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We want to hear that you are ok Danny

This video may have saved my life you’re the only person that has it like I have since i was a kid off & on insane i just keep listening at work

DUDEEEE THANK YOU FOR THIS IM 3 MONTHS IN I’ve survived it before thought i was dying of cte from a few concussions dpdr is literally hell on earth

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My situation is literally identical to your story

I hope someone has told you to stop all drugs. Psychotics and thc can bring one schizophrenia . Stay away from it all and do posts of healthy eating cardio hiking. Sauna etc. plz research for yourself. Also find out if your family has any history of bipolar schizophrenia.. and if not either way stay away and it will pass I promise. But absolutely stay away from weed and psychedelics. They are not for you, my dear.. but again you will get better. It takes time.. taking a shit ton of acid for anybody for the first time , shacks us all. Just try to relax give yourself a break and know that you will feel better..

Ok I get yall are suffering but let’s not say how long you’ve had it your only keeping people stuck by giving them more anxiety and panic about this, think before you speak

Hey brother, what videos are you talking about that snapped you back into yourself. I am dealing with major depression and I'm also weaning off of the red liquid death methadone, and it is a nightmare. I don't know who to even talk to or watch on the internet that can slightly help through this terrible ordeal, but anyway, if you know the videos, just leave a link if you could. I'm willing to look into anything for help through this shit. Take care ya'll 🌗

Im like that since 2007, but with better symptoms now. how are you now?

Hi 👋🏻 I’m glad I clicked on your video. You said everything so perfectly. I’ve been dealing with DDD since I was 14 and I’m now 22 years old. I guess what I would say the hardest part about this is how long it took for me to find out what DDD is. I really wish I found out sooner and maybe things in my life would have played out differently and the symptoms wouldn’t have developed so severely. It is what it is. A symptom that I have is no emotions and 24/7 brain fog (to the point where I have zero like thoughts a monk). I developed OCD in response to this because I feel like I am missing out on so many precious moments. I am constantly telling myself that I should have noticed this or said that compulsively and that’s just triggering my anxiety. I am seeing a psychiatrist now so I’m praying that this makes my life easier.

Great video! I've been in this anxiety state over 20 years and last year I started self-therapy and ended for several months in really deep dp/dr state. Thanks to God I'm currently out of this weird and bizarre state but still dealing with some other anxiety symptoms. Dp/dr really sucks and I'm really sad to hear that so many people are going through this shit😢

It can go away for everyone

Very relatable descriptions! Hope you post an update at some point.

I'm in it so bad right now and don't know how to get out. Psych med withdrawal and long covid, I think. I've had it for 10 years, but it was mild for a while and it barely even bothered me. Now it's so extreme and I don't know what to do. I've been severe for 2 years now and I have a whole host of other medical issues on top.

It's been one year since my worst dpdr experience. This is the most comforting video I've seen since. Explained in perfect detail.

This is the best dp/dr video ever made. I truely relate to most of every point you made. Thank you.

Jesus yes I get this 24/7. You describing forgetting tf a car is and all that.. Literally me. My brain will sort of register very slowly that i’m opening the door and going inside then suddenly i’m in the car and i’ve just heard the fkn door close. Everything all big and just feels, looks and sounds weird.

the way you speak reminds me of myself most of the time. you seem detached but trying so hard to explain your story and I can empathize so much.

Mine has been on 24/7 for 4 months now

I’m really suprised to hear you still did several types of drugs after the lsd. Damn…i had dpdr from ayahuasca and i got so afraid of any mind altering drugs!! I smoked weed like once, one hit, after and it triggered a HUGE fallback! I recovered completely or 98% but i have this healthy fear of drugs now😅 I’m about 65% into the video and I see a pattern: everytime you made yourself worse was by taking drugs, coffee, drugs, drugs again, alcohol, medication… there’s a lesson here for sure for people listening.

How are you doing now? How have things changed in the past few years? I'd be happy to hear an update and if youv'e improved at all.

Praying hard that this will go away!!! I can't take it I can't take it anymore. Brought on by medication along with severe Terror and pain throughout my body. I don't wish this on anyone and I pray for anyone who's suffering through this.

