't had the time because of school. now that the semester is over i managed to make it, and for that i'd like to apologize because this edit is so sad lmfao song: i know the end - phoebe bridgers Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting,...
batcat | black beauty
Просмотров 121Год назад
in honor of the year anniversary of the batman 🖤🦇 also i need to figure out how to save my videos in 4k because the rendering process literally wants me dead!!!! sorry this looks so choppy, i guess this edit will be more for me than anyone else. i might need to switch editing softwares idk… 🤔 song: black beauty - lana del rey Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, all...
hannigram | western nights
Просмотров 135Год назад
i’ve been meaning to make this for months but never found the time… well it’s finally here! (and it is glorious if i do say so myself) song: western nights - ethel cain Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statut...
exploring dialectical tensions in greta gerwig’s lady bird
Просмотров 9Год назад
i wrote this paper for a class and got bored and decided to turn it into a video. sorry the audio peaks at some points in it, don’t care enough to fix it. lady bird (2017) written & directed by greta gerwig Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, scholarship, and research. Fair use ...
the batman being a comedy for 2 minutes straight
Просмотров 54Год назад
the batman being a comedy for 2 minutes straight
the cinematography of girl, interrupted
Просмотров 381Год назад
the cinematography of girl, interrupted
anakin & obi-wan | my tears ricochet
Просмотров 22 тыс.2 года назад
anakin & obi-wan | my tears ricochet
the cinematography of serial experiments lain
Просмотров 5462 года назад
the cinematography of serial experiments lain
the cinematography of the man who sleeps
Просмотров 11 тыс.2 года назад
the cinematography of the man who sleeps
Pretty weird that there aren't many videos talking about this lol. Excelent video btw
Literally me
Also autistic here, and I noticed stuff like that 10+ years ago. Kuudere characters in general, a trope which Lain is so eerily similar to, people used to liken her to Rei Ayanami, are very heavily autism coded, with the most obvious example so far being Mashiro Shiina from Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo. Please note that thanks to facebook questionaries, some kuudere characters got classified as "dandere", to add more "personality types" alongside inventing other "new" dere types that are just subtypes of other existing ones. Note that if you want to make further videos on the subject, you might want to do a bit oooof research on the subject of Japanese ableism.
this is dope you should do an analysis of Roxas from Kingdom Hearts 358/2 he came into existence without a reference point of socialization. He learned it slowly through routinizing his relationship with Axel, then Sion, and then developed a heavily routinized lifestyle with his job “organization 13” to help cope with the aimlessness of not knowing what to do. It’s my favorite video game!!!! Roxas was the first character I could actually relate too within any media in general as a kid. It affected me alot.
oh wow
what? 😭
@@filmgoop noo i didnt mean it in a bad way! it was amazing oml i havent stopped thinking about it
@@star.girlxx3839 oh okay 😭 i had a feeling it was a positive comment but i wasn’t sure 😭😭 im really glad u like it! <3
Never knew that "masking" was the term used for supressing parts of yourself to blend in, real interesting. It's been a long time now since I've watched lain but this video has reminded me that I really like the scenes with her in her nightie, I know she's a computer program and all that but hey if you can call her autistic then why can't I imagine her as my wife or something like that. Man the early 2000s or like 1990s I've forgotten when this was made were such a time, I miss it.
"evil lain" is actually masami eiri while "wired lain" is what its called the jungian shadow of the ego. that part of the ego that evolved to meet unmet needs the lain at cyberia its a memory alteretion created by the knight, i like to call her cyber lain but yea, she isnt real
I didnt even know the video was TTS until you said so, lol. great video. thanks!
@@agnet42 the tts is scarily realistic 😭 thank you! i’m glad you enjoyed it :))
The video was really good, but I can't for the life of me get that edit of Duvet by Bôa at the start of it out of my head, and now I wish there was a full version of it. Edit: Oh goodness, it was put in the description! My mind just kinda skimmed over it, haha!
No mether where you are, everyone is always connected.
Lain is her
I feel like talking about DID is difficult as the show implies, not explicitly, that some of her "personalities," are indeed not her. The Knights manipulate her by creating a clone they can project into the wired, or in some real world locations such as the Cyberia Club. We can also see this when they sever the connection between body/soul of her sister. Really cool breakdown but I feel like trying to diagnose her is unbefitting someone who likely isn't human.
nice video! this is headcanon I've held for a good while too, namely because I'm also autistic and see a lot of the experience and symptoms in her and how she interacts with the world. but I also have OSDD - other specified dissociative disorder - which is roughly like DID without fitting the full criteria (for us, for instance, we lack the memory gaps associated with full blown DID). that said, I definitely read Lain as having DID too! while iirc the third "evil Lain" personality was artificially created by the Knights (*grain of salt, it's been a while since I watched the series through), the "standard" quiet, shy Lain and the Wired Lain both show up consistently from early on the series and seem to show the memory issues that go along with DID. I can also say that as someone who masks in given situations, masking is a lot different than another headmate fronting! different headmates/alters/whatever term of choice can have very distinct personalities, tastes, body language, tone, and ways of interacting with the world, which seems in line with the Wired Lain's much more confident, even confrontational attitude, and the "evil" Lain's sleazy joking manner. I also think a point in favor of the DID interpretation comes from when the Men in Black take her to meet their boss in episode 07 - during that meeting, we can see a moment where Lain switches on screen between her "standard" self and her Wired self, first displaying confusion and distress, then seeming to space out/dissociate before the Wired Lain takes over. different headmates can be more suited to handling different situations or even triggered into fronting by various external stimuli (social, environmental, emotional, etc), so it feels very fitting to me. at any rate, the distinction between the personalities, whatever the cause (DID or otherwise), at least was a purposeful choice by the creative team, given the distinction between them in production materials. (I think you're probably aware of this from how you presented them in the video, but just in case you aren't or someone unfamiliar reads this-) "standard" Lain's name is written in kanji as 玲音, the Wired Lain's as katakana レイン, and the "evil" Lain's in Latin letters, i.e. simply "Lain". regarding schizophrenia I can't offer a concrete opinion, since I don't experience it myself, though it does at least seem textual that Lain experiences some form of hallucinations in both the anime and video game.