I know this is an older video but omgg I’ve experienced this so bad over the last 6 years. It’s been on and off but really started after I took adderall in college. It was so strange when it first happened. My mind went into a void state and I was convinced that I couldn’t have thoughts at all. I have it now some after taking a antidepressant but not as bad. My theory is that certain drugs can trigger this is in our brains. Hope your doing better.

Any update on how you’re doing?

All i want to know is,if this dude is doing better,it's been long since he posted this video... Wish to find him on social media and se him doing better..maybe that will calm me down & give me more hope.. i feel so bad right now,so detached,dizzy...🤕

anyone else feel a latency/delay between their brain and movements when in a dissociative episode?

Holy shit, thank you so much for posting this. I just had a horrible spike starting last night, I've been experiencing DPDR for about a month now. I've been scouring youtube just to know that someone else experiences whatever strain of terror I'm feeling. I pretty much never comment on videos lol, but I thought it was worth it this time because your description of feeling that you are nothing/just a state of awareness/in another reality is perhaps the most resonant way I've heard someone describe this. Also the way you mentioned people looking weird...that shit is the worst

Hi I'm really confused cause I don't really know if I have DPDR or something else... sinds almost 3 months after a shock event in my life I'm started feeling like my house.my work place my street my family, friends and every single place I visited before strange and first time I went there and also my memories and everything in my life like doesn't happened and also music i loved and every detail in my life...myself my personality like not myself anymore... and also that i feel that everything around me is weird and like im not living in life and environment around me like trees and everything so strange! It's like I forget what normal is and who I was as a person before.. And also related my sensation of weather and environment and seasons? And when I talk it's not seem like me And my head like it's not mine Feeling like I'm not here...

Make another video

Bro, It's when you feel detached from reality but at same time your in your own bubble that's full of light headed dreamlike state where you are over hyper and high... and everything is 2d but your high as fuck... You are basically uncomfortable in your own skin because you think there is something missing or your missing out on...like you feel your in your own world and missing out on reality. The solution to this us you got to accept you reality. You are basically uncomfortable in your own skin yet you are very much awake. You just dont care about stupid little politics going around the world. The more you think about your emotions you feel more anxious because you think you are not normal.

Do you feel like everything is 2d and your In a small bubble and you cant make out the outer part of that bubble ...like we are only experiencing small part of life... and then you tend to over look every motion or try to think whether your mind is normal and whether it matches what others or a normal mind should be... you begin to question your mind for everything... Basically you feel like something is missing, life or reality seems 2d, everything feels like one blurry dreamy state... emotiond don't effect you much, like little things which h makes you anxious because you think something is wrong with your brain... it's kind if like your ego has dissapeared, or your being is floating in a dreamy low visioned reality.

It’s never been this bad and watching this has helped a lot. Thank you ❤️

I dont know what i am and what anything is anymore... how the hell this can get better? Feels worse every day

I feel the same. How are you doing?

How are you now ? I’m going through it terribly it’s only been 6 months but feels like an eternity it get so bad I think I might feeeze up and die I don’t want to kill myseldf I want to get better so badly I would love to know if you ever got better at least functionable

I was going to ask are your symptoms still 24/7? Where you literally don't get a break to feel how you used to feel, i just can't believe you've went al those years with it it's the worst thing anybody could ever have to go through i didn't even know about it until i woke up and thought shit wtf is going on with me it's as though your high ya just can't come down eeee god man my heart goes out to you all those years suffering man it shouldn't even be a thing man 😢😏 poor poor soul, a feel for everybody goin through this you couldn't make this shit up

Eeeeeeee it's an absolute joke isn't it man, ya just in complete hell how the heck have you went all them years with this crazy shit? A couldn't me like christ man 😯🙊 iv got it now and if it doesn't start to go soon god knows what im going to do never faced anything like this shit in my whole life its absolutely beyond and just can't seem to get answers that's the biggest joke you hear people say yeah it defo goes n others have sat with this for years, everyday i just feel like throwing meself off the bridge literally man!

Anyone else get really freaked out by normal stuff. I overcame the feeling of depersonalization but never the thoughts. Yesterday someone replied to one of my youtube comments and replied starting with “amos jtzoboroski03” and he was the only reply and no one with the username jtzoboroski. I know theres a reason for this but it really freaks me out it brings on horrible existential thoughts

I have all your symptoms..I want to die everyday it's horrific

I have this everyday for 7 years..it causes me panic attacks everyday..Im a 41 year old mom..Id rather die than continue like this..Im so sorry you are suffering..Im in hell as I write this

Ive had this so long now

I'm so sorry you have had to go through this. I'm 49 y/o and have had this since age 12!!! Back in the 80s there was no one to talk to. No internet to do research. No way to describe this mental prison to your parents. In 1994 I finally snapped and had to go on disability. It's only by the grace of God that I have survived this. I still have episodes to this day plus now terrible PTSD after a horrible car accident in 2001. It's hard for me to drive anywhere. In 2010 I finally went to a psychiatrist and he put me on Clomipramine and it gave me my life back. I started being able to get out of the insane fog we sufferer's live in, in our minds. I feel horrible for each and every person that has to deal with this. At least now, in these modern times, there is help. P.S. I don't remember any kind of trauma in my childhood that could have caused this. I use xanax as needed to keep it together to this day. Love to all.

Bro, you describe my a trip I had a long ago in which I could not comprehend anything. The worst part is not knowing up from down. Anyhow there is hope, Look into the work of Dr L Wilson. God bless.

How are you doing these days? I’ve been dealing with it long term too. I have improved along the way but still fighting it. If you want someone to talk to let me know.

Thanks for your story this made me feel a little better. Thank you so much 🙏🏽🙂

SSRI’s have helped me tremendously but you need to identify your stressor(s) and try to minimalize them, they can be quite far fetched, otherwise you would have addressed them already. Mine was overtraining releasing crazy amounts of cortisol in my system combined with a fulltime job and a crappy sleepschedule

any updates on this? currently experiecing this really bad. wondering if you’ve found anything that has helped.

I've been dealing with it for a few months now but these past couple of days it's been soooo severe I literally feel like I'm a moving spirit as if I"m not even in my body. Even writing this right now my vision literally looks like it's in a state of a dream. It's very cloudy and hard for me to see to the point where I get headaches and my anxiety kicks in and I feel like I'm going to have an aneurysm. I also smoked weed twice and have been binge drinking over the weekend so I believe my mind is trying to figure out what my body is going to do. Last night my body starting feeling numb and it felt like I was shallow breathing and I started to freak out and texted all my friends to take me to the er and no one responded. So now today I'm feeling the same. Does anyone feel like their vision is in a dreamlike state?

have you ever felt deja vu with it?

I had a similar story to yours. I took mushrooms in September 2 times where I ate a eighth and tripped out two days apart and started micro dosing after that. After I felt pretty okay I’m October, but I was always a smoker and I remember I started getting these health anxiety and acid reflux so it made my conscious state of mind more complex. I remember I was on this diet and drank a lot of water and ate fruits. One day my hands were cramping and I took a hit of wax after going to the doctors. That day of the doctors I remember they told me I needed a upper abdomen scan so it gave me super bad anxiety. When I took that hit I remember having the worst panic attack that I literally thought i overdosed on water or ate too much salt. So two hours later went to the er. After that day I felt weird and lost I couldn’t recognize my girlfriend or son and I kept going to the doctors back to back in November through now. I got vitamins check was low on vitamin d but I raised them and still feel weird. I remember last month I was in my living room having a panick attack and was writing these suicide notes. And got a hallucination experience where colors were enhanced and I started having these crazy headaches like something was crawling on my head and I would get these pins and needles in my arms and legs at work. Still to this day colors are very bright and my vision is kinda blurry.. the color red stands out so intense. Even in the sunlight the break lights stand out. My memory of the past is so distorted I don’t feel like that was me and I can pin point certain days of the past 3 years unless someone reminds me or I see a picture. I wake feeling like okay you made it another day. Life itself has no meaning. Paying bills and doing responsibilities are helpless I’m in so much debt because I missed credit card payments. Got to wear sunglasses everywhere and when people socialize I can’t comprehend what they are saying. I want meaning in existence like I use to have. This is a bottom put condition. Feels like I’m just a robot here until death