@@gatyunla i agree, that moment in episode 7 was what initially sold me on that theory. prior to that we’d see her attitude change depending on the environment she was in (for example using the wired vs attending class), but seeing her dissociate and having wired lain take over in real time was what made it most clear to me. and no, i didn’t know about the different spellings of her name, that’s so interesting! thank u for sharing! ^_^
@@filmgoop you're welcome! I love the series itself + Japanese is a special interest of mine besides, so getting to share little details like this and have them be appreciated makes me happy :3
i love lain and i heavily relate to her. I have an interest in computers and i also have dissociated and derealized before. She's a big comfort character for me.
@@stonedrei me too. as odd as that may sound given the contents of the anime, it is a big source of comfort for me because of lain’s character :))
Such a great video! Usually video essays that have low views are all over the place, not reaching any point, but the way you divided the sections as well as the introduction and conclusion of the topic was wonderful! I also really liked the arguments you gave, as an autistic person it made me realize why I related so much to Lain, especially in the first episodes. The conversations she has with her friends or when she asks her father to build her NAVI are experiences that I have lived, as well as the sensory sensitivity. Keep up the great content!
@@lifelesscomplains thank you so much for the feedback! i’m so glad you enjoyed the video!! :))
0:13
Every character in eng dub sounds more robotic than this tts
@@sanitylost4271 it is scary how realistic it is… 😭
Tbh I think that is a huge plus for Lain to sound like that, since she's not human. So it is also difficult to see human behavior or problems with her.
Loved your video going in depth with every matter you presented. The ai speech isn't really a problem I think it helps the video
@@myonlywish4u thank you!!! i’m glad you enjoyed it and that the text to speech wasn’t bothersome :))
As a person with adhd I also think lain is autistic. I immediately „knew“ she must be neurodivergent because of the train scene. I relate to a lot of her symptoms, but its not a 100% -the Impulsivity is missing.
I am utterly stunned how ahead of its time this show was. I’m on my 5th viewing and it just keeps getting better and better. Great video btw!
as someone that is dignosed as autistic , i must say this vid is pretty spot on
As a fellow person who is also autistic, I remember when I first saw Serial Experiments Lain when I was in middle school way back in the early 2000s and even though I didn't understand it, I still couldn't help but be into it and especially the character but I didn't understand why. Upon continuing to re-watch the show later in my life and learning more about autism, I felt like I finally understood why I felt drawn to the show because I found Lain relatable.It all started to make a little more sense because like Lain, I too struggled with socialization and making friends and did turn more to the internet for comfort as well as feeling that "zoned out" feeling when I was in school. I did hear the theories that Lain is just a computer AI and her awkwardness was her struggling to adapt to the human world and that's fine for the people who want to believe that but I like this theory more since it really does make the series more relatable and shined a light on a type of person as a lead that you rarely see in media, especially at that time. I've watch Lain about 5 times in my life so far and even though I still don't understand it, I've reached a similar point of simply not being bothered by that and just taking it more as a comfort show :)
Finally someone who thinks lain is autistic
Always love a good video on autistic coded characters <3
Loved this! For me, Lain is also a confort character, and I didn´t notice how many neuroatypical traits she has or can have. Still don´t know what the hell is going on in that show, but I keep loving it and Lain as well more and more. Keep up with the good content and... let´s all love Lain!
Great analysis!
thank you! i’m glad you enjoyed it :)
great edit 😍🤩
this is amazing !!
I love this in-depth analysis of Catwoman. You did her justice
thank you!! i’m glad you enjoyed it :)
❤
i love this so much!! so well done!!
i’m so glad!! thank you!
OH MY GOD THIS IS INCREDIBLE! loved every second of it. really love your essay and how much information you were able to put into this. you really made me love catwoman even more than i already do. <333
YAY i’m so glad u like it 😸😸😸 thank you!!!
the way this song was just WRITTEN for them 🥲💔 and no, you didn't just hear my heart crack... (beautiful edits btw!!)
I love this Movie .🥰
Thanks for the upload!
Yeah, just gimme Taylor & what the song is ACTUALLY about.
😠 Promo-SM
I’m glad I’m not the only one who is crying (sobbing). You did such an amazing job of matching scenes to the lyrics, inserting flashbacks. I’ve watched this a few times now- it’s cathartic. Are you planning on doing anymore? Maybe with the new footage from Ahsoka?
damn they made a movie about my life
Me
great music , can you tell me it's name ?
Gold dust- duster
@@matheus_001 thank you
Me af
this is phenomenal and should have so many more views. thanks for sharing!!
Fantastic edit of an interesting film.
i love you filmgoop
Please ask me before posting a video of me please. 😌
Anstrengende Arbeiteinsätze von Ihnen, den Filmteams, lockdown Energien Ressourcen, viel Glück, Kraft Gesundheit für Ihren / Ihre Arbeiteinsätz e ,m.a
I come back and watch this at least twice a month and I’m still equally affected every single time
Ryan Gosling's chrysalis